Vol 13 Chapter 8: balance

"You, stay in the car!" James closed Murphy in the car and ran to promise to drive his own car.
Nuo looked at James and didn't specifically wait. He drove the door at a normal speed, sat in, started, drove the window, looked at James, "said."
"Murphy said that you are only discussing the case of Brother Qist being scammed. I don't believe her!" James was lying on the window, but directly.
Nuo turned his eyes away with his head tilted, his hands were already in the reverse gear, "we are in Brother Qvist's case."
James was still lying on the window, his body moving sideways with the slowly reversing car, "Then I don't believe you!" Continue directly.
"That's your problem." Nuo intentionally signaled his movement before turning, and the body began to turn around.
If any other conscious humans lie on the window, now they know that even for their own safety, they must stay away from the moving body. James? I do n’t know what it ’s like,
No. Rupert.
James actually called Noe ’s full name in order to express his concentration.
You know clearly that you should n’t be mixed with a vampire!

Everyone should not forget that when Nuo ran to Grande to find Zac ’s ‘consulting’ brother Qist ’s commission, Zac asked James to chase Nuo and convince Nuo not to go to the middle to die.
As a result, we know that no matter what James said to Noir, it works. Nuo honestly stayed in Barton, waiting for the information promised by Zach to arrive. Then Murphy returned. Zac also called Nuo for the first time and asked Nuo to personally inquire about the information of 'Assamat' in the central part.
"I haven't." Connaught already controlled the steering wheel to complete the steering, with his hand in the gear-if there is no James on the window, it should have been put on the block and opened the parking lot. So impatient is understandable, squinting at James, "I'm not the human who lives in the vampire's house." It is James who mocks! "You are not bothering me here because I am looking for a vampire to consult my commission, why would you consider your own question, detective?" The hand on the stall is already eager to try, once James' body and window With a slight gap, Nuo would step on the accelerator and step on the throttle.
James, who was lying on the window, was very steady, "I am a scum!" Confused? Don't— "I don't have any kind of you!" James' confession, we should respect it, "I know that vampires will only ruin my life and let me live in pain! But I just haven't cut off the vampires. Courage! "James stared at Nuo," but you have! "Respect James and listen carefully to what James said to Nuo at this time," You really like Zac! You used to be friends! Still You have the courage to make Zac always remember that 'vampires are bad'! You let Zac implant this conclusion in your memory! You have the courage to draw the line between vampires in your life! "James He was about to poke Nuo's face, "I don't have it! I don't have any kind of seeds! Do you want to become a kind of guy who doesn't have any kind of me?"
Nuo's mouth was twitching, and he glanced sideways at James. He raised his hand and wiped the saliva sprayed on his face. "I told you, we are only discussing Qwest's commission."
James stared at Noah's eyes for a while, which was a completely different look from Zack's, a kind of affection ... James lifted himself, left the window, and took a picture of the roof.
Connaught didn't hesitate and stepped on the accelerator.
James returned to his car, hammered the steering wheel once to vent his emotions, and then started reversing.
"You surprised me." Murphy, not surprised.
"Quiet!" James turned the steering wheel, adjusted the body, then shifted gears and left the parking lot to begin the real ride. purpose? Oh, of course back to Grande. The ironic atmosphere is already brewing in the air ~
"Asamat's 'surprise' means that we have made a mistake in understanding something." Murphy was not quiet, but began to explain the most primitive meaning of a 'vocabulary' after depriving the emotional factor. And the description applied to the situation at this time, "I have never regarded you as a human being with such a clear self-positioning." Self-positioning refers to the ‘nothing’ that James just shouted while spitting.
James speeded up leaving the parking lot and entering the street.
Liszt at night on the weekend is very prosperous. It is the kind of prosperity that belongs to civilization, not the low-level prosperity that Becky put together by neon and primitive desires.
Flowing lights glide over James' body one by one, and Murphy's eyes are outside the window. There are ticket buyers who choose movies by posters in front of huge display cabinets, performers who sing with guitars on the street, and there are ... Murphy is not prepared to be quiet, "You are preparing for the future when there is no Zac, Can you follow the example. "This is a question.
