Chapter 1440: [Ending] Really Like 25

Facing Leng Sichen's determined expression, recalling the words he had said when he was on the cliff, Xia Yuxun trembled, unable to say a word.
[Xiaoxun, I regret...
I shouldn't be stubborn to find you back, and I shouldn't be arrogant trying to make up for you...
I thought I could bring you happiness, but all the time, I seem to only bring you pain and disaster...
I should have let go...
Only blame...I can’t bear to...]
...
It turned out that from that moment, whether he was alive or dead after falling off the cliff that day, his decision to leave her completely had already planted the seeds...
Having said this, Leng Sichen took a deep breath, eased his emotions a little, and sighed helplessly: "However, your appearance later disrupted all my plans...
I spent two nightmarish months in Xiangcheng. I thought I would live like a corpse with me forever, but I got the news that you came to Xiangcheng...
I know you are here to find me, I know you are here to take me home...
Oh, Kaoru, can you understand my mood at that time? "
His mood... the mood that he obviously wants to embrace but can only stay away from, the mood that he misses to the extreme but needs to be indifferent, the mood that Mingming loves to the bone but still pretends to ignore...
Leng Sichen stroked his forehead and smiled bitterly, saying, "I knew it was impossible, but I couldn't help but went to Lanqiao, just to look at you from a distance, knowing that you will follow Ye Jinyan. Coming to the company’s anniversary, but deliberately letting you go! Before you, all my sanity is so vulnerable...
The moment you rushed to kiss me, I seemed to have been dead for two months and suddenly came back alive again. Do you know how hard I can to ignore you? You know how much I want to keep you with me desperately..."
Speaking of this sentence, Leng Sichen's excited expression gradually turned into a dead silence, and his face was dull and slowly said: "I use the excuse of not letting you be alone, and again and again despicably let you appear by my side, time and time again. Drinking poison to quench thirst until...
Until I saw you put me down a little bit, and saw you find your own happiness with my own eyes, until I had no reason to stay.
The only thing I can do is to send you to a place where you can be happy..."
When he was young and energetic, he didn't understand, and stubbornly believed that likes must be gained. He didn't understand until after the experience that what was more terrifying than losing was that she could not be happy.
So even if it hurts my heart, I have to personally send her to a happy place...
After saying this, he sat there with empty eyes, as if he had lost everything in his life, withered and decayed in an instant.
After listening to Leng Sichen's words, Xia Yuxun opened her mouth, her face tangled, and she didn't know what to say.
She had no choice but to use Yan Zihua to stimulate him to care about herself at first because she was forced to a desperate situation. She did not expect that the medicine was applied too strongly, which urged the sprouting seed in his heart to grow into an instant. The big tree in the sky has completely strengthened his determination to leave...
This is really...
Xia Yuxun sighed for a long time, and raised her head to look at the unlovable man in front of her: "So, in a nutshell, the immediate reason that prompted you to leave is that I finally decided to forget you and fell in love with someone who can make you feel at ease. Isn't it a good man?"