Chapter 87: apology

Ji Ling's eyes were slightly sour. By the time he returned to his mind, Ning Yu had let go of her hand and stepped back.
At this time Yang Wei just came out of the kitchen, Ning Yu smiled and said to her: "Thank you for your hospitality. It's a bit late and I should go back."
Yang Wei smiled: "Okay, be careful on the road."
Ning Yu nodded, looked at Ji Ling deeply, and turned to push the door away.
Yang Wei looked back and smiled at Ji Ling: "Honestly explain, are you and your sister in love?"
Ji Ling: "... No."
Yang Wei: "Everybody's brother has come to your door. You still said no."
Ji Ling: "... Nothing!"
He turned away in embarrassment, and jumped back to his room, slamming the door shut.
Yang Wei showed a helpless smile. The child seemed to be in love, but the duck did not admit it.
Ji Ling blushed and went to bed-fell down, looked at the top of his head dumbly, after a long while, a smile appeared in his eyes, his lips moved, and he said silently: Thank you.
Thank you for telling me this.
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Ji Ling was inconvenient to move because of a sprained foot. He simply took a few days off to stay at home. He was tired with his father and mother every day. Father Ji was often on a business trip, and went out again within a few days.
Yang Wei usually eats in the company cafeteria. Because Ji Ling is injured at home, she comes back to cook every day for several days.
Fortunately, the company is not far from home, and it is quite convenient to go back and forth.
Ji Ling's injury was not serious. He was a lot better after a few days, and walking was not very problematic. He was worried that his mother was too hard. He often went to the supermarket at the gate of the community to buy vegetables, cut the steamed vegetables and wait. Mother will come back to the pot, which will save a lot of time.
Ning Yu and other friends will send him messages from time to time to ask him if he is better. Ji Ling always responds very well. Don't worry.
This afternoon Ji Ling Zhengwo was playing games on the sofa, and the news of Ning Yu came in again.
Ning Yu: When will you go back to school?
Ji Ling waited until the end of a game before slowly opening the WeChat message: Monday.
Ning Yu's message came back quickly: Was he playing a game just now?
Ji Ling said to you that you are really a clever ghost, but I just didn't want you to guess, so I replied: No, I'm sleeping.
Ning Yu: I was also in that game and saw you online.
Ji Ling's expression froze, and he was about to ask him how he knew. Ning Yu's news came again.
Ning Yu: Wang Yixin told me your number, and by the way, Xiaojia who teamed with you just now is me.
Ji Ling: ...
No wonder just now I feel that this little plus operation is fluent and smooth, it looks like a master, and he is very quiet and takes care of him ... wait, do you know why? And you are so sorry to call yourself Xiaojia?
Never seen such a brazen person :)
Ning Yu: It can be seen that you play games and focus on participation. This mentality is very good.
Ji Ling :?
How do you feel ridiculed?
Huh, the baby is upset and doesn't want to ignore you!
Ji Ling lowered her phone in annoyance and looked up at the time. It was estimated that there was an hour left before Mom returned, so she got up and went out to buy food.
The supermarket is right at the entrance of the community. The environment of the community is pretty good, and the garden landscape is very beautiful. At this point, everyone is usually at work, and almost no people can be seen on the road.
Ji Ling bought some vegetables, carried the bag and walked back along the tree-lined road, and stopped suddenly while walking.
A tall man in a gray suit pushed the door and got out of the car, walking towards him.
Ji Ling froze in the same place. Oops, why did Jing Sui appear here now? Does this answer need to ask? Of course it is—for you!
How to do qaq
Jing Sui came over step by step, stopped in front of Ji Ling, and stared at the young man's face.
The teenager looked a little surprised, a little embarrassed, and a little upset.
He didn't smile at him as unpreparedly as before, and shouted at Mr. Fu, alertness and alienation in his eyes ... Jing Sui was familiar, because in that world, young people always looked at him like this of.
Regret it? Because of the impulse to expose Carlos's identity, he hurt the enemy by one thousand and damaged eight hundred, and even he lost the opportunity to approach.
Jing Sui's lips slowly evoked a self-deprecating smile.
