Chapter 146:

Gu Suier lay in Xiao Heng's arms, lazily closing her eyes, recalling everything just now.
Since I gave birth to Awan, my bedwork has been reduced a lot. Recently, I just caught up with the busyness of chores, and even more thoughtless. She herself didn't want this, so she thought Xiao Heng didn't want it either. Now that she did this, she realized that the desire in his body was like a scourge and could not be contained.
Fortunately, this man can still be like a okay person.
Gu Suier took his arm softly and whispered: "His Royal Highness, I have wronged you these few days."
Xiao Heng's voice is low and hoarse: "What is wronged?"
Gu Suier: "Just... I didn't take care of you."
Xiao Heng: "Just know it in my heart."
Gu Suier pursed her lips and smiled like a kitten who was wagging its tail and got a big deal: "Your Highness, I want to ask you something."
Xiao Heng: "Huh?"
Gu Suier asked softly: "Will you think I can't serve you well, just go and take a concubine or something?"
Xiao Heng was silent for a moment, then glanced at her.
He didn't bother to answer this question.
Gu Suier shook him, not obeying: "Will it..."
Xiao Heng: "Yes."
Gu Suier was suddenly sad: "No, why are you doing this? I don't want you to take a concubine!"
Xiao Heng: "Then not."
When Gu Suier heard him seemingly insecure, she wanted to open her mouth and bite his chest, but after thinking about it, she said, "I have another question."
Xiao Heng raised his hand and touched her head, warmly said: "Sleep."
Gu Suier; "There is really a problem this time."
Xiao Heng closed his eyes and looked as though he was sleeping, and ignored her.
Helpless, Gu Suier pulled his arm and shook it gently: "Your Highness, I haven't asked my question yet."
Xiao Heng: "Tomorrow."
Gu Suier: "But maybe I will forget about this tomorrow, I will ask today."
Xiao Heng opened one eye and glanced at her: "Say."
Gu Suier smiled and stepped forward, and stretched out his hand to open his other eye.
"His Royal Highness, I wanted to ask, who is Xiao Yuer? Do you know him?"
When Xiao Heng heard her question, he turned his head and looked at her, only to see her smiling.
He pursed his lips and said nothing.
Gu Suier softly acted like a baby: "I knew your Highness must know who Xiao Yuer is."
Seeing his expression before, she knew something was wrong, but in front of Guizhi, she didn't feel embarrassed to ask. Later, she forgot when she was busy. Now it was just like that at night, and she couldn't fall asleep for a while, so she remembered it again. .
Xiao Heng raised his eyebrows and said mockingly: "Xiao Yu'er is a child I gave birth to another woman outside."
When Gu Suier heard this, she almost laughed, covering her mouth and barely held back.
She bit her lip and stretched out her hand to rub his arm and pinch him: "Then I'll pinch you."
Xiao Heng held her hand and stopped.
Gu Suier refused: "Tell me who is Xiao Yuer."
If he didn't tell her, she was going to make trouble with him.
Who knew that at this moment, Xiao Heng suddenly said: "Xiao Yuer is me."
The answer was really caught off guard, Gu Suier didn't even understand: "Huh?"
Xiao Heng: "Xiao Yu'er, it was my name when I was a kid, my mother called me that."
Gu Suier suddenly understood: "So today that mother, did you know you before?"
Think about it, Zhucheng, this is the place where Xiao Heng lived when he was a child, and he must have left some traces. The people here may have known him.
"Yeah." Xiao Heng said quietly: "That mother, she should have been selling cakes on the street before, and she would also help people wash and rinse to earn some money."
Speaking of the past, his voice was a little vague: "This mother, I remember, people are not bad, not good, they love petty and cheap, and will work with my mother, often throwing work to my mother and being lazy. ."
"That's it." Gu Suier whispered: "How can this mother bully her mother like this!"
"It's all over."
When I entered the city today, he had some impressions of the people he met, the innkeeper, the maid of the helper, and the bearded owner of the shop outside.
He remembered things early, and there were still pictures of things in his mind when he was very young, not to mention that he was five years old when he left.
He naturally remembered these people.
They are not bad guys who bully, and they are not so simple and good people. They are all ordinary people in the world. They want to get a little bit cheap, but they can't do bad things. When selling things, they will be short-lived. , Seeing too poor beggar will give a little.
So many years later, he came to this street in memory and saw the old appearance of the people he used to be familiar with. Apart from a little emotion, there was nothing left for him.
There is no great evil to retaliate, and no good people to be grateful.
