Chapter 205: Honest

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I don't know for a long time, the emperor's slightly tired voice came: "In any case, Auntie, what you said today, you should consider it." After the story of going out, Jiang Wei quickly escorted with the forest butler. Go to the side of the house. After watching the emperor leave, Lin Guanjia looked at Jiang Wei and hesitated. He said: "What does the lady want to know, may wish to ask the younger master now, and the Lord will not marry you."
Jiang bowed his head and thought about it, he then went into the study. In the study, Xiao Yu sat at the table and didn't know what to think. She was not surprised to see her. She only said, "Have you heard?"
Jiang Wei nodded. Xiao Yu is a person with martial arts. This martial arts is not weak in the end. Only when she and Lin Guanjia stayed outside, the sound of the emperor could not be heard. Xiao Yu did not hear it, and she was afraid to let her hear it. She sat down next to Xiao Yu, and the black-lined unicorn pattern on Xiao Qian’s neckline showed a deep golden luster, which was glazed and straightened to his face.
"Auntie, I have something to tell you." Xiao Yu said.
"Exactly," Jiang Wei said with a slight smile: "I have something to tell you."
Xiao Yu was slightly stunned, and some doubts looked at Jiang Wei. Jiang Wei looked at the thick book on the table, and the book was neat and tidy, as if to show how often the master looked through them on weekdays. Xiao Yu is careful and cautious. Many things he doesn't mean don't mean you don't know. Both husband and wife have their own secrets. Jiang Wei has always wanted to confess. Now Xiao Yu first mentioned this mouth, but she felt that it would be better to say it first.
"You can remember that I said a word to you when I came back from Mount Canaan," Jiang said with a smile. "I said there is something to tell you."
Xiao Yu said: "Remember."
"What I want to tell you now is this thing." Jiang Yan sighed and looked a little stunned: "In fact, I don't know how you will look at me after listening to it, maybe it's a respect for me, maybe something. It won't happen. But no matter what, I will say it. I think we should be honest with each other." Her tone was frank, even with a certain amount of uncertain hesitation, and continued after a short stay.
"You are also the one who told me that Jin Yiwei has checked me. The generals have been plagued by the disaster. My older brother has been ambushed in the forest. You must have many questions about the master of Huijue. Sometimes you will feel that I am not a prophet. You I must also be unclear. I started to work on Xia’s family because of Xiayan’s injury to her mother, but she is now blocking the declaration, including Li Dong’s entire government.

Xiao Yu stared at her. It is true that all these things she said were originally suspected by him. Jin Yiwei still can't find any clues, but the only thing that seems possible is too ridiculous.
"You must be very surprised. Why did His Highness 13 and I have a lot of relationship with him? And Liu Taifu seems to want to help me. I can always know how much movement in the middle of the country. Xiao Yu, this is not a coincidence." Jiang Wei looked at him and suddenly smiled: "Because I already know what will happen, I have experienced these things personally. I have died once, Xiao Yu."
"Auntie." Xiao Yu suddenly exported, and he frowned. "You don't have to tell me."
Even a few words that are just spoken are enough to be shocking. Every sentence in this statement is not acceptable to normal people. However, Jiang Wei did not find out that even if she tried to cover up these words, in the end, there was a strange madness in the middle.
"You don't believe me?" Jiang Wei asked.
"No, I believe in you." Xiao Yu said: "I just think that if you want to say something that makes you suffer, you can not say, I don't have to know. What happened in the past, I don't care, as long as it is with me now. You. You will always be my king."
His tone was dull, his look was cold and bloodless, but his glimpse flashed a hint of inconspicuous connivance. The comfort in this words is warm, Jiang glared at him, and suddenly smiled: "But I am willing to tell you that some things have been in my heart for a long time. If you can share some with me, I will be much easier. At least Let me think that I am not alone in this life."
Xiao Yu glimpsed a little, and did not speak for a while. Jiang Yi paused and slowly said: "The one you saw today should not be like this. When my mother died at the age of five, Xiayan became a mother, and she was very kind to me. Jiang Susu was also very I can dear, but I can always bully me. I didn’t understand it at the time. I only thought that there were so many slaves in the house that I realized until later that if there was no command from the master, how could the slaves bully the prostitutes in the house? In any case, I was finally sent to Zhuangzi, and the older brother was privately accused by Xiayan, thinking that as long as he left them, he would not treat me with me, and then he would leave home, and our brothers and sisters would separate the two places."
