Vol 2 Chapter 14: : Why are you so anxious

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What Zhan Haoze relied on was that she loved her. Even if she had no backbone and loved him, she couldn't stand him to treat her like this.
"Shi Mengyu."
Zhan Haoze's voice was a bit low. If he looked carefully, he would find that his face was not very good-looking.
Shi Mengyu noticed that this seemed to be the first time he called her by her full name.
A little sad, she blinked and suppressed the feeling of crying.
"Zhan Haoze, wouldn't you want to say that you don't take me as a technical girl, what is your current move? Do you want to say, because you like me?"
He thought, she would believe?
Zhan Haoze didn't like to hear the word in her mouth, she still wanted to say it twice.
Zhan Haoze lowered her head to kiss her after she questioned.
Shi Mengzhen made up his mind this time not to let him do as he wished, leaning back and pushing him away.
Zhan Haoze's hands were lying on her shoulders. When she pushed, his body receded a little.
"Zhan Haoze, you go."
Her leg numbness has slowed down, and this will stand up, trying not to let her momentum lose. Even if she had already failed.
Zhan Haoze didn't say anything, but turned back to look at her again, with her hands on both sides of the armrests of her chair.
The scene in front of him was really ambiguous. Shi Menghuan pressed his body tightly to his back and stared at Zhan Haoze with precaution.
She didn't speak, he didn't speak and just stared at her like that.
Shi Mengzhen was very uncomfortable. She blinked and was still thinking about how to drive this person away.
With a bang, a sudden noise from outside made Shi Meng stagger.
She turned her face and noticed that someone was setting off fireworks, and she remembered it at this time.
Today is New Year's Day. New year, new day. Although fireworks are banned, some people don't take these rules seriously.
"呯 呯" fireworks rose into the sky again. Extremely brilliant.
When Shi Mengxi rented this place, half of the reasons were because of the good view, and there were several department stores opposite. And here is exactly a crossroads.
Someone put a firework right in the middle of the intersection, and the moment the firework ignited, they also successfully broke the situation of the two at this time.
Shi Mengzhen didn't look for too long. She found that Zhan Haoze seemed to be a little bit fascinated. She knew that the opportunity had come.
By the moment Zhan Haoze turned his head, Shi Mengyan got up quickly. She walked behind the desk.
She had a little numbness in her feet and she chose to ignore it. Picked up the bag and car keys that were set aside, ready to leave.
She walked a little fast, and she wouldn't care about other things at this moment, and went outside quickly.
When the hand touched the door, Zhan Haoze didn't follow him. She went downstairs and when he came to the door, he didn't seem to follow.
She stepped out of the company door and stopped. No matter what, the door is still locked.
As soon as he turned around, he saw that Zhan Haoze didn't know when he followed. She was startled, taking a step back instinctively.
Seeing he came out, she closed the door and went to the elevator.
The hallway was quiet, with only footsteps from two people. There is no other way here. The staircase is at the turning corner next to the elevator.
Shi Mengyu stood by the elevator and pressed the button to wait for the elevator to come.
When entering the elevator, Shi Mengzheng hesitated for a moment, just for a moment.
She went in, stood on the side of the button, and pressed the first floor.
Zhan Haoze followed. He didn't speak, and she didn't speak. She didn't want to look at him, but the wall of the elevator was a mirror.
She doesn't have to look back to see the figure of a man.
Zhan Haoze's figure is really good. The black trench coat lined him with imposing momentum, but he also had the handsomeness not to lose to the model.
The inverted triangle figure is tall and strong, and those long legs are too slender. Further up, she retracted her eyes and did not look at Zhan Haoze's eyes.
She felt that after just now, he should have given up. That's fine.
It wasn't until she got in the car that Shi Mengzhen thought she was thinking too well. She sat in the driver's seat and looked at Zhan Haoze in the front passenger seat.
"Zhan Haoze, please get off."
