Vol 3 Chapter 12: Don't want to be human

Zac missed again perfectly with Serris.
When he returned to Grande, Charlie said that Cyrus had received a phone call from home and asked for leave directly.
"Early in the morning, Louise also called and called me back from the sanatorium. Knowing that you are not in Grande, just go, and go to church to help."
It didn't feel good, Zac himself had nothing to accomplish, and then missed what was supposed to be on his own agenda. Moreover, Zac can only watch new things find himself now.
Do you still remember Tam and his number one and number two? All in Grand.
On the bench in the back porch, Sam is chatting with Tam. The two should not have been familiar, but after Siberia had told Zac the news-Sam went to Rimer to negotiate with Siberia after joining the laboratory. Probably the two are very familiar.
Seeing Zac coming over, Tam motioned for Sam to stop chatting and stared at Zac, "Jonathan and Dess."
"What?" Zac would naturally react to the two strange names.
"No. 1 and No. 2." Tam had no emotions. "One is your 'grandson.'" Zack hates this statement, "a time-consuming human."
"Okay, Jonathan and Daisy." Zach's eyes moved in two directions. On one side is the entertainment room on the second floor of Grande, where Mo and Daisy are located. Republican ghosts and humans who want to be ghosts are talking about ‘faith’. The other side is in the woodworking area on the south side of the warehouse, looking at Matthew and Jonathon, who practiced woodworking.
Zac knew that from the first name to the second number, to the formal change to the name of each, there must be some change, so, "Do you want to tell me why I need to know their name."
No one likes to remember a bunch of names and it's useless. That is a waste of feelings.
"When I tacitly applaud Jonathan to be a vampire, a descendant of 'General', your descendant of another generation. I hope that you will protect him!" Although Tam was still calm, there was a clear trend of indignation in his tone.
Zac knew that this kind of thing would happen! Accompanying ‘General’ to a farewell ceremony of unknown significance is definitely not the end of ‘Torrido ’s death in Patton’. However, Zac did not expect the progress of the process to start from the side of Tam.
"That's your wishful thinking." Zac wasn't going to give Tam any meaningless expectations. "It's the same as when you first ran close to the 'General' yourself." Zac shook his head. "You think I changed 'General'. I just What is your obligation? You do n’t understand vampire ethics too much.
Vampire ethics, which has been said many times and is completely opposite to ours, is that vampires use their own standards to choose their descendants.
Tam pouted, "I know, I just thought you would be different."
"I can't tell if you are praising or taunting." Zaktam sat down next to him, feeling that it would take some time to be more comfortable.
"Neither, just state the facts that I think. You, Torredo is in Barton, no, it can be said that in a larger area, in the world, the number is the smallest. I thought you would at least do this for Torrido. It's the clan's sake, more concerned about the transmission of their lineage. "
"I'm concerned." Zach said this to Charlie who eavesdropped behind the wall-the relationship that was established with Toledo's lineage and Charlie was only yesterday, and Zack was not going to be disrupted by Tam today, " It ’s just that I ’m more concerned about the lineage in the right hands.
Looking at Tam,
You know how the
general
became my descendant.
The topic that was concealed in Cologne that Zac did n’t want, in Here, after all, it must be said, "I am responding to the request of my human friend, Nuo, to save the 'general'. It is the result of being born in error. Now look at the relationship between Nuo and me. Friends are no longer. "
"Do you mean that you are not going to manage the" General "at all?" Tam frowned.
"Neither." Zach paused a little, thinking about what to say. It should also be true that the current Zac, as the top of the Toledo lineage, the ancestor of the Toledo, he ca n’t be vague about this event related to Toledo ’s future, he needs to extend his bloodline , Including the next definition of "general", "general" must have the consciousness of Torredo's blood flowing on him, but anyone who considers the tribe of Torredo should exclude "general" from consideration . "
What do you mean?
Remember what job Zack did four centuries before he became a colonizer. By the way, he killed alien vampires, those hybrid vampires that stained the vampire's reputation. If you are an alien vampire, do n’t be outrageous, and stay in the dark for a long time, Zac wo n’t care about you, but once you do something that makes the vampires back, wait for them to be killed.
‘General’ is defined by Zac as Torido.
Tam looked at Zac and shook his head slowly in the corner of his eyes. "I shouldn't have hope for something like blood-sucking you."