In fact, there is nothing to regret. One day, the truth will be revealed. There is no eternal secret in this world.
It's all right.
Ji Ling looked at the cold look of the man, with dark eyes and lips smiling coolly, and instinctually wanted to step back. As a result, the man grabbed and held his arm, pressed it on the trunk behind him, clutching his hand. The bag also fell to his feet. Jing Sui lowered her head and approached him, her lips raised, her voice low and dumb: "Where do you want to go?"
Ji Ling almost cried.
When he was in Dubai before, he was still wondering why Mr. Fu liked himself. At that time, he was puzzled. Now he finally understands why he said he liked him.
Not only did Jing Sui come to this world, she even became the boss of her mother. This is really terrible ... can it be more ridiculous? !!
Ji Ling panicked and said, "No, I didn't want to go anywhere ..."
The overbearing president looks after the son of the female subordinate. Is this a lack of human nature or a loss of morality? How can I wait online!
Jing Sui looked at the boy's panicked eyes. The boy's reaction was as expected, but ... I was still a little disappointed and unwilling. Am I not doing enough for you and not changing enough?
But you still fear me.
You have no idea how cold and ruthless you are.
I used to always want to make up, but my proximity will only make you farther and farther from me. At that time, I thought I hurt you too deeply ... Now I understand that making up doesn't make any sense, nor is it what you need. of.
You've never loved me, and probably never--blame me.
You are just afraid of me.
Jing Sui's chest was undulating, and there seemed to be chills in his blood. He slowly raised his corners of his mouth, his voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of coyness: "I went to see you that day, you said you didn't have time to listen to me ... He bowed his head slightly, and said slowly in Ji Ling's ear: "I don't know if you have time today?"
The man's low voice was in his ears, so close, as if struck on his heart, he looked very calm, but Ji Ling immediately persuaded!
His heart was beating fiercely, his heart must be calm and not panic!
Although their identities have been revealed now, Jing Sui doesn't necessarily know about the novel. As long as he doesn't know about the novel, he still can save himself. After all, in that world, Jing Sui loved him and wouldn't hurt him.
He must not know those words, and then he will say those words that he likes ...
You can't be self-defeating.
Ji Ling took a deep breath, his eyelashes trembled, looked up at Jing Sui, pretending to be blank: "You, what do you want to say to me ..."
Jing Sui looked at the panic in the teenager's eyes, uneasy. It seems that you are really scared. I know the truth. Although I was really disappointed and disappointed, I never thought of revenge, but you are probably unbelieving ... ...
Jing Sui's thin lips opened slightly, his eyes were sharp as a knife, and he said lightly: "I want to ask you, don't continue to pretend to like someone, should it be a good thing?"
Ji Ling's pupils narrowed, looking at Jing Sui, and fright finally appeared in his eyes.
Jing Sui, he still knew.
I really shouldn't have that fluke ...
Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's horrified eyes, and the self-mockery smile on her lips deepened. What was she looking forward to? Expect him to tell himself that he didn't mean it, he had a hardship, and he actually cared a little bit about himself?
That's ridiculous ...
To this day, I still have this illusion of self-deception.
Now that everything is in front of you, can you see the facts clearly?
Except for the horrified eyes of the teenager, you are destined to get nothing ...
No matter how much I do, you don't believe that my love for you is enough to weather the storm, or that you never care about my love at all.
If you don't take it to heart, you won't try to believe it.
This feeling is like wishing to dig out your own heart and throw it on the ground, trampling on others repeatedly, but it's a pity that you can't change it.
Jing Sui raised his hand to pinch the juvenile-trembling chin, covered the pain under his eyes with a joke, and chuckled with a smile: "No, you don't pretend to like me anymore, probably from Carlos From the night of the palace, you no longer pretend to like me ... "
So long ago, you said you didn't like it. You see it better than anyone else.
I am passionate, paranoid that you are just being fooled by Carlos.
You actually gave me a chance to get out, but I wasn't sure-live.
Because I love you.
So stubborn and unwilling to see the facts, I hope you love me too, I hope that all misunderstandings between us are just small twists and turns before the happy ending, I hope we can finally become dependents.
