Chapter 38: Chapter 38

"She remembered four years ago.
At that time, Gu Yebai had already become the first male at the university from an unnamed student. In the year he graduated, he held an art exhibition outdoors.
On the day of the exhibition, the weather forecast was clearly sunny. However, when the exhibition was set up, it suddenly passed through the rain and rain. Gu Yebai happened to have an appointment with the client of the art consultation agency on that day. He could only come back when the exhibition began. One of Gu's successor candidates.
The staff was not enough, and she plunged into the rain to collect pictures. In the process, Huai'an came up with an umbrella, and when he saw this, he immediately helped to clean up, hit the umbrella on the painting, and fell on himself.
She was holding an important painting, and ran quickly, seeing the rain wet the painting, she was burnt, her feet were stunned, and she was taken aback. She was afraid that she might get wet when she fell down. Her heartbeat suffocated, and a sudden pain came. She did not dare to stop, and ran quickly, until she moved the painting into the nearest teaching building. Putting the painting next to other staff, she walked into the women's toilet next to her and took medicine from her bag.
But the more anxious the more she couldn't find it, she clutched the sink with pain, turned the bag over, and everything fell to the ground. She crouched down, picked up the medicine bottle, shook her hand, opened it, and put the two pills into her mouth. . After a while, the rushing heartbeat slowed down and returned to normal. She was sweating and started to pick up things on the ground.
Obviously, the number of attacks in the past two years has been greatly reduced. Susan said that this is a miracle of love. She did not believe it, but her days with Gu Yebai were so happy that she sometimes had an illusion and wondered if she might one day Really healed. She thought, her nose was sour, and suddenly, someone pushed in the door and walked in.
"What did you eat?"
The other asked softly.
She was startled, but looked up and found it was Huai'an.
What did she see? Did she just keep looking at the door? She was frightened, as if someone who did something bad was caught on the spot.
"Wipe, let's go have coffee." Huai An handed over a pack of paper towels and offered it lightly.
She took it with some cramps, took a wipe on her forehead and agreed. After all, Huai'an just moved in the rain and helped, and she was not good at rejecting it.
They went to the school western restaurant.
She and Huai'an have always had nothing to say. The two are in the same family. She used to see that she had a warm connection to say hello to each other. On the way, you came across a fellow Passer-by who might feel familiar, but could not remember his name. Later, with the addition of Gu Yebai, the two became more and more alienated. In one go or two, she didn't want to be embarrassed, and didn't want Huai'an to feel that she was showing off. She met on weekdays and rarely took the initiative again.
For people and things, from enthusiasm to indifference, this is not necessary for growth, but you will find that over time, you are going through somehow. This is the price that has been paid in growing up.
"Thank you." The silence was a bit strange. She was not as powerful as Huai'an, and she would say it first.
Wyan picked up the spoon to stir the coffee, paused, and then looked up, "You are not suitable for him."
She regretted coming to drink this cup of coffee, but still smiled and said nothing.
Huai An stared at her with a bit aggressive look, "Do you have any hidden problems?"
She didn't answer, and pressed her lips to meet each other's eyes.
"Do you know, without you, Gu Yebai and I would have been a pair." Huai An said coldly.
"I know him before, and I believe he has a good opinion of me too. It is you who suddenly appeared and used some kind of truthful adventure to get his attention. We were in the study room and he also translated a poem for me."
"It's a love poem. You know, I'm not a girl who likes to lie. I don't commit too much."
She was agitated in her heart. She didn't know that Huai'an and Gu Yebai had these pasts, but she knew that Gu Yebai should not have too many other emotions about Huai'an. Gu Yebai has always been the kind of like People who don't like it.
She took out her wallet, put the money on the table, and stood up. "I'm leaving now, no matter what you say, everything today is his choice."
"Do you feel that you are very selfish? You hide Gu Yebai from your illness. What the is it? This is not the case for a common cold and you do n’t have to go to the bathroom to take medicine. He should be glowing Man, he does n’t exist to take care of you in the future, do n’t say what kind of help you can give him, can you do it simply without dragging him on, after graduation is his most important years, when he will be tired from work After that, he will take care of you. All his talents are exhausted in chai oil and salt. "
She didn't speak loudly, but every word seemed to hit her with a heavy hammer.
She didn't say a word and walked away without looking back. But she didn't have the peace and calmness she had imagined.
