Chapter 185: This night

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The ears are evenly breathing, and the eyes are equally dark when you open your eyes. Only by turning your head slightly to raise your eyes outwards can you pass the obstacles of the people around you and the bed curtain. Light.
Usually it is not so dark, because most of the time she sleeps on the outside, which is convenient for occasional wake-ups. I have never discussed this with Lianer. It seems that since she has the habit of sleeping together, she will take the initiative Occupy the inside. Even so, by virtue of her eyesight and physical strength, she basically won't be able to disturb me in the middle of the night. Instead, she will be more convenient and careful, which will always affect her who is easy to wake up.
This practice has never complained, as if it wasn't important at all. Maybe she really didn't take it seriously, but in her own eyes, she is more willing to understand it as a unique tenderness, which belongs to her thoughtfulness and understanding.
But now she has given this unique tenderness and tenderness to others, but left to me an invisible door on the inexplicable.
The mood at this time is distressed, but it seems to be more than just distressed.
Faint headache.
Opening eyes in the dark, there is a faint cymbal drum sound outside the window, it is not true to hear too far apart, and I do not know what time it is, I think it should not be too long before the light goes out. Lian Er seems to have slept very deeply, breathing lightly and long, she had never got up again after drilling the quilt, and she fell asleep so straight, all the topics naturally ended without problems.
Even if my heart is still unknown, I can't help pulling her up, right? It's almost time to go to bed. So at that time, she could only shake her head, help her clean the quilt, and then clean up in the room, and then lay down with a coat and a torch.
However, it is difficult to fall asleep temporarily. Even if I am used to all kinds of thoughts and thoughts, it is really difficult to fall asleep tonight.
Open your eyes and look at the darkness. Occasionally, there will be small halos that do not exist in the horizon. For example, a misty floating object floats and sinks in the dark curtain, and stares at the small thing that can't tell what is turning. Eyes are passing time, nothing is thinking in my mind, I have been working too hard these days, and suddenly I find that all is futile, and the feeling of fatigue is heavier than expected. At this moment, I can rest and rest for a while, maybe I can still Lingtai is clearer.
It was just that the inexplicable mood was still rising and falling from the chest, making people restless. After lying down for a long time, I gradually became uncomfortable, and wanted to turn over the pancakes, but did not want to quarrel with the trainees to rest. She had a conversation with others when she entered the room before. If there was any difficulty in the middle of the night Knocking at the door, I'm afraid she'll really get boned up, so you can try not to disturb her at this time or try not to disturb.
The idea is here, but I feel a little lowered unknowingly ... Actually, Ting Ting is a good child. She really admires the children, but instead of pinning everything on the children like some villagers at the time, Self-reliance and help are also sincere gratitude and commendation. Iron Coral will look awkward in the young child's heart, and she has no prejudice against Hao Tingting. Lian Er usually likes her more and takes care of her. Already.
The reason is clear, but in the past few days, I still feel that some emotions are gradually growing in my heart. It is probably because of this rare enthusiasm that it happened to confuse with the common troubles, and it is inevitable that there will be unnecessary thoughts in the accumulation. ...... But if you blame it on innocent people because of your problems with your child and yourself, then these years are really alive ... After that, I can't help but evoke a smile in the dark.
Why do you laugh, not even yourself.
When I laughed silently, I felt better for a while, controlled my body for too long, relaxed and turned around involuntarily. When I felt that my elbow hit the person next to the pillow, I made a secret noise, thinking that this would surely wake her up. I knew that I was holding my breath for a while, and there was still a light, long and even breathing sound in the dark, and the body didn't even move.
... Strange, really sleeping so heavily? This is not like her ... I was worried that I would wake up to the pillow person, but at this time I was full of doubts and couldn't help but reached out and touched her shoulder.
Lian Er was sleeping with her back to me, so she naturally could not see it, but the reaction to this touch was a bit strange. She remained motionless and did not behave like a subconscious protest, but the rhythm of breathing changed. As a result, there are so many ups and downs that are no longer light and shallow, but they seem to be dragged a long way.
This is not the reaction that this person should have after falling asleep-with such years of self-confidence, he still has some kind of cognitive confidence. In that case, could it be ... hesitating only for a moment, and after a short hesitation, she almost shrugged out and shook her shoulders in spite of thirty-two, but the sound was still tentative. Son? I have n’t slept yet, are you asleep?

In fact, whether you fall asleep or not, this move is a world of willfulness. After all, the emotions fermented in your heart still lead to impulsive actions. I hope that it is not the act of adding fuel to the fire ... Waiting for a while After a while, the response from the dark was a sigh of relief. Lianer seemed to be turning reluctantly, but his attitude was calm, and he only said, "How can I not sleep? I'm lost. Staring quickly passed, just called back by you again, you do not sleep, what do you want to do? "
That being said, no matter the clear voice of the spit or the calm attitude, it clearly stands on the side of my guess. In fact, Lianer didn't seem to be trying to hide too much. The dim eyes in the dark stared straight at him. Even if he had no talented eyesight, he could clearly feel the sight.