"I later lived on Zhuangzi. The life on Zhuangzi is very bad. Everyone has forgotten that I am actually a prostitute of Shangshufu. Many times I am too close to others. Zhang Lan and her daughter search. I walked away from all my family and used me as a slave. The sons of their family even wanted to do it with me.
Jiang Wei noticed Xiao Yu’s getting tighter brow and smiled:
These things want to come to Jinyiwei. It’s also said to you. You know.

"I didn't meet Wang Yushi that year, and I was not rehabilitated. I stayed on Zhuangzi for eight years. I also learned about the death of the big brother in the battlefield. I thought life was so hopeless. Shangshufu in the capital seems to I have left behind my mind, I have written many books, but I have never received a reply. I thought that my life was to live like this on Zhuangzi until I died. Who knows that in the eighth year, Jingzhong came. I am very happy to take me back to Shangshufu, thinking that my father finally remembered me."
She said that she has no brains. If she is an ordinary person, she will not understand what she is saying. However, Xiao Yu just stares at her quietly, her eyes seem to be complicated and intertwined, and wearing wristbands. The hand clenched into a fist, tried to suppress the horror in my heart, and looked at her as calmly as possible.
"I was taken back to Shangshufu, just in front of the Shangshufu, all the attention of the people, I was a ruined, completely unruly ritual, like a Huazi, accepted the greetings of Xiayan and Jiang Susu. The more she is as pure and good as the fairy, the more I look dirty, and at that moment, I feel deeply ashamed." She said these words in a plain tone, but the nails were deeper and deeper: "Return to Beijing." Not long after, it is the annual Lantern Festival, exquisite, that time, you did not come, the aristocratic children in Beijing are there. Jiang Susu told me to dance, so that I will not lose the face of Shangshufu, she Tell me that it is good to just dance the songs and dances of the ordinary Zhuangzi on the banquet. On that day, I fell from the exquisiteness, and I was picked up and became the laughing stock of the whole city."
She unknowingly made her nails deeper and deeper, and even the blood marks appeared. I felt that many injuries in the world would not fade with the passage of time. When you think of it, every piece of memory is painful and unwilling. At this moment, a slender hand stretched out, gently pulling her fingers into the palm of her hand, fearing that she would hurt her again, wrapped her little hand in her slender palm.
Jiang Wei looked at his movements with some sorrow, until he felt the warmth of his palms to understand. She took a deep breath and calmed down. "Later, I went to various gatherings with the niece of Shangshufu with Jiang Susu. Xiayan invited me to Mr., but never taught me to read or write or be in charge. The ability to give in, only to say that women do not have to learn those, let me learn the sound of singing and dancing. I will not do anything, when going out with Jiang Susu, the outsiders will only praise her color and art, but it is vulgar with me. The beauty of the grass is not beautiful."
"Afterwards, the name of the straw bag beauty is gone. I don’t know when the news of the rumors came out in Beijing. As early as Zhuangzi, Chen Zhao bullied me and took it out. I only said that I was young and I didn’t know how to love myself. I know how to seduce men. It’s really a loss of virtue. I was in a hurry and my reputation was already bad.

Xiao Yu slowly took her shoulders and pulled her half body back in her arms. When she took her into the bad, she realized that Jiang Wei’s body was stiff like a piece of wood, her whole body. It is very tight, like an extremely nervous look. Xiao Yu patted her back and comforted her child's general gentleness to relax her. Jiang Wei continued: "When the reputation is so bad, only one person stays with me and is always angry. It is a declaration."
Xiao Yu’s glimpse, Jiang’s tone flashed a trace of sadness:
On the day when I was ugly, I was comforted by the gaze of all people. I thought that he was a good person. Gentle. Later, he often came to Shangshufu to talk to Jiang Quan, and he would bring some small gifts with me. He never called me a straw beauty like other people, nor would he look at me with a different look, at the same time as me and Jiang Susu. At that time, I wouldn’t even have to ignore me in the eyes of Jiang Susu. I was really happy at that time."
"When I was in that year, my Majesty would have to invite a new batch of female ladies to enter the palace, but the nieces of the official family can also go to the palace. But at that time, Jiang Xia and his two festivals rose, and the emperor had already become jealous. The heart, called the draft, is not to say that the hostages were lost in the palace, so as to warn Shangshufu. Jiang Yi and Jiang Dan are only important prostitutes, and the emperor will not be satisfied. Jiang Quan stopped Jiang Susu’s portrait and will My portrait was reported."