Zac ’s indifference does n’t matter. This is obviously his cold-blooded evaluation,
Do n’t kidding Tam, you never had any hope for vampires, you just could n’t beat it.

This is a fact. If you fight, you will not have a memory coexistence agreement with Zac ten years ago. Of course Tam is the weaker side, basically being deceived by Zach for ten years.
Watching Tam start adjusting his emotions at the beginning, Zach looked at Jonathan in the woodworking area again, frowning, "Tomorrow at the farewell ceremony for the 'general', it seems there is no him." Zack is not sure, early It was said that Zac didn't care much about the four generations of vampires. When he was in the sea, he was dressed in black one by one. Zac was not interested in identifying one by one.
"Of course not." Tam snorted. "I pulled him back after midnight, and a Toledo died." Strangely, Zac himself wasn't sure how to say 'Torido in Barton. 'Death' conclusion. The Tam on the periphery is already using statements to say this, "The" General "is obviously unsafe. What Jonathan said was because my took this path! I need to protect him!"
It is responsible. Zac was not prepared to praise, but, "So you brought people to me?"
Does Tam expect Zac to protect Jonathan?
It shouldn't be. The expansion of the soul is based on the conclusion of Zac himself that John and Spella have spread to Patton. As a member of Spira Fang, Tam cannot be unaware of this news. Then it is impossible to bring people to Zac's side with greater probability and danger.
Oh yeah, Tam does n’t necessarily know that the ‘general’ ’s men died from the expansion of the soul. After all, this speculation was made by Zach early in the morning. But in any case, Zack's own threats are not suitable for people who need to be protected.
"No." Tam looked at Zac seriously, giving Zac an ominous feeling he would never like next.
really. Tam said, "I brought you a notice. I will take Jonathan to Benjamin. He will be safe under the protection of Alpha and Mokawi."
In every sense! Sincerely, in various senses! Zac is uncomfortable!
Good one ‘notify you’.
Zac turned to the beginning and didn't want to speak.
"I need your advice." Tam is probably deliberately stimulating Zac. "I'm not sure whether Benjamin will accept Jonathan. After all, he is a Toledo. Whether you admit it or not, his body is your blood." Gee! What does this Tamme mean! "I don't know if this will make Benjamin more acceptable or exclusive." Shut up, Tam? "So, you said I should let Jonathan go as a Toledo, or as an alien who needs safe shelter? After all, the ancestral firm's purpose is to protect aliens, isn't it."
Zac was quiet for a while and looked back at Tam. "Do you want my suggestion? Yes, I will give you one. Torredo is not the only vampire in Barton. If you want to protect Jonathan so much, why not feel better?" That's it. You don't have this trouble. "Zac is already a very obvious sarcasm. Tam started first.
"Do you think I didn't think about it." Tam actually took it, "I and Eve are quite familiar, but it's a pity, Jonathan has no possibility of changing blood to become Rimmer." Prompt, Rimmer It ’s a half-man half-vampire, so ~
"Sibera and Norfil are also familiar." Zac did not retreat. "Unless you can't look down on Dora and Bumi."
Tam twitched his lips, "Jonathan is a healthy and normal person! He is not incomplete! I may consider Nofeller." Dora's shrunken arms always swayed on his side, and Bumi always covered the pothole under his hood ... …
"Gangaro."
"Jonathan loves life! Love civilization! He is not a savage." Gangaro refused civilization.
Zac heard it and looked at Tam, "Do you want to upgrade? Do you want more, do you want Jonathan to become an official member of a clan from the alien Torrido?" Otherwise, Tam would not use each here The standard of the descendants of the clan makes an argument.
"Can I think about it?" Tam was honest and glanced at Zac. "Is there any problem with the idea of ​​making people around me better."
Zac was stunned for a moment. He didn't think Tam was saying this to himself, but, in his heart, it was as if something had been stimulated.
Tam raised his hand and rubbed his face, and then rolled his eyes inexplicably and rubbed his stomach. "I'm going away. Spella and Eve are calling me."
Zac looked at Tam's belly, didn't want to ask, and waved his hand. Finally, force yourself, "Good luck, on Benjamin's side."
"Thanks to you." Tam stood up and beckoned to Jonathan's side, and then did not immediately walk away, looked back at Zac, "About Daisy. I know from Eve, that O'Neal." Nu Tao has given up to become a ghost. If you give me a word, does Dess hope to become a ghost? "
Zac is honest, "Why ask me? Ask Mexico."
