Chapter 1909: confused

Chen Fan is a little confused now.
He felt that he did not recognize himself.
Fang Bingxin's analysis was not wrong at all. At every step, she told Chen Fan's true thoughts.
Chen Fan personally planned everything from the compensation measures after the tribulation to the crimes of his own self.
That's right, he just wants to push the trouble to the ethereal god, be a good man himself, take in the hearts of the world, and pave the way for future events.
Everything is set by him himself.
This game was perfect. Judging from the current situation, with the perfect cooperation from Yuzhou Academy, Chen Fan truly met his original expectations.
After this crisis, Chen Fan not only lost nothing but gained unimaginable benefits.
But it was for this reason that Chen Fan fell into confusion.
In the beginning, when he first came to the mainland of Kyushu, he was actually very simple.
At that time, Chen Fan's greatest wish was to climb to the peak of martial arts and immerse himself in martial arts.
But I don't know when it started, Chen Fan found that he had changed.
He began to play power tricks, walked in the center of political mediation, manipulated human hearts and ghosts, and was constantly lost in it.
Even in the moment of planning, Chen Fan would really enjoy this feeling.
Without any force at all, it is possible to play with the world, even the existence of the emperor, in the applause.
The beauty of this feeling is beyond ordinary people's imagination.
It's just that, he, or is he?
Is the young man who looked up to the sky and screamed and was about to embark on the road to the peak of martial arts, is there still?
Chen Fan didn't know whether what he had done was meaningful, so he fell into melancholy, lost in confusion, fell into... at a loss.
Fang Bingxin left bitterly because of the lack of interest in asking herself in Chen Fan's place.
While Chen Fan still sat in the ruins and looked up at the sky, he still had no answer.
But at this moment, another footstep came, and Chen Fan turned his head to see Russell in the same light green dress.
The ghost doctor cured Chen Fan's mother's eyes in the capital, and was then arranged by Chen Fan to take Ling Feng to Yuzhou. After that, he stayed silently in seclusion and basically never appeared in front of Chen Fan.
Later, the children Russell brought into the Yuzhou Academy, and Russell also idled, but she was still aloof and did not choose to appear, and lived her life peacefully.
Today, it was the first time Chen Fan saw Russell. He didn't expect that the two would meet again in such a way.
"I accidentally heard you talking with that woman just now, sorry."
Also sitting next to Chen Fan, Russell's voice was not as aggressive as Fang Bingxin's, but instead had a whispering meaning, which made people involuntarily relaxed.
In contrast, Russell's appearance is actually not as stunning as Fang Bingxin's.
She is the kind of woman who is not beautiful and can only be said to be delicate, but for some reason, as long as she is by Russell's side, Chen Fan can always feel a gentle and quiet feeling.
"I can feel that you seem to be a little confused, is there something you can't figure out?"
Russell continued to speak, she didn't know, this simple sentence completely broke Chen Fan's heart.
His pressure is too great, he needs to vent too much.
Fang Bingxin's character is straightforward and doesn't know how to hide. It may be fun to live with such a person, but he can't really connect with each other.
What Chen Fan needs is someone who can listen, not Fang Bingxin's constant chatter.
What he needs is to vent and tell.
And Russell is just the best listener.
Silently, Chen Fan recounted his mental journey along the way, recounted his unwillingness, recounted his confusion.
During the whole process, Russell didn't say a word, she just listened quietly, as if it didn't exist at all.
Time is slowly passing by, and the night is flowing slowly like water.
In a blink of an eye, the morning sun was rising, and a new day came once again. Chen Fan finally finished his narration, feeling a lot more relaxed.
At this moment, Russell spoke for the first time.
She looked at Chen Fan's eyes and said softly: "You have finished what you want to say in your heart?"
Chen Fan nodded and did not answer.
Russell continued: "Now that I'm finished, there are still many things to do today."
Russell stood up and left with such a lightly fluttering sentence, while Chen Fan sat on the spot in a daze, his whole person seemed to be hit by something.
Gradually, he smiled, looking at the newborn sunrise, Chen Fan smiled so brilliantly.