Chapter 15:

"Hanghang!" Zhang Qiming embraced Zhang Hang after entering the door, his strength was great, his arm seemed to be embedded in Zhang Hang's bones.
Zhang Hang's hand stiffened in the void, and finally hesitantly placed his hand on Zhang Qiming's body, indulging himself to enjoy this long-lost hug.
Lu Chengye squinted his teeth aside, but didn't call in the end, but squatted at Zhang Hang's feet, staring firmly at Zhang Qiming. He still remembered what Zhang Qiming did after knowing that Zhang Hang was not his own son. He had beaten Zhang Hang and left him alone in the hospital. But again, Zhang Qiming ran back to the hospital to pick up Zhang Hang, and was willing to pay maintenance for his son, who is not related to him. Lu Chengye's feelings towards him were complicated. Presumably, Zhang Qiming's feelings were also quite complicated. He didn't know What to do with Zhang Hang.
After calming down, Zhang Qiming distressed and looked at Zhang Hang's eyes. Those eyes were still very beautiful, but Zhang Qiming reached out and shook his eyes, but Zhang Hang didn't react at all.
"Hanghang, your eyes ..." Zhang Qiming said with a quivering voice.
Zhang Hang nodded silently.
"When is it?" Zhang Qiming's distressed expression was not false, he really loved this child he had raised since childhood.
"I probably couldn't see clearly at night when I was in high school. I thought it was myopia and I didn't pay attention. Later ... I went to the hospital to check it before Chinese New Year last year." Zhang Hang said lightly, "It is retinal pigment degeneration, the doctor said No, I will not be cured. Later, I could not see it a few days ago. "
However, how did Zhang Qiming not know what was hidden in his discourse. Chinese New Year last year, it was not when I divorced with Zhao Xiaolian, and found out that I had a blood relationship with Zhang Hang. So, did this child go to the hospital for investigation by himself at that time? At that time, did the child know that he would be blind? At that time, how did he survive it, and how could he let himself go blind a little bit in despair?
Zhang Qiming's hands were shaking, and he could not imagine how painful Zhang Hang was at that time. The child he had always loved, endured so much suffering without knowing it, but he didn't notice it at all.
"Did Xiao Ren tell you that I was here?" Zhang Hang asked.
"It was told to me by a middle-aged policeman at the police station. He said Zhao ... your mother sold the house and left, leaving you alone. Now she is borrowing from their police house and telling me the address."
Zhang Hang nodded, he could understand the captain's approach. If you are eighteen years old, that's fine. However, after all, he is still between the ages of adulthood and underage. Many things cannot be decided by himself, and it is impossible to do without a guardian. It is inevitable that the police contacted his father when his mother was gone. Although Xiao Ren was willing to keep him, it was his own will, and because of the responsibility of a civilian police officer, it was necessary for the captain to inform his family of his affairs.
"Hanghang you ... are you still at school?" Zhang Qiming asked carefully.
"Until the end of the first year of high school, the academic performance was terrible." Zhang Hang shook his head with a bitter smile. "I was completely blind after the summer vacation. I plan to drop out in the second half of the year."
Obviously Zhang Hang couldn't see it, but Zhang Qiming still rubbed his head and wiped his eyes to prevent Zhang Hang from seeing his unhappy tears. He took Zhang Hang's hand and said, "I'll take you to contact the blind school, let's go to school, and then take the college exam! Anything you want to study can be. Hang Hang, come home with me, dad raises you! Not just college graduation, dad raise You come to you to find a job and marry someone who can take care of you! "
There was a warm current in Zhang Hang's heart, and Lu Chengye walked slowly to Zhang Qiming's side, giving him a graceful reward. Although unwilling, in order to have better care in the future, he must first please Zhang Qiming.
Zhang Qiming was not impulsive, in fact, the captain had contacted him yesterday. When he heard that Zhao Xiaolian had left a blind child of Zhang Hang, he was distressed when he was homeless until he was led to the police station by the dog. He didn't fall asleep all night. This sleepless night made Zhang Qiming clearly understand his feelings for Zhang Hang. He had been with him for fifteen years. Since Zhao Xiaolian became pregnant, he has been expecting the arrival of this child. In fact, he has been fighting for him for so many years, even if he has no blood, Feelings are still there. Zhang Qiming is distressed and can't wait to be blind for Zhang Hang himself. He was sure of his heart, and he wanted to know what to do in the future, so he rushed over, and this time he would take Zhang Hang back anyway.
However, Zhang Hang was calmer than him.
"Dad, aren't you planning to get married again?" Zhang Hang asked. "You brought me, it's not easy to find."