Tam tilted his mouth and blushed. "I can't understand what Mo said."
Tam does n’t have to be shy. Zac belongs to the holy faith. It ’s a superficial description. The creatures of the popular belief system do n’t understand the republican theory of Mo. , Let alone hope to understand.
Zac shook his head helplessly, "I don't know, the only thing I can tell you is that O'Neill is already bound to the earth, and Desie is still a human, still alive. Mo said that there is hope, but there is no guarantee."
Tam sighed, "Okay." And Jonathan, who had already come, was about to leave.
"Why ..." Zac frowned and asked, "Dai Si is so obsessed that she must die first?" Remember, the reason why the Tam's follower first locked the soul out of the race, "Give this life a thorough The end of that is so important. "
Give an example. Look at Cyrus, from man to vampire, life is turned upside down, right. But what about his thoughts? It seems that there is not much growth. A vampire is sad that he can't be a farmer anymore, don't you think it's ridiculous?
Can you feel it-the change in life form has not changed that individual's life, er, attitude, way ... whatever you describe.
Daisy, she asked from the beginning, she wants to end, this life, life with human as life form. She wants a present end, and then a completely clean start.
Tam also frowned, "Important. Not everyone likes the way they were born and then live in this world."
It's a bit abstract. To return to the specifics, Tam told Zach that Daisy's life wasn't she? She had a happy-looking family, education, and work ... I just didn't know where to fall in love with the thrill of stealing things before I met Tam, he collapsed into an inhuman follower.
Zac was incomprehensible and waved his hand, "Do you need to wait for me to send her home." Because apparently Tam is not ready to call Daisy to leave Grande together.
"No." Reality replied too much. "She didn't care much about her life now."
Zac nodded and said nothing. Watching Tam and Jonathan leave, he glanced at the second floor and didn't want to go up to participate in what he didn't understand, so he looked at Matthew of Old Hank in the woodworking area.
Yesterday Zack told Old Hank that the arrangement wasn't right. Matthew wanted to learn from Old Hank the art of living in the future.
"Will you turn me into a vampire?"
The bass that resonated in the chest cavity came from Logan. He was there for a while.
"Why do you ask?" Zac didn't look at each other, it wasn't a disregard, it just didn't need to.
"I can feel Grande splitting. Human, alien. I want to know where I should stand."
Zac still didn't look at Logan, "This is not a prison, you don't have to stand by. And we are not divided, we are just preparing for our own future."
"What if, I also want to prepare my own future?"
The other party said this, so I said hello directly, "Don't you want to be human?"
Obviously, since Logan knows that human beings and aliens are 'splitting', then he alone should be very sure of his position, and he will not ask Zac such a question here. Since I asked, then ...
"I don't want to." I said, "Since I know what you are, I began to realize that humans have choices and I don't want to." This low-pitched man's voice was lower. As he described when he played, some people may be obsessed with this type, "but I dare not express it. I don't know how it feels when someone expresses themselves that they don't want to be human. It always feels not a good thing."
Zac already guessed how this happened—Tam came with two people who didn't want to be humans and turned on Logan.
Sure enough, "But it seems that I think too much, Jonathan, Daisy, they expressed. Jonathan also succeeded. So I can express, I can tell, I don't want to be human."
As Zach said to Cyrus, he should do, "Jonathan's situation is not good, you heard. Daisy is still on the road, without success." Of course, add the last sentence, "This This kind of thing, you can't look back. "
Logan
"I just came out of prison, I have no relatives and friends, freedom, we do n’t have any human beings. I only have Grande. If I continue to be human, this is my life. I know that Old Hank wants to bind us These people who came out of prison-this is all, all of my human life. "Little pause," I do n’t want this kind of all. I do n’t want now I can see everything in the future, I do n’t want my life Only this kind of everything then died and disappeared into this world. I do n’t want to. So, I do n’t want to be human. Then, I ask you, will you turn me into a vampire? "
Zac looked at Logan and examined, "Are you in a hurry."
This is an answer that Logan did not prepare. He didn't expect to get a response other than rejection and acceptance, just like any impulsive person who ran to confession ~ "Uh ... I'm not in a hurry."
"Yeah." Zac looked away and didn't mean to continue talking.