Zhan Haoze sat still, Shi Mengyan gritted his teeth: "Zhan Haoze, I repeat, I am not a casual woman."
The anger on her face was too obvious. Zhan Haoze glanced at her, his voice was very light,
"Neither do I."
"I'm not a technical girl, and I don't want to be a substitute for Chen Feifei."
Her voice couldn't help but raised for a time, with repressed anger.
When Zhan Haoze heard Chen Feifei's name, his expression inevitably flashed with disgust.
That emotion came and went quickly, and Shi Mengzhen did not see clearly.
She thought he didn't hear it and didn't mind saying it again: "Zhan Haoze, I'll say it again. I'm not a technical girl, not a casual woman."
"Before then?" Zhan Haoze approached suddenly, staring at her face.
Shi Mengyun's lips opened and closed, and closed again. In his too sharp eyes, he defeated first.
"I said that, I treat you as someone else." She said this, because men can't stand it, and then leave?
"Then continue."
Zhan Haoze said so, Shi Mengyi blinked, and it took him a while to figure out what he meant.
"I reject."
Zhan Haoze did not speak, but closed his eyes and relaxed his body, as if trying to sleep.
"Zhan Haoze?"
Shimeng screamed and found that Zhan Haoze didn't want to open his eyes. She became more and more sullen.
After nearly three minutes of stalemate, she could not help but start the car when another fireworks sounded outside.
Forget it. On the first day of the new year, she told herself that she just didn't want to have a conflict with Zhan Haoze on such days.
The car stopped downstairs in her apartment, and she turned to call Zhan Haoze. It seemed that he really fell asleep.
Shi Mengzhen originally wanted to speak, but his eyes saw the shadow of Zhan Haoze's eyes.
I didn't notice it before, but now I see that Zhan Haoze's face doesn't look very good. There is a light blue mark on the bottom of the eye, and a little bit of blue residue on the lower jaw.
It looks like there is really no rest.
Shi Mengzhen didn't say anything. Through this sleeping face in front of her, she seemed to see another 15-year-old boy, Qiao Ze.
That was also New Year's Day, their first New Year together.
She left home. Although she missed it, she was still a child. If there were other things that distracted her, she would not have time to miss home.
It was the same on New Year's Day that year.
The pollution of each other is not as serious as it is now, and Lin City has not banned the display of fireworks.
Not only is it not forbidden, there is a fireworks party in a newly-built park in Linshi on New Year's Day.
Why she knew it was because everyone living nearby was on vacation, and she heard someone say it.
She is only twelve years old and wants to see it. When he ate with his elder brother, he talked about it.
Of course, she just thought that she didn't really have to go.
The park is very far from the bungalow they live in. It takes two buses to take the bus, not at least one hour. It's too frustrating.
The most important thing was that there were not as many lines as there are now, only two subway lines.
It's too late after the fireworks show. If they want to come back, there will be no buses, and they can only take a taxi back.
Their economic situation at that time did not allow them to go to the fireworks show.
She could only casually say that the boy did not bother her at the time, but the next day, that is, on New Year's Day, he took her out in the afternoon.
"Brother, where are we going?"
After getting along for a few months, Shi Menghao made the younger brother scream more and more.
"you guess?"
"I can't guess." Shi Mengxi shook her head. Today is the first day of the new year. She looked at the street, and there were really many people.
The bus was a bit crowded and she nearly fell when she turned twice.
"Be careful, you help me."
The teenager's voice has been better after these months, but still a little husky.
She looked at her, he was taller than her, and she clasped her lips, holding her hand directly.
When the car turned again, her body fell to the side again.
The boy supported her like that with no pull ring. Although he is small, he has a lot of strength.
She was wrapped in his arms, half-enclosed and guarded, no matter how dangling and crowding behind, she did not crumble.
She looked up at her then, feeling extremely relieved.
If it weren't for her older brother, she might have gone home. But because of him, she always felt at ease.