The passing years have whitened the beards and hair of those people, and also bend their waists. This small town has not changed much compared to twenty years ago. The only difference is that his mother will never come back.
In the darkness, Gu Suier felt the depression in his mind, and she stretched out her arms to embrace his solid body.
"Well, isn't it all over."
Xiao Heng felt the softness and warmth coming from his chest. He closed his eyes and nodded gently: "Yes, it's all over."
Before he thought of everything here, he would always be lonely to the point of chills.
After all, it was here that he lost the closest person in the world.
But now, he won't.
He has his Xiao Suier, Ah Chen and A Wan, he is no longer alone.
On the second day, Xiao Heng took Gu Suier and two children out of the inn and came to a small alley.
The small alley should have not been lived in for a long time, and it seems to be abandoned.
Gu Suier had some guesses in her heart, but she didn't ask, holding Xiao Awan and following Xiao Heng forward.
Ah Chen was very curious. He looked around, and was very interested in the blue brick wall that was about to collapse: "Why don't we repair it here? What are we going to do? Daddy, you go late! Mother, When will the little sister do it..."
Gu Suier glared helplessly at this little chatter: "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as a little dumb."
Ah Chen stuck out his tongue and deliberately said: "Yeah yah ah-"
Then he pretended to be a little dumb who couldn't speak.
Gu Suier was amused and laughed out loud.
I don't know how this child was born. It was a real treasure, and it was really unlike myself and Xiao Heng.
While talking, Xiao Heng stopped in front.
Gu Suier looked over and saw that this was a yard that was even more dilapidated than the front. The walls were half collapsed. When she looked in, she could see that there were weeds as high as one person and birds in it. Make a nest there.
Xiao Heng raised his foot, ready to walk in.
Seeing this, the guards who followed not far behind saw this, and hurried forward to help Xiao Heng clean up the weeds at the entrance and crush the adobe.
Xiao Heng raised his hand to indicate that they don't have to come forward.
The guards stopped hurriedly and stood aside respectfully.
Xiao Heng stepped into the yard, pushed aside the weeds, walked to the steps and looked for a while before ordering the guards to come forward to weed.
The guards who have been battle-tested are also good hands in the crop fields, and the yard is leveled and clean.
Xiao Heng went into the house and looked around.
Gu Suier looked at it curiously, and saw that it was nothing more than an ordinary small courtyard with stoves and beds. It can be seen that the furnishings here were simple and rudimentary. It can be said that the family members are much poorer than their own Gujiazhuang home. After all these years , Is even more dilapidated.
Gu Suier handed Awan to Guizhi and followed Xiao Heng into the back room.
There were also lush weeds in the house, as well as birds, birds and rats. Seeing them come in, they all fled around.
"I used to lie on this window, waiting for my mother to come back." Xiao Heng pointed to the already bare window sill and said, "I can climb up on that little chair from the ground."
Gu Suier leaned close to Xiao Heng, looked at the window sill that had been eroded by the wind and thought about what Xiao Heng was like back then.
He should look like Ah Chen very much.
Little Ah Chen, lying here, waiting eagerly for my mother to come back...
When she thought of this scene, her heart suddenly hurt.
For such a small child, who doesn't feel distressed by it.
She didn't know how to comfort him, just stretched out her hand and held him.
Her slightly cold fingertips were warmed in her palms.
Xiao Heng turned his head, looked at her, and gently pressed his lips: "I just took a look. Actually... nothing, it's all over."
When he said this, Gu Suier was suddenly dumbfounded.
She just looked at him blankly.
"Huh?" Xiao Heng raised his eyebrows and looked at her suspiciously.
"You, you--" Gu Suier was stunned, staring at Xiao Heng, trying hard to recall the scene just now, and said excitedly: "You just laughed!!"
He just pressed his lips lightly, the corners of his lips were slightly rolled up, and he smiled.
Not ugly at all, not scary at all.
As if the wind of spring was blowing unexpectedly over the precipitous winter, the warmth like the first melting of ice and snow, so beautiful and warm that people want to cry.
"I...laugh?" He remembered the last time she had to laugh by herself, and she was scared.
Rubbing the corner of his lips suspiciously, did he just smile?
"Just laughed!" Gu Suier stared at Xiao Heng closely: "You have another smile!"
Xiao Heng twisted his eyebrows: "I won't."
Gu Suier; "..."
One of these two men couldn't laugh anymore, and the other wanted to chase him and laugh. While they were talking, they heard A Chen exclaimed outside.
"Father, mother, do you see what I found!"