Chapter 92: public

At this moment Jing Sui felt ridiculous. He used to think that young people didn't love anyone, because the young man was not only avoiding himself but also anyone, but at this moment he realized that maybe it wasn't, he was not avoiding everyone ... He actually also has a favorite person.
And that person was Ning Yu.
It stands to reason that this is the most unlikely result, but the fact is in front of him and he can't help but deny it. Jing Sui suddenly realized ... maybe he had neglected something from a long time ago.
Probably from that time when Gabriel stepped away.
He couldn't forget the scene he saw when he rescued Ji Ling, and he regretted tormenting him with anger and pain. He had no doubt at the time that Ji Ling was hurt.
But at this moment, Ji Ling's attitude towards Ning Yu was not half afraid and afraid, only trust and dependence ... If Ning Yu really hurt him that way, let him be invaded-offender-tortured Ling-humiliation, how could he accept Ning Yu What about Yu? Even if Ning Yu rescued him once in the last life, it would not be possible to face him in such a way.
Then there is only one possibility left.
This means that when Ning Yu was taken away by Ji Ling, he did not really hurt him at all, and the scene he saw was only intentionally shown to himself. Ning Yu has loved Ji Ling since then, but he knows that as his Gabriel, it is impossible to take Ji Ling upright, and it is impossible for him to abandon his great cause. Ji Ling was found by himself and Carlos. It ’s a matter of time ... So he deliberately calculated the plan, while taking advantage of the opportunity to frame Carlos, while forging the false impression that Ji Ling was invaded-offended, although Ji Ling had to be returned to himself for a while, he was ready to refuse Your own reasons.
Whether Ji Ling knew Gabriel's identity at that time was not clear to Jing Sui, but he can be sure that Ji Ling did not really get hurt, but deliberately pushed the boat to pretend to be Gabriel invader-offender.
Just because he didn't want to be near him.
At the time, he thought it was ridiculous that he was hurt. He blamed himself for this, but did not know that he might be just a joke in the eyes of Ji Ling and Ning Yu.
It's a seamless match.
So, when did you know that Ning Yu was Gabriel, and when did you like him?
Jing Sui strode over.
Ji Lingxuan looked at Jing Sui, looked at the other person's tight face and gloomy eyes, and the sarcastic smile on his lips ... He felt a little stunned in his heart, and almost wanted to flee! But Jing Sui had come to him, so he could only show a stiff smile.
Jing Sui's thin lips opened his eyes, and looked at him with a smile, "It seems that you lie to me, but there is more than that."
Ji Ling's face changed, and she immediately understood the meaning of Jing Sui's words, remembering that she had once pretended to be invaded by Gabriel-criminal to reject Jing Sui, but now Jing Sui saw that she was with Ning Yu ... Was she angered? !! He thinks he already knew Gabriel's identity and joined forces to calculate him? !!
Ji Ling suddenly became agitated, he thought about this pot can not be carried! After all, the grievances between Gabriel and Jingsui are not just about winning love, but about the class struggle of countless lives and deaths in the entire empire. This is no longer a matter of petty love, but a matter of life and death—this is a betrayal.
He bit his lip and paused. "I'm sorry, I ... I was not invaded by Gabriel, but I didn't know his identity at that time."
Jing Sui looked at the young man's uneasy and clear eyes, and didn't doubt his words ... He now had no need to lie to himself.
The boy's low soft words, like the same breezy wind, slowly wiped away the pain and anger and unwillingness in his heart ... at least you didn't lie to me in that matter, you just wanted to protect yourself and never wanted me Life.
After all, it's just a little liar with a soft heart ...
Jing Sui smiled suddenly, and relief came out of his eyes. After all, what if he couldn't let go or be reconciled? He still has no way to restore the heart of a person who does not love him.
If he could fall in love with the boy early, and find out the hidden truth of him earlier, he would catch and catch this sly little liar from the beginning instead of ruthlessly pushing him away and hurting him. Maybe he would be softer to himself? It's a pity that regret is always useless. Blaming others is just a cowardly act.
The cause of the previous life is the result of the next life.
Rebirth doesn't really change anything.
All of this is his fault.
People sometimes have to know how to let go.
Jing Sui looked at him and asked slowly: "When did you like Ning Yu?"
Ji Ling hesitated for a moment. In fact, he couldn't say the answer clearly ...