She dropped her head and smiled a little.
"What are you laughing at?"
"It's nothing."
Shi Mengxi shook his head and waited until his destination, only to find that they came to the park where the fireworks show was held.
"You, do you have tickets?"
As far as she knows, because of knowing that there will be a fireworks show on this day, the park is usually open today, and tickets are required today.
"No."
Ten years ago, the cheapest ticket was more than a hundred, and the one inside was even more expensive.
The teenager took her hand: "Come with me, you can watch without tickets."
What do you mean?
Shi Mengzhang has been following the boy until later.
Near the park, there is a building that has just begun construction. One of them has been completed but has not yet been inspected and closed.
The teenager was so brave that she took her to the top of the building in the not so bright night.
The night wind is strong and cold. Where they sit they can see the park opposite.
"Let's start." When the teenager went out, she carried a bag, and at that time she didn't understand what the teenager backpack was doing.
Understand until now, the teenager took out a pair of telescopes from inside and gave her.
"Look at this."
"Thank you."
Shi Meng chuckled. With the telescope, some performances in the park can be seen clearly. The sound is loud and they can hear it here.
She is very happy, especially today there is a group that she likes very much. She couldn't help but turned to point to the teenager.
It was found that the teenager was not watching the performance over the park, but was watching her.
"Big brother?"
Is there anything dirty on her face?
"It's nothing, just watch it if you like."
The boy turned away, and the night was too dark. She didn't see it, and the boy quietly turned red.
She just held the telescope and looked with interest.
The teenager not only prepared binoculars, but also snacks and water. Little girls will love it.
When the fireworks show started, the telescope was useless. Because she was close, she could see clearly.
Fireworks of various shapes are colorful and dazzling.
She had never seen so many forms of fireworks, she looked excited, but inevitably felt a coldness.
The teenager looked at her, and put her body in his arms like she was on a bus.
He was so thin, but his arms were so warm. Instead of feeling cold, she looked more and more interested.
The scene of that night was like an extremely brilliant dream that she would never forget in her life.
The fireworks show ended and there were no buses. The teenager even took a taxi to take her back.
She wanted to ask him where the money came from. But the boy didn't ask, she wouldn't ask.
When the car stopped outside the hutong, she was a little sleepy and wanted to sleep. She always had a regular life, and she would go to bed when time was up.
The teenager did not wake her up, but carried her on his back and carried her back home like that.
Thoughts returned from the drowsiness that day, Shi Mengyu found that Zhan Haoze did not know when he woke up.
She looked back, bit her lip, and got out of the car quickly.
When Zhan Haoze was behind her this time, she didn't let him go. She knew that was useless.
When taking a shower in the bathroom, Shi Mengzhang looked at himself in the mirror with some tangles.
She bit her lip. Why did she know she was wrong, but couldn't make up her mind to solve it?
Forget it, today is the first day of the new year, what's the matter, wait until today to say.
Shi Mengzhang told herself that after today, she would definitely drive Zhan Haoze away.
Even if she knew it, she had no way of using Zhan Haoze.
What surprised Shi Mengyu was that when she took a shower and returned to the room, Zhan Haoze was already lying on the bed.
He closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep again. Was he sleepy?
Shi Mengyu wanted to ask, but felt that she couldn't ask anything. She went to bed, fell asleep, and just turned off the light, Zhan Haoze's hand stretched out.
Her body has momentary stiffness. She doesn't like this. She doesn't like that every time Zhan Haoze wants to have a relationship with her. He doesn't like the enthusiasm and indifference under the bed.
To her surprise, Zhan Haoze just hugged her.
Perceiving the stiffness of her body, he buried his face in her neck socket, and lightly froze at her neck socket.
"I'm sleepy and sleep."
There was no more word in the lowered voice. Men seem to be really sleepy and want to sleep.
Shi Mengyi waited a while and heard the man's long breathing.