Xiao Yu caressed her hair, but now she has a deep self-deprecation in her tone when she talks about it. Perhaps one thing Chiang Kai-shek did not understand before and after this life is why Jiang Quan would treat her like this. As a biological father and a daughter, how indifferent is not so much, it seems that an outsider is better than her. Tiger poison is still not eating, Jiang Quan and her, perhaps the feuding of the previous life, this life will be returned in the name of the father and daughter.
"I don't want to go to the palace, I don't want to live with a man I have never met, and I don't want to be intrigued with a group of women in the deep palace. But Jiang Quan said that if I don't go, the whole Shangshu government must be my waywardness. I was buried in the same time. He said that he can always protect me in the palace. One day, he will make me his fair-sounding wife."
Xiao Yu raised his eyebrows in a quiet manner. He probably felt that it was too arrogant to declare this. The wife who is now declared is not Jiang Wei. The struggle between men is never based on big words. It is up to the true skill.
"I don't know that people are warm and cold, and they believe. Voluntary replacement of Jiang Susu into the palace is awkward." Jiang Yi paused, and his ears seemed to ring the clothes or love or gratitude of those who went to the palace before the palace. Faces, every sentence is disgusting. If she knew that she was going to die for such a group of people who didn’t vomit their bones, she would die. She would also take the entire Shangshufu to commit a crime of bullying.
"The days in the palace are the darkest days of my life. I was ridiculed by the nobles and bullied by the palace ladies. Everyone knows that I am not allowed to be pampered. Sometimes I will even be regarded as a dance artist who is a spoiled sister. Even if there is a grade. I don’t have anyone to look at it. I don’t have a family to rely on. Shangshufu never gives me any support in order to show that their loyalty will not interfere with the harem. They even hope that I am dead, so maybe I won a bit of apology from the emperor.
She didn’t know what she thought of, and smiled slightly:
The emperor gave me Pei’s name and raised him in my name. Pei’s is also a princess in the palace, we are I am very grateful to the neglected person. Perhaps he is a gift from God in the past, knowing that I will not be able to support myself, only to give me such a child."
Xiao Yu’s gaze was slightly moved, and suddenly he understood why Xuan Pei’s expression was very attached to Jiang’s expression. As Guan Lianghan said inadvertently, Pei’s view of Jiang Wei’s nestlings is like a mother. If it’s a mother and a child, this life is indeed true. This is also the case, just to say that, Pei Er is difficult to achieve and has memories of past lives. Until now, the past of Jiang Wei, Xiao Yu heard, is very tragic. He can't understand what Jiang Wei has encountered. It is even more difficult to imagine that this powerful, indifferent woman has had a time of helplessness and despair.
"The propaganda has his great cause to be completed. He hopes that I will make a piece of chess in the palace. Some things that he is not convenient to do can be done by my hand. Later he did it, that day. They killed the emperor, but pushed all the crimes on me. I said that I was poisoned by my knees and said that I was a wicked woman." Her palms gradually sweated, but her body was a little cold: "They will I pushed down from the nine-high ladder. My father personally ordered me to catch me. He didn't care for me as he said. All he wanted was a paving stone. Waiting for the road, the stone. It’s useless.

"Auntie..." Xiao Yu couldn't help but tighten her, shocked her words, but he couldn't do anything, only the slight comfort at the moment, but only he knew that the comfort at the moment was for Jiang Wei at the time. No use at all.
"Xiao Wei, do you think this is over?" Jiang Yan shook his head and said: "My has just begun. I was beaten into the prison, and in the cell of the death row, someone rescued me. I thought I escaped. It’s the beginning of torture. Jiang Susu told me that more than a hundred lives of the generals were all smashed in the name of traitors after they were declared away from God. She told me that the eldest brother was killed. The mother is also killed. The culprit is the sisters and sisters I thought. She said that she has been dissatisfied with the name of the prostitute for a long time, and on that day, stabbed my eyes and cut me. The nose, unplug my tongue, cut off my limbs, and made me a man. Xiao Yu, you have been the master of Jin Yiwei for so many years, knowing what people are, I am like a sly monster, It’s disgusting to look at it more."
"Auntie!" Xiao Yu couldn't help but sigh. He took a deep breath. He always knew that the strong heart must come from a very deep torture. The power of Jiang Quan is different from ordinary people, and it must also suffer from many ordinary people who have never experienced it. pain. However, all the speculations were not enough to hear Jiang Wei’s own pain at this moment. At this moment, he felt empathy and deeply understood Jiang’s pain and despair. He understands why Jiang Wei has always hated the Xia family and Jiang Quan. If he is, he will not be less hateful than Jiang. Xiao Yu, who has always been indifferent to any foreign objects, has felt a panic. If I lost Jiang Wei, what would happen?