Jing Sui asked again, "When was the last life to save you? Or the one that later seized you?"
Ji Ling pursed his lips, silent for a moment, and fixedly looked at his eyes and said, "That's not important anymore." What's important is that I don't love you.
Jing Sui stunned slightly, then whispered, "You're right."
It doesn't really matter when you like it. What's important is that I ended up losing out.
Feeling unable to continue, Ji Ling decided to leave here relentlessly. As soon as he turned around, Jing Sui stretched out his hand, and the whole person slanted into his arms. Ji Ling looked up at him in panic. There was a murmured drink in front of him: "General Manager Fu, tangling with other people's boyfriends, I'm afraid it's not appropriate."
When Ji Ling heard it, he quickly reached out and pushed Jing Sui. He thought it could not be pushed. Who knew that Jing Sui had no strength at all and pushed it away with a slight push. Jing Sui bowed his head when he left, and Kiss gently on the side of his face.
Then let him leave.
Ji Ling's face was hot, and he ran to Ning Yu's side a few steps, but Jing Sui's slightly cold kiss seemed to still have a little affection for tenderness. He covered his face, and his heart collapsed! Jing Sui even kissed him in front of Ning Yu's face, they would not fight! Why does this like to do this kind of thing?
Ji Ling remembered the last time Jing Sui did to him at Carlos and his engagement, and you said that you were happy, I might die on the field of Shura qaq
Ji Ling looked up at Ning Yu, seeing that he looked really cold, and his sharp eyes seemed to have the coldness of wind and rain, a shocking spirit. This was the first time he saw such a terrible face on Ning Yu's face. With an expression on his face, he quickly reached out and hugged Ning Yu's arm, lowering his voice and saying, "Forget it."
Regardless of Jing Sui, he was a little bit sorry for him, and Ji Ling didn't want it to be even uglier.
And this is not the interstellar world, what should I do if the police uncle arrested him for fighting? Don't you all lose face? !!
Ning Yu's anger swelled in his chest. He just left for a while and was taken in by Jing Sui. His eyes looked cold and smiley.
Jing Sui was clearly intentional, he just wanted to anger himself.
Ji Ling was so nervous. He was really scared. He just wanted to leave here early with Ning Yu, blinked at him, and begged, "Let's go, eh?"
Ning Yu looked at the wet eyes of the boy, took a deep breath, and slowly returned to calmness. He stuffed the milk tea he just bought into Ji Ling's hand and said, "Okay."
Ji Ling was relieved, holding milk tea in one hand, turning around and leaving with Ning Yu in one hand.
When Ning Yu turned around, she looked back at Jing Sui, and Jing Sui looked at him, raised an eyebrow, and showed an indifferent provocative look.
Ning Yu's hands clenched tightly.
Ji Ling took Ning Yu's momentum and walked a long way, and the pace gradually slowed down. Ning Yu was silent all the way. He didn't say a word. Ji Ling didn't dare to look up. He didn't know how to face Ning Yu.
Just now, Ning Yu must be very angry, right? But he endured it for himself ...
Just then, Ning Yu's faint voice came from above his head: "You just defended him just now."
Ji Ling stepped forward.
Ning Yu glanced at him side by side, her dark eyes seemed darker in the night, and her voice was light and cool: "You always said you liked him before."
Liang Yi crawled along Ji Ling's feet, and the whole person's scalp became numb. Ning Yu was really angry!
Ji Ling quickly explained: "I said that it was a human need to like him! I never liked him, I only liked you one and you believe me!"
Ning Yu narrowed her eyes: "People set?"
Ji Ling: "..." Oops, I just talked too much for an explanation.
He froze for a while, squinting at Ning Yu quietly, speaking, it seems that now only Ning Yu doesn't know about the novel, right? If he knew that he was originally Jing Sui's sufferer, it would only play a role in fueling the fire. This thing cannot be said now ...
Ji Ling considered the wording carefully and said carefully: "Because of a car accident, I was already dying in this world at that time, and a self-proclaimed system existed to issue a task for me to go to your world to replace the original one." Ji Ling 'survives for a while to ensure that the world process is not changed. The reward is to resurrect me in this world. But I ca n’t do things that violate human settings, nor can I be identified by others, otherwise the mission fails. I think I'm going home alive, so sorry ... "
I lied to all of you.
