Chapter 793: Reason for decision

The people in the cottage pay attention to doing things at sunrise and going out at sunset. Although there is also electricity and TV signals here, and there are almost all TVs at home, these people live by the mountains. This way of life has become a reality. I got used to it, and it hasn't changed because of too much modernization. It was just after eight o'clock, and the whole cottage seemed quiet.
At this time, Li Yifei and Su Mengxin had just given Xu Yingying a bath, and the two were sitting on Xu Yingying's bed and talking.
"How is the house?"
Su Mengxin smiled bitterly and said, "You think you left with Yingying, what will happen to your family?"
Li Yifei laughed at himself and said, "It must be a mess, and everyone will blame me."
"You know, you patted your and left, and you were silent, but the people at home were very worried."
Li Yifei shook his head, sighed and said, "I really can't stay at home. I'm there, I can only bring you more pressure, so I decided to leave."
Su Mengxin took Li Yifei's hand and said softly, "I know, we can all understand this. You are good to everyone, and you feel sorry for Yingying in your heart. If you want to leave everyone alone, then I feel sorry for everyone and leave. It seems to be your best choice."
After a pause, Su Mengxin continued: "But time has passed for so long, haven't you figured it out yet? Don't you want to go back?"
Li Yifei hesitated for a while and said, "I don't want to go back for the time being. The saint is still treating Yingying. I really hope that I can bring a healthy Yingying back so that we can live back to the original life."
Su Mengxin opened her mouth, but nodded, and said, "Well, I respect your choice, then I will be here to help you during this period of time. Give me a chance. I also want to make up for my love to Yingying. hurt."
Li Yifei nodded happily at this moment, and said, "Then you can stay."
The cottages are full of wooden buildings, and the lower floor does not touch the ground. There are more snakes here. If they touch the ground, the snakes will easily climb upstairs. This is also a creation of the locals to avoid snakes and insects.
The lower floor of the wooden building is full of debris, and the upper floor is the place to live. Li Yifei only rents here. The place he uses is the place where he lives upstairs. The other places are not hyperactive. The owner of the building occasionally comes to the lower floor to fetch things.
Although it is already January at this time, the temperature here is still seven or eight degrees at night. Although it is a bit cold, it is not very cold.
Li Yifei hadn't thought that other people would live here, so there were only two quilts, which he and Xu Yingying used, and only one bed, so the three of them could only squeeze into one bed at night.
Li Yifei slept in the middle, Xu Yingying was at the inside, and Su Mengxin was outside. It seemed that this was a kind of hug from left to right, but the reality was that there was nothing sweet and charming at all.
Firstly, Xu Yingying was in a coma at this time, and secondly, Li Yifei really didn't have any interest to talk about love, so even if Su Mengxin was lying next to him, he didn't have any thoughts.
Su Mengxin did not feel any neglect. Li Yifei was like this. The more she liked it, a man who could treat his wife as good as that would definitely not be bad for her, so he was lying next to Li Yifei. Listening to Li Yifei's heartbeat and breathing, there was a faint smell from Li Yifei's body in his nose, which made Su Mengxin quite intoxicated.
The bed is not big. Li Yifei usually gives Xu Yingying the most space to make her sleep more comfortable. Today he and Xu Yingying are covered with a quilt, but it feels that Xu Yingying is a bit wronged, but if you go to Su Mengxin at this time If you squeeze over there, you have to cover a quilt with Su Mengxin, and Li Yifei couldn't pass this test at this time.
Think about Xu Yingying because Su Mengxin was about to divorce him. If he was so affectionate with Su Mengxin in front of Xu Yingying, then when Xu Yingying woke up at this time, she would be heartbroken again.
"You go to bed first, I'll go for a walk." Li Yifei whispered to Su Mengxin, got up and got out of bed.
Su Mengxin Bingxue is smart, and has roughly guessed why Li Yifei is like this. She sighed secretly in her heart and said, "I will stay overnight tonight, and I will get a bed tomorrow."
Li Yifei felt embarrassed for Su Mengxin to break, and said, "Mengxin, give me some time."
Su Mengxin held Li Yifei's hand and said, "You have been very tolerant to me. I am very happy and satisfied now."
