Chapter 1731: . First love with no destiny

When the words "break up" echoed in Xiaozhi's ears, Xiaozhi suddenly felt that the sky was about to fall. For Xiaozhi, Concubine Yingli was a very important existence. It was she who made Xiaozhi feel the friendship and affection. love.
"Why?" Tears slipped down his cheeks unconsciously, and the three words came out choked.
Seeing Xiaozhi's appearance, Fei Yingli was also sad, and tears flowed down her delicate cheeks almost at the same time as Xiaozhi.
During the year with Xiaozhi, Fei Yingli really felt happy, very happy, and very happy, but the gap and obstacles between the two were so great that Fei Yingri could no longer bear it with confidence. This love can no longer be maintained.
She is nineteen years older than Xiaozhi, she was divorced, and she has a daughter. Under various conditions, Fei Yingli feels that she is not worthy of Xiaozhi at all, and even feels whether her future marriage with Xiaozhi will be with them. Get happiness as you imagined.
If only these were the case, the pressure would not cause Fei Yingri to break up. The most important thing is that she cares too much about Xiaolan’s feelings. During the year, Xiaolan has been deliberately creating opportunities for her and Kogoro Mouri. Although the recombination all ended in failure, Fei Yingli saw Xiaolan's mind.
She really couldn't bear to disappoint Xiaolan. Although she knew that it was impossible for her and Kogoro Mouri to be impossible, she also wanted to continue like this, not for anyone, just to let Xiaolan grow up with confidence.
What she fears most is that once she divorces Kogoro Moori, Xiaolan will not be able to accept such a blow, and will be devastated. Xiaolan's personality is very gentle and naive, and she has completely inherited the beauty of Concubine Yingri.
In the school, she is also a schoolgirl-level goddess that is popular with boys. In other respects, at least Fei Yingri and Maori Kogoro's love for Xiaolan is true, and they can't wait to hold them in their hands.
"If that's the case, why are you breaking into my life?"
"Isn't it all right to leave?"
"Why?"
"After giving me friendship, family affection, and love, you still have to take them away, why?" After hearing the reason for Fei Yingli's breakup, Xiaozhi couldn't help but shout loudly, and tears couldn't stop streaming.
Xiao Zhi in this world really feels lonely. It can be said that Fei Yingli is the only light in his life, and the only one who brings Xiao Zhi what he needs most.
The sky also seemed to feel the sadness in Xiaozhi's heart. It rained heavily, and in a moment, all the clothes on the two of them were soaked.
"I hate you for breaking into my life. I also hate you for taking away everything I thought I had gotten. I hate you for showing up in front of me. But even so, I still love you."
Looking at the silent Fei Yingli, Xiao Zhi said softly, and then hugged the other person. After Fei Yingli heard Xiao Zhi's words, tears could not stop gushing, and she fell down her cheeks with the rain. .
At this moment, the two of them hugged each other and did not speak, but in their hearts they seemed to hear the inner voice of each other...
Xiaozhi: "I want to hold you tight like this."
Fei Yingli: "I don't want to let go."
Xiaozhi: "Forever."
Fei Yingli: "Please don't let go, never."
Xiaozhi: "I want to keep you."
Fei Yingli: "I don't want to end like this."
Xiaozhi: "Please keep me."
Fei Yingli: "I don't want to let everything end."
"But!" X2
"Goodbye" X2
In this way, the love between the two ended. After watching Fei Yingli enter the community, Xiaozhi also left, with the blessing in his heart, leaving Fei Yingli's sight.
A few days later, Xiaozhi took a commemorative glance at the house that brought him and Fei Yingri happiness and happiness. It was full of the perfect memories between the two of them. Putting down the keys, Xiaozhi left Mihua Town and after leaving Fei Yingri. In his sight.
That night, both Xiaozhi and Fei Yingli were not asleep...
After a while, she and Xiaozhi never met again. During this time, Fei Yingli found that her life was missing a lot of things, joy, happiness, smile, and the feeling that made her heart. The feeling of emptiness and loneliness returned to Fei Yingli's life.
She hadn't heard of Xiaozhi for half a year, and she couldn't help being a little worried. Looking back on the day when she broke up, she had never seen Xiaozhi cry, and had never seen Xiaozhi's emotions so excited.
But the two are no longer related, and she can't appear in front of Xiaozhi at will, as before, but the worry in her heart makes Fei Yingli really uneasy.
With the idea of ​​looking at it from a distance, today Fei Yingli came to the house that originally belonged to the two of them. In the car, Fei Yingli waited all morning, but did not see the door being opened. Finally, she couldn't bear it. In a panic, Fei Yingli got out of the car and came to the door.
After wandering for a long time, Fei Yingli stretched out her hand and knocked on the door, but after a long time, the door did not open at all. She planned to come again in a few days.
"There is no one in this house, who do you look for?" Just as Fei Yingli was about to leave, an old woman's voice suddenly came from behind her.
"what?"
"No~ I'm sorry, I'm a friend of this family, do you know where he is?" Looking at the old woman, Fei Yingli said. When she used to come here often, she also met the old woman in front of her, half a year later, May not know her anymore.
"The man who lives here is a young man, but he suddenly bought this house half a year ago and left. I haven't seen anyone come to him after that." The old woman's words seemed to strike Concubine Yingli with thunder.
"Has gone half a year ago?" As if I couldn't believe what the old woman said, tears overflowed from my eyes subconsciously...