Ji Ling concealed the novel and the real mission goal, and committed other matters and issues. This was the first time that he revealed his thoughts to others, as if venting his long-standing backlog of blame and pressure at once.
In fact, he was uncomfortable and had to bear the pressure alone.
Even if he is only doing what the original owner should do, after all, he is not the original owner, but he will still be sad to deceive and hurt others. And today, she defended Jing Sui because of her guilt and blame, would Ning Yu be unhappy? But he didn't know what to do to deal with it best, and how to deal with it would not hurt anyone. Would he have to clap his hands while watching them fight? He can't ...
Ning Yu is right, he is not mature enough, if only he could do better.
Ji Ling's eyelashes trembled, and she didn't make a sound when she bit her lip. After a while, she suddenly felt a gentle palm falling on the top of his head and rubbed it gently. The gentle and gentle voice of the man came: "You don't need to feel sorry anyone."
Ji Ling raised his eyes stupidly.
Ning Yu's eyes reappeared with a gentle smile, and there was a little helplessness, "You are just trying to live, everyone is working hard for this, but you never thought about really hurting others, you just Pretend to love someone who would never love you, and you have your own bottom line ... "He lowered his head slightly, looked at Ji Ling's eyes, his voice was low and soothing:" He never lacks the likes of others There are too many hypocritical people who like him, but no one has ever lied to him ... he will like you not because you lied to him, but because you deserve him, understand? So you do n’t need to be right He feels guilty. "
Alas, Ji Ling stared blankly at Ning Yu. Is this the case?
There seems to be something wrong with this logic, but it can't be explained ...
Ning Yu paused and said, "If you still feel guilty, then think about the relentlessness of his first life, and it should be evened out. You never owe him anything, because he didn't learn to cherish you earlier."
Ji Ling was lost for a long while, his eyes were astringent, and he raised his lips and smiled. Although I knew you were just comforting me ... but thank you.
Thank you for your willingness to say these things to me.
Thank you for telling me that I don't have to mind all that and not be burdened like that.
Ning Yu looked at the boy's eyes, his eyes were tender and nostalgic. He lowered his head and put his forehead against the boy's forehead. He said in a low voice: "And ... I don't want you to feel guilty for him."
Ji Ling was gently held by Ning Yu, and the tall man was so close to him, making a very light and faint voice of restraint: "Sometimes guilt can also become love, I am selfish. I hope you can let him go completely , Forget him ... From now on, just remember me. If you must feel guilty ...
Just feel guilty about me. "
He raised his hand and gently rubbed his fingertips over Ji Ling's cheek, ear-lobe, and mutely: "You used to scold me for killing me, causing people to kidnap me, and threatening to abolish me, even letting Wen Yan come Count me. You will pretend to like Jing Sui, you will pretend to trust Carlos, and you are even willing to maintain Wen Yan, but you are always only bad for me ... I am strong not because you hurt me, in fact I will I'm sad, so ... you treat me better, don't think about others, okay? "
When Ji Ling heard the first sentence, she was still crying and laughing. It was a person, not my intention! But when I heard the last sentence, I was left with distress and blame ...
This time, I know it's your trap again.
But stepped in willingly.
Ji Ling reached back and hugged Ning Yu, near the side of his neck, and said seriously in his ear: "But I only like you, and I will compensate you in the future ..."
Ning Yu smiled. The light in her dark eyes was bright and soft. He kissed the eyes of the teenager and said, "OK."
Then use your own money to pay it back.
This is what you promised me.
………………
A few days later, it was New Year's Day. The school was closed and everyone went home.
Ji Ling was also preparing to go home. After thinking about it, she asked Ning Yu: What arrangements do you have for New Year's Day?
Ning Yu: No arrangements.
Ji Ling: Aren't you going home? Ning Han would go home.
Ning Yu: That's not my home.
Ji Ling suddenly felt distressed by Naobu. He had a real family here, and of course he couldn't wait to go home. But Ning Yu wasn't. He had to be careful to disguise even if he went back? When I think of the days when I used to disguise, it is no wonder that Ning Yu is unwilling to go back, and probably is alone.
Ji Ling's heart was full of pity. He said: Then come to my house for dinner.
Ning Yu: Is it convenient?
Ji Ling: What's inconvenient!