"This ... recently, your grandma introduced me warmly, and I was not in the mood." Zhang Qiming shook his head and said that he has not come out of this failed marriage for the time being. It takes time to calm down and develop courage to develop another relationship. .
"But you will always find it," Zhang Hang said, "because I am not your biological son after all, you will always remarry and have a child of your own, will not you?"
When he said "not his own son," his voice was shaking. Zhang Hang had complained about the things Zhang Qiming did under the anger, but he was more sad than he was. He still hopes that he is Zhang Qiming's son. If so, that would be great. Even if Dad has done too much when he is angry, he can forgive him and don't care. But now, it is not a forgiveness that can be resolved. There is an insurmountable gap between him and Zhang Qiming.
"Remarriage and having children, has nothing to do with taking care of you!" Zhang Qiming vaguely realized Zhang Hang's meaning, his voice was much louder.
"Yes," Zhang Hang shook his head, "you know there are."
"Then don't give birth!" Zhang Qiming said excitedly, "It is enough to have your son, and it is not necessary to be so obedient and so obedient to have another son."
Zhang Hang still shook his head and said, "Dad, if my eyes are good, then I must go back with you today, be your son, take care of you, and give you an old age. When you remarry, I wish you a new brother and sister. I help you take care of them. There is no blood relationship. We are the same father and son. But not now, I will only be your drag. "
"I'm willing to be dragged by you, what if Dad is dragged down by my son for a lifetime!" Zhang Qiming roared, louder than when arguing with Zhao Xiaolian, but this time, Zhang Hang was not afraid, he just shook his head gently.
If he is just an ordinary high school student, then he is willing to be capricious once. But now it ’s different. In just six months, Zhang Hang has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world. He knows very well that if he returns with Zhang Qiming, one day, sooner or later, the only remaining relationship between father and son will disappear.
Zhang Qiming will be dragged by him day after day, year after year. Zhang father and mother will not agree, they will persecute Zhang Qiming all day. And Zhang Qiming has not yet reached forty, and will eventually remarry. At that time, the newly married wife will also persecute him. The troubles of life will obliterate the feelings between them. It is better to miss each other than to follow Zhang Qiming, it is better to live alone.
At least Dahei will not dislike his drag.
This conversation continued until Xiao Ren returned home with lunch, Zhang Qiming thanked Xiao Ren and left in discouragement. After he left, Zhang Hang was sitting at the dining table, holding the chopsticks at the box lunch, but never chopsticks.
"Well," Xiao Ren called him. "Dinner first, then focus on the daze after dinner."
"Wang!" Lu Chengye was also beside Xiao Ren's words, how could he not eat?
According to Lu Chengye, even if he is dead, he still has to rely on Zhang Qiming until he learns a life skill and can support himself, no matter what the future looks like. But Zhang Hang thinks more, he thinks more for Zhang Qiming. In addition to thinking for others, Zhang Hang also has his own backbone. His insignificant self-esteem in the eyes of others has been trampled by Zhao Xiaolian once. Zhang Hang does not want to return to Zhang Qiming's house and is trampled again.
That night, Xiao Ren was re-scheduled for the night shift. Without the sound of smashing the keyboard, Zhang Hang still can't sleep. He was lying on the bed with his hands on the side of the bed. He opened his eyes and closed his eyes, but his eyes were still unwilling to close. Lu Chengye looked up slightly, stuck his head to the palm of his hand, and told Zhang Hang that he was not alone.
"Dahei," Zhang Hang said, "I know this is not the case now. I am blind and it is really troublesome for him to continue living with Xiao Ren. If it is just a simple share, it ’s okay, but Brother Xiao takes care of us too much. Now, I'm afraid he will go on like this, that rent will be used to invite us to eat, and even the salary must be taken in. "
"Wang!" Lu Chengye didn't know how to answer him, he just called out habitually.
"But I can't go home with my dad. I'm not stubbornly ignorant of his dad. He will always be my dad, but I don't want to live in and be kicked out again." He calmly, in his tone With a hint of bitterness.
Who doesn't want to have a family to take care of, especially under such difficult conditions. Zhang Hang certainly wanted to return to that warm home, but his blood was doomed to be unable to return. Zhang Qiming can always take care of his blind man with a love, but other people can't. People don't live alone, everyone has a family.
"Wang!" Then cheat up on maintenance, anyway, Zhao Xiaolian runs away, Zhang Qiming can give you the money directly, take care of you, and I can. Lu Chengye said that he believed he could take good care of Zhang Hang. Some blind people can live on their own with guide dogs. He is always smarter than those trained guide dogs.
Zhang Hang's worry was not empty talk. Zhang Qiming would come to persuade Zhang Hang to go home every day for the next few days. About a week later, Zhang Qiming was no longer here, but Zhang mother. 2k novel reading network