Chapter 75: barbecue

Ji Ling didn't know why he was nervous about the black eyes of the young man. He thought it might be because Ning Kehan ​​looked a little nervous and infected him ...
The classmate's uncle asked his name, and of course he couldn't help answering it. Ji Ling said obediently: "Hello, my name is Ji Ling."
The words will fall, and I see that the expression of the other person suddenly becomes very terrible. Then he must look at his eyes, as sharp as a blade, and I want to see him through!
Ji Ling could not help but stiffen, but with only a blink of an eye, the youth's expression returned to calm again, just like the terrible appearance just now, just his illusion.
He thought this man was very strange, and turned to Ning Kehan ​​for help.
Ning Kehan ​​hurriedly said, "Uncle, then we go out first, so we won't bother you."
The two came outside, and finally left the deterrent sight, Ji Ling exhaled softly and couldn't help but curiously said, "That person was your uncle just now?"
Rather Han nodded.
Ji Ling said with emotion: "Your uncle looks very young."
"Well." Ning Kehan ​​smiled, didn't he? The uncle was the most distressed laozi of the old man. Since he was a child, he was held by the whole family in his palms. He was an assassin who no one would dare to mess with. Speaking of this villa, it's still Ning Yue's name, but he didn't like to live here, so he gave it to himself who is studying at university here, and suddenly said a few days ago that he would come and live for a few days ... we dare not say I dare not ask.
I heard that he just returned from a trip abroad recently, maybe just bored and want to come here for a quiet moment?
However, although Ning Yue seems to be difficult to get along with, and has a weird character, he will be fine as long as he does not provoke him. However, it is not necessary to tell Ji Ling that they will not be encountered anyway.
Ning Kehan ​​blinked and shifted the topic: "Yes, they're grilling over there, let's go too!"
Ji Ling said happily, "Okay."
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Ning Yu watched the teenager leave from his own eyes, he closed his eyes slowly, and just stared at the moment with the teenager. Every tiny expression and look in the teenager was played back frame by frame in his mind.
It's like ... It's really like it.
And it happens to have the same name.
He had a hard time telling himself that it was all just a coincidence ...
Suddenly, Ning Yu remembered the evening when the sky fell. He had quietly followed the boy for several days, but he never showed up, because he knew very well that their position, their identity, was destined to be together.
When he crossed the flames of war from a teenager and passed by him to Jing Sui, he would not look back.
So Ning Yu didn't expect the boy to give him the answer he wanted, and he couldn't just leave the people who put his life hopes on him, he just wanted to look at the boy again, and then-leave.
Until the satellite hung in the sky, aimed his weapon at the planet it was supposed to guard ... at the moment when the life of a teenager was dying, he appeared.
Even if he knew he shouldn't show up at all.
Just like that time and time again, he knew he shouldn't take a shot, shouldn't approach, but still couldn't help but ... to approach a person who shouldn't.
After all, people have to pay for their willfulness.
When the scuffle came to a critical juncture, Ning Yu made his decision. He knew that if he wanted to survive, he shouldn't get involved in the battle between Brandon and Carlos. Only by letting Carlos hold them, could he escape. , But he still chose to end the war with his own life-chose to unite King Sui to kill Carlos.
Even after Carlos's death, it will be him next.
He has been fighting for a purpose all his life. He has no way of remembering how to step out of the dust and mud step by step, how to become the hope of everyone step by step ... When he realized it, he could not take it anymore. Zhang 'Gabriel's Mask' couldn't let go of his mission.
So at that moment, he made what he thought was the most reasonable decision to sacrifice himself to end the war as soon as possible, even if the path was still accompanied by blood and sacrifice, and long turmoil ... but this was already the best he could think of. Approach.
The only thing he didn't expect was that the moment the Jing Sui was about to kill Carlos, the boy rushed out.
At the cost of his life, the beginning of a new world is ushered in.
The teenager didn't want to sacrifice anyone, even the lives of himself and Carlos ... he still cared about pity.
This is the real best way, better than he planned, but only at the expense of you. It was me who was dead ...
Ning Yu raised her hand and gently covered her eyes.
So you saved me again.
I once told you that if you don't like a person, don't save him again and again, but you just can't do it.
That day, Jing Sui took away the young man's body and allowed him and Carlos to leave Emperor Star.
Ning Yu returned to the base of the Resistance Army, where people ’s hearts were lingering, people ’s hearts were covered by fear, and they were dominated by hatred. Some people wanted to run away, some people wanted to die together ... but without exception, the Empire ’s iron hoof They rushed to kill.
Only Ning Yu knew that they would be fine. Neither Jing Sui nor Carlos would hunt them down.
