Chapter 44: Swallow

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I spent the next two days in a room in the corner of the inn.
This is a quiet room on the inside of the corner, which isolates the flow of people and the hustle and bustle, and is a good place for recuperation.
The store's sentiment was difficult, and Master asked why he didn't think it was necessary to avoid it. It was precisely when such a quiet place was needed, not to mention that the topography of the town was more convenient for her to come and go.
The next day was drowsy all day, and I almost fell asleep all day long, not only because of the long tossing up that night, but since the actual departure, I have n’t really slept along the way with the Red Flower ghost mother. Although people are honest, they worry too much and feel restless.
Now that the stone fell, I fell asleep in the dark, and I only remembered being awakened by the master once, taking the medicine after the injury, and listening to her saying that although there was internal injury, it was not a big deal. I can rest and adjust my breath. Afterwards, I forgot what happened, presumably because I fell asleep and fell asleep again.
On the second day, it improved a lot. Although I was a bit drowsy, I was mostly sober. Thinking of what I said yesterday, I did n’t dare to neglect. I got up on the couch and meditated. I turned the tuna technique over and over twice. Near the noon, Master came in casually, and was also taking medicine for the injury. He explained some things that should be taboo before healed, and chatted for a while about the safflower ghost mother, until dusk, just like when you came. Leaving, except for me, no one can detect it.
She didn't say anything to save Master for her meals, because she knew she was still practicing.
I know very well, just because I think of practicing more.
For two full days, I have never seen her appear in front of me. The first day fell into a drowsy state. On the second day, I thought I should see her at the same time as I saw the Master, but the fact is helpless. Disappointed.
This was another night, and on the third day, Master arrived on schedule, and there was still no one waiting for me. I could n’t bear it. Taking medicine, I found a proper opportunity and said, "Master, How have you practiced these two days ... How have you never seen her? Is she okay? "
Master was standing by the copper basin at this time, and washes away the residue of the medicine residue in the black sand jar with clean water. He said nothing, and said, "It's nothing, the child is a little hurt, but it's not as serious as you. In addition, the foundation is good, and I adjusted my breath for a while. After one night, it was all right, but ... "He said, but somehow looked a little moaning.
"Just what?" I was a little worried.
"What are you anxious for?" The master who put down the sand jar and wiped the water stain on her hand saw my eagerness, and then laughed: "In fact, it is a good thing. I have never met an opponent since I practiced martial arts, and taught her again. It ’s no use to have a mountain outside the mountain, but it ’s a big loss in her own hands now, as if she has realized it. In the past two days, I have seen her urge to practice without urging her. She has worked harder than ever, but gave birth to the red flower ghost mother. How grateful. "
"Oh, that's it, that's all right, all right ..." He replied casually, and at the same time relaxed his heart, but was faintly lost.
She is okay, of course, it ’s really good, and it ’s reassuring to learn the lessons and practice martial arts, but ... But at this time, she would rather spend the day like this, rather than want to Come down to the mountain and meet me, how can you ... not make your heart feel sorrowful ...
It didn't seem that she thought too much that night, but that she really had something wrong.
"... Then, Master, Xianer has some words. I want to talk to Lianer. Can I annoy you to go back to the times to tell her?" She was unwilling to come, so I had to go. People ca n’t go. It ’s good to bring the words first. Yes, otherwise the longer you drag that temper, the less appropriate it is.
Who knew that Master's reaction was surprising.
"It's a coincidence." I raised her eyebrows, as if she would remember something, and said suddenly: "You don't mention it. I almost forgot the lesson for the teacher. When I came out, the child also had something to ask me to remember you. Then. "
Although I did not expect that Master would have such a sentence, but it did not prevent a happy heart: "Uh, really? What does she have to say to her?"
"Don't get up, why are you furious today? Be careful with your injuries!" The master wiped his hands, and came over in two steps to hold me back and recline, and sat sideways beside the bed, then slowly said: "Actually This is not just a matter of practicing children, but I have been looking for an opportunity for the past two days as a teacher, and ask your plans carefully. "
"Intended?" The confusion repeated, and suddenly, it seemed as if he had realized something.
