Chapter 145: (two)

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Looking at the man who was talking about how good it is to have a girl, Lin Qingwan decided to tell him the good news that she had just found out.
After passing through it, after several years, Lin Qingwan feels that she is very happy now.
Wrong, she has always been very happy.
Because no matter whether it is a bitter day or a good day, there is this savage man with a rough appearance and a meticulous inside that has been with her, protecting her, and loving her until a long time.
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The author has something to say: ps: Hehehehe, the text is over.
When I updated yesterday, I didn’t dare to say that today is going to be over. But in every aspect, the scum is over. As for the scumbag, to be honest, this kind of true heart is not easy to abuse. With the help of others, people will be talked about, and people will not be able to live as they please. In any case, he is still his father.
As for the Liu family, she felt that she had been deeply abused, and it was definitely impossible to kill her. Let's be more practical. She is already miserable now, and all the people have resigned, and only one son is still with her. The hateful person must be pitiful. Isn't the Liu imperishable? From different standpoints, people's thoughts are different. Perhaps the Liu family now feels that he is a great tragedy. A couple of decades, men are like this. Lizi lost everything, the identity of the mistress was gone, and the man was gone. It is conceivable that in the days to come, Lin Zhixian and the Liu family will not see each other for a long time.
As for Lin Qinglan, I will talk about it in Fanwai. As for Lin Qinglan's description of whether it is abusive or not, it is only a matter of opinion, at least I feel that I have abused her by designing this way.
Tomorrow
Come, come, ask for a receipt, and then open a new article face to face, and have a reminder. ～（≧▽≦）/～
Fanwaiyi
Lin Qinglan felt that she had always been happy.
He was born as a prostitute, and his parents were spoiled and grown up. Although the family is not a top honor, it is also a famous family. Since childhood, it has been smooth and smooth, and it is good to marry when he grows up.
Everyone said that she was married well, and she was led by her mother-in-law as a housekeeper when she married. She had children and daughters for a few years, and later became Mrs. Zhongyong, who was honored and prosperous.
Lin Qinglan was indeed going well.
But no one knew that Lin Qinglan always had a thorn in her heart, and that thorn was called ‘Lin Qingwan’.
Everyone said that Lin Qingwan was his concubine, and it was true, but Lin Qinglan never admitted. Obviously she can be the eldest daughter of the eldest daughter, all because her auntie robbed her husband.
When I was young, I just hated her, because my mother was always nice to her, better than herself.
At that time, I would feel wronged and wonder why Lin Qingwan should be there. But when I grew up, I realized that my mother was doing superficial work. And this kind of superficial work began to perfuse with the death of the aunt.
It wasn't until this time that Lin Qinglan understood how ignorant she was in the past.
Just like what my mother said, the reputation of my daughter's family is more important than anything else, that is, a little cat and puppy. I just send it away in the future, so why bother to put the screwdriver in his eyes.
Lin Qinglan knew that the driver was not only Lin Qingwan, but also the eldest son Lin Qingting.
Even though she was unwilling to call her sister and brother, Lin Qinglan never put these two people in her eyes, because she knew that these two were a thorn in her mother's heart, and sooner or later she pulled them out.
Sure enough, one of the screwdrivers left. It was said that she had signed up to join the army, but Lin Qinglan knew that he would not live long, because when the second mother took her back to her grandfather's house, she accidentally eavesdropped on what the adults said.
After Lin Qingting left, Lin Qingwan became more honest. She was originally a timid temperament, and since then she has become a humble little transparent at home.
Lin Qinglan felt relieved when she thought that the man's closest brother had died. See who will support you in the future, she will be trampled under her feet after all.
Originally, I didn't want to do anything to her. Once I accidentally heard that Dad wanted to tell her to her cousin, Lin Qinglan was completely angry.
Cousin, the cousin she has admired since she was a child, what qualifications does Lin Qingwan have to marry her cousin?
So she took action. After thinking for a long time, she decided to sell her out of the capital. He would not take her life, but sold her to a mud-legged woman as a wife.
A daughter of a famous family, married to Xia Sanlan's mud legs, I believe there is nothing more humiliating than this!
That person finally disappeared, and Lin Qinglan was comfortable.
