Chapter 104: Maybe this is the way he should go

Turning off the computer, taking his bag and mobile phone, Chen Xu didn't wait much for a second, and immediately left the office.
Entering the elevator haphazardly, after waiting for several minutes and still not reaching the first floor, Chen Xu found out that she had forgotten to press the first floor, and she stood so stupidly in the elevator for several minutes.
Until now, she couldn't believe what was just true.
Zhang Qian, who has always been gentle and considerate to her, will actually invade her in such a rough way. The eyes that intoxicated her became so strange and scary.
why? Why did he suddenly become a person?
At the end, he didn't come to hug her or apologize to her, and he didn't even look at her-he stared at something in the void, his eyes indifferent and scattered.
Chen Xu didn't know what it was all about, she just felt humiliated.
Never been so uncomfortable and humiliated. At first, she knew that Lu Zhenyu had given her a green hat, and she did not have such a strong sense of humiliation.
Even more hateful, she ran out, and Zhang Qian didn't even chase her!
This time must not easily forgive him. Chen Su secretly thought in his heart that he ignored him for at least a week, so that he would never dare to do so again.
In the office, Zhang Qian stared weakly at the ceiling, and the buzzing noise in his mind finally subsided, and his consciousness gradually became clear. When he saw the earrings left by the pillows, he realized what he was doing.
How could this be? Why can't he completely control his behavior? The feeling of anxiety and madness trying to tear everything was terrible.
He didn't even know that the woman under him was Chen Su, and he didn't even know who he was. In the illusion, he jumped from high altitude, and his weightlessness made his mouth dry and his spirit tense to the limit.
A strong wind was blowing him, a fire was roasting him, and countless voices were talking to him, humming densely, but couldn't hear a word.
Was it the same for Ah Chi?
Is Zhang Jia's fatal spell finally coming to him?
Zhang Qian sat up suddenly from the bed. No, there are ways. Early symptoms of schizophrenia can be treated with medication.
After the aunt returned to her hometown, the house where she lived was still empty, and there was medicine that A Zhi had not finished. You don't need to alarm the doctor, you don't need to let anyone know, he can solve it by himself.
Cheer up and dress, Zhang Qian picked up Chen Su's earrings and put them in her pocket.
The pearls were cool, round and hard, and seemed to slip out of their hands if they were not careful. Did this happen when Chen Xu was struggling?
he does not know. He only remembered that her body was abnormally soft. When he flew down from high altitude, thinking that he would crush his bones, she hugged him tightly and saved him.
Is she angry? He must be very tender and probably hurt her.
The head is heavy and pains dull, a little like the feeling after a hangover. When Zhang Qian walked out of the office, Gu Shaofeng heard the news and walked out of the small office next door. "Zhang, are you ready to get off work?"
"Um." Zhang Qian nodded, "You go to work too."
"My name is Pharaoh, please." Gu Shaofeng said, and he would dial the mobile phone in his hand.
"No, I'm driving by myself." Zhang Qian waved his hand and walked directly to the elevator.
"Zhang Zong ..." Gu Shaofeng said endlessly behind Zhang Qian.
"How?" Zhang Qian paused, but didn't look back.
"I don't think you look well. Or, let Pharaoh drive you?"
"No." Zhang Qian finished, adding another sentence, "You speak a lot today."
Gu Shaofeng dare not speak again. Looking at Zhang Qian's back, he couldn't help pinching his cell phone, and a heart hung in the air.
Zhang Qian now looks very awake, his spirit is stable, he walks and talks without any problems, it is very normal.
But just in case ...
He was alone in the huge office building. Gu Shaofeng sat alone for a long time before picking up a cell phone and dialing a number.
On the other side of the phone was the deafening music, Shen Xi really shouted, "Hey?"
There were still jokes around her, there were men and women.
Gu Shaofeng's face was very bleak. "Where are you?"
Is it at a nightclub or is it a private party with her second generation of friends?
"Unintelligible, you wait a moment." Shen Xizhen ran outside to answer the phone with her mobile phone. The night breeze was slightly cold, and she took a deep breath and laughed. "Okay, now it's quiet. What do you want to say, just say it."
"Where are you?" Gu Shaofeng asked persistently.
"Playing at a friend's house." Shen Xi smiled. "What's wrong? Want to meet me again?"
Fortunately, not at a nightclub. Gu Shaofeng was relieved, and some helplessness poured out in his heart.
A heartless little girl who wants to do something naturally runs for her. She just needs to have fun. No matter who lives.
"Are you deaf? You can't hear me, right?" Shen Xi was impatient, "then I'm hung up!"
"Wait a minute." Gu Shaofeng compromised again. "You're asking me to do it, it's almost done now."
"Really?" Shen Xi really cheered. "They broke up? Where is Chen Su? Didn't he hang around Zhang Qian?"
