Chapter 1216: I admit that I am cheap

"Dang ... Dang ..."
The old door lock was broken again.
Qin Yuhan sighed: "If you look back, you still have to laugh at you.
I have never heard of any entrepreneur returning to his alma mater and entering the classroom by smashing the lock. "
Li Dong laughed and said: "Recalling the past years, I think I was also a dominant character.
The result is in your hands, and I haven't raised my head for three years, which is also the biggest loss I have eaten.
No, find a chance to vent, or you will be ready to beat you. "
Qin Yuhan couldn't hold back and threw a smile on his shoulder: "Don't say anything harshly, but also beat me. For six years, you didn't say that.
It turned out to really meet me, like a cat with a mouse.
But having said that, I was really a little scared at that time, afraid that you would hit me.
I didn't expect to teach you a meal, you actually counseled, bullying and fearing hard, you are too shameful of the man's face. "
Li Dong didn't have a good air: "If you are not a woman, or if you are long and cute, your parents will not know me.
I am a young moai, and I want to be close to you.
You are so good that I have a psychological shadow.
If it weren't for you, with my unruly personality, plus a handsome face and figure, I would have to find ten or eight girlfriends if I didn't say anything in junior high school.
I remember when I first entered school, the girl at the table behind me ...
what do you say that is?
Forget it now, it was also a cute little loli at the time, which was interesting to me.
When I was in class, every time I talked to me and wanted to soak in me, I didn't agree.
The result turned out to be good, when you yelled at the bald hairy bird, hell, the little loli saw me again, just like a ghost, once met on the road, almost scared.
I'm speechless, what's so scary about this?
I hit her?
Bubble her?
What happened to her!
Am I just getting a little bit younger, do I need to cry, and I'm so angry that I want to hit someone for a few days. "
"Stop talking, please stop talking ..."
Qin Yuhan kept shaking her stomach, and every time she heard this, she wanted to laugh.
Li Dong couldn't help laughing, pushed open the door and entered the classroom.
The abandonment time is a little longer, and the classroom is covered with dust.
Li Dong's shoes were instantly gray.
Li Dong didn't care, and continued to wander in the classroom. After a while, Li Dong found his seat.
The old desk was covered with dust for a long time, and the original appearance could not be seen.
However, Li Dong knew that he had not made a mistake. After so many years, the desks and benches had hardly changed.
His name of Li Dong is still engraved on the table.
Li Dong wiped the table with his hand and wiped the bench, and sat down directly: "This thing can be auctioned as a value-for-money item. Lu Xun carved the word" morning ", and it has spread to the present that Sanweishuwu has become a famous monument. .
As for whether the word was engraved by him, it is not easy to say.
My word Li Dong, but it's genuine, I carved it myself.
It ’s a pity that the school teacher did n’t find it. It ’s a shame. If it ’s sold out, it wo n’t die. "
"Okay, please don't be narcissistic, okay." Qin Yuhan smiled brilliantly, stepped forward and looked at: "This word is like a dog crawling, I can prove that it was really engraved by you."
"What did you say? Will you chat?"
Li Dong rolled his eyes and laid on the table to wipe the front table. He said, "Sit down and let me recall the past."
Qin Yuhan said with a smile: "I just sat here for a period of time on the first day, and later pulled you braids for a long time, I have transferred to other places, you still remember."
"Remember, if you didn't run, I'm going to give your pigtails a baldness and let you try the taste of bald head."
"Are you willing?" Qin Yuhan said with a smile on his face.
Li Dong laughed and said: "Not willing, but maybe I can get a girlfriend back."
"Beauty die you!"
Qin Yuhan despised one sentence and sat down in front of Li Dong regardless of the dust on the bench.
Li Dong glanced at her for a while, and then said: "Don't wear your hair, tie it up, ponytail ... forget it, I'll tie it for you, don't move."
Qin Yuhan really did not move, let Li Dong braid her.
After a while, Li Dong looked at it and said, "Well, it's the same as before. Is my craft good?"
Qin Yuhan smiled lightly: "I don't know, I can't see it anyway, but it feels okay."
