Chapter 108: Reality Nightmare

Thinking of this, Du Yan was a little absent-minded. Although Shi An still liked Shang Zhang to be the situation he expected, but now that he really learned about it, he was a little irritable.
Du Yan now felt that he was really not embarrassed. Under normal conditions, no matter how critical the situation is, he can calm down quickly, but now because of character reasons, he can't calm down and think at all.
At that time, before Du Yan entered the dream, he analyzed the character of Zhang Zhe, the main character of this dream, which is somewhat similar to himself in reality, and he is an extremely rational person.
In order to avoid the unexpected situation when Ann likes himself, he deliberately sets up a personality that is completely opposite to himself in reality.
Du Yan rarely asked Xiaoyan for help: "Xiaoyan, now how can I be so upset?"
Xiaoyan was silent for a moment and said, "According to my analysis, you are jealous. Worried that Shi'an will finally come together with Zhangye."
"... when I didn't ask."
Du Yan felt that Xiaoyi was unreliable, and his current IQ was not very reliable. Now he can only take one step at a time.
However, just as he tried to calm down, he accidentally knocked over the schoolbag that was placed on the table. The zipper of the schoolbag was not pulled up, and a magazine fell out of it.
Du Yan has also read the magazine, which is a magazine specifically for the youth group.
The magazine seemed to be folded, and after falling to the ground, the folded page spread out. Du Yan glanced casually, and found that this page happened to be a column from the reader's letter.
This column is a psychological counseling for young people who come to the letter, which belongs to a column that Du Yan never reads. He wanted to pick up the book and put it back in Shi'an's bag, but was attracted by a line of words.
The reader's letter reads:
"I have a good friend who grew up together. Now we are in the same dormitory. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I looked at his sleeping face and suddenly wanted to touch him or even kiss him. Recently this situation has become It got worse. I started dreaming. It was all in him. I also tried to have with the opposite sex, but I didn't want to have close contact with the opposite at all. Am I abnormal? What should I do? "
Du Yan was dumbfounded.
If he only saw this in a magazine, he would not think too much. However, the magazine is now falling out of Shi'an's schoolbag, and this page has been folded up, plus the experience of the above letter is exactly the same as that of Shi'an.
No matter how dumb IQ is, Du Yan can see that this reader's letter was written by Shi'an.
Therefore, his speculation just now is completely confirmed. Shi An really like Zhang Ye like in the movie, and began to find his sexuality in a state of self-struggling.
No wonder he knows that Jane Sis likes Zhang Ye, and he can carelessly associate with each other.
"Du Yan, what are you looking at?" Shi An's voice suddenly came from behind.
Du Yan was startled, his hands shaking, and the magazine landed on the table, spreading out completely into Shi'an's eyes.
The scene was awkward. When I found out that a good friend's sexuality was accidentally trying to pretend to know nothing, he was bumped into each other.
"This, this ..." Du Yan was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.
Shi An's face paled instantly: "You, did you see that?"
Du Yan felt that it would not make much sense to deny it now. Simply take advantage of this opportunity to enlighten him and let him know that he still has his own friend. After something happens in the future, Shi An will not be too desperate.
After thinking about it, Du Yan calmed down and said with a smile: "It's okay, don't be nervous. I won't have any special views on you."
Shi'an's eyes lit up, and his stiff shoulders relaxed a bit: "Ah? You really don't care?"
"Yeah, Zhang Ye is such an excellent person. It is normal for him to like him. People are always attracted by the outstanding and dazzling existence. It is normal." Du Yan nodded, trying to express himself in a firm tone. This will definitely not be a stance on friends.
Unexpectedly, Shi'an was not comforted at all, but an incredible expression on his face, his lips opened several times, and he couldn't say a word smoothly.
For a moment, Du Yan didn't know if he had said something wrong, but could only ask carefully: "What's wrong? Am I saying something wrong?"
Shi An wiped her face and finally restored her speech ability: "You, do you think it's normal for me to like Zhang Zhe?"
"Yeah, Zhang Ye studied well and has a good family. He has been good for you since he was a kid. If I were in this situation, I might like him."
Du Yan said these words just to keep Shi'an psychologically under pressure.
Unexpectedly, Shi An's next words were a bit out of common sense, and he asked, "Do you like Zhangzhang?"
Du Yan suddenly thought that he wanted to be An An's good friend at that time or Zhang An's love rival, not for the sake of An An. Otherwise, with Shi'an's character, I like a good friend, and another good friend becomes my own enemy. I am afraid this blow will be unbearable.
Du Yan shook her head again and again: "No, no, you misunderstood. I mean you like Zhangzhang. I understand. I treat you both as good friends. How could you like Zhangzhang?"
