Chapter 859: Who is a fool again?

Zhuang Mengdie watched Qin Yang and Lan Lingyu discuss the Golden Silkworm Gu, did not interrupt, just listened quietly, but two points of sadness flashed in his eyes.
Practitioners and ordinary people, these are completely two worlds.
Although everyone lives together and eats the same food, it seems that there is no difference on the surface, but after something breaks out, you will find that you can't intervene in his world at all, even if it's just that he encounters difficulties, you There is no way to help him.
This man is so good, although he never thought of having him for a long time, but at this moment, Zhuang Mengdie's mood is still two points low.
The invisible barrier!
Qin Yang turned his head accidentally, just in time to see the look in Zhuang Mengdie's eyes. He couldn't help but move a little. A complex emotion surged from the bottom of his heart, but he didn't rush to ask, he had faintly noticed Zhuang Mengdie. Where did the sadness in the eyes come from.
In this regard, Qin Yang was also quite helpless, the matter of the practitioner was indeed too far away from the world of Zhuang Mengdie.
At the same time, Qin Yang reminded himself in his heart that in the future, he should try to avoid Zhuang Mengdie when discussing matters in the circle of cultivators. It is not that she can't let her know, but that she doesn't want to make her feel like a helpless audience.
After dinner, Qin Yang was about to go back to his house. He thought about it and said, "Sister Zhuang, come with me, I have something for you."
Zhuang Mengdie was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled: "Okay!"
Zhuang Mengdie followed Qin Yang to Qin Yang's room, then Qin Yang sat down on the sofa, and Zhuang Mengdie followed him, with a slight hesitation on his expression, as if he was wondering where he should sit.
Should I sit next to Qin Yang, or sit on the sofa beside Qin Yang?
Qin Yang raised his head to look at Zhuang Mengdie's expression, smiled, and patted the position on his right: "Come and sit down. I haven't seen you for a while. Is it strange?"
Zhuang Mengdie's eyes lit up, and a smile that overflowed from the depths of her heart appeared on her coquettish face, Kuan Kuan walked to Qin Yang and sat down, staring at Qin Yang with bright eyes: "It's you who ignore them. Yes, you are ashamed to say?"
Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie, suddenly stretched out his hand, and put his arm around Zhuang Mengdie's waist.
Zhuang Mengdie's eyes showed two points of joy, and he leaned slightly on Qin Yang, looking sideways at Qin Yang's profile, and asked suspiciously: "How do you feel that you are a little different today?"
Qin Yang smiled, his eyes were slightly complicated: "It may be that I have experienced a lot of things recently, and I have a lot of feelings in my heart. Speaking of which, I haven't chatted with you for a long time, do you hate me?"
Zhuang Mengdie bit her lip, put her arms around Qin Yang, put her face on her shoulders, and whispered softly: "If there is something bothering you, you can tell me about it. Although I am not capable, I can't be like a Lingyu girl. Help you, but at least I can still be a listener..."
Qin Yang shook his head and turned his eyes to look at Zhuang Mengdie, who was lying on his shoulders, with two mixed feelings.
The Erosion Gu incident caused Qin Yang and Zhuang Mengdie to break through the last line of defense between men and women. After that time, the relationship between Qin Yang and Zhuang Mengdie became very close, and Zhuang Mengdie could even help the naked Qin Yang bathe. But the two never made each other.
Last year, Qin Yang and Han Qingqing spent a summer vacation in Ingrid. After returning, they were busy practicing hard training to improve their strength. Finally, they fought with Situ Xiang. Then they went to Cangzhou and Jiangzhou during the Chinese New Year. After returning, they went to Japan. Qin Yang, who was busy and somewhat embarrassed in his heart, also alienated Zhuang Mengdie a bit through his busyness, maintaining a close but alienated relationship.
Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie, was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly whispered: "I will not marry you."
Zhuang Mengdie was stunned for a moment, and mixed emotions surged in her heart. Even if she knew this earlier, Qin Yang had never told her so frankly, and it was still so abrupt.
Qin Yang suddenly spoke so candidly and directly today, what exactly did he want to say, and why was he stimulated?
"I know."
Zhuang Mengdie blinked and chuckled, "Didn't we have said this a long time ago? How come it is so formal?"
Qin Yang frowned slightly, but his eyes were still bright and calm.
"I don't want to make excuses, nor do I want you to find reasons for me."
Zhuang Mengdie squeezed her lips, and whispered softly, "Although I occasionally think in my heart that you might change your mind and marry me as a wife, but I also know that it's just impractical. Dreams, you even refused Situ Xiang’s request to marry you cleanly. How could you marry me? Although it was a bit sad, I was still very happy. You at least told me your attitude frankly. ."
Zhuang Mengdie's hand ran across Qin Yang's chest lightly, and his face was two points lost: "After the Erosion Gu incident, our relationship seems to be closer than before, but in fact I feel your alienation, perhaps Your guilt for the girl you really like, or the guilt for not marrying me, or the moral restraint in your heart, makes you out of a kind of contradiction, you don’t want to hurt me, so keep close but The alienated relationship..."
Qin Yang listened to Zhuang Mengdie's soft words, and took a slow breath.
Yes, who is a fool?
Especially emotional women, the alienation of this kind of emotion is naturally extremely sensitive. How can they hide it?
It's nothing more than lying to yourself.
Zhuang Mengdie raised her head: "Why did you even reject Situ Xiang~EbookFREE.me~ She is a cultivator, smart, beautiful, and powerful. Isn’t she a perfect match for you, or are you planning to marry? Yuyan or Han Qingqing, I think you should be one of the two of them you like the most. Are you going to marry him?"
Qin Yang's eyes showed two points of blankness: "I did think so, and I really like them, Wen Yuyan is beautiful, capable, high IQ, and high EQ. The master also wants me to marry her, Han Qingqing is gentle and the same. Beautiful, and I have experienced many life and death crises with me. From a personal emotional point of view, I prefer Han Qingqing, and she will definitely be a good wife and mother, but now I am a little hesitant..."
Zhuang Mengdie stared at Qin Yang strangely. She knew that Qin Yang liked Wen Yuyan or Han Qingqing and didn't marry herself, mostly because he wanted to treat one of them in a consistent manner. But why did she suddenly hesitate?
"why?"
Qin Yang frowned and smiled bitterly: "After all, my strength is still too weak. I have too many enemies and too dangerous. I can't guarantee that I will be able to protect their safety. Such things have happened many times, no matter what. Is it Wen Yuyan or Han Qingqing, who almost lost her life because of me..."
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