Chapter 93: Reality Nightmare

Shi'an was a weak character since he was a child. Because he had no father, he was often bullied by children when he was in his hometown.
It can be said that when this situation is encountered, Shi'an already has a lot of coping experience. He knew that he could not resist, and that resistance would only exacerbate those bullying children.
At this time, you just need to curl up quietly and wait for the bullying of the children. Anyway, the children are weak, but they are beaten. After a while they were not interested and would walk away on their own.
Shi'an curled herself into a ball, protecting her head with her hands, but when the fist fell on him a few times, a gap suddenly appeared around his shadow.
At first Ann didn't dare to see it. When he found that the kid who had always been the loudest voice suddenly lost his voice, he finally couldn't help raising his head secretly.
As soon as he looked up, he saw that the child named Lin Hu slumped a dog and slaped his face and gray.
Despite this situation, Shi'an couldn't help laughing, because this was the first time he saw the bully himself become so embarrassed on the spot.
Then, he saw the next child named Du Yan descending from the sky, pointing at Lin Hu and saying, "This is my place."
Sure enough, the other party didn't come to save him intentionally. I heard that Du Yan and Lin Hu couldn't come together and they would fight each other. Just when Shi An was thinking like that, he felt bad eyes fell on himself.
Shi An followed the source of his gaze and found that it was Zhang Yun, the grandson of the old lady in their yard.
Shi'an shuddered, avoiding each other's eyes subconsciously. He actually likes this little brother named Zhang Ye because the other person is exactly what he wants.
Zhang Yan is clean and wears beautiful clothes that fit well every day. In the hutong, he is a model child praised by everyone. It is said that before he went to elementary school, he already knew a lot of words, could speak English, could do math problems, could play chess, and even heard that he was still learning Taekwondo.
Anyway, it is the kind that Shi An hopes for. Parents like other children and never dare to bully.
When Shi An first moved in, she had secretly expected to be Zhang Ye's friend. However, he found that when he met Zhang Huan in the courtyard, the other party would smile and say hello to him.
However, after leaving the yard, Zhang Xuan generally regarded him as non-existent. Shi'an is a very sensitive child. He soon knew that Zhang Ye was unwilling to ignore him, so he wouldn't come up unwittingly when he was outside.
It was only when he saw that Du Yan was always able to quarrel with Zhang Ye without any scruples, but he was still envious.
As for the child named Du Yan, it is the type that Shi An is most afraid of. Shi'an's mother also knew that her child's personality was easy to be bullied, and the situation of the hutong was made clear in the first two days of the move.
Du Yan's reputation as a small tyrant, but he was famous all over the hutong, and was rightly assigned by Shi'an's mother to the group of people who needed to stay away.
However, the current situation is that Du Yan, whom Shi An does not want to approach, kicked the fierce Lin Hu and gave him a shit. And Zhang Jing, whom he worshiped, looked at him with an impatient and disgusting look.
What exactly is going on? Just when Shi Anying was there, before the situation was clear, the situation changed.
Zhang Hua suddenly rushed into the crowd, kicked open and was about to attack a child from Du Yan from behind, then looked at Shi An, and said in a bad tone, "What are you silly doing? Come up and help!"
Shi An was originally a man with little opinion, and had some unclear worship about Zhang Huan. Hearing what his idol said, he completely forgot the fear in his heart, and he got up from the corner to join the scuffle.
Although Shi An hadn't fought, he rushed in with a momentum. But everyone is a small child, and the physical difference will not be too big.
After Shi An joined, Du Yan's numbers were no longer in a disadvantage. Coupled with the fact that Du Yan and Zhang Yan are more effective than ordinary children, and they did n’t spend much effort, Lin Hu ’s kids ran away.
Lin Hu said ruthlessly as he ran, "Du Yan, you are waiting! One day I will make you fart and urinate!"
Du Yan arrogantly provoked: "If you can't do it, call me grandpa obediently! Hey, no, Lin Hu, you all owe me ten grandpas, or how many are you going to call first?"
Lin Hu was so angry that he was flushed with a fat face, and could only escape from the desert.
A conflict ended like this, Shi An stood a little overwhelmed.
This was the first time he was bullied, and he ran away the bully by himself. I encountered this situation before, either an adult passing by saw the situation to help him, or his mother rushed to protect the cub.
Just after being helped by adults, it will only lead to those children's increasing bullying of Shi'an. He looked at Du Yan and Zhang Yan who were standing in front of him, and suddenly felt whether they could resist in different ways when facing bullying.
Just when Shi An was preparing to open his mouth to thank him, he saw Du Yan grinning at him: "Why is Lin Hu's grandson bullying you?"
Shi An was so simple, she subconsciously covered her pockets.
Du Yan smiled even brighter and said, "Take it out."
Shi Anben didn't want to pull out the contents of his pocket, but saw Zhang Yan's eyes standing beside Du Yan, and he took out the contents of his pocket involuntarily.
