Chapter 54: Is it possible for Lin Feng to turn around and like him?

The "selfie stick" for the video was made by Ji Mingyue with a baseball bat, so it was not very stable. The first shot was always shaking, and only a few figures could be blurred.
The boys stood in a row next to the cakes on the table. In order to prevent mutual obstruction, everyone stood by their height. In the front is Ji Mingyue himself, the others behind him head out in turn, Lin Feng is taller and stands in the penultimate position.
Although it is a video, everyone thinks that they are taking photos at a regular time. Basically, they put cakes and Wen Erya wearing a paper shell crown as the center. The eyelids do not let them blink, making their eyes twitch, or because their poSe is too difficult, they are not standing upright, and they are shaking and trying to fix their posture.
This scene is still very funny. Ji Ming couldn't help but laugh, and decided not to delete the video. It was also good to turn it out when I was bored.
Someone finally noticed something wrong in the video. He pulled Ji Mingyue's shoulders and asked him to take the phone down to see the situation. After shaking for a while, the mobile phone was put down, the formation of the kindergarten platoons collapsed instantly, and everyone crowded over to check the mobile phone screen.
... No, not everyone.
After the phone was put down, the angle of the skewed screen was just from the bottom up to capture Lin Feng. He did look at it, but the target of sight was obviously not the phone, but somewhere up. .
Lin Feng stared at that position for a few seconds, then looked down and looked at the direction of the phone screen.
At the same time, the slow shutter "culprit" has also been discovered by the friends, and the video stopped abruptly in the crowd's yelling and laughter.
Ji Mingyue's fingertips sweated a little, and he clicked the play button again.
Repeatedly several times, Lin Feng's sight was almost clear enough to be engraved in his brain, although there was no evidence ... but he intuitively, Lin Feng was looking at him at that time.
And Lin Feng's look ...
A line of sight and a look may not explain anything at all, and it is even a bit ridiculous to take it out as evidence, but Ji Mingyue just now, popping out of his mind a thought he had never dared to think before--
Lin Feng, does he also like him?
The cognition of "Lin Feng had a girlfriend" and "Lin Feng is straight" has been deeply entrenched in his heart for ten years, and he is convinced that he is worried about every illusion of talking on the phone and wanting time to turn back, Are built on this foundation.
In his vision of "what should he do when everything comes back", he never "tells Lin Feng that he likes him and is happy to be with him".
But ... if Lin Feng isn't?
"Girlfriend" in this life has been proven to be a fool, so what exactly is Lin Feng's emotional line? Is it possible for Lin Feng ... in this life, turn around and like him?
Is it possible ... is it impossible?
"Ji Mingyue!" Cui Qi called him, "What are you looking at? The photo can't be found?"
Ji Mingyue was immersed in his own thoughts, and was caught off guard by the name. He almost shook his hand and threw the phone directly to the ground. Fortunately, he settled in time, and the mobile phone shook a bit, and was held in his hand again.
I almost forgot that there are still a few people holding mobile phones and driving Bluetooth to feed, Ji Ming said without looking up, "... what's the matter, I'm looking at who you shoot the ugliest."
"You send it first, let's judge who is the ugliest." Feng Rui said vaguely, biting on the fruit.
Ji Mingyue gave a "hmm" sound. While pressing the send button, he looked up at Lin Feng.
Lin Feng just turned his head, separated from him for a moment, staring at each other for a moment.
Like a cluster of electric currents rushing up from the spine, whipped the nerves that have become extremely sensitive, Ji Mingyue trembled his fingers and turned his head first.
After passing the photo, Ji Mingyue sat on the edge of the sofa again, and opened the video and watched it several times.
The shaking of the camera, the voices of everyone, and Lin Feng's figure were reproduced over and over again. But no matter how you look at it, in the video, Lin Feng's line of sight stops for only a few seconds, and it is impossible to see a flower.
"Well, it would be nice if there were melon seeds at this time." Someone watched the TV and pursed his lips and sighed.
"I want to eat spicy bars!" "I want to drink Coke." "I want to drink beer !!" The boys felt the same and responded one after another.
Although the villa has prepared a wealth of fruit, vegetable and meat fish in advance for them to eat, it is not a problem, but it is still a bit difficult to meet the demand for a variety of snacks for adolescent boys.
"There doesn't seem to be much wine." Ji Mingyue glanced at the wine cabinet, which was filled with champagne. "There are only a few cans of beer left in the refrigerator."
They expect to live here for a while, and they ca n’t drink champagne every day. Not to mention, most of the boys still think that beer tastes more refreshing.
"That's enough for us to drink." Someone asked, "Is there a supermarket near here? I feel we have to buy something."
"There seems to be one from these two kilometers." Ji Ming crossed the road. "Will I have someone buy it and deliver it?"
After all, this is a suburb and a villa. It is sparsely populated and very far from the bustling downtown area. The nearest large supermarkets are two kilometers away.
However, Ji Mingyue was actually reluctant to bother people because he did not have a car himself, and every time he took care of the villa he came on a bicycle. It's a bit inhuman to have such a hot summer atmosphere that people have to ride bicycles for hours to get them some snacks.
