Chapter 328: Light and dark

Chu Xingzhou's eyes were red, and Sun Qingqing said coldly, "Go out."
Sun Qingqing lowered her head and remained silent for a few seconds before retreating.
Chu Xingzhou sneered, "I can't threaten you with this woman, right?"
"From the beginning to the end, she has nothing to do with her." Rong Lan looked at Chu Xingzhou, eyes exposed to cold light, "If you didn't do that, wouldn't you do those things? You were just making excuses. You think you are covering everything with one hand, and everyone must surrender in front of you. I, the weak who needs you to live, is not worthy to resist you, so you think so, right. "
Chu Xingzhou clenched his fists without saying a word.
Rong Lan closed her eyes wearily, "Now I may not be your opponent, but you will never be able to trap me. I don't want to mention it again, and I don't want to see you again, you go."
Chu Xingzhou trembled: "You may be right, but one thing is that I really ... really love you, from small to large. What I want is not your surrender, but you stay with me, Do you have anything to say about this? "
Rong Lan said dumbly: "You don't deserve to mention this word to me."
There was pain in Chu Xingzhou's eyes, and his heart seemed to be torn apart. He regretted that he used the wrong method to make Rong Lan hate him so much. However, Rong Lan did not like him. In what way did he get this person? There is something you crave for your little half life, so close, within reach, but it does n’t belong to you, that despair can make people crazy and disregarding consequences, so he is stunned by unrivalled power, and does Something irreparable. Now that he and Rong Lan are getting farther and farther, he doesn't know what else to do. He whispered, "Brother, can you forgive me."
Rong Lan trembled, said nothing, and turned away.
Chu Xingzhou stared at Rong Lan's back until the last piece of clothing disappeared into sight, and he closed his eyes in pain, suddenly wondering what else he could pursue in this life.
When Rong Lan returned to the room, he couldn't support it. He sat tremblingly in his chair and took a few deep breaths. He looked at his hands, still shaking slightly. He felt that Chu Xingzhou was still in the living room, and the energy fluctuation was too strong. If he leaned too close, it would even give people a strong sense of oppression. When he faced Chu Xingzhou now, he felt depressed from the bottom of his heart. The memory that was once forced by this person would fill his mind instantly, making him feel as if he was naked in front of Chu Xingzhou, and that shame made him feel helpless.
I don't know how long after that, the energy of Chu Xingzhou disappeared.
This trip to Chu Xingzhou was indeed for Mr. Sun. Rong Lan didn't know what he had talked to with Mr. Sun. After that, Mr. Sun went to the west with him. Rong Lan didn't stop, everything that Mr. Sun did was meaningful, and he wouldn't affect the major issues related to the people's livelihood for the sake of private affairs. Only after Mr. Sun left, he became even more nobody to talk to. Sometimes it suddenly occurred to him that he might not have communicated with anyone for ten and a half months. He was unwilling to contact anyone, and no one dared to take the initiative. Talking to him, he felt that he would be like this all his life, lonely without hope, until he died.
Rong Lan closed her eyes ...
Three years later
"Master, master."
A voice whispered softly in the ear, and Rong Lan opened her eyes and looked at his butler, a little embarrassed. How could I dream of so many previous things? And it was so real and clear, as if it had just happened in front of him, making him feel panicked, he said indifferently, "What is it?"
"If you're sleepy, go to the room and sleep. It's bad for your spine to sit in a chair."
Rong Lan sat up, not knowing when she was asleep. He looked at this newly renovated study and felt a little strange. It has been almost a month since I moved to Wuhan. In order to support the reconstruction plan of the Academy of Sciences, Bright City moved here and started a new life. The crisis of doomsday is over, but he cannot adapt to such a peaceful life.
The steward continued: "You don't seem to be in good shape recently because ..."
Rong Lan looked at him, "Because of what?"
The steward pursed his lips and did not dare to say anything, but Rong Lan could guess what he wanted to say. Two days ago, Chu Xingzhou came and refused to stay in Wuhan. He didn't want to see him, but such a big living person relied on his place. Xingzhou's whereabouts, his irritability escalated every day.
The housekeeper said, "In short, you should go in and rest. Are you hungry? Would you like to ..."
"No, you go."
After the housekeeper left, Rong Lan sighed. After standing up, she felt a bit sore at the back. He stretched a body, stood in the study, looked around, and suddenly felt an indescribable loneliness.