After another two years, my mother made a marriage appointment for her. The second son of Uncle Zhongyong is said to be the second son, but the eldest son is not good enough, and the title will be the second son sooner or later.
Lin Qinglan agreed without hesitation. As time passed, she slowly grew up. She already understood how important the position of a woman's husband is.
Cousin, she is no longer worthy of her now.
After marrying, her mother-in-law treated her with a different look, and the relationship between husband and wife was harmonious. In the second year, she gave birth to a big fat boy, and she had everything a woman should have.
Of course, there will be some annoying things. First, the family fights fiercely for the title, and second, there are inevitably a few people in the house beside the husband.
However, Lin Qinglan believed that the methods were not bad, and she was not afraid of those people. She would jump if she was willing to jump. Sooner or later, she cleaned them up one by one.
Lin Qingting's return surprised Lin Qinglan, but after all, she is a woman and married, so how Lin Qingting has no direct relationship with her.
Of course, she would regret that she hadn't shown good things to the eldest brother at that time, otherwise she would have an extra help.
As for Lin Qingwan?
At this time, Lin Qinglan had forgotten her out of the Nine Heavens Clouds a long time ago, and she couldn't remember how she cleaned up this ‘elder sister’ back then.
Just when Lin Qinglan was fighting with her concubine and her concubine and her uncle, Lin Qingwan came back.
It seemed to be returning overnight. At that time, because of Lin Qingwan's affairs, there was a stir in Beijing.
Her natal family was affected by her reputation, and she also suffered a lot from it, and was used by the concubines as a means of attack.
The mother gave her a scapegoat, Lin Qinglan knew.
She knew that she should be calm, but after all her resentment returned overnight, so she could not help but sneer when she saw the triumphant Lin Qingwan at the Dingyuan Hou wedding banquet.
Lin Qinglan regretted her words. She knew that she couldn't provoke Ding Yuanhou, who was in full swing now, and even Lin Qingwan could not provoke him.
After returning, the mother-in-law said a few words to her and took back her stewardship.
The mother-in-law said that she was not calm enough, her eyes were not clear enough, she couldn't recognize her position, and she didn't know what was good for her.
At that time, Lin Qinglan knew what was going on, but she didn't want to admit it.
Those days were the most painful days Lin Qinglan recalled.
She was taken back as a housekeeper, and the concubines who had been suppressed by her for a long time swarmed, and everyone wanted to step on her. Not only did his husband not support her, he even passed a concubine and had an aunt.
In her natal family, the mother was sent to Zhuangzi by his father, and there were also all kinds of chaos in Lin family.
Sometimes it is really easy for people to give up their persistence. Under the restriction of her mother-in-law's methods, Lin Qinglan bowed to reality after all.
She couldn't provoke Ding Yuanhou, nor could the Zhongyong Mansion provoke Ding Yuanhou, let alone provoke Ding Yuanhou's beloved sister.
Always proud of her, she felt that she was inferior to others for the first time. The person who is not as good as someone else is okay, but it is the thorn.
But she had to admit her fate.
Although she is arrogant and domineering on the surface, she has always known in her heart what is good for her.
She didn't want to admit defeat, didn't want to bow her head, didn't want to admit that she was inferior to others, but she couldn't match the reality, she chose the strategy of both, so she ignored that side.
She no longer provokes, but her attitude is indifferent. Only in this way can she feel more comfortable.
But whether it is true indifference or false indifference, only Lin Qinglan knows in her heart.
The news of that person entered my ears bit by bit-
It is said that she has settled in the capital, but not in Dingyuanhoufu, but she built a village on the outskirts of the capital...
Lin Qinglan sneered secretly, is it possible that her mud-legged husband has such great ability? Not relying on his brother!
It is said that her husband with mud-legged legs is actually not that unbearable. The family's business is very big...
Lin Qinglan continued to sneer, not because she has a good brother!
It is said that the man’s life is very comfortable, and now he is pregnant again, and gave birth to a pair of twins...
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Lin Qinglan always thought that the man's husband was a white body and would fade out of her noble sight one day. She is different from her, with different identities and different social circles.
It's a pity that news of her always involuntarily enters my ears...
It is said that the man entered the palace, but the imperial concubine recruited into the palace...
It is said that the imperial concubine Yuan Gui, who was of a low birth but was highly praised by His Majesty, seemed to look at her differently and always asked her to speak in the palace...
