Chapter 49: You will become beautiful

After that, He Yu didn't reply a word.
Jiang Xiaozhen did not look for him either.
This time there was a surprising understanding, and the two of them broke contact.
After the winter vacation, Jiang Xiaozhen returned to campus, still working her two jobs, insisting on her path to beauty.
Buy cosmetics, buy clothes, learn how to dress up, continue to diet and exercise. A few months later, she finally saved enough money for orthodontics and went to the hospital to make an appointment with a doctor to extract teeth and prepare to wear braces.
"Did you think about it?" The dentist said to her in front of the film, "I mean the teeth are not aligned. Actually, it does not affect your normal life. If you have orthodontics, you have to remove four Tooth, the time required for orthodontics is also very long."
"I want to do," Jiang Xiaozhen said, "They make me feel pain."
The doctor shook his head: "It's impossible to hurt. A crooked tooth like yours won't hurt."
She fixed her eyes and said: "It just hurts."
Lying in the consulting room, Jiang Xiaozhen looked at the orange light above her head.
She felt the pain clearly when the tooth was extracted.
From the root acid to the chin, throat, and then to the heart. The loosening of the tooth, the pulling up after loosening, and the collapse of a series of vibrations. Things that were buried deeply, they were pulled out forcefully, spread out, bloody.
She closed her eyes when she heard the sound of whining in her ears and dizzy.
The small whining sound turned into a more concrete sound in the hum, it was someone's whisper, it was a kind of crack, she held her breath to listen.
"My Mingzhen is too introverted."
"Jiang Mingzhen, the ugly thing."
"Miss Jiang? Jiang Dafei pig is about the same."
His chest heaves violently.
The corners of the eyes were hot, and tears flowed down the temples, drop by drop.
"Is it uncomfortable?" The doctor stopped, feeling that the situation was not normal: "The anesthetic didn't work?"
"Uncomfortable."
Jiang Xiaozhen was shivering, unable to make a sentence.
"It feels bad."
"I am afraid."
"It's okay," the doctor consoled: "Don't worry."
He turned his head, ready to give her a shot of anesthetic.
"Will I be beautiful?" Jiang Xiaozhen asked suddenly behind him.
"Wearing braces has a chance to change the face shape, but..."
She interrupted him and asked again: "Will I be beautiful?"
Staring at her red eyes, the doctor sighed.
"You little girls, is appearance so important?"
Jiang Xiaozhen nodded: "Yeah."
"Okay," he smiled at her: "Then you will become beautiful."
Jiang Xiaozhen is also laughing.
Her lips were numb, but she pulled the corners of her mouth as hard as she could.
Very important and beautiful.
Growing up all the way to the present, because of the cold-eyed ridicule of his appearance, it has long been Jiang Xiaozhen's daily routine.
She could have lied to herself in her little world: I am the most beautiful. Waiting silently here, the season that belongs to her has come, or it will never come.
But light, it broke into her world, so bright and warm.
She approached the light, and through the light, she could see her true appearance.
She was burned by the light.
The closer I get, the more embarrassing I get, and the closer I feel, how ugly I am.
Jiang Xiaozhen dared not look at the light anymore.
She withdrew her hand, withdrew into her own little world, trying hard to become beautiful.
Like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly, one day it will fade its heavy shell and unfold its colorful wings that make the world jaw-dropping. Enough to dance with the light and shine in the big world.
The doctor picked up the needle.
Jiang Xiaozhen obediently cooperated and closed his eyes.
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After putting on braces, my teeth are sore and soft all day long.
Jiang Xiaozhen changed all his three meals a day to white porridge.
The tongue licked the cavity left by the teeth disappeared, and licked the thin wire of the braces, a feeling of tightness and pain made her frown. Jiang Xiaozhen did this when she was hungry, and then she didn't want to eat much.
One day, she did not eat to go to home tutoring.
After walking up a flight of stairs from the student's house, Jiang Xiaozhen fell down the stairs with his legs upside down.
Wearing jeans, the pain was not strong when she first fell. She patted her pants and got up to take the bus.
On the bus, I caught a glimpse of the reflective glass on the door, and Jiang Xiaozhen saw that the knee was soaked with blood.
She was surprised for a moment, and her eyes were quickly attracted by other things.
"Is that my leg? It's so thin."
She lifted her toes, and the girl's legs in the mirror moved.
Have you lost so much recently?
Jiang Xiaozhen is so happy and can't wait to share this good news with others.
I clicked on the call log of the phone and looked for the name of the person.
Turning to the bottom, I didn't see him.
The call records set on the phone will be automatically deleted for more than two months.
It has been so long without a phone call.