Chapter 1955: .Broken relationship

Xiaolan's cold tone made it difficult for Shinichi Kudo to accept that the girl who had been gentle to him had been pushed far away by his self-righteousness.
Next, Shinichi Kudo told the story exactly, including being threatened by Xiaozhi to leave the detective office, but he added a little bit of rhetoric in it.
Xiaozhi was worried that Xiaolan would be implicated by Kudo Shinichi, so he kicked Kudo Shinichi out of the detective office. However, from Kudo Shinichi's mouthful, Xiaozhi liked Xiaolan, so he was recognizing him. He was driven away after his identity.
Kudo Shinichi also knew that no matter how he explained it now, he couldn't return the mistake he had committed before to Yuan. He concealed his identity because he was afraid that Xiaolan would be involved, but he moved into Xiaolan's house afterwards.
And he also used Kogoro Moori, so he has no reason to explain this matter, so he can only transfer the seriousness of the matter to other aspects, hoping to make Xiaolan focus on other issues, so Xiaozhi I'm back.
But he didn't know. The reason Xiao Lan knew his identity was because Xiao Zhi told his story, and Xiao Lan was not an idiot. After Conan moved out in a hurry last time, Xiao Zhi didn't have anything to do with her. A place deliberately approached.
Obviously, Shinichi Kudo was shifting the focus of the problem, and he even sprinkled dirty water on Xiaozhi's body, which made Xiaolan feel angry, and the flames of anger burned on Xiaolan's chest.
"Shut up, are you still lying to me?"
"Do you really think I'm a good liar? Xiaozhi had a good impression of me at the time, and I knew it very well, but because of your relationship, I didn't respond to him."
"Do you know how guilty I was for Xiaozhi at the time?"
"In order to wait for you, I ignored the guilt for Xiaozhi, and even hurt Xiaozhi's heart. He almost died in order to save me. Do you know that, but what about you?"
"You only knew the murderer, leaving me there by myself, and didn't care about me at all."
"No matter what reason Xiaozhi asked you to move out of my house, at least he did not deliberately approach me behind, and even deliberately distanced himself from me."
"When I was most dangerous and helpless, it was not you but Xiaozhi who was by my side. Because of you, I have lost him now. Do you know how sad I am?"
The anger in her heart made Xiaolan unexpectedly strong. At this time, she was as strong as Fei Yingli in the court.
Kudo Shinichi was also pressed step by step by Xiaolan's strong words, and even the courage to refute disappeared in an instant. Xiaolan's words reminded Kudo Shinichi of the past.
He found that in his memory, he was exactly the same as Xiaolan in front of him. He had never cared about Xiaolan's feelings, and would put Xiaolan aside every time he encountered a case.
Even when Xiao Lan was most dangerous, he was still afraid to appear in front of Xiao Lan because he was worried about revealing his identity. His current achievements were indeed very promising compared to most of his peers.
But this is not a reason for him to ignore Xiaolan. Does anyone want Xiaolan? Without him, the love letters Xiao Lan received every day would probably fill the drawers, and what qualifications did he have to keep Xiao Lan waiting for him so silently?
Although he understood this, he couldn't deny that he liked Xiaolan's things. Kudo Shinichi really liked Xiaolan, and thought about marrying Xiaolan in the future, but it seems that Xiaolan is already disappointed in him.
In other words, he himself pushed Xiaolan away, his swelling vanity, ridiculous face, boring self-esteem, and self-righteous psychology.
Vanity, face, self-esteem, it is not shameful to like these, as long as it is a human, everyone has to face these three problems, but they must be able to do it.
There is nothing wrong with vanity. When everyone has vanity, if you have the ability, it's okay to show off occasionally. As long as you are not too much, others will treat you as a joke.
There is nothing wrong with loving face, but it also depends on who you are facing. Xiaolan is Shinichi Kudo’s childhood sweetheart. The two grew up together. Who doesn’t know the embarrassment of each other and what face there is.
As for self-esteem, it’s even more true. Self-esteem can also be said to be a person’s bottom line. Strong self-esteem is a good thing and a bad thing. Although Shinichi Kudo is boasted by the media as being very beautiful, can you put aside these?
Putting aside his fame, Shinichi Kudo is a smarter student. What's the use of his reputation now? Neither a stable job nor a super-high income, let alone face the girl you like, confessing to hurt his self-esteem?
Xiaolan is inferior to him. She has a good personality, not to mention her appearance. She is almighty in housework and studies. She is not a schoolmaster, but she is also one of the top figures in the school.
Just find a man on the street to ask this question. Others can treat you as an idiot. It is normal to confess. Whether you are a man or a woman, you have this right. The confession depends on ability, courage, and self-esteem. It's totally irrelevant.
If you have the ability, others will naturally look at you. At this time, you have the courage to confess that if you succeed, everyone will be happy. Even if you are rejected, you can't say that you are not good, it's just inappropriate.
Therefore, the problem that Kudo Shinichi cares about is nothing to Xiaolan. Xiaolan can be said to be one of the people who know him best. There is no need to pretend to be in front of familiar people. That's too tiring.
"I don't want to wait as dumb as before, let alone hurt Xiaozhi because of you."
"For you, I missed too much, and now I just want to save the person who really cares about me and truly loves me."
"And you, you are not the one I want to save." When she said this, Xiaolan found that she didn't feel any sadness, some just regretted it, and regretted that she didn't wake up earlier, thus hurting the true love. His people! ,, ..