"It must be good, don't believe you look back and look in the mirror."
"You just say yes." Qin Yuhan exposed his white teeth and smiled broadly: "Do you want to grab it again so you can recall it better?"
"Whatever you want!"
Qin Yuhan laughed, turned around, turned his back to Li Dong, the ponytail cocked high.
Li Dong stretched his hand to caress, his eyes a little complicated, a little confused, a little unbearable, and more guilty.
After a long time, Qin Yuhan did not turn his head.
Let Li Dong stroke his hair, and I don't know when to start, there is a faint choking voice in the classroom.
Li Dong's throat was a little dry, and he said hoarsely: "What's crying?"
"No, I never cry ... really, I didn't like crying from childhood, you don't believe me, she knows ..."
"I know, don't cry, it won't look good if you cry."
Qin Yuhan's body shivered slightly, and he wiped his cheek for a long time, and smiled back to Li Dong: "Who cries, you cry!
We have known each other for ten years. It has been ten years, even for the head and tail, when you said, when did I cry? "
Li Dong is silent.
Qin Yuhan said again: "Everything should be played, and everything should be read. This is what we know. Ten years is a reincarnation.
There are beginnings and ends, which is good.
I thought about it a long time ago, will there be such a day ...
I used to think that when that day came, I would not be sad or sad.
I can flick my braid proudly and tell you with cold hum and disdain, besides you, I have better choices ...
but……
But ... but why, why am I so uncomfortable ... "
A low choking voice echoed in the classroom, and Qin Yuhan's body shook even more.
Li Dong gently stroked her back, speechless for a long time.
He can play rogue with Yuan Xue and rogue with Shen Qian, but he doesn't want to play rogue against Qin Yuhan.
Although, he kept telling himself that he could continue to be a rogue.
After a while, Li Dongcai said softly: "I don't want to let go."
Qin Yuhan was silent and did not speak.
"I'm actually hard to tell, who I love the most, but I know that you are different ...
Many years later, I have forgotten others, but I can never forget you.
I do n’t know what other people are doing, I do n’t remember where others are, but I still remember the bad girl who laughed and called me ‘bald hairy bird’. She laughed very badly.
She went to a prestigious school, and I went to a third-rate university.
She has a good job that is enviable, and I am tumbling in the crowd without even a foothold.
She is always the focus of everyone, but I am as low as a cockroach.
When the night is quiet, I often think of her, but I finally understand that you and I are separated by a heavy sky.
But one day, I suddenly found out that I could also have the right to love and the right to pursue. At that time, no matter who cares, who still cares about others.
I can't tell whether it is love or obsession, but I know that this girl belongs to me!
She is my Li Dong!
I do n’t want, nor want to, let her fall into the arms of others, I thought, I will give her everything, give her all, give all she wants ...
This idea has been in my heart for a long time.
I always feel that I will not change this idea, nor will I change this idea ...
But one day, I suddenly realized that I couldn't hold on ...
Another woman appeared. During the years when you were not around, she silently gave in and insisted silently. I suddenly became scared.
I'm afraid, I will change my original intention, I'm afraid, I will forget the girl who is in my heart.
But I'm still telling myself that all this is an illusion, why does she look at me?
I have money!
I am capable!
If I had no money and no ability, would she still love me?
But turned around and thought, if he is a waste, ghosts can only look at me!
I really have no money, no ability, no status, why should I like others, love others, and pursue others!
Even I feel this way. Why do I feel that if I have money and ability, others should pay for me?
Four years, more than a thousand days and nights, the first two years, I still remember my original intention and remember my favorite.
But in the next two years, I gradually discovered that I seemed to have changed.
Until one day, someone told me that she was more than thirty, more than thirty old women, her most brilliant four years in life, actually accompanied me as a man with no commitment!
Does she love money?
Or the right to love?
Very ridiculous thought, I do not believe it myself.
Of course, these are not the reasons why I changed my original intention. Even if it is more than thirty, what to do with me, my obsession still persists.
But one day, when I jokingly told her, you have white hair, just one ...