Shi An finally laughed and said, "Okay, I know what you mean. I will deal with the matter briefly. Can you keep it secret for me, please don't tell Zhang Ye?
Du Yan nodded: "Of course, this is your privacy, I will not say it."
After a long talk, the two people in the dormitory did not mention this matter unconsciously.
Zhang Ye put his hand on the doorknob and stood for a long time until the sound inside stopped. He turned away and walked around the playground below before returning to the dorm.
All the storms seem to have passed, but that is only for Du Yan.
Shi'an fell asleep on the bed, feeling a little uneasy, and then he heard someone whisper his name: "Shi'an."
Shi An opened her eyes and saw someone standing in front of his bed. He sat up abruptly, but fortunately realized that it was in the dormitory without exclaiming.
"Zhang Ye?" Shi An asked with a low voice in confusion.
"Well, I have something to tell you." Zhang Yan said softly.
Zhang Yan and Shi An walked out the door lightly, without alarming the sleeping Du Yan at all.
At the end of the dormitory, there is a very large terrace, which is convenient for students to use the quilt on weekdays. The two Zhang Yue walked to the terrace and closed the door again, and then started the conversation.
Zhang Ye looked at Shi An, and from the beginning of his surprise, Shi An had always seemed very calm and calm.
"You don't wonder why I called you out?"
Shi'an leaned on the railing and smiled gently: "I'm not stupid. I heard Du Yan's conversation at night, did you hear that?"
"Um." Zhang Zheng nodded.
Shi'an looked up and glanced at Zhang Ye: "Why, warn me not to think anything wrong with you, or do you think I'm disgusted and want to kick me out?"
Zhang Yan frowned slightly, and there were no emotional fluctuations due to Shi An's unpleasant words: "Du Yan is not on the scene now, you don't need to use me as a shield."
He paused: "You can't hide me from Du Yan."
Shi'an was directly pierced, but she didn't panic at all, but raised her eyebrows and asked: "Do you think you have hidden me from your thoughts?"
"I'm not the same as you."
"What's different?" Shi An rarely showed an aggressive side. He stepped forward and said, "Do you like the same sex? Or do you like your best friend?"
Zhang Yan was finally irritated by Shi'an's tone: "At least, Du Yan and I like each other."
"Oh?" Shi'an smiled. "Are you a little affectionate? When did Du Yan appear to like you? At least when I said I liked you, he didn't behave like you."
Zhang Xun was surprised, he knew that Shi An was right. After hearing accidentally the conversation between Du Yan and Shi An tonight, this matter has been haunting in his mind.
Du Yan is a man who shows everything on his face. If he really likes himself, how can he behave all night without any abnormalities.
Seeing Zhang Ye be silent, Shi An took a step forward: "Why, guilty?"
Even if Zhang Xie was shaken, he would not show up in front of Shi An. He said, "This is something between me and Du Yan, and you don't need to ask questions."
Shi An said, "Then you called me out in the middle of the night, what did you want to do?"
Zhang Yan looked at him, with some warnings in his tone: "No matter what Du Yan's choices are in the future, you better cover up Du Yan's mind now."
Shi An was so angry that he always knew that Du Yan was closer to Zhang Ye than Zhang Ye. Zhang Ye also always claimed to be Du Yan's protector. Du Yantian listened to Zhang Ye without fear.
Shi'an knew that he was jealous. But at this time, he unabashedly exposed the jealousy in his heart, and his tone became a little bit sharper: "This is a matter between me and Du Yan, and you don't need to ask questions."
When it comes to Du Yan, Zhang Xun is always a little less sane in the weekdays. He is instantly irritated by Shi An, and grabs the collar of Shi An.
Shi'an moved faster, with some unwillingness and jealousy, and punched him in one punch.
This is how you and I fought. Fortunately, both sides are more rational people. After the initial impulse and anger passed, they calmed down quickly.
I don't know who stopped the hand first. After a while, the two leaned in front of the railing and looked at the dark blue sky. The fierce confrontation just seemed to have never existed.
Zhang Ye is much stronger than Shi'an in both fighting skills and body. If he hadn't left his hands, Shi'an would have been unable to stand up early. He said, "Calm down? Calm down and think about what I just said."
Shi An slowed down before she could say: "I understand what you mean, and I'm not that impulsive. It's not good for us to make troubles in high school."
Zhang Ye nodded: "I said the same thing to you. Now we don't even have the ability to control everything. Impulsiveness will only mess everything up and hurt the most cherished people."
"I know, I'm more powerless than you." Shi An looked up and looked at the sky with a certain stun. "That's why I thought about giving up and trying to escape this destiny-filled road ..."