It is said that her eldest son is a talented and intelligent, and he has a good literary talent at a young age...
It is said that her second son was born with supernatural power, and Ding Yuanhou wanted to cultivate talents wholeheartedly...
It is said that her eldest son served as a companion to the prince...
It is said that her son-in-law has been guarding her alone for more than ten years. Together, they were initially looked down upon by people with pity on the surface and secretly, but now many ladies envy her and envy her happiness...
What is the happiness of women?
Lin Qinglan has always felt that the happiness of a woman should be the glory of her husband, the success of her children and grandchildren, and her own destiny and honor.
And she--
Lin Qinglan disdained thinking.
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"Madam, the arrangements have already been made. Would you like to check it out again?"
Today is the eve of the marriage of Lin Qinglan's eldest son. Zhongyong Bo's House is preparing for a big banquet. Lin Qinglan is a decent man and is the first time her son has been married. She wants everything to be careful and proper.
Lin Qinglan retracted her thoughts, nodded, and took a large group of maids and women to check the place where the banquet will be held tomorrow.
After seeing it, she was very satisfied, so that she could show the dignity of Zhongyong Bofu.
Immediately after the bed maker from the future daughter-in-law came, Lin Qinglan ordered one by one to be careful in entertaining, and must be in place and don't make any jokes.
Regarding what the wife explained, the servant maid underneath didn't dare to relax.
By the time Lin Qinglan was busy, it was getting late.
Thinking about not seeing her husband Zhongyong all day today, she asked, "Where is Uncle?"
Tweety, the servant girl, hesitated beside her, but she said something like a mosquito.
"Uncle was at Aunt Lan's, and said that Madam was busy, so he didn't come to the main courtyard."
Lin Qinglan frowned, and stopped paying attention in an instant.
"Pass the meal."
Lin Qinglan used dinner and took a bath under the service of the maid before going to lie down on the Babu bed.
The bed was big, but she slept alone, but Lin Qinglan had long been used to the feeling of sleeping alone, and didn't feel any discomfort.
Men are all lustful, greedy for freshness, and all like tender colors.
She has long passed the years of fresh and tender colors. Now she is Mrs. Zhongyong, who is in charge of the family's contribution. Why should she bother with her aunt and the room.
Yes, she doesn't need to care.
After today, her son will get married, she will have daughter-in-law, and grandson. Following her second son will also get married. She will teach her son and daughter-in-law to get along with each other, to let brothers and brothers give way, and to be harmonious. She will hug her grandson and train her grandson well. When she gets older, she will be the old prince and the old prince, and there will be harmony and prosperity...
As for her man, he should appear next to her, but it doesn't matter whether he appears or not.
She had long understood that that man was not only her own man, but also the group of aunts who shared the room.
Fanwaiji
Everyone said she was lucky to marry him.
He Rong'er thinks so too. Isn't she lucky that she, the daughter of Shaoqing from the Little Guanglu Temple, was chosen by Ding Yuanhou.
It wasn't until later that I realized that in fact, he married her, not because he took a fancy to himself, just because it happened and was suitable.
He said that she was gentle and demure, and she would be able to get along well with his sister in the future.
He said that she was smart, soft and strong, and that she would be able to manage Dingyuan Houfu well in the future.
He said that as long as you have been so good, he will be good to her.
For this reason, during the time she first married, she handled things carefully and tried to maintain her sister-in-law. She knows what he means, and she will definitely satisfy him.
In fact, it is impossible to say that there is no complaint against Lin Qingwan, the sister he holds in the palm of his hand.
No woman can stand it. Before marriage, the future husband-in-law asked herself to meet, not to ask her if she was safe, but to inform her that his sister was going to Beijing. He felt that his sister had been wronged for a lifetime, so she, who was about to be his sister-in-law, could not give his sister wronged.
For him, she suppressed the grievances in her heart.
No one knows, since he saved her that time, she quietly put him in her heart. She couldn't believe that she could marry him, but she was grateful to God.
My sister-in-law is a very good person. After getting along for a while, even the last bit of complaint in He Ronger's heart disappeared.
She finally understood why he felt so sorry for his sister.