Gu Shaofeng: "Not yet, but I think it should be coming soon."
"How did you do that?" Shen Xi boasted sincerely. "Really great! Shaofeng, you are more capable than I thought!"
Gu Shaofeng's heart warmed slightly. This was the first time she called him Shao Feng.
"Where are you now?" Gu Shaofeng said, "I'm coming for you."
"No, I'm at a friend's house," Shen Xi said slyly. "Aside, haven't they broken up yet? Let's meet again after we break up."
Gu Shaofeng: "..."
Zhang Qian had a good understanding of him. After five years with Zhang Qian, he did not feel good about doing this today.
I want to see Shen Xizhen, but I want to warm up with the ball, not to slap her body.
"Haha, why don't you talk? Have you been hit?" Shen Xi laughed heartlessly, "Mr. Gu, interview, you can't see me today, can you spring
dream at night?"
Gu Shaofeng held the phone firmly, just like holding her small waist, "Well, you wait for me!"
"I'm so scared!" Shen Xi laughed and hung up the phone.
Gu Shaofeng smiled when he put the phone back in his pocket.
The house was empty for a while, and suddenly there was a slight musty smell. Zhang Qian turned on the lights, and opened all the windows to ventilate, and then felt that the headache was better.
The house remained the day the aunt moved away, and the picture frame on the wall was taken away, leaving two nails staring at him like two eyes.
The flowers in the vase were withered and greyed out, making this big empty house even more desolate.
When a gust of wind came, the real estate advertisement that fell on the sofa suddenly turned up, and Zhang Qian was shocked.
My cousin's room hardly moved.
There are star posters on the wall, starlights on the ceiling, and a closet full of cabinets on the closet. None of the aunt took away.
Zhang Qian pressed the sadness in her heart, walked to the chest of drawers against the wall, and gently opened the drawer.
There are many small grids in the drawer, and the first line in the front is all the medicines he often takes. Zhang Qian stared at the small bottles and looked at them for a long time before picking them up and putting them in his computer bag.
It was so far, he calmed down instead. If this is really his life, accept it frankly.
Just Chen Xu, how should he explain?
Tell the truth, even if she is willing to accept this crippled him, how can he be willing to let the rest of her life be spent in fear and fear?
No marriage, no children, and loneliness. Maybe this is the way he should go.
Chen Xu waited for one night before Zhang Qian's phone call.
Watching the phone shake on the table all the time, Chen Xu was struggling to answer it.
She vowed to ignore Zhang Qian for a week, but thought about it after returning home, and felt that his condition was not right at that time.
Forget it, it's better to ask clearly. See what's going on. Why is it suddenly like an individual.
"Xiao Su, sorry, today ..." Zhang Qian hesitated, "Did it hurt you?"
"Yes." Chen Xu made no secret. "I am very angry today."
"I'm really sorry. I didn't know what happened at the time," Zhang Qian braced himself, "it may be too stressful."
He couldn't tell the truth to Chen Xu. He didn't have the courage and couldn't bear to make Chen Su sad.
Zhang Qian didn't expect that his pale explanation made Chen Xu even more angry. "High pressure? What kind of bad excuse? Zhang Qian, did you know that you were like a lunatic?"
After Chen Xu said it, he felt that the word lunatic didn't relieve his hate, and added a sentence, "It's just like a mental illness!"
Mental illness.
These five words hit Zhang Qian fiercely. He couldn't say a word, and his hands were shaking.
Onlookers Qing, he thought it was just inexplicable mania, those hallucinations were just the product of a high degree of nervous excitement.
Others have seen it, that is, a mental illness.
Zhang Qian didn't speak, Chen Xu was even more angry, "Why not talk? Zhang Qian, what the is going on with you?"
"I," Zhang Qian stammered, "I'll make some adjustments. I may be too tired lately."
Hearing Zhang Qian's pitiful voice, Chen Xu relented.
She was silent for a while, and then she sighed, "You are really wrong today, or I will take a leave tomorrow to accompany you to the hospital to see? Shouldn't it be too stressful?
Bipolar Disorder. Mental illness.
These words sound so harsh. One is harsher than the other.
Zhang Qian's heart was pinched fiercely by a giant palm, and the blood flow was not smooth enough to breathe.
After a while, he said faintly: "It's not that serious. I can make adjustments in the past two days. It's late. You go to bed early. Good night."
The phone hung for a long time, and Zhang Qian was still standing by the window in a daze.
He was so optimistic that he thought Chen Xu would accept it. It was he who forgot what a terrible word mental illness was for ordinary people who did not understand the disease.
He and she aren't married yet, they're just male and female friends. She has no responsibility or obligation to accept all of him.
If she says it, if she chooses to give up ...
The author has something to say: the second is still at 6 pm.