Chapter 174: Her diary

After eating and drinking enough, Leng Sichen finally remembered to do business, "Xiaoxun, look at this."
"What is this?" Xia Yuxun picked up the notebook he handed over and opened it curiously.
Seeing her unschemingly opening the diary, Leng Sichen's heart beat violently at that moment.
On the paper, the slightly wild and unruly familiar self immediately came into view.
[...Achen, My–Sunshine, I have been holding back from seeing you, not because I forgot you, but because I am giving you time so that you can miss me, but in the end, I am miss you……]
The date is when she asks for leave after being locked in the elevator and hospitalized.
It turned out that she suddenly asked for leave at that time, actually holding such thoughts, but she misunderstood her and Ou Mingxuan together, Leng Sichen was moved to a mess, but his face turned pale in an instant.
[... Lucifer Schen, one day, I will let you crawl under my feet, confess to me, and pray for my forgiveness! a ha ha ha……]
nice! Quite vivid! There is actually a picture, she overwhelmed him and ravaged his Q territory.
For this arrogant little girl, Leng Sichen pulled up Xia Yuxun's small hand and bit her finger bitterly.
"Well, it hurts... the bad guy!" Xia Yuxun looked at him dimly, not knowing what he had done wrong to be treated like this. He actually bit her!
"Continue turning." Leng Sichen made a threatening gesture.
Xia Yuxun muttered and turned the page obediently.
[...Senior, that's it! Just leave me alone. Being guarded by you, I will never blossom. Achen, before I bloom, I won't go to you again...]
It turns out that this is why she left the company and disappeared for so long without showing up in front of him? The frustration in his heart was relieved in an instant.
[Leng Sichen, you are an idiot and coward! You obviously...obviously...Is it true that I am passionate, mad for love, and have hallucinations? Is your instant tenderness really just my illusion? You can obviously hold me so tenderly, call me Xiaoxun so tenderly^ or, these are just because you treat me as...sister? Just treat me as a naughty sister? God! Please do not! I am your enemy and not your sister! Why can't you treat me as a woman? ]
Yes, Kaoru, you are right, in fact I am a coward, always avoiding you...
I pretend to be smart, but I can't think of some things that you can see better than me.
Seeing this, Leng Sichen remembered what Si Che had said to him. He did do too many things that made her misunderstand. He clearly said that he didn't care, but he often showed tenderness and even jealousy uncontrollably.
How can such a confused self make her make up her mind to stay away or love it deeply!
He didn't realize until now that he had been torturing her all the time.
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Leng Sichen cannot be said to be unmoved, because this diary is almost his personal biography.
The whole book is full of her love for him.
Happiness, sadness, troubles... all the emotions that were caused by him, holding her, sharing with her, I felt an unprecedented sense of happiness.
I really want to selfishly cherish this diary and take it as my own.
After reading it, Leng Sichen kissed Xia Yuxun rewardingly, smiling very sinisterly.
Kaoru, this is what you showed me page by page, not as my privacy violation!