But if you are not a lover, how do you become a dependent?
There was a husky smile in Jing Sui's throat.
Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui like this, he was really a bit scared, because he did n’t know what Jing Sui would think, would he not be able to accept the facts and become dark ... But his mood was a bit complicated and sad, after all, It is an indisputable fact that he lied to him and injured him. For a long while, Ji Ling said lowly, "You all know ..."
"Yes." Jing Sui looked at him slowly and said, "What do you have, do you want to tell me?"
At this moment, Ji Ling was sober like never before. He knew what he should say to be the best for himself. He could say that he had troubles and was helpless. He was unwilling to do that and he was not willing to deceive him ...
He can tell the truth-to get Jing Sui's forgiveness, I believe this is the answer that Jing Sui wants to hear.
However, he cannot say so.
Rather than let you continue to be trapped in the past, let me see you as a liar, I am also a liar, it is not worth your love at all, I do not want you to continue suffering, even if you hate me .
This fact is indeed difficult to accept, but now you are still a living person, qualified to have your own life.
Not just as a character in a novel, to love someone who is destined not to love you.
So sorry, I can't give you any explanation.
Ji Ling's eyes shook slightly, and after a moment, he gently said, "I'm sorry."
Sorry, I lied to you.
Regardless of the process, regardless of cause and effect ... I owe you an apology, and this is the only answer I can give you.
Jing Sui held the hand of Ji Ling's wrist slightly, and the pain in his eyes reappeared, his breath flickered.
You really know how to make a knife in the heart of people.
Ji Lingtong's face paled, but this time instead of evading dodging, he looked at Jing Sui's eyes persistently.
Even if you hate me and blame me, I can't give you the wrong answer, that is irresponsible behavior, isn't it?
Jing Sui's voice was a little cool, with a slight smile: "You are very frank this time ... but, aren't you afraid that I will get angry and hurt your mother?"
In fact, Ji Ling was terribly seduced, her calf was shaking, but she said seriously, "You won't do this."
Jing Sui raised his lips: "Oh? Why not?"
Ji Ling's eyes were clear and bright: "I know you won't."
Although this man is sometimes terrible, cold, ruthless, and rational ... but he is proud, and that kind of crazy revenge for a person who does not love him, Jing Sui will not do it, even if he loses The loser is straightforward, not like a clown who loses his mind.
As in that world, he finally decided to let go.
He has the pride and dignity of being a king.
Ji Ling never doubted this.
Jing Sui looked at the juvenile's gaze, and did not move for a long time. The teenager is indeed afraid of himself and ruthless enough, but he knows himself so much and trusts himself ... It makes people feel sorry for him, but he cannot hate him.
Jing Sui suddenly smiled suddenly.
You don't want me to love you. When you realize that I am in love with you, you have been trying to speak clearly and try to push me away.
But you don't know that love is not something that can be given and taken back at will.
This is your biggest mistake.
Ji Lingxi looked at Jing Sui uneasily, and saw Jing Sui approaching again, as close as it was to kiss himself, nervous and stiff, help you, do n’t mess around, now, will anyone come over!
Ji Ling's anxious eyes turned red, and then suddenly looked behind Jing Sui, his face suddenly changed, anxiously: "You let go of me, my mother is back!"
Jing Sui said, "This excuse, you have used it once."
Ji Ling was crying anxiously, and I really could n’t lie when I was gone, because next time someone would not believe it, this world news came so fast! He blinked desperately at Jing Sui, signalling that he was very sincere and extremely sincere: "It's true! I didn't lie to you!"
Jing Sui Dingding looked at him, raised his lips suddenly, and laughed: "Is that right? Then I would just tell her that I want to pursue you well, maybe she will agree, after all, this marriage is very good for her, not bad . "
Ji Ling was dumbfounded. I told you for a long time, but did you hear anything?
Still saying that?
I hesitate, get revenge! This is definitely revenge!
Ji Ling was really panic this time, staring at Jing Sui fiercely, I know you are angry, but I have apologized, I have the ability to conduct a man-to-man confrontation and let my family know what it is!
