Chapter 239: I will treat this wisely

Yang Qingyin has never been in contact with Ling Ruonan, but she knows the temperament of this woman who is famous in Yanjing.
People who know Ling Ruonan have a common impression of her, that is, this woman is very strong, doing things vigorously, a bit of an iron lady. In the Northern Group that she holds, she is like a queen.
If you do a survey among people who know Ling Ruonan and ask them if they see Ling Ruonan showing a weak look or if they shed tears, 100% of them will shake their heads.
But today Ling Ruonan shed tears and looked emotionally out of control.
Yang Qingyin, who was sitting across from her, was a little at a loss and felt very uncomfortable.
"Aunt Ling, or else, you'd better see him and go to his room, so no one will know," Yang Qingyin asked again in a low voice.
Whether as a woman or someone close to Luo Ziling, she hopes that the mother and son who have not seen each other in 20 years can face each other and have an emotional exchange of conversations.
Of course, she would definitely not yell out, and she would strictly order Xiaoli not to disclose the matter to others.
She hoped that because of her own existence, Luo Ziling and Ling Ruonan could make up for the gap they had existed for twenty years.
But to Yang Qingyin’s surprise, Ling Ruonan finally shook his head:
No, I don’t think I’m ready to face him, nor is he ready. I hope that our first time is really zhèngjiàn. It’s in my own home. I want him to know that he has a home and a mother, just like other children."
When saying these words, Ling Ruonan's eyes were still red, and he wiped his eyes with a tissue from time to time.
"I'm sorry, I made you laugh." Seeing Yang Qingyin kept looking at her with complicated eyes, Ling Ruonan whispered sorry, "When it comes to things related to him, I always can't control my emotions."
"Aunt Ling, I am very touched to see you like this. I don't know when you are in love, so I can't judge right or wrong. Even if I know something, I can't judge right or wrong." Yang Qingyin said softly. "But I know that if I were you and met a man I like, I would pursue it desperately. I am unwilling to accept the arrangement of my family and will not abandon my love because of political marriage. As a woman, I I understand your decision back then. If you change to me, I will make the same choice as you."
Yang Qingyin's words shocked Ling Ruonan. She couldn't even dream of Yang Qingyin's words.
This Yang family woman, who was entangled with her son and worried her abnormally, actually said that she understood her choice.
For so many years, Ling Ruonan seldom heard others say that she understood her decision back then, so she was very surprised when she heard Yang Qingyin say this.
"Aunt Ling, I believe that the hatred will definitely pass, time will smooth everything, and I also believe that your family of three will finally be reunited. If possible, I am willing to do something about this matter, although I do not know how to be niándeshì. Not much." Yang Qingyin said, looking at Ling Ruonan sincerely.
Ling Ruonan also looked at Yang Qingyin, and finally she gave a bitter smile, "Qingyin, thank you. I am very grateful that you can understand me, but the incident caused by that incident was much bigger than you thought, if it weren't the case. , Things will not become what they are now. This is not something you and I can change. So, I still hope you can be more rational. Otherwise, the tragedy will inevitably repeat itself."
Yang Qingyin did not interrupt, but listened quietly, looking at the cup in front of her with her big beautiful eyes.
Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly and continued: "Back then, his grandfather and Ouyang Lingyun made a marriage contract. I know that his grandfather hopes to use this marriage contract to get him back to Yanjing. But in the end I refused the marriage between the two families. I don't want to They are constrained by marriages arranged by elders. I am a sufferer. I don’t want them to repeat the same mistakes. Of course, I don’t like women like Ouyang Feifei as his wife because they are not suitable. What he needs is someone who understands him. , Is willing to take good care of his woman, because he lacked maternal love since childhood. You are together, he is very happy, in fact...I am also happy. If there are no grievances between the two families, I am willing to do everything possible to let you go together. But , I can only..."
"Aunt Ling, in fact, I am also a person who doesn't know how to take care of others, and I didn't decide to be with him eventually. Now, I am willing to play with him and travel together, just because it feels good to be with him. "Yang Qingyin actually doesn't know how to express what she thinks in her heart, but facing Ling Ruonan's gaze, she still bit her head and said: "However, for the first time in so many years, I have met a person who first saw him I feel good boy~EbookFREE.me~ I like to play and talk with him. On the day that I knew he was your son, I also knew that our final ending is likely to be a tragedy. If we stop now, the result will be Probably the best. But I..."
After looking at Ling Ruonan who had been watching her two times, Yang Qingyin still expressed her thoughts very seriously: "But in the end I decided to go with the flow. Maybe, someday this feeling will disappear. , Then we will automatically stay away from each other. Also, if my family doesn’t know his situation, we won’t interfere, and it won’t be harmful to him.
"I believe you will not disclose his affairs to anyone, but after he came to Yanjing, so many things have happened. People in your family may already know some of his affairs, but no one will investigate it properly. Otherwise, they must have interfered." Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly again, "I already owe him too much. Twenty years of separation has made me very vulnerable in the relationship between mother and child. I don't want to see him hurt again, nor do I want to be hurt by it. There is a bigger disturbance, so I still hope that you can consider rationally and make a careful decision."
After a pause, Ling Ruonan said again: "I have asked Wu Yue to talk to him about my ideas. I think he should have thought about it. I took the liberty to come here today to find you, I just hope you can consider it carefully. Of course, I didn't. I don’t want to force you to do anything. I just hope that you can... don’t let him get hurt any more, okay?"
Listening to Ling Ruonan’s similar request, Yang Qingyin couldn’t help but feel a sore nose and the urge to cry, but in the end he just said softly:
Aunt Ling, I fully understand and understand what you mean, don’t worry. I will treat this wisely."