James's face changed suddenly. If the road conditions were not allowed, James would probably continue to accelerate.
"Am I right?" Murphy's tone was always calm. Outside the window, the civilized scenery passed through her eyes. "You and Zac are entangled, not because you like him or he saved you , Or he is your childish rebellious (to the magic feast) psychological help. There is only one reason, Zac is very useful. "
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Murphy retracted the view out of the window, "My ex-husband, it works very well." Murphy probably wanted to repeat this sentence, "The world is not a perfectly shaped potato." Potato? "But Zac is the perfect knife. His cut is always perfect for potatoes of any shape. He, it works very well. So when you see one strange potato after another in front of you, You can't get away with the perfect knife. "Who knows, Assamett's Murphy can say this 'romantic' analogy," so you always return to Zac. "
James' face twitched and he turned. Seems to deliberately deviate back to Grande direction. Hey, the childish action, the roundness of the world, no matter where he goes, he can always return to that point ... too 'romantic'? Okay, actually. The road planning of the city of Barton also made James lose the access to Grande in one turn.
Murphy turned his head once again, observing the current driving direction, the Noor area, and then, without mocking James ’childish behavior, Murphy Asamat would not mock, she only stated the facts," You I think Nuo is the one who actively chose to give up the perfect knife and faced all kinds of potatoes. He is an example. You may not be able to learn from him, but you need him to be there. He gives you peace of mind. There are also upright humans in the world who know that this demon and ghost exist in the world, but still maintain their original intention and ignore it. See, role model.
James drove somberly, if Murphy wasn't quiet, then he was quiet himself. James just said, he didn't grow it, did he?
The statement of facts continues, "But you are wrong." Assamette is a creature who likes to tell people 'you are wrong'. Do you remember when Murphy first came to Patton, even the comments of the bystanders must correct and clarify the logic? Oh, of course, she did n’t have a chance to do this when she arrived in Grande. Now, she did n’t give up the opportunity to ‘educate’ James—
"Nuo's situation is very dangerous, but you are more correct." The term is strange, "Most human beings whose behavior is controlled by emotion and reason can balance themselves. James Lance, no matter how you judge yourself The current state, but I can tell you that this is your balance. You reject the alien from your heart, but you know that you have to accept the fact that the alien exists. You may live in irritability every day, but this is how you live correctly. "
James's cheek muscles were leaning against Murphy's side, as if this rapid vibration could bounce back Murphy's voice.
"And Connaught, he has lost his balance." Murphy actually shook his head. "He doesn't reject aliens. He accepts the fact that aliens exist, but the way he lives now completely deviates from where he should be. Like me. "In Murphy's calm voice, he raised his hand to squeeze his hair. Didn't pinch, her hair was up, don't forget it. Murphy lowered his hand, "When I was still human, the resentment towards Zack came from my inability to complete my wife's 'duty'-I couldn't get pregnant and gave birth to inherit the family industry we run as a couple. Emotions made me take this The fact that resentment has moved to Zac is a vampire. "
Murphy looked at James deliberately, "Can you keep up, the one I fell in love with and married is a vampire, I know that Zac is a vampire and has not changed Zac is the object of my love and building a family The fact that I have never rejected the 'creature' who never helped me dress up, always did not comment on my carefully prepared meals, and never completed a dance on the social field and always completed a dance. Zac, it has n’t changed. What changed is me, I was blinded by emotions, magnified a tiny problem into an obstacle that I could n’t overcome, blocked all the goodness in my life, and attributed all the sources of pain to 'He is not human'. "
The statement, "For me, my correct way of life is to make the child who cannot be born belong to me and Zac a little melancholy that only belongs to me at the afternoon tea meeting of sisters. At the same time, I can also be in those women When we covered our faces and satirized, we all said happily, 'My husband is working very hard at night. Every night, I feel that my husband is not human .'... Murphy also cooperated with the pause of his statement. After a while, give James time to take a deep breath, "I have destroyed all this because I lost my balance."