Ning Yu: OK.
An hour later, the two stood outside the door of Ji Ling's house.
Although Ji Ling had vowed before that there was no inconvenience, but she really arrived at the door and started to get nervous again.
A moment of brain heat brought Ning Yu home, but this time is different from last time. They have established a relationship and are still out of school, but their parents do n’t know yet!
Do you say it or not?
Although brave at school, when thinking of facing his parents, Ji Ling was still tense and stiff.
Forget it, take it one step at a time!
Ji Ling took up the courage, opened the door directly, and walked in with Ning Yu. As he walked, he wanted to find a chance to confess. As a result, he saw the person sitting in the living room and opened his eyes in panic.
Wh, what the hell? !!
Seeing Ji Ling, Ji Xuesong sat on the sofa and said to him, "Xiao Ling is back."
Ji Ling opened her mouth: "Dad ..."
Ji Xuesong pointed to the brown-haired, brown-eyed, elegant and handsome man sitting and watching TV together, laughing, "This is Mr. Field, a friend I met while photographing outside, and invited him to eat by the way Just call him Uncle Field. "
Ji Ling: "..."
He stood there stiffly, neither going in nor out. However, after being surprised for a while, Ning Yu walked in calmly, raised her hand to rest on Ji Ling's shoulder, smiled and said, "Hello Uncle Ji, I am Ji Ling's brother, Ning Yue."
Ji Xuesong then noticed Ning Yu and said with a smile: "Oh, come in quickly, what are you still standing at the door?"
At this time, Yang Wei also came out of the kitchen. It was not the first time she had met Ning Yu, and she smiled familiarly: "Xiao Ling said that you would also come over for dinner tonight, and I made a few extra dishes."
Ji Ling was like a puppet, walking inside with the same hands and feet. His palms were cold sweats. Before he entered the door, he was still worried about whether he would come out to his family. Now he only worried about what kind of ghost Carlos was going to do, and why he came to his home ?
This big villain's saucy operation is really too much
Because he was too nervous, Ji Ling didn't dare to speak at all. Instead, Ning Yu behaved normally and calmly, and even took the initiative to talk with Carlos. The two pretended not to know 'Talk to each other', and Daddy Ji was quickly captured by Ning Yu. I think the young man is very polite and friendly, and he looks like a good young man.
Yang Wei came over and smiled and said a few words in Ji Xuesong's ears. Ji Xuesong's eyes lighted up. So this young man is the brother of Xiao Ling's girlfriend?
Ji Xuesong immediately treated Ning Yu more kindly.
Five people sat down to eat together, Ji Ling was sitting next to Ning Yu, and Carlos was separated by a seat on the right.
He thought it was a banquet ...
This meal Ji Ling has been living for years, frightened, but to his surprise, Carlos barely talked to him, most of the time just chatting with Ji Xuesong, like an old friend at first sight. Carlos Wen is elegant and knowledgeable. Ji Xuesong talks with him very much, and warmly invites him to continue to be a guest at home ...
Ji Ling would like to say no! But he didn't dare to say a word qaq
So can only endure.
Ning Yu noticed Ji Ling's uneasiness, turned her head and looked at him gently, reached out and quietly shook Ji Ling's hand under the table, her lips moved silently: Carlos wouldn't mess around.
Ji Ling felt a little relieved.
At this time Carlos suddenly talked and smiled at Ji Ling: "I heard that you are studying painting? Are you interested in going abroad for development? I can help you to go to foreign schools for further studies. The art department of University is very famous."
This was a very tempting-confusing proposal, but Ji Ling refused without hesitation and gritted his teeth: "No need, thank you."
Carlos glanced at Ji Ling's eyes and smiled suddenly, saying nothing.
Ji Xuesong heard the words and laughed out and rounded off the field: "This child has never left home, and he was afraid when he went abroad. Thank you for your kindness.
Carlos smiled: "It doesn't matter. If he wants to go abroad for development in the future, he can still find me, and I will be happy to help him."
Ji Xuesong was very happy and said, "Thank you, I toast you."
Afterwards Carlos didn't say anything to Ji Ling, Ji Ling bowed his head to eat without saying a word.
Yang Wei looked at the child. Why didn't he see him so quiet before? What happened today? Is it because there are guests? But it shouldn't be too bad. She always felt like something was wrong, but she couldn't tell where it was.
