Chapter 124:

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Feng Zhiwei silently said for a while: "I can't let that face die in front of me."
The meaning of this sentence was understood by both people. Ning Yi was silent for a while, and Feng Zhi looked up at him, "This is a question I always wanted to ask. Do you have an answer?"
Ning Yi was silent for another moment, and Feng Zhiwei even saw the confused color drifting in his eyes, and then he shook his head, "I was also surprised when I saw you for the first time."
This is to say that I don't know the reason. Feng Zhiwei looked at him carefully and thought that although he still seemed to have nothing to say, this sentence itself did not seem to lie to her.
"I'm sorry Shao Ning didn't die, and caused you a lot of trouble." She whispered for a while, "But I can only do this."
"So that's how it is between us." Ning Yi smiled a bit bitterly, "I don't want to confront each other, but I always push it to opposition for various reasons."
"But I don't understand why I should be opposed?" Feng Zhiwei stood up and stared at Ning Yi. "Tell me, why should I restrict my development in Qingming? Why put me under the control of Yao Ying everywhere?" Why do you think I will be against you? And why are you so concerned about Feng Hao?"
Her prone face was close at hand, and although she was wearing a mask, her eyes were gleaming, and her long eyelashes were neatly brush-like. Ning Yi couldn’t help but stretched out her hands, and Feng Zhi immediately let her know open.
"We are talking about business." She said with a straight face, "Be more attentive."
Ning Yi felt that she had a rare look of shame and was very cute. She looked at it a little bit reluctantly before saying: "You have saved Shaoning twice, and you have an unclear relationship with her, even the appearance is amazing. Similarly, you have too many secrets for me, but you do not necessarily belong to me. You said, from the perspective of the superior, should you restrict or even kill you?"
"Yeye never thought of soliciting me as a "sergeant"?" Feng Zhi frowned slightly, feeling that there was always something wrong with Ning Yi's answer.
Ning Yi said nothing in silence. A cup of tea hadn't been drunk for a long time before his lips, and light water vapor floated up. His brow covered in the water vapor was blurry.
Feng Zhiwei didn't speak, his fingers touched the edge of the teacup, the touch was warm, but his heart was cold.
For a long while, Ning Yi said softly: "Zhiwei, listen to my persuasion, leave the officialdom, and return to Qiufu, I will have a way to let Helian Zheng withdraw, in the future, you are mine..."
He reached into his arms, a move to extract something.
The hand was held.
He lowered his eyes to look at the snowy fingers pressed against his hand, "Are you saying your rejection?"
Feng Zhiwei withdrew his hand and said indifferently: "Let's make clear today's things first, and then we will talk about this later."
Slowly closing, Ning Yi smiled a bit dazed, and said for a long time: "Okay, then you tell me first, why are you a woman, why would you refuse to marry a child like other women, but you have to venture into the officialdom, both Cautious and bold, climb up step by step?"
Feng Zhiwei fell silent, looking at Changtian Yunxia with his off hand, and the long hair spread in the wind, covering the eyes of the cloud cover.
"Di Jing probably hasn't seen anyone. I have seen my father." Ban Zhifeng swallowed slowly, seeming to talk about an individual topic. "In my memory, he existed before the age of four."
"He is a busy, indifferent, dragon-like creature that sees nothing."
Ning Yi stared at her, and vaguely felt that the man who had been rumored in Dijing and made a generation of female heroes resolutely elope and return to Beijing was the key crux of the problem.
"Before the age of four, my family was very rich. I lived in a deep mountain far away from Dijing. Although the place was remote and the supply was always good, my father was often away. I only came home once in a while. I didn't pay much attention to it, and when Niang saw him, she didn't have much joy, and the look on her face was sometimes sad."
Ning Yi frowned, and was puzzled. Since she eloped and made a relationship in spite of everything, she also had a son and a daughter. This couple should be in love with each other. Why is this so?
"Because of this, since I was sensible, I gradually stopped expecting my father to go home. The presence of him was depressed, the mood was low, and there was no peace and warmth between the mother and son on weekdays. Pro-independence and solitary concubine alone support children so that their children have fathers as if they have no fathers. If they come back, they will not give people happiness.
"In my long memory, Niang has always told me that although most women in the world are dodder flowers, some people do not have the blessing to rely on men. Instead of waiting for their future to be thrown by fate, it is better to learn How to rely on and love yourself."
"Nian therefore taught me a lot and taught his younger brother, but his younger brother was not talented. The younger sister said that I was the elder sister. Since the younger brother was not a good child, he and his mother would have to rely on me to support me in the future. This is my responsibility, I always remember."
"Nonsense!" Ning Yi couldn't help but refute, "How can you have a weak woman to support the whole family?"
"There is no weak woman in the Feng family." Feng Zhi's slightly clear eyes looked at him calmly. "If the woman in the Feng family is weak, he has been trampled on the dust."
Ning Yi looked at her and suddenly reached out to hold her hand. The hand in the palm was slightly cool and smooth, soft and boneless, but there were some thin cocoons in the palm. The thin hard touched the bottom of the hand, so I don’t know where Shallow pain.
Feng Zhi looked down at the hands he held, smiled, and pulled out his hands.
"When he was four years old, he really didn't come back." She continued, "Without his supplies, the family is gradually unable to make ends meet. The mother is helpless and takes us back to Beijing."
"This is the beginning of my face with Dijing." Feng Zhiwei smiled at Ning Yi. "Since the number of nine cold winters kneeled at Qiufu and couldn't open the door, a cold basin of footwash was poured. I and Dijing, and Qiufu, The war against rejection and bullying with the world has never looked back."
"When you need it most, no one is standing by your side to shield you from the wind and the rain. All the hostility, bullying, trouble, and frame, you have to block it yourself, and you have to try to block it for your loved ones. Tired, but no matter how tired, you can't retreat. Once you retreat, it's a life-long luck.
"We are the shame of Qiufu. Everyone wants us to disappear. If we don't want to disappear, we have to pay the price." Feng Zhiwei lowered his eyes. "I have spent ten years in these days, and I eat the most shabby in the small yard every year. New Year’s Eve dinner, when I listen to the laughter of the main house, I swear to myself, never rely on anyone, never count on anyone, and one day I will rely on myself and live on people, let those who overlook me People, Yu Chen looked up at me."