Chapter 453: Old illness

Leng Sichen thought Xiaobai was afraid of thunder, but he didn't expect Xiaobai to look at Xia Yuxun and asked worriedly, "Mommy, are you okay?"
He could feel Mommy's hands shaking.
Xia Yuxun smiled, "Mummy is okay."
In fact, she was already vomiting to death at this moment. It was really rainy and rainy, why the more she wanted to stay calm, the more embarrassed she would be in front of him!
Another muffled thunder sounded, and Xia Yuxun's face became paler.
Don't lose face in front of Xiao Bai, especially when Leng Sichen is present, absolutely not.
Xia Yuxun, hold on!
Don't think about those, don't think about anything, everything is over, calm down, you can!
Boom rumble-boom rumble-
"what--"
After another burst of violent lightning and thunder, Xia Yuxun finally couldn't hold back, screamed and squatted down, her body trembling constantly.
When you try to tell yourself not to think about one thing, you are already thinking about it constantly.
This thunderstorm was like a fuse, and finally detonated the door in her heart, and all the darkness rushed out together...
Dad... sorry...
If I didn’t go with him that day...
If the person I choose is you...
You have delayed most of your life for your mother without any complaints, never marrying, guarding other people's daughters, and spent the second half of your life raising me...
In the end, I didn’t get anything, but was killed by my favorite daughter...
Dad, I haven't had time to be filial to you, I haven't had time to make up for the debt to you...
"Ah—" She was sobbing and crying, but the colic in her heart that almost choked her became more and more serious, and there was no way to resolve it.
pain! It hurts so much, no matter how hard you try, you can’t get rid of it...
The pain permeates every breath of her, and affects every heartbeat of her...
"Mommy!" Xiaobai looked at Mommy's painful look at a loss, her face was full of panic, "Don't be afraid of Mommy..."
Xiao Bai, sorry, sorry...
Xia Yuxun bit her lip, she had tried very hard not to scare Xiao Bai, but she failed. After all, she was still too cowardly to defeat her own demon...
Liang Qian and Yu Chifei looked at each other suspiciously. What happened to this woman? Is this reaction just because of fear of thunder?
And Leng Sichen was already stunned by the scene in front of him.
In the past five years, how many things he did not know!
Although she had survived because of Xiaobai after she left, what pressure has she been under over the years?
When Yu Chifei looked at the woman who was somewhat similar to Xia Yuxun in front of him, there was a strong sense of guilt and self-blame in his heart.
He recalled the distressed look of the girl who had been strong and optimistic after Lin was mistakenly killed at the end of summer. He recalled the tragic scene in the bathroom...
"Xiao Xun..." Leng Sichen murmured aloud, and just struggling to get out of bed, there was a sudden sound of rapid footsteps outside the ward.
The door was opened with a bang, and it was Ou Mingxuan.
He was panting, holding the door frame and looking around, and finally fixed his gaze on the woman who squatted down in the corner and hugged him.
"Yu Xun..." Ou Mingxuan's heart mentioned his throat, and carefully approached her step by step, his voice a little anxious, "Yu Xun, is that you? Xia Yu Xun! Answer me!"
"Who are you? Don't come over!" Xiaobai stood in front of Xia Yuxun like an old hen protecting a chick.