Just like this, she was suddenly panicked, I have never seen her so panic, I really just made a joke.
But her kind of panic, even me was scared.
After being scared, it is endless unease, endless guilt, endless self-blame ...
My obsession collapsed at this moment.
Really, not long ago, not long ago, even you were about to graduate, and you will be back soon ...
I even thought about waiting for you to graduate and give you a grand ceremony. I want to let the world know that you are mine!
But at that moment, I decided to gossip ... "
Li Dong's voice surrounded the classroom, and his choking voice gradually dissipated.
For a long time, Qin Yuhan whispered: "Not because of something else?"
Li Dong sighed: "Other? Do you think it will?
Today, I want to stay away from politics and stay away from disturbances.
To say the wolf heart and lungs, if it is just a simple use, I kicked it off long ago. At this time, she has no value to me.
Kicking her away is a kind of self-preservation.
The so-called threat, the so-called intimidation, is a joke.
Her mother might think so, but her mother doesn't understand. I kicked her off and I would get more resources, more contacts, and more optimism.
Not only sympathy, I do n’t want to lie to you, I love her, otherwise, cold blood like me, would not choose to do so. "
"what about me?"
"Perseverance, and love."
"Don't you think it's ironic?"
Li Dong whispered: "It's very ironic, I also often mock myself, big man, what kind of love are you talking about, don't you feel sick when you talk about love?
Nausea is disgusting, love is still love, not love, I will let go. "
Qin Yuhan fell silent.
The classroom is very quiet, the whole world is very quiet.
I do n’t know how long it took, Qin Yuhan said: "Where does the obsession come from?"
Li Dong exhaled, "Maybe it's a dream, some things can't be explained clearly."
Qin Yuhan stopped asking this question, turned his head to look at him for a while, looked directly at Li Dong's eyes, and said with tears in his smile: "In other words, I lost to her just because she is old?"
Li Dong smiled bitterly and said softly: "It's not old. I always feel that this word has been heard by her. She will go crazy. It's the age gap."
"Then I would rather be ten years older!"
Qin Yuhan smiled self-deprecatingly, and after a while he continued: "How to deal with me?"
Li Dong said nothing.
Qin Yuhan nodded and said with a smile: "I seem to understand that your so-called not letting go, so-called obsession has already told me.
But why should I promise you? "
Li Dong licked his lips, sullenly said: "Because I don't agree, I won't let go!"
"Because you have money?" Qin Yuhan mocked.
Li Dong shook his head and said: "Not because I have money to do it, but because I have money, I can do it.
I do n’t have money, and I will do the same. Of course, it ’s the same thing if you ca n’t do it or not.
For example, at that time, I thought that you have to be single all your life. I even fantasized that if you get married, I will go to a wedding ...
Despite just thinking about it, I can't do this.
But these are my real ideas, because I don't want to.
It ’s just that I could n’t do it before, but I can do it now. This is a difference in execution, not a change in thinking. "
"You are overbearing ... as always." Qin Yuhan concluded.
Li Dong nodded without denying: "I admit that I am overbearing, because I now have this qualification, although it will make you feel selfish, feel cold, and feel scumbag.
But I still want to say, you are mine, I will not let anyone!
Even if it is dead, what I want to see is that you died with me and buried together, not with others!
Maybe it will be that day, I will let go, but not now ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Because I am young, I don't want to see this scene, and I don't want to see this scene. "
"How about you going crazy?"
Li Dong mumbled: "You may have to be single all your life, because all the men near you are killed by me ..."
Qin Yuhan smiled angrily, "The comments you give yourself are really accurate, selfish, cold-blooded, and merciless!"
Li Dong accused: "You can add a scum, and it will be fine if it is more vicious, I think I can bear it."
"I have never seen anyone as cheap as you!" Qin Yuhan gritted his teeth.
Li Dong nodded and agreed: "I admit, so you are mine after all, and it can only be mine.
I don't want to regret myself forever in my life, say a blessing against my conscience, and say I wish you happiness, I can't do it.
I really want to do it, I am not a bitch, but a saint. "
"you……"