Chapter 31:

Ye Mingjun got angry.
Ji Mo finally confirmed this when he returned to the Ark Immortal and said nothing. He didn't expect that Ye Mingjun would suddenly ask that sentence. At that time, he just subconsciously replied, "That is not the love that Xianjun is looking for, you don't need to understand."
So, is there a problem with this sentence?
Don't say that he now has a stomachache as soon as he mentions the pit father's son.First of all, how can there be a few writers who can talk about their love for the character with the social fear of these dead houses? This is not keyboard typing. In reality What is the difference between expressing this kind of thing in the world and public execution?
Moreover, it is too difficult for the coach to make Ye Mingjun, who does n’t even know what love is, understand the type of love. The difficult course of "Self-cultivation of love" did not understand the textbook himself. what.
The fairy who suddenly became quiet and no longer noisy made him very uncomfortable.Unconsciously, he secretly observed the people behind him innocently.Xu is the reason that the body is a pearl.Even if Ming Mingjun's expression is plain, his temperament is like a jade. Cultivated as a high-strength ancient artifact, but did not see the slightest edge. It's just that when he no longer smiles all the time, the breeze generally walks past the person's side, and suddenly there is a kind of alienation as if this person will walk away at any time.
"Ye Mingjun."
Ji Mo finally broke the silence first, and found that the fairy immediately looked at himself. He pointed to the scroll that was thrown out for the tenth time and sighed helplessly, "Do you have to prove that you are angry with the throwing system?"
"pissed off?"
Trying to understand this new emotion with some doubt, Ye Mingjun still shook his head, "No, I just ... I'm not so happy."
Although I always felt that it was too dark, now the night is really coming, but suddenly I am not so excited. Just like when I found out that Tianting hadn't gotten familiar with faces for a long time, it wasn't so uncomfortable, but I just suddenly lost the interest to continue to play around.
Anyway, both the immortals and Ji Mo hope that he can calm down like a common magic weapon.
Are you sure? How do I feel this is the difference from an inflated balloon to an instant leak?
He glanced at him in disbelief, and Jimo found that he still wanted to see Ye Mingjun, who was swelled in normal days, and only opened the door lightly, "Come in, say yes, I will accompany you tonight."
They hung out for a long time after returning, and now it is not far from the curfew time, and it is quiet inside the ark.
Back in the room, Jimo poured him a cup of tea, loosened the fairy hair bundled for himself in the morning, and pushed the window open, the cool moonlight became the only light source in the room.
Ji Mo never lights, even if he comes to the ark, he has never changed this habit. Standing in the night seems to find a trace of security. He leaned on the soft couch in front of the window, with his arms half lying on the edge of the window, and smoothing his black hair. Scattered in the gap between the neck and the arm, after a moment of silence, he finally spoke slowly: "Xianjun, now I can answer any questions you have."
Ye Mingjun had never entered Ji Mo's room at night in the past. He didn't expect this person to hide alone in the dark every night, and only a glance left him feeling deserted. Without touching the tea, he sat gently on the side of Ji Mo, and once again expressed his doubts, "You said that you will never have such an emotion of love, is it because you gave it to others?"
In fact, he still doesn't understand what love is, but Ji Mo's tone that seems to have nothing to do with him gives him a feeling of rejection, and it seems indifferent to the past, but he doesn't hate being touched. Similarly, Ji Mo at that time really did not allow him to come closer.
"Ye Mingjun, you will love all kinds of things in life, but not every kind of love can last forever."
Of course Ji Mo knew where the problem was. He just didn't want to go back to the past. Even if he knew he needed to face it sooner or later, he still didn't dare to touch the scars he had done. His courage has long been exhausted, and now he is timid and afraid of pain. When the night is quiet, he can't help but hide alone, and it's not a good life.
It's not a child, so you can't always use evasion to solve problems. Now that Ren Qingya has shot, it is also time to tell Ye Mingjun something.
Sighing and turning around, he leaned his back against Ye Mingjun and used the fairy's body temperature to disperse the chill for a few nights. This was the first time he recalled the events of that year before the person.
"Since you know Pharaoh, you should also know that for us, a few million words in a book is the norm. It can be considered to be completed in two to three years. I wrote" White Deer Green Cliffs "for two years, maybe In the eyes of Xianjun, it was just a blink of an eye, but half of my college life. At that time, roommates either participated in club activities to fight for the future, or in groups to enjoy life, and I was creating Ren Qingya. "
At that time, we could not give up the course, because we must ensure that there is still a way out in the future. Every time when there is free time, we will return to the dormitory and sit in front of the notebook to open the document. Now think about it, it is natural to have no girlfriend, after all, there is no time to meet other people.