"Forget it, it's so hot, don't toss people." Wen Erya said, "Whoever is really embarrassed, just walk and buy it, two kilometers is not too far."
"Well, I'll go. I remember there's a bicycle in the garage." Ji Mingyue thought about it. "Wait when the afternoon is cooler, what do you want to eat?"
Everyone said a bunch. The main thing they wanted was beer. Other cola potato chips, peanuts, and everything else were still next: On a hot summer night, while watching the Olympics on the sofa, they opened a can of cold beer at the same time. In other words, that's heaven!
"Okay, it's too heavy, I can't take it alone." Ji Ming paused and glanced in a certain direction. "... Lin Feng go with me."
After dinner in the afternoon, a group of people pulled out the bicycle that Ji Mingyue said from the garage. It was bought by Ji Mingyue two years ago on a whim, and I have n’t been to ride it since then. I kept it in the garage. I thought it should be covered with ash, but when I dragged it out in the sun, I found it looks like it. not bad.
It seems that because of the villa manager, sometimes he changed his bike and this bike, there was a pump next to it, the tires were full, the bearings were oiled, and there were no signs of rust.
Lin Feng crossed his legs and rode up. He turned to Ji Mingyue and said, "Come up."
It was evening, and in the evening sunset, Lin Feng's hair was gently blown by the summer wind. Wen Erya sighed, "Lin Feng's face, it's a pity not to make an idol drama."
Feng Rui said, "Are we not filming now? Look at it, Ji Mingyue is the first actress!"
Ji Mingyue got into the car halfway, gritted his teeth and turned back: "Feng Rui, dare you to be a girl, I will let you sleep in the pool tonight !!"
"... Let's do it." Feng Rui acknowledged it very quickly, but it didn't stop him muttering a few words, "Femnic? The words are quite advanced."
Ji Mingyue has been seated in the back seat, while rubbing from Feng Rui's side, clutching Lin Feng's clothing corner with one hand, patted a hand of Feng Rui's head with one hand.
"Fuck!" Feng Rui shouted, holding his head and raising his head, but saw that Lin Feng was already riding Ji Mingyue and riding out a distance like the wind, and he couldn't catch up, "What are you ... ... "
"Hahahaha ..." Ji Mingyue looked at Feng Rui and ran a few steps in vain, eventually getting smaller and smaller, and he smiled back and forth.
Lin Feng said in front: "Don't shake it, hold on."
"Oh oh." Ji Mingyue listened to him, and he sat up straight and obediently, holding his hand on the corner of Lin Fengyi's arm and shaking slightly, "I'm holding it."
"No clothes," Lin Feng said, "when you really want to fall, it doesn't matter how tightly you hold your clothes."
Isn't this stuff just for keeping balance? If you really want to fall, even if you hold octopus tightly, you should fall. It ’s better to say that two people fell worse together ...
Ji Mingyue was still defamating in his heart. Lin Feng suddenly stretched out a hand and put Ji Mingyue's hand holding his corner of his clothing to his waist.
Between the youth and the youth, the waist heat that is flexible and full of strength is transmitted to the palms through vigorous pulses.
Ji Mingyue's face was
burned out
hot, and all her belly was thrown out of the clouds.
He couldn't help but start thinking ...
In fact, for Ji Mingyue, what he found in the video today is more significant than the ambiguous hug behind the curtains late last night, and even the bad kiss.
Because he already knew that he was gay, even if he hadn't been in love in previous lives, he had silently observed the lives of similar people in forums of all sizes. For young gays, one of the most commonly mentioned warnings in the forum is: "Don't fall in love with straight men."
If women are described as emotional animals, then men have to remove the word "sense"-their reason is often dominated by the lower body, or vulgarly speaking, men can do everything for the sake of coolness.
In some extremely special circumstances, the dividing line between straight and non-straight can be almost blurry. A straight man can hold you and rub your ears. In fact, the brain is filled with a beautiful woman with and long legs . When this extreme environment disappears and all ambiguity disappears, the dividing line will immediately turn into a bottomless nature.
Therefore, Ji Mingyue's ambiguous contact with Lin Feng in the darkness and his fascination with the mood were actually viewed from a nearly sober attitude.
In that extremely private environment, it's normal to do anything with the nature of a man, even if Lin Feng has a desire for him ... he won't be too surprised.
So he hurried away at that time, not because he was afraid of each other's impulse, but because he knew that they could not bear the consequences of the impulse.
...... Desire is normal, but love is different.
Although it's just a look, Ji Ming can't distinguish and confirm it more clearly.
But if he reads right, Lin Feng is at least ... interested in his face?
Ji Mingyue twisted his face with a "swish" look, his eyes brightened.
Lin Feng said for a moment: "What happened to you?"
At this point they had already bought something, Lin Feng was holding a box of beer in his arms, Ji Mingyue was carrying various snacks in his hands, the bicycle was parked in the garage, and the two were walking side by side toward the interior of the villa.
Ji Mingyue: "..."
How can he verify whether Lin Feng is interested in his face? Go up to seduce him? = _ =