Li Yifei shook Su Mengxin's hand hard, then let go and walked out.
There is a ditch in the middle of the cottage. It is not a small river. There is a lot of rain here, but it is a drainage ditch. However, because of the sufficient rainfall, there is water in this ditch all the year round. Standing by the side of the ditch at night, listening to the gurgling sound of the water, and occasionally the sound of small fish jumping out of the water, if a poet is here, maybe he can create any good terms.
Li Yifei is standing next to this ditch. The arrival of Su Mengxin has caused some waves in his calm heart recently. He really misses those women at home a little bit, Su Yiyi, the weak girl, must be concerned about him all day; Ye Yunzhu With her own child, with her character, it must be how many times she has to scold him every day, and, in two months, she will give birth; and Xu Shanshan, this sister-in-law is exactly the same as herself A kind of evil fate, I'm afraid she will be pouting, angry, and miss again.
There is also Chu Xiaoyao, that girl may cry and make trouble, the most important thing is her own daughter. As soon as his father left, he ignored the child. The father is too unworthy. Responsible.
Thinking of this, Li Yifei suddenly felt that he owed so many people. It was the first time that he felt that it was not the right decision to bring Xu Yingying out.
"Is it a bit homesick?" The saint's voice came from behind.
Li Yifei was in a daze just now, but he didn't even feel the arrival of the saint. At this time, he didn't look back. He sighed and said, "I'm a little homesick."
"If you miss home, go back. When you come to your house, I can treat your wife as well. It just so happens that I can get in touch with them more, lest they influence me to challenge my demons."
"Will they affect you?"
"Of course they will. If they reject me everywhere and don't give me the opportunity to contact you, then how can we like each other?"
Li Yifei smiled bitterly and said, "This is true. If they see you, they will not only reject you, but they will also be angry with me."
"Women are selfish, especially when it comes to men. Who doesn't want a man he likes to like himself wholeheartedly, and who wants to share a man with others?"
"You seem to have a good understanding of emotional matters?" Li Yifei looked at the saint in confusion.
"I have to understand. In order to challenge you, the big heart demon, I have done enough homework."
"Then tell me, what should I do now?" Li Yifei squatted down, picked up a branch on the side, and gently knocked on the surface of the water. A small fish jumped out, splashing a little water, quickly Disappear.
The saint directly sat on the stone slab, put her two little feet in the water, and gently kicked it twice, and said, "Of course you still have to decide your own affairs. It doesn't matter if you go back, you can stay here. The most important thing is that you can convince yourself."
"Then if you said it, you didn't say it." Li Yifei shook his head.
The saint kicked her toes out of the water, and there was a large ripple, and she said with a smile: "In fact, everyone who does something is to find a reason for himself. As for right and wrong, it is his own reason. Can you persuade? Own, if you don’t go back now, you actually have a reason to stay here, but you still want to go back now, because the reason you found is not enough."
Li Yifei was a little startled, what the saint said was really reasonable, whether he was here or going back, the most important thing was whether he could find a reason.
The saint did not speak any more, just soaking her feet in water like this. This kind of action could not be done in the jihadist organization before. It is very destructive. Her every move is paid attention to by the believers. Now that there is no jihadist organization, no believers, she is really casual.
Freedom is random, but the saint has been cultivated as a saint since childhood. This belief has deepened into his bones. Even at this time, the movements are extremely elegant, and people can't help but praise.
Li Yifei was still immersed in his thoughts. After a long time, he stood up and said to the saint: "Thank you for unlocking me."
The saint turned her head and smiled at Li Yifei, and said: "Is there something worthy of your appreciation?"
Li Yifei smiled slightly and said: "Of course, as a saint, you can make countless believers crazy for you, how can there be no place that I admire?"
"I can hope you appreciate me as a friend."
"For me, although the saint is noble, I don't like it, but a friend is worth my real appreciation."
"Oh...that means we are friends."
"At least it's possible." Li Yifei smiled, turned and walked towards where she lived. The saint did not get up, she just sat there looking at Li Yifei's back, with an extremely obsessed face on her face. Smile.
Life is like this. When you find a reason to convince yourself, you can make a decision. Although Li Yifei hasn't made that decision yet, at least it makes him less entangled.