Spread in the palm are a few beautifully packed chocolates. This chocolate was actually from the landlord's grandmother Li, who said that his grandson didn't like to eat sweets, and it was a waste to put it on, and he was crammed into Shi'an's mother.
This is Shi'an's first time to eat such a delicious food. Naturally, it is very precious, and only willing to eat a few tablets a day. Today, he was seen by Lin Hu when he was peeling chocolate in the alley.
Chocolate is always very attractive for children. Shi An is a person who cares for food. Before handing over and being beaten, he chose the latter, so what happened just now.
I saw a scornful expression on Du Yan's face, smirking: "Lin Hu's grandson is fattened into a pig and eating chocolate."
Shi'an saw the expression on Du Yan's face and mentioned that the heart in the air had been secretly let down, and it seemed that the other party did not look down on his chocolate.
However, before his heart fell back, he saw Du Yan take away the chocolate from his palm: "Although I don't look down on you, the rules are rules, protection fees, understand?"
After speaking, Du Yan didn't care how incredible the expression on Shi'an's face was, he took the chocolate in his pocket and walked towards the alley.
"Less trouble in the future." Zhang Yan left such a sentence, and chased Du Yan away.
Just now the lively Hutong mouth, only instantaneously left Shi'an alone standing there.
He was stagnant, so he said what happened just now. He would rather be beaten and leave the chocolate, and then Du Yan jumped out and ran away with the bully, but in the end, he still failed to leave the chocolate.
Shi An stood stupidly at the Hutong mouth for a long time and couldn't tell what it was like, but compared to when he was robbed of things before, he didn't seem to be depressed or unwilling.
Du Yan didn't care what Shi'an would think of his actions. Anyway, when he saved Shi An, he really saw that Lin Hu's bullying behavior was not pleasing to his eyes, and the second was to prevent Zhang Yi from doing this.
From Du Yan's speculation, in the movie plot, Shi'an's complete reliance on Zhang Xuan came from the helping hand Zhang Xuan extended to him when he was bullied in childhood.
The root of this nightmare comes from Zhang Gui's guilt. After all, he had truly loved Shi An. In the end, Si An's suicide due to depression was related to his own personality, but also because of the relationship between them for more than ten years.
So if you want to reverse Shi'an's tragedy and dispel the roots of the nightmare, Du Yan feels that it is a good way to reverse Shi'an's character from the source and stop all Zhang Xuan's rescue of Shi'an.
As for taking away the chocolate of Shi'an in the future, of course, in order to prevent Shi'an from pinning this kind of feeling on himself.
Zhang Yan said, "Take out the chocolate."
Du Yan glanced at him, and did not hide: "Also, today you also have a kid, Lin Linhu, and you should give you a few."
Du Yan generously put out the chocolate in his trouser pocket and spread it out in his palm, and Ren Zhangyi chose it. But he never expected that Zhang Xuan would grab all the chocolate in his hand.
"Well! You're not being kind!"
Zhang Yan glanced at him: "I have eaten chocolate with long tooth decay. I will keep it for you."
Du Yan was trying to chase it over and grabbed it, and Zhang Zhang glared at him: "Dare you come up to grab it, I will tell Grandpa Du that you are fighting again today."
"You're so sorry to say that you just started a lot harder than me!" Du Yan retorted resolutely.
"Then you sue my grandma, I don't mind."
"..." Du Yan was rarely blocked by Zhang Yan.
The two of them are indeed in completely different situations. Du Yan's fight is inevitably closed for two days in confinement. When Zhang Yan fights, his grandmother Li can only move his grandson to be as lively as an ordinary child.
Du Yan's eyes turned and she laughed: "What's the matter with you today? It's like eating artillery? It's an accident to dig a bird and cut your hand. I'll be careful next time?"
Zhang Ye frowned slightly, and his eyebrows frowned again: "You forgot to mention it, I forgot about it ..."
"Ah! Grandma asked me to eat!" Du Yan quickly fled when he saw his condition.
Zhang Yan pinched the chocolate in his hand and wanted to throw it into the trash can, but saw Shi An and his grandmother coming over.
Grandma Li's eyes were very good, and at a glance she saw the chocolate in Zhang Ye's hand: "Well? Isn't this the chocolate I gave Xiao'an's mother the other day?"
As soon as Zhang Zheng's action was stiff, he shoved the chocolate back to Shi An. "I don't eat sugar, you can take it back."
Du Yan, who was hiding behind the gate, witnessed the scene completely. He scratched his hair and whispered, "No, Zhang Ye took chocolate from me just to return it to Shi'an?"
"Are you jealous?"
Du Yan's head was full of question marks: "What vinegar to eat? Just two children, your mind is too dirty."
"Then you are worried about the force majeure of the plot."
Du Yan said: "It's not true. Zhang Ye's personality is not like Shi'an's stubbornness. He probably won't have any unusual ideas about Shi'an in his whole life."
Du Yan paused, and said with some uncertainty: "Perhaps, he just can't see me doing bad things, that's the character of the old man."