What should he do now? There is no enemy to fight, and the reconstruction work is carried out in an orderly manner under the auspices of the brain-domain evolutionary man sent from Beijing. He is like a deity on a shrine, a decoration. Many people yearn for a new life after the end of the doomsday crisis, and work hard to get happiness in the new world, but he doesn't know what kind of life he can live, or in other words, he doesn't know how to get the so-called "Happiness", he has lost his parents, relatives and friends. In this world, his traces of being Rong Lan were almost wiped away, as if he was "Ming Lord" in his life. He seems to have nothing. , But in fact he has nothing.
No, there is another person, and there is another person who knows his past as Rong Lan and participated in his previous life. They can prove to each other that in the original civilization era, the other person was ordinary and flesh-and-blood, not not Awkward "God".
But that person is the shadow of his life.
Rong Lan remembered the scene of their dying struggle in the South China Sea. When he saw Chu Xingzhou's life was dying, he drew from the depths of his soul. He thought of Chu Xingzhou holding his waist in the small room at the base. After a few years, he called him "Brother" again ... he was in a mess, he was afraid to see Chu Xingzhou, but he was afraid that the "brother" that would be heard one after another would make him remember too much, It will make him ... more and more unaware of what he should do.
The door of the study was knocked, but the housekeeper went back and returned with a look of distress.
Rong Lan frowned slightly. "What's wrong?"
"Xuan ... Chu Xingzhou, come here."
Rong Lan said: "No."
"We kept saying that, but he just refused to leave today." The steward quietly looked at Rong Lan's face.
Rong Lan's face sank. After a while, he stood up and walked out the door. In the living room, Chu Xingzhou was sitting alone in a chair, his tight lips concealed his emotions well, but his rigid sitting position still revealed something.
Hearing footsteps, Chu Xingzhou turned his head and screamed softly, "Brother."
Rong Lan replied coldly: "I said earlier that I didn't see you."
Chu Xingzhou stood up, "I said earlier that I would still come, and that you wouldn't see me now."
"What do you want?"
Chu Xingzhou was silent for a few seconds, and seemed to be organizing the language, "Brother, I did something that you can't forgive, but I still hope to get your forgiveness. I've matured a lot in the past few years, can we calm down? Talk. "
Rong Lan said: "I said, I don't want to mention the previous things. There is nothing to forgive. I just don't want to ..."
"I don't want to see me again, I know, you said it many times." Chu Xingzhou bowed his head, "I was stunned by the power I suddenly acquired, and was arrogant and crazy. I have always regretted it all these years, I might have been pursuing you slowly in other ways, but I'm impatient. I'm sorry, I have been trying to apologize to you in the past few years, but the longer the time delays, the more afraid I will be to speak out, and I ’m afraid to see you I was afraid that you would reject me, I ... I did a lot of wrong things and took a lot of detours, but for one thing, my heart for you has never changed, and it is impossible to change in my life. "
Rong Lan did not expect that Chu Xingzhou suddenly lowered her posture so suddenly that she did not know how to respond.
Chu Xingzhou raised his head and stared straight into Rong Lan's eyes. "This time I will not run away, no matter what you say, no matter how much you dislike me, I will not give up, I can secretly like you for 20 years, I can also like you for decades. Brother, our family has no news. I leave you alone, I only have you, and you only have me. For the sake of the past, can you stop treating me? Turned away. "
Rong Lan's lips trembled, "Did you think that apologizing, you can write off all the previous things. Chu Xingzhou, we shouldn't have anything to do with each other anymore. From the moment you do those things, brotherhood No, no, you know what? You tell me now, why do you? If I have n’t mutated and I have n’t resisted in the slightest, what will I be today? But it ’s a plaything you can control casually, Would you still like me at that time? It was because you had gained great power and I did n’t have it, so you would be reckless. Before the end of the world, you have always respected me and could do such things? In a situation of disparity, talk about what you like and respect. If I haven't mutated, you won't regret it with me like this forever. I am right. "
Chu Xingzhou said in a deep voice: "No, I already regretted it. Every time you look at me with that kind of look ... I regret it. Your words and look are better than any one. The enemy is even more terrible. I was crazy at that time, the more I was afraid you hated me, the more I wanted to hold you tight, so I was wrong more, I put you in the most important position, I never thought of disrespect You, I was ... "Chu Xingzhou took a deep breath, his voice was shaking," Brother, what can you do to forgive me, I am willing to do anything, I beg you, give me a chance. "
The author has something to say: Today this chapter is very tiring and talks about all kinds of hardships. . . . . I always feel that I have entered the blood circulation of dogs _ (: 3 」∠) _
The plots in the middle will not be repeated, because what happened in Qinghai has been said from their perspective, and it is meaningless to write them again, it is better to let them hurry up ~
ps: Xiaobai ca n’t change anything today, I have n’t finished writing _ (: 3 ″ ∠) _