Chapter 5118: Long-cherished heart

Standing here, you can feel an invisible depression.
Chen Liuhe stood for a long time and took a deep breath. At this moment, his mood was very complicated, with anxiety, eagerness, sadness, and excitement.
This is a place he has long wanted to come to. He is always eager to go to his grandfather's grave in person, knock a few loud heads on his grandfather, talk to his grandfather, and drink a few glasses of wine with his grandfather!
This is his long-cherished wish, but also a knot in his heart.
It's just that he has been back to Yanjing for so long, and only now has he had the courage to come here.
Because he was not qualified before and didn't have the face to worship Grandpa!
Taking a deep breath, Chen Liuhe relieved the dullness in his heart a little.
He whispered, "Little sister, come in with me to see Grandpa?"
Shen Qingwu shook his head slightly, and said, "Brother, you should go by yourself. I know you have been waiting for this day for a long time. I know how you feel now, and I know you must have a lot to say. Grandpa said."
"Perhaps, letting your grandfather and grandson stay quietly for a while is the best way to open up your hearts." Shen Qingwu said.
Chen Liuhe smiled softly, and said no more, he turned his head and took a plastic bag from Su Wanyue.
There is nothing special in the bag, just a few bottles of burnt knives in bulk. They are not expensive, only five yuan a catty, but they are the father's favorite liquor during his lifetime.
In addition, there are also a few packs of old-brand cigarettes that are rarely seen on the market now. The cigarettes are cheap, but strong enough. The old man has smoked this brand of cigarettes for a lifetime and has never changed.
After taking the bag, Chen Liuhe said nothing, and walked towards the gate of Baxian Mountain.
The guards here are heavily guarded. Soldiers with guns and live ammunition are guarded around the clock, and people who come and go are checked strictly.
But Chen Liuhe did not receive any resistance, perhaps because someone had greeted him a long time ago, or perhaps because Chen Liuhe's uniform was enough to prove something.
In the incomparable standard salute of the guards, Chen Liuhe walked into the majestic gate of Baxian Mountain and gradually disappeared from everyone's sight.
The tomb of Shen Zhennian!
Chen Liuhe knelt before the tombstone without saying anything. He knocked his head three times at the tombstone.
It was very loud and very porcelain, and every time, there was no retraction, which caused blood stains to appear on Chen Liuhe's head.
"Grandpa, unfilial grandson Chen Liuhe, come to see you." With a few simple words, Chen Liuhe's eye sockets instantly turned red, his mood became extremely unstable, and his voice was trembling. .
After saying this, the silence suddenly became extremely quiet.
Chen Liuhe didn't speak, but just knelt there, quietly looking at the gravestone in front of him. On the tombstone, there was a black and white photo of his grandfather.
In the photo, the old man's expression is still serious and meticulous, as if a body of righteousness is radiating.
Although it is a half-length photo, it is not difficult to see that the old man is wearing the most old-fashioned military uniform.
It took a long time, at least five or six minutes, before Chen Liuhe spoke: "Grandpa, you also know that if I am in front of you, if I don’t fill a few bottles and burn a knife, I can’t let out a fart. In this life, Xiao Liuzi is not afraid of anyone, only you."
"My grandfather and grandson don't say anything, drink first." Chen Liuhe said, taking out the burning knife from the plastic bag. Not many, but there are six full bottles.
"This is the best mouthful of your old man's life. Take a look. We also brought you your favorite cigarette. This brand is guaranteed to be authentic and tastes strong." Chen Liuhe said, two or two cups. Two cups were poured.
"Grandpa, this glass of wine, Xiao Liuzi will respect you first." Picking up the glass, one was spilled on the tombstone, and Chen Liuhe drank the glass in one gulp.
Chen Liuhe lit another cigarette and stuck it upside down in front of the tombstone. He also grabbed a cigarette and began to vomit.
Chen Liuhe didn't talk much. Before he came, he had a thousand words to say, but after he came, he didn't know what to say. There was only sadness and pain in his heart, as well as deep self-blame, guilt and regret!
He had been kneeling, just drank the wine, spilling glass by glass in front of the tombstone.
Half an hour later, the ground was full of cigarette butts, and six bottles of knives were enough to drop four bottles.
There were two bottles, which were drunk by Chen Liuhe, and two bottles, which fell in front of the tombstone.
At this moment, Chen Liuhe seemed to be a little bit on the top. He said, "Master, we are not sloppy. We will drink as much as you drink. Two bottles per person, not too much, but not too little."
"I know, given your drink, these are definitely not enough. It's okay. We still have two bottles. We can drink slowly." Chen Liuhe said.
"Grandpa, what do you think of Xiao Liuzi's clothes today? Look at this medal, this shoulder title, is it passable? This shouldn't be a shame for you, right?"
Chen Liuhe grinned and said, "Don't really stare at me when you are old. It's all true, but I didn't do it in the tailor shop in the corner of the hutong to please you. It was given by Mr. Liu himself. I awarded it, and I was on the stage."
"Our lieutenant commander, who is less than twenty-five years old, has already received the highest honor for a soldier at this age, the Medal of the Guardian of the Summer. The survivors who have this medal in the entire summer should not add up. Five people?"
After drinking, Chen Liuhe talked more: "There is also this Special Guardian Medal. Old man, it's not the little six who brags, who can have these two medals at the same time, throughout the hot summer, throughout this century of history, you will definitely find No ten people will come."
"There are definitely no more than three! And the youngest of them must be me." Having said this, Chen Liuhe laughed, smugly, and laughed out loud.
With a smile, he said: "I know, if you are still alive, you will definitely kick my again. You won't be able to follow my triumphant tail. But ah, Xiao Liuzi is today Really happy, really excited, really comfortable."
"It's not because Xiaoliuzi got this, not because Xiaoliuzi made history, but because Xiaoliuzi knew that your old man would be happy because of Xiaoliuzi's achievements. If you are still there, you will definitely laugh and laugh. The one from ear to ear."
While speaking, Chen Liuhe's face was still smiling, but two lines of tears shed silently from the corner of his eyes!
Who says that a man does not shed tears, but before he is sad!
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The writing of these two chapters was too laborious, and it took nearly three hours to write. There are five chapters today, and eleven chapters are still missing.