"Yes, I plan." Sure enough, what Master said next was as normal as expected: "Xian Er, although this time it was an accident, you finally returned, now the dust is settled, ready What's your plan? Will you just stay here for the past of the three of us, or ... want to leave again? "
Whether to stay or leave again.
There was a moment of silence, but I lowered my head, took a gentle breath, and then slowly spit it out. Although my complexion could maintain the calmness like water, I couldn't help it.
For a long time, I was in a different place, although I was thinking day and night, but I was self-sustaining. I never allowed myself to move back. Just because I knew that the flames had not arrived, the return could only hurt others. However ...
However, when I really came back here, I really saw Master ’s long-lost voice and smile, realizing that I was no longer separated from Lian Eryu, and then I could no longer restrain myself. This is a quiet place in the deep mountains of Xiyue. It is the shelter of this life, the existence closer to home ...
Want to go home, want to go home, what hurts and hurts oneself. Regarding his thirty-seven and twenty-one, can't you pamper yourself once and don't think about so many things in the future?
The temptation was so big, the thought screamed repeatedly in my mind, and the reverberation echoed, and my heart seemed really wayward. I raised my teeth sharply, and the answer I wanted to leave was on the tip of my tongue. Can be easily punched out.
But in the end, he swallowed.
After swallowing, I looked at Master and replied apologetically: "Before, my father had hurt his leg with the safflower ghost mother ... so ..."
Or I can indulge one's willfulness, or even persuade myself not to think about it so much regardless of the consequences, but even if I do this, I still ca n’t stay. Although I ’m not a person with a lot of money, I can compare my heart to myself. I ca n’t do that myself People with broken legs never listened to it and let it die.
He once held my hand with sweat, and repeatedly confirmed that he really came back soon? I said to him, rest assured, Dad.
"Sorry Master, I'll wait for everything to settle, I must ..." I don't know why I was in a hurry to explain, maybe the object I wanted to explain was not someone else, but it was myself: "I must, come back as soon as possible!"
"No rush, no rush." ​​Actually, yesterday, while chatting about the red flower ghost mother, the Master heard something, so she didn't need to argue too much at this time, she calmly caressed my head. Tao: "I guessed about it as a teacher. After all, as a child, if this snack is not available, then I will not be my apprentice to Ling Muhua."
But then, the words turned around, and she sighed casually, saying, "I just practice the child, I'm afraid I will be disappointed ..."
"Practice her ..." Hesitated, or opened her mouth carefully: "She hopes I can come back?"
Hesitated because she didn't know what kind of answer to expect, and what kind of answer was uncomfortable. If she hoped, I would let her down ... if she didn't hope, how could the situation be embarrassed ...
Even so, I still want to know that people's hearts are so contradictory.
"You don't understand, she's so irritable, she doesn't say anything on her mouth, she can't figure out what to think, in my opinion, she is always reluctant to come with me to see you, and she should be looking forward to seeing her back. "
After that, this topic did not continue, and talked about some more, it is irrelevant, at least for me.
When old time came, Master left as usual. The only difference was that this time, she brought a message that might disappoint Lianer. Even if she was unwilling, but could not stop it, that was my decision at all.
That night, I have been caught in a dream.
It is not a dream, but fortunately it is not a nightmare, but it is a fragment of the past. There are nights and wolves in the dream, and there is always a wind echoing in my ears, saying, "I do n’t see you, do n’t give you Until you come back and never leave! Give me a good memory! "
When I opened my eyes, the window was white, and the darkness was getting thinner. It was just at dawn, and I was lying on the bed, and my ears seemed like the sound of the surviving ones, and I suddenly understood that those speechlessness was not really anger, nor was it What's wrong.
I forgot, and she reminded with silence, and now I am not qualified to see her.
That's it.
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So it ’s not the author ’s problem. It ’s obviously that Xiao Lian is very vocal on this issue and must practice it. The baht must be compared. The small belly chicken intestine ... (help!)
By the way, the biological clock has been chaotic recently, and it has been updated at night ... OTL
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