It's over eight by the end of dinner.
Carlos finally got up and left.
Ji Ling hesitated, stood up suddenly, and settled on Carlos: "Mr. Field, I'll take you out."
Carlos looked at him with a smile and said, "OK."
Ning Yu also took the opportunity to leave and went out with Ji Ling.
The three walked downstairs to the door.
Ji Ling frowned at him, and said vigilantly, "What are you doing here today?"
Carlos swept through Ning Yu with a meaningful look, and finally fell on Ji Ling, and seemed to be sad: "You once again rejected my proposal."
Ji Ling was angry and suddenly blew his hair. Who asked you to come to my house? He said coldly, "I know I won't agree."
Carlos sighed: "Even if you don't like me, what did I do today to make you so angry? Just because I came here without telling you?"
Ji Ling: "..." OK, as if he didn't do too much ...
Carlos looked faint, and slowly said, "I just want to come to your house to see it, to see what you are clinging to where you want to return ... Now I see it, I am very happy for you."
Ji Ling's complex look suddenly, Carlos really changed a lot ...
Carlos looked at him deeply and said, "But you know I won't give up, right?"
Ning Yu finally reached out and took Ji Ling directly into his arms, looking up at Carlos with a sharp look, saying word by word: "I told you last time that he loved me. "
Carlos didn't get angry, but looked at him with a smile, with a slight tone: "Oh, how much love?"
Ning Yu's face sank.
Carlos stopped looking at him, sighed at Ji Ling's affectionate models, his voice was low and elegant: "I'm going back to China. If you have time, you can go to my country to see, I always have your place there-I Lover. "
You, you, you, do n’t talk nonsense! Who is your lover now!
Ji Ling could feel Ning Yu's hand tightening tightly around him, and her expression turned pale.
After Carlos said that, he turned around and left.
It didn't take long for the back to disappear into the darkness.
In the dimly lit corridor, only the sound of each other's breathing remained quiet. Ji Ling didn't dare to move. He felt the strong arm of the man behind him. In the next second ... the man reached out and pulled him, pressing him directly on the wall. , Bowed his head and kissed strongly.
The kiss was so fierce that it seemed to tear him up and devour him, and made it difficult for him to breathe.
Ji Ling was kissed to make a whining sound, and tears came out, but she didn't dare to move again, and Taohua debt was too guilty ...
Ning Yu bit the corner of Ji Ling's lips, breathing heavily, and said viciously, "I'm jealous."
Ji Ling's eyes were moist and moist, and he took a quick breath, and looked at Ning Yu grievously. "I told him not to do this long ago, because he didn't listen ..."
Ning Yu stared at him coldly, anxious to simply take him away, so that those people could no longer make up his mind.
It wasn't until a while before he calmed down.
He always knew that it wasn't Ji Ling's fault. The teenager was trying hard to avoid it. It was those people who refused to let go, because they also found his good ... But most sadly, he found himself not so confident , Self-confidence can get the youth's unique love forever.
Even if he pretended to be well-informed, and pretended to have everything under control, in fact, he also had some times when he was not confident.
He wasn't sure if he was the most special one, or was he only able to win the favor of the teenager because he only occupied the advantage of identity? Although he repeatedly used his youth's soft heart to determine his position, he was still afraid that one day he would be taken advantage of by others ...
I am afraid that one day I am no longer special, and I am afraid that the teenager also sees the good of others.
afraid of losing.
"Ding Dong", the elevator door opened.
Yang Wei came out of the elevator with a garbage bag.
Ning Yu's eyes narrowed, and she let go of her hand, and stood a step back.
But at this moment, Ji Ling suddenly reached out her hand, lifted her toes and held Ning Yu's neck, and raised her head to kiss his lips.
Ning Yu's pupils contracted and looked at him in disbelief.
Ji Ling's eyes contained a smile, his eyes were clear and firm, and the kiss was gentle and lingering ... He looked at Ning Yu's eyes and said gently in his ear, "I'm sorry to disturb you."
As soon as Yang Wei got out of the elevator, she saw her son standing in the corridor, kissing around the man's neck, and the trash on his hands fell on the ground ...
Ji Ling slowly turned her head back to her mother's shocked eyes, and said, "Mom, in fact, it is Ning Yue to fall in love with me." 2k novel reading network