Unexpectedly, when I mentioned this topic, my mood was still quite calm. Ji Mo estimated that he was really tempered by Ye Mingjun, and letting his head rest on the shoulder of the fairy, still said lightly: "So when he first saw him, he called me It ’s not wrong to be a father. After all, I did give him my time and youth. "
Ji Mo had a dream that day, and the most caring white deer in his dream had been calling himself. He searched for the sound without hesitation. When he opened his eyes, he was already in the vast snowfield of Yaozhou. .
Then, the whole white deer demon came out of the snow, his eyes full of harmless breath looked at him in surprise and curiosity, and every move was the same as his imagined role.
"Young people will inevitably be more bloody. At that time, I just arrived in this world and found that this place was messed up by the characters we created. I thought very self-confidently that I am the author. Of course, the mess caused by the characters must come from the author To clean up, my protagonist is also a gentle and obedient herbivore. Under my guidance, he will surely become the strongest and calm the world, ending this chaotic world. "
Recalling the naive thoughts at that time, Ji Mo's expression only had a touch of sarcasm. He didn't go back to the experience of that period of time, but tried to keep calm and tell the truth.
"With my information, Ren Qingya conquered all the heavenly humans in the north, and Yaozhou grew up step by step. However, I forgot that this is no longer his role in writing a passage, and the people he came into contact with The more he came, he began to understand the knowledge of other worlds, and slowly, he also doubted me. "
In fact, he was very happy at the beginning. He lived with the protagonist he created with all his heart. He regarded him as the father in the story. He can watch this child become the master of the world step by step. For the author, this It is a very happy thing in itself.
It is a pity that he is not the old demon king who sacrificed everything to protect his son in the story. He is the "god" who decided Ren Qingya to drift for life.
"Later, someone who did n’t know when to read part of my memory by magic, and Ren Qingya, who learned the truth, forced me to ask a lot of information from me, which is now information about God. I lied to him that if God died, he was created by God There will be no future for the gods of heaven, and other gods will begin to look for it when they receive my death. He wonders if it is true or false, and finally let me live in this way. "
At that time, there was a polygraph method that was difficult for him to conceal. He could only try his best to mislead them, and he did n’t know how much effect it had, because the meridian was almost destroyed and the pain was almost lost.
It was at that time that I realized that the tribulations that everyone had already seen in the novel were not simple at all.
"No matter how many hardships and hardships you have experienced, you can have a happy ending as long as you continue to believe firmly? It's really easy to say ... Then please experience it for yourself, father."
This is the last sentence that Ren Qingya said to him. At that time, what grabbed Ji Mo ’s eyes was that he only scratched the bald-headed Wudong sword after taking his name. He held the sword and wrote it with 769 days and nights. People.
And he seemed to have no other memory than pain.
Now I want to come. At that time, he was just a mortal who edited stories. He had never suffered real hardships, nor had he enjoyed the life of a magistrate. If he was questioned, he would inevitably be angry. It ’s ridiculous to complain that the happiest thing is just to add one or two items in my life ... In this way, he has to take the responsibility of God and create a man who can kill thousands of people by raising his hand. Too.
"This is my relationship with Ren Qingya. Immortal Jun knows it, so I can always guard against Yaozhou in the future."
In the end, Ji Mo only summed up his past in such a bland sentence. Ye Mingjun knew that he still had a lot of things that he did n’t tell himself, but at this time he did n’t want to ask any more, just reached out and hugged people. , Sighed softly: "Why do you always like to pretend that you don't feel hurt at all?"
"Because knowing that crying has no effect, all you can do is to endure."
"I used to be a person who pursues perfection. Even if I see the reality clearly, I don't want to give up some unnecessary attachments. I still don't have the strength to do things casually, but I always think about how to know the results without trying hard. Feelings It ’s always difficult to reconcile with power, but I want it all, so greedy, so I ended up with this.

Looking back at himself calmly, Ji Mo found that he is now almost able to analyze the past, which may be a good thing.
Touching the innocence that has replaced his eyes now, he sighed: "The name innocence was taken by me. In order to warn myself, I must learn to choose and give up."
If he really wanted to wipe out the heavens, he should put the other party in control when Ren Qingya had no doubt about himself, but at that time, he couldn't bear to treat his protagonist like this.
He wanted to end the chaos of heaven and man, but also wanted Ren Qingya to have a stable and happy life, just like the happy ending in the story, the protagonist is happy, the world is peaceful, all are happy.
However, it is so easy to fight in the world
He did not want to start, and Ren Qingya was willing, so he lost.
Xu Shi faced the weakness brought by the memories. Ji Mo rarely struggled to let the fairy hug himself. Ye Mingjun seemed to have a calming magic power. These words, even if he could not speak to Su Ge, but just Ye Mingjun will talk to him unconsciously because he wants to be understood by this person?