Jiang Wei did not move, let him hold himself tightly and slowly said: "... Later, she asked someone to hand me over to Li Dong, in the prime minister's house, in front of my eyes, let me see Pei Li being Li Dong gave..." She finally couldn't speak, and she already choked in her tone: "What can I bear, what I am confessing to me, but I don't even let the children go, this life, I will always I will not forgive them! The wounds they bring me will always remember. In this world, I came for revenge!" She looked at Xiao Yu and slowly said: "Xuande eighteen years, Jiang Susu is the latter Jiang Quanguan worshipped a product, Xiajia chicken dog ascended to heaven, and I died."
"I died under the chaos of the prime minister's house, and when I opened my eyes, I found myself returning to Zhuangzi. I am very glad that this is another opportunity that God gave me again. I tried to climb up and meet Wang Yushi. Saved my big brother and took the generals to avoid disasters. Everything I did was to prevent everything that happened in the past life from happening again. Everything I did was just to come back and ask for a blood debt." She looked at Xiao Hey, tears came out in his eyes: "I am a dead man, Xiao Yu, do you understand?"
This is a lot of people's heartbeat, but Xiao Yu is looking at her, suddenly pulling her into her arms again, he holds her tightly, her weaker in her arms is like a newborn little beast, light Lightweight will be broken. He bit his teeth, the beautiful face looks forbearance, trying to bite his teeth, his eyes are a little red. However, the tone is dull, and it still uses the unmistakable expression on weekdays: "I understand, but I don't care."
"You are my wife, you are a Xiao family. I will not hate you because of this, and I will not think that you are a different kind. I just regret, regret why I didn't meet you earlier," he sucked. To breathe, I continued: "I regret that I missed the past life and let you eat so much."
Jiang Wei stayed, and slowly reached out and hugged his waist. Half of the smile was half sighing: "Stupid, what does this have to do with you."
The cold-blooded and invincible Jinyiwei master was said to be a fool and not uncomfortable. Xiao Yu only wants to protect the person in front of him forever. He only wants to think that in a lifetime he doesn't know, he loses the person in front of him, and he can't breathe. The understatement of each of Jiang’s words about the sufferings of the past is a lingering delay for his world. He never knew that his wife had so many secrets. In this life, she came with a secret, lived for hatred, and in those years when no one knew the secret, how lonely she was. He didn't dare to think.
Jiang Yan slowly released his hand and looked at him with his head up. The young man leaned slightly, and his dark light was filled with lightness and gentleness in the past, and it made people feel at ease. There was no trace of evasiveness and disgust in his eyes. He was so sincere. Jiang Yan suddenly reached out and covered his eyes. His long eyelashes crossed the palm of his hand and had a tingling touch. Jiang Wei slowly Close your eyes and kiss the past.
"Fortunately, you have not missed this life, and I have not."
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Lin Butler was sitting fidgeting outside for a long while, still thinking about it in the end or looking at what was inside, carefully standing at the door of the study, taking a needle and opening a small hole in the window, slammed into it, and suddenly stopped. A long-distance jump, straight back to the yard.
Jin Si looked at him curiously: "Lao Lin, the young master and the young lady quarreled? What are you hiding?"
Lin Guan did not hear her words, only frowning and thinking hard, how to say it and kiss it? The less important thing to say should be very serious. Why shouldn’t it be that this is the case? It’s just why the young lady has to be blinded by the eyes of the young master. Isn’t it... Lao Lin’s eyes are bright, and the book that was hidden under the shackles of Xiao’s bedroom was seen by the young lady? The young lady is really a female hero. She is good at learning and using it. Her eyes are very fresh. It’s just too bold in the study. However, this is also good, if it is early to learn the future of the Jinying Wangfu small master, it is no better. It can't be discovered.
Lin Butler changed his face and said to Jin Jinzheng: "The young lady and the young master talk about important things in the study. Don't bother them. If it is the emperor...the guards come to trouble again, all give me a fight, Not everyone can be wild in the palace." Then he walked toward the kitchen: "I have to tell the cook to do some repairs. The young lady is afraid of hard work now."
Jin Si shrugged, and Jin San came out from behind and touched his head. "How do I feel that Lao Lin is the one who has gone wrong?"