Chapter 45: Worsening condition

Niuniu hasn't heard her grandma talk about "the plot to overthrow the supporting actress" in her story.
Soon after the year, grandpa was taken to the hospital by ambulance.
Recurrence of stroke...
It was originally hemiplegia, but the condition worsened after recurrence, and only the toes and fingers of grandpa could move. He doesn't speak very much, and he can't eat much.
Niuniu always remembered her grandma in her heart.
In the past, my grandfather had an accidental stroke and didn't get to the doctor in time. Grandma didn't say anything but blamed herself in her heart. After that, she stayed by his side to take care of him.
The day I called for an ambulance.
There was heavy snow outside, and everything on the ground was covered with white.
Grandma put on a single coat and ran to the alley.
Looking at the empty street where the car was coming in, she said, "Why haven't you come yet?"
Niuniu ran out of the house following her grandma.
The cold wind made Niuniu so cold, she raised her head and saw her grandmother's profile in the snow.
Niuniu saw her grandma cry for the first time.
Snow flakes fell, adding frost to her head. She stood in the alley with a dazed expression, like a lost child.
"Grandma..." Niuniu called her softly and went to hold her hand.
So ice.
Grandma's hands were too cold, and Niuniu subconsciously retracted her fingers.
Grandma noticed her.
She looked at her, holding Niu Niu's thick coat with her hand around her thin shoulder.
So Niuniu and grandma stared at the ice and snow together, waiting for the ambulance to appear.
After her grandfather was hospitalized, she was afraid that Niuniu would cause trouble, and her parents never took her to the hospital to visit him.
So Niuniu asked her parents once a day: "Is grandpa better?"
"It's better," they comforted by stroking her little head. "Don't worry."
Niuniu continued to ask: "When will grandma come back?"
They fell silent.
When she asked more often, they chose to answer her seriously.
"Grandpa became ill this time and caused a series of complications. The doctor advised him to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time. So Niuniu, staying in the hospital is for the sake of grandpa."
Niuniu was startled for a moment, nodded, seemingly understanding.
Seeing grandpa again, it was a photo sent by grandma through mother's mobile phone.
In the past few months, grandma helped grandpa tidy his hair again.
This time, the cut was very beautiful. After the cut, she triumphantly took out the phone and wanted to take a photo of him.
I found several photos, but they were not very good.
He looks too skinny.
"Oh, it's mainly a bad expression."
Delete the photo, and grandma raised the phone again.
"You come to learn from me and laugh."
She was out of the camera, facing him, and after shouting "Three Two One", she made an ugly face.
In the photo, grandpa pressed the corner of his mouth and smiled faintly.
She showed him the picture.
"It's well shot."
That day, his wit was clearer than usual, and his eyes looked reluctantly on the phone screen.
He said, "I want this as a posthumous photo."
Grandma reacted greatly to the phone and stood up: "What nonsense are you talking about!"
Grandpa's tone was calm, like talking about the weather, ordinary.
"Mingzhen, the illness is getting worse and worse, I always get older and older."
The two nurses hired a few days ago were fired again. She felt that others were not doing things properly and she always took care of him by herself. He has been sick for so many years, and she has taken care of him for so many years.
What he could see was that she couldn't get rid of her clothes. For him, she no longer had a normal life; the medical expenses paid to the hospital at home were like falling into a bottomless black hole. In exchange for those endless pills, checks, and scheduled operations.
He couldn't see, but he could imagine, it was pressed on her heart, on the hearts of the people at home, pain, worry and anxiety.
Grandma didn't answer his words, turned around and changed the subject: "I'll go out and buy some fruit."
Grandpa watched her walk out of the room.
She walked so fast that she missed the sentence he muttered to herself.
"Mingzhen, I always wanted to ask you..."
"I knew this, would you regret it?"
When he was unable to take care of himself, when she changed the sheets; when she wiped his body every day, stroking his atrophied muscles; when he needed a bath, her shoulders carried all his weight; when he was pushed In the operating room, when she waited behind the door; when he knew that he would hurt her and still talked to her about the proposition of "death"... Jiang Mingzhen, you must have discovered that the person in front of you is no longer the smart one at the beginning He Yu is handsome and excellent, so you can rest assured.
He becomes sensitive, cowardly, and incompetent, becomes a nightmare, becomes you can't get rid of the burden.
If you knew this, would you regret it?
He Yu regretted it.
Lying on the hospital bed immovably, staring at the white ceiling, he will have all the time he has the ability to think to regret.
Even if Jiang Mingzhen never said, he wanted to give her a relief.