From the moment the teenager died, the war was actually over.
Ning Yu led the rebels away and went to bases on other planets. They were never hunted down again. Jing Sui and Carlos were busy cleaning up the mess, while Ning Yu told people that you can leave and go where you want to start new life.
His decision to demobilize the Resistance was met with much criticism.
People accused him of being a running dog of the empire, scolding him for abandoning ideals and beliefs, and some even thought that he had been seduced and confused by the nobles and had been controlled by the nobles and wanted to betray them in this way ... No one understood him.
He is their leader and should fight the Empire to the end.
People say he is a coward and a traitor.
These Ning Yu didn't care. He just did what he should do. Hate never brings hope, it only brings destruction and pain. Instead of making unnecessary sacrifice and paying unnecessary price because of hate, it is better to let go Start all over again. There are still many innocent civilians here. They are also qualified to live in the sun and live a happy life, instead of hiding in Tibet, and risking being hanged at any time to go against the empire.
He knew it was difficult to let go of hatred.
Therefore, Ning Yu is willing to accept these blame alone and be a traitor in the eyes of others, just because this is the best choice for everyone to survive, and it is everything he must bear as ‘Gabriel’.
Jing Sui will give them a better world and be a tolerant and kind king.
The struggle is no longer necessary.
From beginning to end, Ning Yu hopes to create a better world with the least sacrifice.
He is trying to protect everyone.
Even if not appreciated.
With the acquiescence of Jing Sui, after the last civilians were resettled, Ning Yu chose to leave.
He has done his duty and done what he should do, and since then these have nothing to do with him ... Everyone has his own life, and he cannot and cannot be responsible for everyone's life. He is not God, Just one person.
He can finally put down ‘Gabriel ’s Mask’ and live only for himself.
He has another outstanding wish.
Ning Yu has never forgotten, the last word that Ji Ling said before leaving, he said: Don't be sad, I just went home.
At first he thought it was just a consolation, a good-faith lie of the young man's death, but then when he remembered that scene countless times, he couldn't help but doubt his judgment, because the moment the young man's eyes didn't seem to lie to him There is no need to lie to him again.
He began to fantasize that the teenager might really just go home.
But where is your home?
Ning Yu walked through almost every corner of the universe, looking for any place where the trail of juveniles might appear, hoping that one day they could meet again inadvertently, the young man turned back with a smile and said to him: Look, I didn't lie to you , I just went home.
With such thoughts, day after day, year after year.
But he couldn't find it anymore. After a long time, he had new doubts. The young man's home might not be in this world at all. But if so, where is your world? How should I go to your world?
Or maybe you do n’t want to be found at all, so you have n’t said it.
There is no us in your world now.
are you happy?
If this is what you want, then I no longer demand it, and I hope you can achieve your wish.
I believe you are just home.
If one day, I can come to your hometown and be lucky to see you again. I want to tell you that you didn't sacrifice in vain, the world is getting better, just as you expected.
I am fine too.
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Ji Ling and Ning Kehan ​​came to the garden and smelled the aroma of barbecue from afar. Ji Ling's eyes quickly walked past him. He remembered the days when he was fishing in Luan Shui City with Duan Xingxing for barbecue.
This kid should be doing well now? I don't know if I miss myself.
Ji Ling wanted to do something, and voluntarily told Ning Kehan: "I'll bake!"
Ning Han smiled and said, "Wow."
She pulled a chair and sat next to Ji Ling, holding her cheeks with her hands, looking up at the teenager who focused on grilling fish. I did not expect that Ji Ling's technique was very good. It looked like this when she grilled it. She looked at other students The darkened grilled ingredients are looking forward to more and more.
Such a cute and good boy paper, I really want to go home.
Ji Ling knew that Ning Kehan ​​was on one side. She was nervous and cramped, and looked at the fish in her hands. It didn't take long to finally cook it. Spread a layer of cumin on it, perfect!
He turned around, handed the fish to Ning Kehan, and grinned, "Here you are."
Ning Kehan ​​bent her eyes and was happy to pick it up. At this moment, a slender hand was stretched out, and the fish that was about to fall into her hand was taken directly.
Ran Han was suddenly furious. Who would dare to cut off her husband? Was she a vegetarian? !! As a result, when she looked up, she faced upright and stern face to Shang Ningyu, and immediately stiffened. If she was about to blurt out, she froze and almost lost her breath.
Ning Yu smiled slightly and looked at her indifferently: "I'm hungry, can I give this one, can I?"
Ning Kehan: This makes me say no ...
Ning Yu said, "When I first came here, I heard your friend shouting at you, as if I had something to do with you. Go and see."
