Chapter 44: Be the father of the male lead for the second time (13)

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"This... how is this possible?" The system instantly appeared garbled.
Going through the world background issued by the General Administration is absolutely infallible. Even if the original body is a fool, how can it be impossible to tell who is in love?
Si Yang asked him, "How old do you think Chen Yu looks now?"
"Um...between twenty and thirty?" Chen Yu was well-trained. If it weren't for his too strong and condensed temperament, someone would believe him in twenty-five and sixty.
Si Yang, "What about five years ahead?"
"That can't be sixteen or seven!"
"You forgot the prerequisites, the original body... looked back."
"..." The system was speechless.
Five years ago, S City High School.
"Homosexuality! Go to hell!"
"Beat him! I still dare to have a crush on Teacher Teng, what disgusting Bara is written in the diary."
"Don't, don't use your hands! My water pipe is out. My father said that homosexuals are sick, what if you get AIDS?"
In December, when I just entered the third nine-nines, it was the coldest time. The cold water poured down the top of the head, and it could freeze people instantly.
Near freezing water flowed into the clothes along the neck, and the skin was frozen red. The slender boy struggled twice and was quickly beaten on the head again.
This time, he finally lost the strength to resist, curled up on the ground, hugged himself, shivering.
Until a long time, he almost lost the strength to tremble, and those people slowly left.
In the huge water room, he was the only one in the corner of the wall, covered with water, and the dust that became muddy after mixing with water, which was dirtier than garbage.
This is the original body when he was young. He didn't make any heinous mistakes, just because he liked men.
If Chen Zhao has been sending people under the fence and never got the affirmation from the people he wants, then the greatest sadness of the original body is that he has never been liked.
The same is a single parent, but the mother of the original body hates him extremely, and even beats and scolds. After finally setting up a new family, he abandoned him directly.
However, she loved her sons and daughters very much. She only had the original body, and she didn't even want to feed him a full mouthful of food, because the original body looked three points similar to her ex-husband.
But the failure of adults in love is not the fault of the children, but no one has ever said such a simple truth to the original body.
"There is a father, but no father!"
"Si Yang is a bad boy, and your parents don't want you!"
"Let's not play with Si Yang, you see, he doesn't even have new clothes, and he peeped at me eating ice cream and drooling that day."
These words have been in the ears of the original body since childhood. Accompanied by it is loneliness and the despair of never being loved.
No one knew, he was drooling while staring at the ice cream in the girl's hand in the corner, not because he cared about the sweetness, but because he envied the girl's father who was holding her by the hand and spoiled.
And his father has never seen him since he was born. Not even a picture.
A child who grows up alone will either grow fangs and become a little red-eyed wolf pup to guard himself. Or like Chen Zhao, he learned early to hide his empty heart with a hypocritical smile and gain the goodwill around him.
But more, it is the original body, like a blade of grass in a dark corner, thin and frightened, and even dare not even look forward to the future.
Perhaps because of the fear of his mother and the expectation of his father when he was a child, the original body gradually discovered that he has a different sexual orientation from those around him. Many times, he even longed to be like a girl, hugged tightly in his arms by the boy he liked.
As for the object of his first crush, it was the school doctor in the school. The reason is simple and naive. Because when he had a fever, the teacher Teng took the initiative to pass him the antipyretic medicine.
The original body didn't dare to expect anything. He didn't even dare to express it. He just wrote the sentimental mood in his diary. He is afraid of causing trouble to others, and he is also afraid of being treated as a pervert.
But even so, the simple first love is still broken on this day.
When the diary was posted on the bulletin board, he clearly saw that the teacher looked at him with disgusting eyes.
Behind is the never-ending school violence. Physically and psychologically, until that day, the malicious bullying in the water room finally broke the last thread.
He didn't know how long he had been crying, his eyes could not see clearly. I just remembered to take out a sharp pencil sharpener and slid down my wrist indiscriminately.
The pain seemed very numb when the blood came out.
After all, the heart and dignity have been crushed, so what is the pain?
And Chen Zhao in the original memory appeared at this time.
"Be sober! I'll take you to the hospital."
"Don't sleep, open your eyes."
"Where is the doctor? Come and see this kid!"
The original body had lost too much blood and was on the verge of coma, but the arms that held him were so warm that he was so hot that he almost wanted to tremble.
"Don't touch me, I...I'm dirty..." The snow-white school uniform jacket in front of him dangled so that he could barely open his eyes, but his voice became dumb as soon as he spoke.
However, the person holding him froze for a second, then took out a handkerchief and wiped his face carefully.
"Don't talk nonsense, wipe it all up."
"..." This sentence was like a beam of light, so beautiful that the original body could not believe it.