That night, she spent the night in Gu Yebai's apartment.
She talked about Huai'an's help, but didn't mention anything else. Gu Yebai was reading some information on the Internet at the time, and she said "um".
auzw.com "What then?" she asked.
"What else then," Gu Yebai paused. "Thank you for seeing her. But you have already thanked me for it."
He paused and added, "If you don't feel enough, I ask Susan to invite her for a meal and I will pay the bill."
She snapped. "Why is susan coming forward?"
He faintly said, "You are not her opponent, why bother yourself to block yourself? And do you want your husband to invite a girl in private? Susan is our best friend, the most suitable, oh, otherwise, Lin Ziyan will do. "
She laughed aloud, and immediately felt a warmth in her heart, as if all her limbs had been broken through.
"Little white," he paused, and she still pretended to carelessly: "If we weren't together, would you like a girl like her Wyan?"
"Maybe," he said casually, sliding his mouse, "I'm somewhat similar to him."
"Similar?" The answer was somewhat unexpected to her.
"Well, except for what I think is indifferent, too sensible, not a good person in my bones. Almost so." He explained to her when he heard the doubt in her voice.
She asked again, "If we were not together, would you be with her?"
Gu Yebai finally lowered his mouse and turned around, "What does this mean, classmate Lu."
His eyes were soft, clear, and just right.
"Where did you want to go? I don't like her, and I'll hit someone if I commit another mess." He came over and pinched her nose with one hand.
She screamed and pulled him down, his eyes were heavy, and he raised his hand to tickle her and knocked her down on the sofa
Perhaps these Gu Yebai just regarded it as a momentary "thinking" of her girls, which she had long forgotten, but she firmly remembered.
What Zhou Huai'an said was unreasonable, she was not the one who could accompany him to the end. And maybe Zhou Huaian can.
She was someone Gu Gubai said to be somewhat similar to himself.
She believes that Gu Yebai really loved himself very much, and loved it very much. That's why she didn't want to ruin him.
She didn't want him to be in his best years, worrying for her all day, tired to take care of her, she didn't want to be his burden, let alone hope that one day, he was finally tired, and the two were finally silent.
Therefore, the Lushan fire he rescued himself, and the death of Brother Chi became the last straw that crushed her, so she finally decided to leave. He will hate her, but at least, he will not be lethargic and unbearable because of her. He suffered too much when he was young. His youth should not wither. In his days to take care of her, his talents, the best match Life.
Since they met in the most beautiful years, let her leave in the best years, even if it was hate, as long as he remembered her healthy jumping.
"Qing, it's not me or you. Since this is his choice, that's it. I will leave, and you try to let go and let yourself go. Classmate, you hate me, I actually hate you , But in the end I hope you are happy. "She looked at her pale smile in the mirror.
Xu Qing's face was dead white, even worse than her.
"I know I shouldn't, but I just came to see him. I didn't want to appear in front of him. It was you and Shan's gambling contract that brought me to him. Let me stay for a few more days, a month later, I must leave. This is my promise to you, and if I violate it, I will not die. "
She said no more staying, she knew the other person hated herself.
Looking at the back walking away, Xu Qing smashed into the overflowing water of the pool, the water reflection shattered, and he slammed his door before leaving.
When everything was silent, the door of the lattice compartment opened, and a woman came out. After coming out of the tea room, she didn't go far, she was waiting for the other party to come out, and then she saw someone leaving, she kept following, and she wanted to talk to this blind predecessor! Unexpectedly, Xu Qing suddenly appeared in the lobby. Seeing the two coming towards the toilet in the lobby, she waited for the first time. What did Xu Qing think in her heart and what was her feelings for Gu Yebai, she didn't know, she had to take a good look at the excitement. But, unexpectedly, the development of things was beyond her expectation.
"He kissed you? Lu Youyan!" In front of the mirror, her beautiful face was hard to hide.
She chased out quickly and saw the other person push out the door in the lobby. She followed quietly until she saw the other person walk into the cafe opposite the building.
"You are just a prey to him. Even after revenge after playing, unlike Zhou Huai'an, I don't have to be afraid." She murmured, superimposing all the anger on this woman and Zhou Huai'an.
She took out her mobile phone and dialed the phone. She said coldly, "I'm Chu Ke, do something for me."