Chapter 205:

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"thank you."
Feng Zhi leaned on the edge of the bed slightly, with a soft hand, almost planted-today's accident is too much.
Just as she did not say "I'm sorry" but said to her, Gu Nanyi, who never knew how to thank, suddenly said a word of thanks to her, still at this inexplicable time.
What is his condition now?
Master Gu is now back in the days when Feng Zhi was seriously ill. On those heavy oppressive nights, he slept on his feet and thought again and again. When she woke up and looked down, what should he say, "Wake up?" Nonsense, say "have you slept well?" Or nonsense, say "Is it alright?" The biggest nonsense in the world.
He hasn't said nonsense in his life.
Those night hours slipped past him, he could not wait for her to wake up, such a long, almost hopeless wait, in those heavy expressions and sighs, he slowly understood it, his heart The strange and heavy pressure is what they call fear and anxiety. It is very light, but in the world where he has been blank for more than ten years, it finally happened for the first time.
Just as she smiled and yelled at him when he peeled walnuts in his heart, he was as light as a stroke, as she and he blew Ye Di and said he was soft in his heart when he was looking for him, as if she smiled at him when he changed his dress Rainy and soft, now he wanted to understand, that is the joy, happiness, joy they often said when they were young... all the bright and cheerful emotions.
Just like the fear of her death, it was called fear, and the thought that she would die was cold, it was called sorrow... He finally understood in those days.
Perhaps it was still a long way from the true feeling, or maybe it was complicated for a while, but he was destined to begin to paint the full and bright colors in his barren and pale life.
These are all given by Feng Zhiwei, others can no longer have.
He suddenly understood that the only thing he should say to her is thank you.
Thank you for her presence, thank you for her patience, thank you for opening a line of his closed fortress, let him see a little bright world.
I don’t think it’s bad to not understand it before, but I think it’s better to understand a little bit now.
Because if he understands, he is more like Feng Zhiwei, like all the people who say he is different, then, he will not be like last time, Feng Zhiwei is dying, he does not know.
So I should tell her, thank you.
Gu Nanyi felt that he had to say what he wanted to say. After waiting so long last time, he almost never spoke to her. Naturally, he couldn't give up this time.
After he finished speaking, he felt his thoughts and continued to sleep with the quilt.
Some poor man was so startled that he couldn't fall asleep, Feng Zhiwei stared at him from top to bottom, and after seeing him throw a rock that fell, he actually fell asleep again. , "Hey, hey, don't sleep, get up and explain clearly."
Master Gu opened his eyes, his eyes clear as autumn water, "What?"
He has forgotten.
Feng Zhiwei looked at him helplessly, "You said thank me."
"Oh." Master Gu thought for a while, patted his heart, and said slowly, "When you are dying, here is sad, thank you for letting me know, what is sad."
Thank you for letting me know what is sad.
Feng Zhiwei looked deeply at the man who clasped his heart and thanked her with a serious expression of "sorrow", and slowly bit her lower lip. For a long time, her eyes gradually coated with a light red.
The moonlight in the house is light and dark, and the mist is floating and floating. Gu Nanyi is sinking in half of the moon shadow. It looks peaceful and serene. Only Feng Zhiwei knows that his tranquility is not the kind of people with warmth and beauty. He has always lived In the indifferent and noisy world, living in the eternal ice storage.
There is a kind of person in this world who has sunk in the depths of ice water and has a blank life. The simplest happiness and the most violent pain in the world are indifferent to them.
Only those who grew up alone in such a cold world can understand that this ridiculous and desolate sentence weighs more than a thousand.
Feng Zhi looked at him slightly, only to feel dull pain in her heart-she had knocked on his door for so long, but she first taught him sorrow and pain.
"No." Liang Jiufeng Zhiwei gently leaned down, lying on the edge of the bed, and murmured like a man carved like a jade carving under the moonlight, "Don't let you only know how to be sad, no, not only These ones."
"I want you to come out of the cage that trapped you. I want you to see the world not just the one foot and three inches in front of your eyes. I want you not to be a man in the set. You must get eight pieces of meat per bowl. I want you. Learn to look at me with your eyes, I want you to know how to cry, how to laugh, how to care and quarrel, know, love."
After recuperating for a while, it was not too good. Feng Zhiwei was involved in a new round of busyness. The war in southern Fujian had begun, and Ning Yi had already rushed to the front. The foundation of the Nanhai affairs, but many details must be handled by her.
That night she still talked to Gu Nanyi about asking the famous doctor to treat Ning Yi's eyes, but Gu Nanyi didn't answer in silence and said in a hurry: "I can't order him."
This sentence made Feng Zhiwei move-what does this mean? It sounded like the two were in an organization, and then equal status, so Gu Nanyi could not instruct?
"Let me see him, and I said to him." Feng Zhiwei felt that if he saw this, maybe many of the mysteries in his heart would be solved.
Who knows that Master Gu directly refused and said: "Hello, he will have to rush back to Dijing, there may be something over there."
Feng Zhiwei had no choice but to put this aside, and he still had to tie the bell if he wanted to solve the problem. It would be nice if he could find the original batch of guts, but most of the people were in southern Fujian. Yi himself found it.
She kept running between the Department of Affairs and the Government House non-stop every day. First, she handled the food grabbing incident that day. When Ning Yi was in, she was seriously ill. To put this in perspective, it is enough to open the position without authorization. The five grain officers of Hirano Grain Bank actually cut it in two and a half! What a janitor anyway!