Chapter 80: She remembers that day

Chen Xu didn't care if she could find a better job than Zhang Qian. Zhang Qian's approach made her angry and disappointed, unacceptable.
Chen Xu tossed and turned around all night without getting a good night's sleep. When she woke up the next morning, there were two light blue circles under her eyes, and light red blood in her eyes.
Chen Xu was startled by his appearance when he was looking in the mirror in the morning. She has a pale complexion. She looks better recently. She didn't sleep well last night. She was beaten back to her original shape today.
His face was pale and ghostly, his lips dry and peeling, and he looked very haggard.
The mood was too bad, and Chen Xu didn't bother to pack up, and the sunscreen was too sticky, so she faced a face and went out wearing a hat.
Send Tong Tong to the custody class, and Chen Xu goes to work by himself.
It's almost the weekend, there are fewer students, and there aren't a few in the morning. Chen Xu found a book in front of him and watched it one by one.
My heart was always uncomfortable, and every time I breathed my heart was faint. Chen Xu tried to concentrate all his attention on the pages of the book, but with little effect.
My head is like a horse, with various thoughts rolling. For a while, Zhang Qian looked at her with a smile, her eyes were affectionate, and her soft words softly; for a while, the picture of Tong Tong in the village in the city was dirty, and she cried and rushed at her.
A heart was torn in half, Chen Xu was cold and hot, wondering if he was about to get sick.
The cell phone vibrated in the bag, and Chen Xu took it out to take a look. Zhang Qian called it.
Chen Xu put her phone back in her bag, only if she didn't hear it.
After a while, the phone hung up. After a while, it rang again.
After all, there were colleagues. Chen Xu was afraid of affecting others. He took the phone out of the bag and shut it down neatly.
She doesn't want to talk to Zhang Qian right now. There's nothing to say. Her attitude was made clear last night.
Chen Xu's hair was low, she didn't know the words in the book, and all of them turned into babies, swimming around her eyes.
"Come and come, Xiao Chen, come out for a moment." Liu Jike's voice suddenly sounded not far away.
Chen Xu looked up, and Director Liu was standing at the gate of the loan room and beckoned to her. He smiled and waved at her, while turning his head to say something to the tall man beside him.
The man was tall and long, wearing a light blue shirt, and even with his light on his back, he could see that he was erect and handsome.
That's Zhang Qian.
Chen Xu bit her lip without moving. Nan Nan guessed well, and he came to her.
Seeing Chen Xu sitting still, Liu Jike came to her.
"Zhang always looks for you and has something to tell you." Liu Jike stared at Chen Xu's face and looked at her. He was about to see two big holes in her face.
"Liu, who's that handsome guy? Why look a little familiar? Why is he here?" Song Chunfang had already come over, she twisted her neck to look at Zhang Qian, and lowered her voice to inquire with Liu Jike.
"Be quiet! Turn back and talk." Liu Jike winked at Song Chunfang, and looked at Chen Xu with some embarrassment. "Xiao Chen, look at ..."
"Okay, I used to tell him." Chen Xu clipped the bookmark, put the book away, and stood up.
Zhang Qian was indeed an old fox, and he thought of asking Liu Jike to come and call her. She couldn't refuse, she had to see him in the past.
Chen Xu took Zhang Qian to the small garden on the side of the library. This garden is located at an angle between the library and another teaching building. It is relatively remote, and usually no one comes.
Chen Xu said nothing and walked very fast, leaving Zhang Qian behind, Zhang Qian couldn't help staring at her back.
Her hair was casually in her head, wearing a navy blue short-sleeved t-shirt and khaki loose trousers, exposing a fair white neck, thin and beautiful.
The hem of her t-shirt was tucked into her pants. The waist of the pants was a little big and loose, but her waist was extraordinarily soft and slender. He remembered that he could almost enclose it with both hands.
The sun outside is very big, but the small garden is very shady. The surrounding two buildings completely block the sun. The outer wall of the building is covered with creepers, full of greenery, and especially quiet.
Zhang Qian didn't have the heart to appreciate this simple and peaceful summer scene. He looked at the stubborn and cold Chen Su, could not help but reach out to touch her head.
As soon as his hand touched Chen Xu's hair, she turned away from her side. Zhang Qian's phrase "Don't be angry, OK" was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't explain it.
She finally glanced at him, "Zhang Qian, you don't have to do this."
She broke up yesterday, so why did he pretend that nothing had happened, and he kicked her as soon as he met?
He thought she was just a stubborn temper, and when he was coaxed by him, he would reconcile with him, pretending that nothing happened?
Zhang Qian: "..."
What else can he do? She's going to break up, can he not coax? He had a very important meeting this morning. In order to coax her, he had to give up the meeting and rushed back.
"The two of us are really not suitable." Chen Xu looked at the creeper of the teaching building. "Our way of thinking is completely different from the perspective of the problem."
Zhang Qian walked across to her, blocking the creeper with her own face, trying to look at Chen Xu, "The ideas can be slowly run in. If there is more communication, think more about the other person's perspective. We are not children anymore. , When you encounter problems, you should find a solution instead of breaking up. "
"I don't think this can be resolved." Chen Xujing looked at him calmly and calmly. "It has happened. It is an objective fact. I cannot accept this objective fact, and I cannot forget it."