In terms of content, it seems to have turned into Murphy's confession, but in fact, this is just an example, an example of emotional out-of-control, back to Noah, "Noah, he is repeating the mistakes I made, he was troubled by a small problem, hindered Broke all the good things he got, closed into ... "
James finally spoke. The trigger point is probably this evening, he touched too many Zac's "privacy" issues-"Nuo's life is threatened !!" Although his eyes are still looking at the road, it is terrible, "If he continues to fight with Zha Kshen and go on, he is a human and will die !! He has the courage to cut off his relationship with Zac to save his life! You said he was wrong ?! I think you are true ... "
A series of interruptions, "Is the end of human life a" wrong ", man, should die." It means literally.
James's mouth stayed open.
Murphy advanced, "The creature should die. This is the most basic principle of the world. The creature is born, the creature dies. All the things that happen in between are called life."
Quiet, the quietness finally ushered in this car.
The car has deviated far away from the direction of Grande, and James has almost drove to Noel Beach. Continue to prove that I naively entered the sea, or, honestly, go back to Grande ... Oh, honestly go back to the middle of human life and death. It seems that James has little choice.
Car, steering.
Just halfway through.
"Turn back." Murphy opened his eyes, his eyes deviated from his body because of the deflection of the body, and looked at the direction of Noor Beach.
James didn't plan to ignore it and continued to turn.
"I said, turn back and go to Norl Beach." Murphy's body began to leave the seat as the body turned completely and moved forward, and the whole body deflected and looked towards the direction of Norl Beach at the back of the car.
James snorted, and changed the way naively-just to face Murphy's instructions. James kept going straight and accelerated.
Murphy straightened his body, glanced at James with no expression, and then untied his seat belt, opened the door, on the side of his body ...
"Hey! Murphy ..." James looked at the empty co-pilot, froze for a moment, and then stepped on the brakes!
After the harsh friction, James hurriedly unbuckled the seat belt and pushed the door. After getting off the bus and taking a look, I saw that Murphy's figure ripped out under the street lights hit a trash can.
James's face was gloomy, but anyway, the direction was confirmed. James got out of the car, twitched and ran for two steps, turned around, took a spare ... gun from the car, and stuck it behind him. the reason? I do n’t know, James ’biological instinct.
Passing the last row of residential houses in the Noor area, James endured the pain of sand entering his shoes, and ran to the beach without a clear goal.
The affluent artificial light sources in the city began to lose their influence, and James's sight began to be taken over by natural darkness.
There was no end to it, "Murphy !!" James howled on the cold beach.
The sound didn't spread far, and any wave could kill the call on the sand.
James continued, "Murphy !!!"
With a touch of clarity, it jumped out of the dark black sea, refracting the brilliance from the stars and the moon, and fell into the sea again.
James was on one side and behind him, with two guns in his hand. Why double guns? Uh, I do n’t know, biological instinct.
James's eyes were still tense and restless in the place where the water was clear.
"Detective Detective Lance!" The familiar voice, the clarity just now appeared before James, "Ah! It's just right!" Mo, Morman (Fishman)? It seemed that the scales in the stars almost blinded James' eyes. "She suddenly rushed over to help ..." Morman put a man off his shoulder-Murphy's wound was slowly healing Murphy, "Hehe, I No need to help ~ "Morman's face with half of the scales showing a smile to James," I have Shane ~ "a row of white teeth ~
The scales covered the wheat-colored sun face again, and Morman leaped back into the sea.
James, froze in place.
"Judgment error." Murphy, Murphy lying on the beach wet, seemed to be unable to get up for a while, "I thought the fishman with little combat ability needs help."
James still held his two guns and did not move.
"Don't you help me get up." Murphy's wet hair stuck to his face. "If you don't care about a weak vampire, your balance will be broken, James Lance."
James shook, did he need to repeat his movements-James maintained his balance.