"Ye Mingjun, many times I don't know how to treat you. Once Ren Qingya really shots, the only thing I can rely on is you, so I told myself to always coax you to let you. But every time I was with you, It ’s difficult for me to control my words and deeds with reason ... "
Somewhat disturbingly recalled his recent out-of-control behavior, Ji Mo turned around suddenly, and the immortal on his side had recovered his former appearance. His soft eyes only stared at him, as if he would agree no matter what he asked.
In fact, he knows that as long as he shows weakness, Ye Mingjun can instantly forget his temper. However, people will never be angry with their own cats. Can this be understood as that now Ye Mingjun has not only regarded him as a pet? ?
Thinking of this, the chill brought by the past was suddenly dissipated. Since the purpose of appeasement has been achieved, Ji Mo has also straightened up, and his expression has returned to his indifference. "Xianjun, it's almost an hour, ready to return to the room."
Seeing that the person who was still lying in his arms drove him directly out of the room, even if he knew that Ji Mo would turn his face every time his reason came back, Ye Mingjun could not help but pause, and finally he could only helplessly say: "You know me clearly I love you so much that I have always been coquettish to me, but I'm so cunning because I didn't allow me to turn around and run after the trouble. "
Wait, what's wrong with this nasty word? Just coax you a few words, do you need to swell like this?
Hearing this, Ji Mo was shaking, and when he got up, he wanted to stay away from the somewhat dangerous fairy, "Xianjun, I think you misunderstood human behavior."
However, at this time, Ye Mingjun was already premeditated, and even the pictures of the Shanheshe Ji were thrown out. He did not wait until he got up and stepped forward to press the people on the soft couch. "But I don't mean I will let you escape every time."
Because you showed the wound in front of me and looked at me with an expression of help, so this time will not allow you to hide back in the darkness and paint all the wounds alone.
"Ye Mingjun, stop playing ..."
This posture made Ji Mo a little embarrassed, the body was close to each other, and the fairy's snow-white long hair fell on his ears. No matter how he moved his eyes, he couldn't ignore the other's close eyes, and clearly felt that the other person was from head to toe. Examining himself little by little, he didn't know what Ye Mingjun wanted to do, and could only grasp the other's shirt nervously.
Just at a loss, Ye Mingjun finally looked at him, and his eyes were surprisingly serious. "Jimo, no matter how powerful the ancient artifact is, it is just a magic weapon. What can change the world is the use of my god. If you To get an artifact, you must have enough self-confidence and courage to control it. "
Unexpectedly, he would suddenly say such a sentence, Ji Mo was momentarily unable to understand, "What do you mean?"
"Artificial artifacts can't exert real power without being used. When Emperor Xi left, he gave all the ancient artifacts to the gods. Only I chose to become a free fairy, so it is still an unowned thing. There are different standards for the selection of artifacts. Different, and there is only one test for the Emperor Xi Qiming Pearl—question. "
Softly speaking the words that shocked Jimo's expression, Ye Mingjun didn't appease him with a smile as he used to. At this moment, the stars and brilliance were all gathered in the eyes of the fairy, and the radiance of the canopy was soft and watery. The whole space, seriously looking at the man who was forced to look directly at him, he slowly spoke,
"The person I choose will show the virtue and virtue of Ru to the Heavenly Way. If you have the heart of the sun, the moon and the sky, Ru is my god."
Different from the soft and light words of the fairy in the past, this sentence is like a long-lasting ancient voice full of years and long, long and thick. It is the voice of heaven and earth from the emperor Qi Mingzhu and the most solemn declaration of God in the world.
Looking at Ji Mo, who was shocked by it for a moment, Ye Mingjun smiled, and quietly released his hand that clamped him, and only gently stroked the young man's hair.
It has been a long time since the Emperor Xi left to speak in this tone. After all, he was the imperial crown jewel symbolizing the majestic light of the Lord of Heaven and Earth. Every word he said was the will of heaven and heaven that all immortals must obey. Naturally, it cannot be like the present. Such nonsense.
Only a person like the pearl of the night who has never given up his own glory in the dark can control Xi Huangqi pearl. Can this lovable little guy do it?
Although there is still something lacking, with this hope, how much can you recover some of your own courage and confidence? As long as you can see your smile from time to time and bet on the future freedom, it is worth it.
"Ye Mingjun ..."
"However, it is not so easy to get the recognition of Xi Huangqi Pearl. At least, you still need to grow up now."
Interrupting the other party's complicated words with the usual tone, watching Ji Mo's expression stop, Ye Mingjun gently pulled the other party's mask down, feeling the other party's reaction of tightening his body instantly, knowing that he was afraid of falling into In the dark, the fairy only took half of Innocent, then leaned over and kissed the bright forehead, and said softly,
"So, good night, my lovely little god."