Bullying with bullies, bullying with bullies!
Shameless I misread you!
Jing Sui looked at the fierce look of the boy, and his eyes seemed to bite himself, like a beast with open teeth and claws. It was vivid and stern, a look he had never seen before, and somehow ... He did not want to see him guilty and said to himself, sorry.
He never needed his sorry.
Yang Wei was worried that her son was hungry at home. Today, nothing happened and she came back early. I did not expect that when I approached the door, I seemed to see President Fu.
Mr. Fu stood there with his back to him. There seemed to be another person in his arms. The two were very close and intimate ... Yang Wei couldn't see the other person's appearance, but at a glance he recognized the other person as Ji Ling, suddenly felt awkward in his heart, and quickly walked over, frowning in doubt: "General Fu, why are you here?"
Ji Ling's vest was sweaty, and looked at Jing Sui begging, and the grieved and embarrassed dare not be fierce, I just hope he can save himself some face, not to make it so ugly.
Stay on the line and meet each other in the future!
Jing Sui took a deep look at him and turned to Yang Wei and said, "I came to find you something, and just happened to meet Xiao Ling. His feet seemed to fall and sprained. I helped him over to see what happened."
Ji Ling froze, then sighed with relief, looked at Jing Sui with a complex look.
These words didn't sound any problem, but Yang Wei was a little skeptical, turned to look at her son, and asked seriously: "Is that so?"
Ji Ling nodded forcefully and said obediently, "Yes, I just fell down again. Fortunately, Mr. Fu is here."
Yang Wei looked at her son carefully, except that there was a little redness in her eyes. It seemed to really fall again. She slowly reassured her. The child was really uneasy and sighed. Says: "Let you stop coming out."
Ji Ling immediately bowed his head and admitted: "I'm sorry ..."
Yang Wei glanced at Ji Ling angrily, and looked back at Jing Sui again. She was not so hostile. It's all because the scene just now was so misleading. The boss came to her home to look for her. Is there anything important in the company?
Yang Wei asked, "What's wrong with Mr. Fu looking for me?"
Jing Sui turned around and took out a plan from the car, calmly speaking: "I have read the next quarter employee reward plan for me the day before yesterday, because I am going on a business trip tomorrow, and thinking of passing through here anyway, I will modify The plan will be sent to you by the way, and I will trouble you to work overtime and change it to me as soon as possible. "
Yang Wei suddenly realized that this is really the boss's workaholic style. When it comes to work, she won't shy away at all, and immediately said: "Okay, I must modify it and send it to you as soon as possible."
Jing Sui nodded and said, "It's hard, then I'll leave if there is something."
Yang Wei laughed: "Okay, walk slowly."
Jing Sui pulled in the car door calmly and sat in. Without a glance at Ji Ling, he drove away directly.
Ji Ling stood there, looking at Jing Sui to leave.
Yang Wei didn't notice the difference. She helped Ji Ling pick up the vegetables that fell on the ground and knocked on her son's head: "I'm not hurt yet, so I don't know if I should pay more attention?"
Ji Ling lowered his eyes and remained silent, pretending to be twisted again, crooked and Yang Wei returned home.
For a long time, a complex look of guilt appeared in his eyes.
You still can't let go, right?
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Wen Yan stayed in the apartment, the curtains did not open, the room was dark and there was no light.
He sat quietly on the sofa, motionless.
When he had just arrived in this world not long ago, and found that the beloved boy was also in this world, he thought that this was a gift from heaven to him, and made him regain the meaning of his existence.
But soon he realized ...
When God had mercy on him, he was absolutely fair, and it wasn't just him who came to this world.
I am not the special one.
When he watched Ning Yu hug the boy with his own eyes, but couldn't come forward, he had a dark and pessimistic thought in his heart for a short time, which caused him pain and confusion.
Even if you come to this world, what can't you change? Still unworthy to own each other?
So what is the meaning of his coming here?
No, it seems like I missed something ...
But I couldn't think of anything.
Wen Yan's eyebrows frowned and his hands rested on his knees. He was like a prisoner in the abyss of despair, indulging in his own failure. From gaining hope to losing hope, the strong gap lost him. The inextricable mist was trapped in place.