Zhang Qian: "..."
He would rather Chen Su be angry with him, slap him, scold him, anxious with him, cry with him, and make an upset with him, so much better than being cold like a stranger.
"I've heard too many lies these years. The feeling of being deceived is very uncomfortable. I don't like it." Chen Xu said lightly.
A marriage with Lu Zhenyu has given her great suspicion and alertness to her relationship. Because of Zhang Qian, she convinced herself to try again and believe again.
But like Lu Zhenyu, he let her down.
She missed the time of wantlessness after divorce. At that time, she went to work, took children, accompanied her parents, studied cooking, and lived a peaceful and peaceful life.
What's so good about falling in love? There was glass in the sweetness, and I didn't know when I would cut your throat.
Hearing Chen Su's words, Zhang Qian's heart was sore. He originally felt that Chen Xu's reaction to the incident was a little too intense, but now he understands it.
Those who have been injured will leave scars even if they are cured. This scar makes them more sensitive, more likely to be negative and pessimistic.
His teacher, Chen, was just a little girl with no sense of security. When she felt hurt and offended, she would retract into her shell.
There are wooden benches in the garden. The pale color is a bit worn. Zhang Qian wiped the dust on it with his hand and said to Chen Xu softly, "Xiao Xu, sit down first, I will show you something, you Let ’s talk after watching, shall we?

"I don't think it's necessary." Chen Xu didn't know what Zhang Qian was going to show her, and she didn't know whether she wanted to see it or not. Now she just wants to leave and escape to the rigid and boring work post .
"You look at it first, can you?" Zhang Qian took out a bound A4-size booklet from his bag and handed it to Chen Xu.
Chen Xu refused to answer, but still couldn't help but glanced at the booklet.
At this look, she was attracted by a painting on the cover: it was in the staircase classroom, a girl with a round face was lying on the desk, her eyes widened, and she was staring at the scenery outside the window. With a novel and intoxicating light, he was gazing at the scenery outside the window.
There was a wind outside the window, and the continuous cherry blossom trees covered the entire avenue, which was brilliant and extremely dazzling. The falling cherry blossoms were covered with light gray pavement. The pavement also turned into brocade.
The girl's expression was painted very delicately and vividly, the slightly opened lips, and the novel and intoxicating light in her eyes were all very similar.
The girl turned her head and looked out the window. There was a guy in front of him looking at her. The boy only painted one side, but the tall bridge of the nose, but the beautifully shaped jaw is so familiar ...
"This is me ... and you?" Chen Xu looked at Zhang Qian in surprise, "that day, were you in that stepped classroom?"
She remembers that day. The first cherry blossom rain in the university, she and Gong Huijing went to the staircase classroom for self-study, and just saw the gorgeous flower rain. The dazzling scene has been deeply in her mind.
But she didn't know that Zhang Qian was there. She still remembers that the boy sitting in her front row, Gong Huijing had called her to see before, saying that his back was good-looking.
She couldn't smile at that time, and for the first time she heard someone boasting about the beauty of others' heads.
Unexpectedly, the handsome boy in the back was actually Zhang Qian.
"There are still a lot of them. Sit down and watch them slowly." Zhang Qian stuffed the album into Chen Xu's hands. Chen Xuqing couldn't help picking it up, sitting in a chair and looking down.
The second picture shows the orientation of the new school season. In the shade of the school entrance, a variety of red welcomes were drawn down, and Chen Xu was wearing a red armband on her arm, warmly greeting a girl dragging a box. The big sun brightened her face a little, and the beads of sweat on her forehead were shining, and a drop of sweat was dripping from the temple.
The round-faced Chen Su, with such a bright and vivid smile, knew that he was still ignorant, but pretended to be a school sister to guide others. At that time, she looked a little dazed.
The boy holding the basketball passed by, and when he looked up to drink water, his eyes flickered over her face with a smile.
That's Zhang Qian.
The third picture is the backstage of the school auditorium. Chen Xu was wearing a white peacock dress with a peacock feathers on her head, and was turning her head to speak to another "white peacock".
She put on bright makeup, big eyes bright as a morning star, a round red dot between her brows, playful and cute.
Her tail feathers were beautiful and complex, dragging herself to the floor, covering one foot. The owner of that foot was wearing a white shirt and a black bow tie, apparently the costume he had just attended—he stared at her back, his eyes focused and gentle.
He is Zhang Qian.
And the fourth, the fifth ...
At the games, he stood by the playground and watched her run. She broke off her ponytail's rubber bands, and her long hair ran down like water.
When it snowed, he wore a hat on her pile of snowmen, a black baseball cap, which he took off from himself.
In the college office, when he helped the teacher to change the paper, he saw her come to the teacher to sign. She was wearing a white dress, fresh like a drop of dew.
On the snack street outside the school, she had an outdoor barbecue with her roommates. He rode by on a bicycle and saw her laughing and her eyes narrowed into a crescent.
Later, he tore off Lu Zhenyu's note to her from the school's confession wall.