What do you do without sleeping? In fact, there are many things I want to do, and many things I want to say. From what kind of temper are you in trouble to, have you been too enthusiastic about people recently ... She waited for me in the dark quietly. Ask all the words in a clear mind—it's so stupid in your heart, but looking at the light-colored eyes, the ghosts are terrified, but in the end, they just cling up in silence, their heads silent Get familiar with softness and breathing.
Is it emotional or timid? The brain, which had previously given up on running due to a sense of weakness, was unable to handle this for the time being. But at this time I obeyed my heart and still felt that only closeness is the most real. Real contact, real warmth, everything has no distance without guessing. It is in the hand on the lips. The real is also exclusive.
It's too close and too dark, and ... somewhat guilty, so I can't help but close my eyes and trace a familiar picture of the beauty just by touching. The curve of thin lips, the radian of the ears to the jaw, makes the bridge of the nose straighten slightly, and the most eye-catching, binocular contour ... I can't see Lian Er's expression at this time, nor dare To guess what she would think, I could only hear the breath in my ear a little heavier and heavier, and finally with a short, unclear emotional hum, the body was pushed away and lowered sharply, and turned upside down.
In fact, at this moment, she was more eager to ask for her than to give her, but giving is only a way to deliver emotions, so she did not really resist anything, and ignited the flame to bear the burning consciousness.
Ner'er's movements are a little urgent. She has never been a gentleman, but has been anxious in this matter for a long time, but she has not been in it for a long time. When she was discomforted by the impetuous movements for the first few times, she did not go to her heart It was just a reaction that she was ignited unprepared, or mixed with some kind of emotional vent ... not too minding to bear her emotions in this way, even this may be her own subconscious One of the reasons for arousing her is that practicing children is not a thoughtful person, and occasionally makes troubles. If she can successfully lead to her emotional release, it will be much easier to continue.
Maybe it is better and easier to release nature than temperance than patience, both for her and for me.
Holding this vague idea, I chose to let go of myself and accept everything openly, except for a little presumptuous. In fact, it is not very different from this moment in normal times. Tolerance and acceptance has become a normal state for her. Taken for granted.
The real difference was due to an unintentional glance.
When I got close to her, my eyes were barely opened. The darkness did n’t seem to need to open my eyes. Even if I occasionally opened the gap, the blurred vision only had blurry silhouettes-because of this relationship For a long time, I didn't have the ability to look at the true expression, and it didn't seem necessary to look at it.
It wasn't until the body felt a little uncomfortable again due to impatient movements that he gave a subconscious glance at it. At that time, when the heat was rising, my breathing was already disordered, and then the lip biting could not completely suppress the whimpering sound in the throat. The groan was insignificant, so the siege siege did not notice anything, and I did not intend to What to complain about.
It's just that Moonlight didn't know when to change the angle, so that this glimpse can just see the look of the person at his moment.
Because the back of her hand blocked her eyes, Lianer didn't know that I was looking at her peeking at her, but it seemed as if she were looking at each other for a moment, because she was watching me. This book is nothing, she has this habit, the closer you look at the moment, the more you keep your eyes on it, as if you want to see all the reactions of people.
Just a glance, but there was a difference in horror, or that there was a difference in horror. The way, as always, locked people's sight, clearly something was missing.
Too familiar, so the sense of difference is particularly strong. The sight in memory is always focused on hot and enthusiastic, which is a kind of shy look. But at this moment it was still peeping, but still couldn't find these existences. Lian Er's gaze is focused, but it doesn't bring much indulgence or even emotions. Her eyes are clear, and the slightly disordered breathing is only caused by the movements in her hands. It is better to say that it is a review.
The word inspection means that there is not much affection & color in reason calmness. In most cases, I admire this kind of gaze myself, but appearing at this time, appearing on the body of this time, it is almost frightening.
It is difficult to calm down and calm down. When you originally gave yourself to your loved one without reserve, it was a most defenseless gesture. Without this attitude to prepare for this vision, the body temperature during the cooling quickly cooled, and it was indescribable. Uncontrollable shame bound my heart! It was a shame that had nothing to do with shyness. Although it was only a moment, but this person's actions were matched with a little indulgence, making him feel a little ... uncomfortable at the moment.
Unbearable, terrified, because this scene really does not resemble the love of the people in the deep ... Is it just for the training child to complete the task? Thoughts like these are entwined like poisonous snakes, and my heart is in chaos. I just want to end soon and end everything. Don't make my heart more embarrassed!
So what I couldn't do at that time was just raising my arms to cover my expression, then tightening my body and performing a fake show.
Compared to men, it is not difficult for a woman to pretend to climb to the top, and after climbing to the top, everything naturally ends.
After all the exercises, the child still did the aftermath that she would always do. Although simple but careful, it was a habit she had developed in the past three years. The habit is always difficult to change, so even the gentle movements and even the Finally hug and sleep, or just habit.
This night ended up falling asleep, but from beginning to end, he couldn't remove his arm from his eyes.
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This nonsense comes first, this chapter ... slightly less, slightly tangled, the guest officer who minds first talk, first haha, uh cough ... (; ￣Д￣) o
By the way, what, happy doomsday ...
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