Rather hesitated and got up and said, "Okay."
Although I have some regrets about the fish I didn't eat, I will talk about it later, and I don't know who is looking for her ...
When Ning Yuhan left when Ning Yuhan left, she naturally sat down on the chair she just sat in, took a bite of the freshly grilled fish, turned her head and smiled at Ji Ling: "It's delicious."
But this is not for you to grill, you are really welcome, even your niece ’s fish.
Ji Ling blinked and said, "Oh."
For the sake of your classmates and uncles, I ca n’t give you one more. Do n’t think you say it ’s delicious, I ’ll bake it for you, and I ’m not familiar with you.
Ning Yu looked at the boy's dark and moist eyes. Although the boy seemed to be well-behaved, he had a small cunning look and a curious look at himself ... Ning Yu suddenly remembered that when he was at that base, the boy was clear Unwilling, but still gave himself a fish, struggling and tangled and cute, and accidentally made his heart also follow.
He did a lot for himself, but said nothing and didn't want to be known.
Ning Yu lowered her eyes slightly, took a bite of the grilled fish, and the flavor of crispy-hemp ran along the tip of the tongue and slowly passed into his heart, gently bringing a trace of the deliberately depressed deep in his heart, Miss.
When he first came to this world, he had a brief confusion, but soon accepted everything calmly.
He even started to wonder if this is the world of a teenager. Can he meet him again?
But the world may seem small, but it ’s actually very large. Sometimes, you want to see someone. If you do n’t have a fate, you wo n’t see it even if you pass it by ...
He is used to disappointment.
Until just now he stepped out of the room with a careless look.
The long search, waiting, finally turned into a standstill.
The young man appeared in front of him like this, as he imagined in his mind time and time again.
Moreover, he is also called Ji Ling.
Even with different looks and different identities, but the clear and bright eyes, occasionally dazed, occasionally cunning, occasionally agile ... just like time and again before, the boy thought he came to him in disguise, but Unbelievable truth inside, see through him through those eyes.
Put aside the shabby camouflage, put aside the false lies.
Maybe this is the real him.
Ning Yu always thinks that he is sane enough, even when facing life and death choices, he can reasonably weigh the value of his death, and the possible consequences ... but at this moment he doesn't know whether he is still sane enough, or what he guesses Whether it is the true answer, everything is uncertain, there is no basis, and some are nothing but intuition.
But he was extremely hopeful, and he was right.
Ji Ling took a quiet look at the people around him, a little nervous, but this is Ning Kehan's uncle! How does it feel to see parents?
Ah, he and Ning Kehan ​​are not in that kind of relationship. They are just ordinary classmates. How could they think of meeting their parents?
But then again, Ning Han ’s family ’s genes are really good. Ning Han is beautiful and generous. Her uncle is also handsome and very personal.
Ji Ling's thoughts began to deviate ...
Ning Yu's chest slightly fluctuated, and she pressed down the surge in the bottom of her eyes. After a while, she suddenly asked, "What is the relationship between you and Ning Kehan?"
Ji Ling suddenly looked back and came! He said why did he come to find himself, he really came to check the niece? I must be mistaken for thinking that he is Ning Kehan's boyfriend!
Ji Ling immediately sat down: "I'm her classmate."
In the night, Ning Yu's dark eyes are like the bottomless deep sea, her thin lips slightly lifted, her voice low and mute, "Do you like her?"
Ji Ling: "!"
How do I answer this question!
Say you don't like it, will you be beaten out? Say I like it, but it's not that far, it's really a dilemma!
Ji Ling's face turned red, and her lips moved without sound.
so awkward.
Why did you meet so directly for the first time.
Ning Yu just looked at him like this, and after a moment she looked back and said calmly, "If you feel difficult, you don't have to answer."
Fortunately, Ning Yu didn't find out. Ji Ling raised her hand and wiped the sweat from her forehead.
He glanced quietly at the young man's side face, and stood up and said, "I, I'll go to Ning Kehan ​​to see if there is anything I need to help ..."
Ning Yu said, "OK."
Ji Lingsong sighed and was about to leave.
"By the way ..." Ning Yu suddenly opened her eyes again, as if casually saying, "Know, my name is Ning Yue."
Ji Ling stiffened and looked at him in disbelief.
Ning, Ning Yu? how can that be? !!
He stared at Ning Yu's eyes blindly, and fell into his dim and deep eyes. The entire portrait was pressed with the pause button, unable to move.
Ning Yu slowly stood up, close to Ji Ling, black eyes gazed at his eyes, raised the corners of his lips, and said, "Ning, Yue, the more you climb the mountains and the mountains-what have you heard?"
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