But the person who saved him patted him on the head again, "Why can't you think of a pretty kid?"
The original body was silent for a while, "I... I am a gay. You go away, don't hurt you... I have money to pay for medical expenses."
This person is wonderful, his voice is good, his arms are warm, and his smile is good.
He can't hurt him.
But the man rubbed his hair, "Homosexuality is a big deal. If you see more people in the future, you know it's commonplace."
"Go to bed early! I'll pay the medical bills."
Said that the man helped the original body cover the quilt and left.
On the day that Yuan was discharged from the hospital, he went to the front desk to ask. I know that the one who sent him is indeed wearing the Third High School uniform and his surname is Chen.
"Is it a teacher or a student?" The nurse also forgot.
"It's all right, I'm sorry to trouble you." Yuan Shi quickly thanked him and left.
It has been a month since I returned to school.
The suicide incident scared the people around. Although they didn't talk to him, they didn't dare to touch him again. For fear of another death, and the original body is still insisting, it is he wants to find his savior.
Until he met Chen Zhao.
Although he was still a teenager, his natural magnetic voice and tall figure had already looked like Chen Yu.
However, because of this, the original body will not recognize the wrong person, just because Chen Zhao said to his companions at the time, "What's wrong with liking men? He didn't entangle anyone, nor did he do any bad things that hurt the world. He didn't like it. Just leave it alone. To say that is too much!"
At that time, the original body happened to meet Chen Zhao. Chen Zhao said he was also shocked, as if he didn't expect the person mentioned in his mouth to be in front of him. So hurriedly explained to him, "You are fine, don't mind."
"..." It's good, don't care, it's like the sentence when you are most desperate, and it's like how a child can't think about it, so the original body is stunned. Good-looking, very good, these are the only words like praise that he has received in his barren and desolate life since childhood.
He wanted to say two words to express his gratitude, but he was afraid that it would affect Chen Zhao. Can only rush away.
He then transferred to another school. Later, he secretly followed Chen Zhao, knowing that he wanted to enter the entertainment industry, and boldly followed in with a beautiful face.
He has only been bold twice in his life, once he followed Chen Zhao in the draft. Once it was for Chen Zhao to go to the Hongmen Banquet.
It's a pity that in the original world, the original body didn't know until he died, but it was Chen Yu who saved him. And Chen Yu himself had long forgotten that he had rescued such a boy five years ago.
He loved the wrong person, and in the end he didn't even know who to sacrifice his soul. But the most desperate thing is that this child has never been loved since he was a child.
The memory is interrupted here, and the missing world background is on the circle. Si Yang was silent, but the system was already crying like a dog.
"Uuuuuu, this is too pathetic."
Si Yang didn't speak, he couldn't deny that the despair of the original body touched him a little. Before the age of seven, he also longed for a warm embrace with expectant eyes. But later, the person who took the initiative to hug him pushed him into a dark wooden box with his own hands.
At three o'clock in the morning, one hundred million ransom, one minute later, the man would drive a 15 cm long nail into the box.
But when the first nail came in, Si Yang had already understood that people could only survive on their own.
The so-called hug is nothing but a false warmth of body temperature exchange. It's the same under the bed.
Forcibly retracting his thoughts, Si Yang opened his eyes and sat up from the sofa.
Every world mission is irreversible, so this time, if Si Yang wants a beautiful mission, he must do two things, that is, hug the lives of Chen Zhao and Chen Yu at the same time.
He already has a beautiful plan.
Getting up from the sofa, Si Yang planned to go for a prosperous trip. He wants to see Chen Yu's secretary.
Chen Zhao, who was next to him, had been peeping at him, but he didn't expect Si Yang to get up so quickly and forgot to look back.
But Si Yang didn't care about him, but just told the housekeeper, "Prepare the car, I'm going to Xingsheng." "Yes." The housekeeper hurried to call the driver.
Si Yang went upstairs and changed his clothes.
The shell of this world is very chilly, but Si Yang accidentally wore it very thin.
The light and fluttering shirt, the neckline and the cuffs are all showing the dark lines with thin silver thread, which is very delicate and elegant. A pair of black suit trousers on the lower body looked slender.
Obviously, it is the most common dress, but it always gives a feeling of desire when worn on Si Yang.
Especially the back material is too close to the exposed butterfly bone, which is the most suitable arc to kiss.
Chen Zhao forced himself to withdraw his sight, but without seeing his eyes, his ears became more distinct, such as the pounding heartbeat in his chest.
Chen Zhao subconsciously called out Si Yang, "Wait!"
"What's the matter?" Si Yang stopped.
Chen Zhao looked at his face and asked him in a ghostly manner, "You said before, if you can come back, tell me one thing."
"Can you tell me now?"
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