In the rough life experience, God did not give the brother and sister a good card. Especially my sister-in-law, at such a young age, a weak woman was actually sold by the conscientious aunt.
There is no family, no dependence, nothing. From a young lady to a peasant woman overnight, no one can bear the gap. She turned the tide with a weak body, and lived her life full and colorful. And there are no complaints, very free and easy. Although my uncle is very good, he is very good to her, really good. But if it weren't for her smart, free and easy nature and tough nature, life would definitely be tough.
He Ronger admired Lin Qingwan very much, even if her situation in her natal family was not much better than hers, but she put herself in empathy, if she changed her, she might have been unable to live long ago.
From that moment on, He Ronger no longer gave Lin Qingwan because of her husband's instructions, but instead expressed pity and affection from her heart.
In fact, He Rong'er has always envied Lin Qingwan and her husband and wife. Her brother-in-law only sees her.
Isn't it true that a woman doesn't say what she wants in her heart?
But women's morality is a yoke that firmly restrains women, and men cannot stop them from accepting concubines, because they must be virtuous.
One couple for a lifetime, after all, is the untouchable dream of all women!
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After the marriage, the husband treated her very well, so good that it frightened her.
She was afraid that one day, she would wake up from dreams and be broken.
She was pregnant, but He Ronger was unhappy, not because she didn't want to have a baby, but at this moment, she was wondering if her husband would need an aunt or a room.
Large families have always been like this. If the wife is pregnant or can not wait, they will arrange someone in the husband's room, but He Ronger is unwilling.
She didn't want to say this, let alone mention it.
This is the first time she has been so unkind after marrying him for so long. I wonder if he will blame her...
My sister-in-law came to see her, her face was full of hearty smiles, and her husband was also very happy, but He Ronger was bitter in her heart.
I don't know if it was because of the bitterness in her heart that my sister-in-law saw her, who said something like a joke at the dinner table.
"Brother, this is a happy event for my sister-in-law. I am finally going to be an aunt. You must pay attention to it. Don't make any kind of auntie come out to block my sister-in-law's heart. You have to study like my husband, and men love It's good."
He laughed and did not speak, and his brother-in-law also laughed. It seemed that he was not ashamed at all, but because his wife's praise was very glorious.
However, He Rong'er lowered her head timidly, her heart confused.
After leaving the sister-in-law and uncle, he came to the main house.
He has never shared a room with her since he got married, nor has she ever since.
Lying in bed at night, he took her hand and said, as long as you have been so good, I will always be good to you.
He Ronger didn't understand at first, but later she did.
Even if she pretended to be stupid and never mentioned about arranging people in the room for him, he turned a deaf ear to him. As long as he returned to the house every day, he would just rest beside her.
If all this is just a dream, she hopes that this dream will never wake up...
She was pregnant in October, and once the melons were ripe, she gave birth to a daughter.
She was afraid that he would not like his daughter.
But he loved it as a treasure, she was happy in her heart, and secretly decided to give him another son.
A year later, she had it again.
This pregnancy is the same as last time.
Sometimes He Rong'er is really grateful to God, who made her harsh for the first half of her life, but gave her such a good home and such a good husband when she married.
How can she repay him for being kind to her? She can only do more for him and the sister-in-law's family.
Sometimes, He Ronger would also wonder why he treated her so well?
Do you really like her, or is it just because the brothers and sisters in their teenage years suffered from the sorrow of the backyard and do not want to repeat the same mistakes?
No one can answer her this question.
But she really wanted to tell him that no matter what, she had always loved him since the first time she saw him.
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It was late at night, and Lin Qingting looked at his wife who was sleeping beside him.
He is nearly forty years old this year and has two sons and two daughters, both of whom were born to his wife.
For such a lifetime, the woman next to him is just her.
Many people say that he is hypocritical and fearful, and that he is too thorough to indulge in Jingdi. Just because Jingdi has been such a woman for so many years, he is also clear-hearted and unwilling to carry out the image of his confidant from beginning to end, striving for tension. Follow the pace of Emperor Jing.
In fact, only he knew it in his heart, no.
Love?
Not at first. At that time, he just wanted to marry a wife who was easy to do. Don't have too much thoughts, but it wouldn't be possible to have no thoughts. Be gentle, because he likes gentle women, but too gentle is not enough, you must have your own persistence. After all, Dingyuan Hou Mansion is a Hou Mansion, and it is impossible for Madam Hou to be unable to suppress people.