Just then, a bright light suddenly came in.
Wen Yan narrowed his eyes slightly.
The door was pushed open from the outside, and the cool breeze lifted away the depression inside the room.
The charming middle-aged woman came in. She looks a little cleaner today than in the past, and now has exhaustion that can't be concealed, standing at the door watching him indecisively.
Wen Yan thought it was time to change the door lock.
Han Yun looked at the handsome and cold young man sitting on the sofa. Her tense palms were sweaty. Since she left here that day, she hasn't come back for a long time. This cowardly son, she was so familiar, became strange and terrible.
For example, even though he just sat on the sofa looking at himself calmly, the frowning frown and displeased expression made Han Yun's scared scalp numb ... Han Yun thought, even his cruel big brother Yu Wensen didn't have such an appalling look, no, not to mention Yu Wensen, it was the old and savage old man of Mr. Yu, who didn't scare her like a poisonous snake who chose to kill others.
Han Yun was in a dilemma standing at the door. For a while, she didn't know whether she came over right or wrong today.
When she was hesitant, Wen Yan laughed suddenly: "Come in."
Han Yun could not help but hesitated, and then came out with a surprised expression, walked in and looked at each other carefully.
These days, she actually has the mistakes to reflect on her own. In order to be able to gain a firm foothold in the Yu family, she did nothing, but her depression and dissatisfaction made her angry at her unconvinced son, and she had many kinds of control over him. Shame, and Wen Yan's obedience made her accustomed to her attitude, making her even more unscrupulous, forgetting that even if this person is his own son, he should be respected.
Han Yun thought that she must have been too black before, so that her son was blackened.
But even so, he still let himself in today, he must be thinking of himself, after all, he was originally a charitable and kind-hearted man.
As long as you treat him better, it is not irreparable.
Han Yun just ate at Yu's house this morning. She was not allowed to come to Taiwan after being run by Yu Wensen. Yu Yuan's useless thing would not protect her. Let Yu Wensen show her face, Han Yun was very embarrassed. Looking back, I thought that the Yu family was totally unreliable. The only thing they could rely on was his own son who was not an instrument. Even if it didn't work anymore, she would follow her heart ...
So Han Yun finally came here, trying to restore the end of the broken mother-child relationship.
She is already struggling in the Yu family. If Yu Wenyan centrifuges with herself again, her situation will be more difficult. She thought to her and smiled at Wen Yan: "What happened that day was that my mother did something wrong, Miss Zhou. I've pushed it for you. "
Wen Yan looked at her with a smile, as if looking at a beam-jumping clown. This woman wrote her ridiculous thoughts on her face, but she thought she couldn't see it.
But he would not blame her, nor would he laugh at her.
Because at the moment Han Yun pushed in the door just now, he suddenly figured it out, and he realized where he was wrong.
Actually, nothing has changed.
They all changed a lot.
This is also a whole new world.
Whether he and Ning Yu, or Carlos and Jingsui are actually the same people here, there is no irreparable power gap, and no distinction between nobility and civilians.
The tragedy of the past will not repeat itself.
Because neither of them will harm the teenager, the teenager will surely live a happy life.
As to whether you are happy or not, it doesn't matter. Because from the beginning, he had never expected to own each other, he was never the most promising person.
He came here to accompany him to guard him, not to plunder and occupy-there.
Since the people who want to protect are still here, isn't that enough?
As for the future, who can tell clearly?
Han Yun saw Wen Yan never replying to her, thinking that he was still angry with her, arrogantly said: "Not only Miss Zhou, if you do not want to go on a blind date in the future, I will not force you anymore, okay?"
Han Yun actually wanted her son to talk about a magnificent girlfriend, but now she didn't dare to say that she had to follow Mao Mao, and smiled unwillingly: "It was the mother who had thought wrong before, and the mother never did it again. Will interfere with your relationship, as long as it is supported by your favorite mother. "
Wen Yan looked at her, her eyes narrowed: "Really? No matter who I like?"
Han Yun quickly said: "Of course."
