Chapter 36: The season you wait

At one o'clock in the morning, Jiang Xiaozhen finally had a warm meal.
With her hair tied casually and her dirty face, she held up the bowl, grabbed the chopsticks, and devoured it.
He Yu took a piece of paper and handed it to her.
Jiang Xiaozhen didn't answer, and didn't understand his intention.
So he sat closer to her, took off her glasses and wiped her face.
He wiped away tears, nose, dust and the like, and he didn't think she was dirty.
The chin was supported by He Yu's hand, Jiang Xiaozhen continued to chew in her mouth, her expression dumbfounded.
Speaking of her story, she didn't have much emotional ups and downs. However, when He Yu silently listened to all her thoughts, their relationship became obviously different.
In front of him, Jiang Xiaozhen let herself be embarrassed and let her own six gods.
After finishing the meal and packing her mother's share, Jiang Xiaozhen carried the plastic bag in one hand and actively went to He Yu's hand with the other.
But not to lead him.
She clenched her hand into a fist, and pressed the back of her hand to his palm, hoping to be held by him.
Jiang Xiaozhen from He Yuqian.
"May I ask you a question?" She looked up at him.
He responded without thinking.
"I will take the exam at the end of the next period. After the results come out, I will soon have to pay the tuition for the next semester..."
Jiang Xiaozhen stood at the crossroads of choice, and she handed the steering wheel of her life into He Yu's hands.
"Do you think I am going to school next week?"
She asked carefully, and He Yu answered the question carefully in the same way.
He pondered for a while and replied.
"I think, yes."
This is different from what Jiang Xiaozhen imagined.
"I thought you would sympathize with me after hearing my story. You seem to be deeply moved."
He Yu pursed his lips.
"I feel more guilty than sympathy, because I misunderstood you a lot before."
He said: "What I have said to you too much is based on my own speculation. I am sorry, Jiang Xiaozhen."
Under the night light, He Yu's side face was surrounded by a warm soft light.
His eyelashes are drooping, quiet and beautiful.
Contrary to the adjectives he used to describe her, Jiang Xiaozhen thought: This person is really beautiful, no matter in mind or appearance.
"You are better than I thought..." After a pause, he seriously gave his opinion: "So Jiang Xiaozhen, you should continue to school."
"Awesome?"
Repeating the words in his words, she seemed to hear a joke: "How is it possible?"
"I am hated by people, have no friends, and are ugly and fat. Others find me disgusting, and I also find myself disgusting. What's so great about me like this?"
He Yu firmly held Jiang Xiaozhen's hand.
There was a strange power in him that magically calmed her down.
His eyes were clear and clear, and she seemed to be able to see herself inside.
"Even so, you still tried to move forward. You probably didn't realize it yourself, but I have seen that you are firmly on the road to growth."
Jiang Xiaozhen opened her mouth, self-loathing in her heart was an inextinguishable fire, she wanted to refute, and wanted him to know how bad she was.
"The zipper of your schoolbag is not pulled. I saw the two application forms inside. You apply to change classes, you apply to run for the student union cadre, Jiang Xiaozhen, you have made changes to adapt to the environment, you have made the choice to fight for what you want Things, you want to continue learning."
He Yu touched her head.
It seemed to say to her: Well done, Jiang Xiaozhen.
Jiang Xiaozhen had forgotten what he wanted to say.
The knot entangled in the heart was loosened.
There is little warmth that penetrates from the skin into the bottom of my heart.
She looked up from the bottom of the cell and caught a glimpse of the sky.
Her lips moved, Jiang Xiaozhen suddenly wanted to be free from the endless waiting, she couldn't help asking him.
"Do you know, when will Jiang Mingzhen's season come?"
There was a faint smile on He Yu's face.
He said: "She is on the way to get there."
When we were young, we thought that growth would happen overnight.
After a certain day, the little devil's head suddenly rose up, put on a suit and bow tie.
Hua Gu Duo stretched out all of it at once with a flick of his fingers, and it was in full bloom.
Waiting for growth, "Jiang Mingzhen" voluntarily walked into the cage for self-protection. The family changes and the turbulent environment, she hides in a cage, fearing to grow. She didn't find a suitable skill to deal with the world and maliciousness. She waited wholeheartedly for her own blooming season.
It was Jiang Xiaozhen who stepped out of the cage instead of her. She locked up her fear, humbleness, and wavering.
She used the pretend to be strong, and forced herself to face everything that made her feel uneasy.
In those days that passed, she split, played, and was emotionally numb.
Jiang Xiaozhen immersed himself in moving forward, exhausted all his energy, and passed the dates on the desk calendar.
But ah, Huaguduo and Xiaoguitou have never been, and they have grown up in an instant.
Growth requires experience.
And the journey of going forward with weight and experiencing that dark jungle is also the "growth" itself.
The seasons like Jiang Mingzhen never come.
But that doesn't matter. Jiang Xiaozhen is taking her on the way there.
"Next week, I will go to the exam."
Squinting his eyes, Jiang Xiaozhen smiled back at He Yu.
"Ok."
He Yu's tone became brisk when he finally saw her smile.
"Regarding classes next semester, you don't need to be in our school. The quality of teaching in our school is quite high. If you go to other public schools, you can keep up with your progress. Would you like to try another school?"
Jiang Xiaozhen shook her head: "My parents will not agree."
"I'll help you talk to them."
They were walking on the way home holding hands, He Yu's pace was slightly faster.
Jiang Xiaozhen's hand was held by him, shaking up and down slightly.
He Yu spoke along the way, shaking naturally, and didn't notice anything wrong.
"The books I studied in the countryside before high school were all public schools. My academic performance is very good, so there is absolutely no saying that public schools are worse than private schools."
"If the family is in difficulty, you can apply for a state subsidy. I am familiar with this procedure. Moreover, public schools have very little tuition, so they are not as scary as our schools."
He babbled with great patience, one sentence here, another sentence there, planning for her future.
Jiang Xiaozhen listened carefully and wrote down every word he said.
"You are now in your first year of high school, and you will be going to university after two more years. A diploma is very important.
"When you go to college in the future, you can study well and get a scholarship. Oh, yes, you can still apply for student loans."
"Then you arrive at university, and you can work in your spare time. That way, the salary is higher than your current part-time job, and there are also easier jobs, such as tutoring, part-time jobs in school..."
Why is the sun in the sky in the middle of the night?
Jiang Xiaozhen clearly felt that she was exposed to the sun.