At that time, it was time to think about her marriage, and met her again.
He secretly inquired about her life experience, and thought of Wanwan from her situation, so he thought it was her.
At that time, his thoughts were very selfish. He told her that as long as she was always so good, he would always treat her well. He could see that she was very moved, but she hadn't seen his burden, provided that ‘as long as you have been so good’.
The content is very extensive and harsh, but she has taken it seriously.
At that time, he went to beat her before marriage, so that she must be nice to Wanwan, not to let his sister be wronged.
At that time, he was very casual. What he thought was that he needed a woman to inherit his clan. If this woman satisfied him, he would treat her well, and if he was not satisfied, he would talk about it then.
He didn't expect that she would be so trembling, even if he felt wronged, he would cater to Wanwan. She probably also saw the importance of Wanwan to her, and wanted Wanwan to like her.
Pity has arisen since then.
And she is indeed very good, caring and considerate to her sister-in-law and her family, and taking good care of him.
He has been alone for so many years because of his life experience, because of the things on his back, and because of so many things. What she gave him was the warmth that another woman other than his sister gave him for the first time in his life.
She had a body, and he saw that she was panicked.
He understood what she was panicking, she thought she was hiding well, but she didn't know that her big pitiful eyes had already exposed her true thoughts.
Is she afraid of him being a child?
A paragraph that my sister said a long time ago suddenly flashed in his mind
"Brother, you men will never know what a woman wants most in her life. Jinyi, delicacy and glory are all incidental. What a woman wants is actually very simple, but it's just a couple of people for a lifetime. It's a pity. You men never understand, and I'm glad I met him. I'm glad that it is not the other thing, but fortunate that no matter whether our family is poor or rich, he has never had any other ideas. That silly boy sees it from beginning to end I'm the only one, and I can't enter the others."
On weekdays, Lin Qingting also saw her younger sister and son-in-law get along. Wanwan always complained that her sister-in-law was a fool, a big fool, and an idiot. Lin Qingting felt the same way when she saw the silly smile on her face.
But he also saw other appearances of his sister-in-law outside. At that time, there was something stupid or stupid on his face, he was obviously a very shrewd and decisive businessman.
If you are really stupid, will your family's business be so big in just over ten years? That is, the younger sister and son-in-law are always low-key, otherwise the richest man in the capital would have changed people.
Lin Qingting understands that this is the unique way of getting along with his younger sister and his wife. Sometimes he also imagines how he and her get along?
It seemed that he was always the same as the uncle. She was conscientious and conscientious to please her. Sometimes when she was angry while working outside, he would scold her. At that time, he never seemed to notice what her expression was like.
Has she ever cried, does she feel aggrieved?
Thinking of Wanwan's wanton in front of his sister-in-law and the tension of her sister-in-law holding her in her hand, he actually felt that he really wronged her.
The feeling of pity could not help but he decided to comfort her who was worried.
At that time, his thoughts were just for the child in her belly.
So he told her that as long as she has been so good, he will treat her well.
See how despicable he is, and use these words to get her off.
He hasn't taken any small actions, she seems very happy, even the light on her face is different.
She gave birth to a daughter, she seemed worried, but he liked it very much. Because he thinks this little milk baby is a bit like Wanwan when she was a child, and also a bit like her.
She seemed to have always wanted to give him a son, and after confinement, she took the initiative in husband and wife matters. She has always been very shy, but suddenly so active makes Lin Qingting very useful.
He asked the imperial physician in the palace. The imperial physician said that if a woman gives birth, it is better to conceive one year apart, so as not to harm the woman's body.
While taking her initiative, he quietly gave her the medicine prescribed by the doctor. This medicine can replenish the body and has some avoidance effects, and it will not hurt the body.
He could see that she hadn't moved for a long time and was a little discouraged, but he wouldn't tell her what he did.
A year later, she had it again.
This time she finally got her wish and gave birth to a son.
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For more than ten years, the husband and wife have come through ups and downs. He hasn't said that to her for a long, long time.
Now I don’t know if it’s getting older or how to drop it. Recently, he always wanted to say something to her—
I will always be nice to you, there is no such a book.
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