Chapter 1105: Feast (1)

The wind that entered the night was very cold, and the old house of Mujia, Amo and Muling’s poetry room.
Amo Duke urged Mu Ling to eat some tonics. The mood of these days is still somewhat unstable. When I went to the hospital this morning, the doctor said that I need to be careful. Otherwise, the fetal position may be unstable. I was shocked, so I took care of it.
"Things in this U disk, I think you still have to look at it. This is also the thing that everyone will know this evening, you, look."
When he took the cup, Amo handed over a U disk in his hand to Mu Lingshi, which was copied from Li Si.
"What is this?"
Mu Lingshi looked at something that Amo had handed over with some doubts.
"It's about parents, mom's short life..."
Amo’s low return.
Wen Yan, Mu Ling's poetry eyes darkened, but it was delayed to pick up, I can see that her intention does not seem to want to see.
"Look, there are some passing, maybe you know that it will make you comfortable, and it’s not always clear that they don’t know anything about their past..."
Amo whispered.
Mu Ling’s poem had been silent for a long time, and then she slowly reached out and took it. Amo quickly helped her to sit down on the sofa next to her, took the notebook in one hand and put it on the low table before her. go with.
Mu Lingshi also inserted the U disk and opened it --
Soon, it was the familiar face of Mu Zi that was familiar and unfamiliar.
Mu Lingshi sat on the sofa and looked at the distant and unfamiliar pictures displayed on the notebook screen. Before she finished watching the whole video, she had already closed up a bit, and never looked at it again - -
"You, look at me for a while, look at the clouds for a while. I think, when you look at me, you are very far away. When you look at the clouds, it is very close..."
Mu Ling Shi sighed softly and silently read the poem appearing on the screen. How could it feel that there was a sadness in the words, and a bit of sadness came from the chest, and he took a few deep breaths. Turning his head and looking at the side of Amo, Amo also looked at her heavily.
"She is also a sad woman, very poor, but in addition to holding a sympathy for her, I can't afford to feel too much."
Mu Ling Shi said faintly --
"Why do they have no pity and nostalgia for me and Ling Tian? If you didn't think about being together at first, you can't give us happiness, then why should we resolutely give birth to us? They don't know, it's because They, miserable brother, miserable parents, even killed grandmother... The person who left, feels pure, and will understand that the living person needs to bear the pain?"
Having said that, Mu Lingshi suddenly smiled bitterly. "I feel that my tears are already crying, and I can't cry anymore... For such a selfish parent, sad, sad, it is not worth it, more It is not worth it for my grandmother."
"Ling Shi!"
Amo looked at it, but also worried about it. She quickly reached out and held her in her arms and comforted her. "Okay, good Ling Shi! Everything is gone! Everything will pass, and the big brother will get justice for you."

"I don't want to be fair! Sometimes I even think, why are the dead people not them? Why are they killed by grandma? They will only bring harm and pain to us, what else can they do?"
"A Shi, Mom, she has a hard time, she still loves you and Ling Tian, ​​or she will not work hard, even willing to give up their career choices to give birth to you!"
Amo said lowly.
Mu Ling’s mouth sneaked a sarcasm.
Yes, maybe you are right, she may still love us, but in her eyes, her love is more important. I add up with Ling Tian. Can't match a scum man in her heart!"
"No! She is not my mother... I don't have such a mother... My mother is Zhuang Shurong, always! Such a woman is simply not qualified to be my mother!"
Mu Lingshi shook his head and pushed Amo away. He stood up coldly and suddenly turned and walked outside.
Amo was shocked and quickly got up, followed up, and shouted anxiously. "Ling Shi, what are you going to do! Be careful with your body!"
However, where Mu Lingshi can still hear, the whole person's figure has disappeared outside the door.
‘Hey! ’
The rush of footsteps came, Mu Lingshi was rushing downstairs --
"What happened, so late, what are you going to do?"
Mu Lingshi just rushed down the ladder, and suddenly the old and dry voice of Mu Nan was heard.
Mu Lingshi only took the footsteps and raised her head. The face of the old man in the south of Mu has suddenly caught her eye...
Wang Hui went this way, and Mu Nannan seems to be more than ten years old. In just a few days, the original gray hair has all turned white, white flowers, like a silver wire, the whole person The soul seems to have gone halfway. In the past two days, every day, I was sitting alone in the study room, holding his photo with Wang Hui, looking at the gods, not letting anyone disturb, until he was tired and tired again. Can't support it, just lie down...
"grandfather……"
Seeing such a vast old admiration of the south, Mu Ling's chest is even more uncontrollable, and the eyes can't restrain the flashing of a little dim.
"Grandpa...I'm sorry... I don't know what things will be like this. I thought that as long as I don't care, maybe it will be fine! I really didn't expect that Grandma would... it's my fault, because these The death of my grandmother..."
Listening to Mu Lingshi’s self-blame, Mu’s eyes in the old-fashioned old eyes could not control the shimmering, but he could only raise his hand and take a shot of Mu Ling’s shoulder. Said, "Well, it’s been so long. We should accept the reality. You are all innocent. How could it be your fault? Your mother’s thing, in your grandmother’s heart, has always been a hurdle. In the past few years, we have not dared to mention it. It is afraid that everyone will not be able to stand it. I don’t want it. Now, there are some things that can’t be escaped...

Mu Ling’s eyes nodded a little dryly, and quickly reached out and hugged Munan, hoarse.
Yes, she can’t escape some things, so I’m going to face it, big brother, he bears too much. More, Grandpa, this time, let us work together to get through this difficult time."