Chapter 400: Unholdable sand

Facts have proved that miracles are so easy in this world.
Three days later, Xia Mo Lin's funeral was over.
In three days, Xia Yuxun went from madness to grief, to insensibility at the end.
Leng Sichen stayed with her all the time, for fear of her accident, until Liang Qian heard news that there was a clue to the murderer.
Leng Sichen comforted Xia Yuxun to sleep, and then he was going to check the whole story immediately.
He arranged for a nanny to look at her personally when he was away.
Although she is now like a puppet doll who can't speak and has no expression, she has no mobility at all, but Xia Yuxun like this makes him more worried.
"Xiao Xun, I will find the murderer and wait until I come back." Leng Sichen held her cold little hand and opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but at the end he didn't say a word. He knew he was at the moment. It's useless to say anything.
In just three days, Leng Sichen's face became extremely haggard, as if he was seriously ill.
Had it not been for him to get Xia Molin back in order to force her to marry, Xia Molin would not have died for protecting her.
There is no doubt that this assassination was caused by him again.
He thought he could protect her before, but now he knows why Xia Yuxun dare not be with him.
I was dazzled by anger at the time, and now I remember what Xia Yuxun said at the time.
She said that she didn't want to spend the rest of her life trembling and worrying about gains and losses...
He didn't have anything special since he was a child, only Xia Yuxun.
He couldn't help but use all means to hold her tightly, but found that the tighter the grip, the faster she would be lost like sand.
Heh, maybe just like the hexagram calculated by the monk back then, he was born an ominous person, as long as the people around him would suffer bad luck because of him.
Even his parents and relatives estranged him, but she approached him recklessly.
He was too greedy for her warmth, until he exhausted her energy uncontrollably and plunged her into darkness...
"Xiao Kaoru, I know, this time, you are afraid you will never forgive me. I can't forgive myself either. But, I will pay you for the rest of my life..."
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Not long after Leng Sichen left, Xia Yuxun, who was lying on the bed, suddenly sat up, without a trace of sleepiness in her eyes.
She was wearing a white nightdress and walked into the living room like a ghost.
"Uh, ma'am, what do you need? I'll help you prepare!"
"I'm going to take a bath, do you want to visit?"
"Uh..." the nanny rubbed her hands awkwardly, and said diligently, "I'll put the bath water for you!"
The nanny checked around by letting the water out, and made sure that there were no dangerous items like knives and scissors around, not even a nail, and even the lady's iron hairpin was thrown away. This was relieved.
Also, the husband took away all these things in the house, there should be no problem.
Of course Xia Yuxun knew what the nanny was doing inside for so long, but he gave a low laugh and didn't expose her.
"Madam, get ready! Don't soak for too long, you're weak, be careful of dizziness!" the nanny warned worriedly.
Xia Yuxun walked into the bathroom slowly without saying a word. Without taking off his clothes, she just lay down in the bathtub.
She lay in the warm and comfortable hot water like the womb of the mother who first existed in mankind, and the corner of her mouth evoked a strange and mocking arc, "Heh, Leng Sichen... You think if a person really wants to die, you can stop it. ?"