Wen Yan laughed.
Han Yun looked at his smile slightly distracted. She always knew that her son had a good look and liked women, so he used it to introduce him to women. When he laughed, he really looked good, but he did n’t know why. At this moment, it was obviously a beautiful smile that made her heart tremble, and the chill climbed up along her back, as if all her mind had been thoroughly seen, like a clown.
Wen Yan's thin lips were raised, his eyes were getting darker, and his voice was mild: "Are you coming to me today, is there anything wrong?"
Han Yun was taken aback, taking back her ridiculous thoughts and carefully speaking: "I want to ask you, do you have time to go back for a dinner at home on the weekend ..."
After she said, her expression was uneasy. Her son was not taken seriously at the Yu family. He was either bullied by the elder brother or taught by the old man. So he did n’t like going back to the Yu family all the time. Just push ... Han Yun has always understood that he doesn't like to go back, but always forced him to go back with himself for the sake of his face.
But now this Wen Yan, if he refuses, he really dare not reluctantly ...
Wen Yan Dingding looked at her for a moment, and suddenly said lightly, "OK."
Han Yun looked at him with surprise: "You promised?"
Wen Yan smiled softly, and there seemed to be a smile in his black eyes, "Yes."
Han Yun was so happy that her son finally agreed to talk to herself and promised to go home for dinner with her. She quickly said: "Yes, you are about to graduate soon. I still hope that you will consider work again." For a moment, instead of going to another company to work, it ’s better to enter a family business. The starting point is not high? Your dad promised me that if you are willing to go, he will ask you for a position, presumably the old man will not do this. After all, you also bleed Yu family's blood is not ... "
She also broke her heart for this matter. Her son tinkered with game programming all day. His company didn't go to other companies to submit resumes. Does he think it's such a simple matter to get ahead? And it was known that she was kicked out, she couldn't afford to lose that face!
Han Yun thought about a lot of speeches, hoping that his son would change his mind.
Han Yun said: "Don't hurry to reject me. I know you have some opinions about your dad, but that's how he is. In fact, he still has you in his heart, but he's not good at expressing it ..."
Wen Yan thought that human beings were really interesting. He said something that he didn't even believe, but sincerely seemed to lie to himself.
He interrupted her: "Yes, but I have one condition."
Han Yun: "I said, don't rush to refuse ... wait, you said you can ?!" She looked at Wen Yan in shock, opened her mouth in surprise, and looked ecstatic in her eyes, and nodded again and again: What conditions do you have, as long as you say, mother will promise you! "
My son is willing to join the company. This is a big improvement!
Wen Yan clasped his hands, and his long fingers curled slightly, saying, "I can enter the company at home, but I don't want to do whatever job I want ..."
Han Yun froze, and soon understood that Wen Yan was asking, and his son had his own ideas, instead of being pushed one step at a time. This is a good thing! As long as you have this heart, you are afraid that you will not fight, Han Yun will soon pass out with excitement.
She took a deep breath and asked expectantly, "What position do you want?"
Wen Yan raised her eyebrows slightly, Feng Feng smiled, and said lightly, "I think Yu Wensen's seat is very good."
Han Yun's expression was frozen on her face, and she looked at him in disbelief.
Are you crazy? That's Yu Wensen! After Father Yu retired, Yu Yuan only knew that he was drunk and dreamed of death. Now Yu Wensen is the actual person in charge of the company. She is greedy again. It's time to wake up with a smile.
Even if you are in the company, you have to be a man with a tail in between, and slowly plan for it.
But if you dare to do right with Yu Wensen, our mother and son will surely die very miserably ...
For a long time, Han Yun smiled awkwardly, "You, what are you talking about ..."
Is this actually an excuse he came up with to reject himself?
Wen Yan looked at her with pity.
A Yu family, he was disdainful to intervene, but since he wants to protect his beloved and wants to be able to stand beside him like everyone else, this is far from enough ...
The Yu family used it by the way.
Wen Yan turned his eyes slightly, his smile was cold and indifferent, and his thin lips raised: "Big brother has been sitting in that seat for too long, and it's time to take a rest and rest, you say-right?"