She froze, and couldn't help but looked up at the man's face. The lights in the room were off and the curtains were pulled. She couldn't see clearly, it was dark.
She thought about the dark shadow on the man's face, and the tiredness that appeared on the man's face.
There was a flash of distress in her heart, but she restrained herself and told herself that it was not her business.
But no matter how much psychological construction he did, Shi Mengzhen raised his hand.
He closed it again when he was about to touch the man's face. She closed her eyes and pressed his face against his heart when he slept unconsciously.
Listening to his steady heartbeat, he fell asleep.
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When Shi Mengchi woke up in the morning, Zhan Haoze was still sleeping.
He seemed to be asleep, she stared at his sleeping face for a long while, and gently pulled away from his arms.
After washing well, Shi Mengzhen discovered that Zhan Haoze had not yet awoken. She ignored him and went straight to the kitchen.
After looking around the material, Shi Mengyu decided to make the simplest breakfast. She took one copy of the material, and when she thought of the person sleeping in the room, she took two more.
She remembered that he always had a lot of food.
Zhan Haoze in the room didn't sleep too long, and he was woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone.
It was Chen Feifei who answered the phone.
"Brother Hao, when are you coming back?"
"Fifi?" Zhan Haoze looked at the time and sat up.
"Brother Hao." Chen Feifei on the phone seemed to hear something different: "What's wrong with your voice? Are you sleeping?"
"No."
Zhan Haoze shook his head, and his voice restored his usual calmness: "Is there something wrong?"
"Of course something is happening. It's New Year's Day, it's New Year. You have to go on a business trip. Don't come back to accompany me."
Silent, Zhan Haoze didn't answer this, and Chen Feifei didn't really ask him to answer: "Dad is too much. Why would he let you go on a business trip so far alone? It takes so many days. Are all of those people waste? "
"Fifi."
Zhan Haoze's voice changed, Chen Feifei gritted his teeth: "Well, I know this is my father trusting you. But I'm just not happy, I want you to stay with me."
"Wait for me to come back." Zhan Haoze's voice was light: "Is there anything else?"
"Yes." Chen Feifei thought of the previous message: "I heard that the marketing manager of the cooperative company looks very beautiful. Do you think she is beautiful or I am beautiful?"
Zhan Haoze didn't want to answer this question at all: "You just want to ask this? Then I'll hang up. I will have a meeting later."
"Brother Hao." Chen Feifei gritted his teeth, his expression amused. Zhan Haoze was not in front of her, and she was not afraid to be seen by him.
Zhan Haoze hung up the phone and went back to sleep. The phone rang again.
Taking a look at the number, he picked it up.
"How? By the way?"
"Everything goes well." Tang Hua's voice rang at the other end of the phone. "The things you told me have been resolved."
"Well." Zhan Haoze knew that he would definitely solve it.
"Speaking of it, what is it that you are so anxious to return to Lin City?"
Tang Hua found that he did n’t understand the boss recently: "You have reduced the business that can take up to a week to three days, and hurried back to Lin today. Why? You are not going to accompany the little princess of the Chen family ? "
Zhan Haoze rubbed his eyebrows and didn't answer Tang Hua's question: "You have finished everything, hit the iron while you are hot, and eat down the H-city site."
When it comes to business, Tang Hua's attitude is much more serious: "Okay, it's just a New Year, and they have a lot of actions on their side."
"It's just a lot of movement. It's better to stir up the water to make it easier for us."
"Yes." Tang Hua nodded and thought of another thing: "Yes, the sixth boy has been clamoring to go to Lin City to help you, you see this--"
"Don't let him come." Zhan Haoze thought of something: "Let him go to Qingcheng."
"Boss?"
The blurted name did not change Zhan Haoze's decision: "Not only the sixth, the fourth and the seventh, let them pass. Let me say."
"Yes."
"Tell the fourth, I'm going to close the net."
"Okay." Tang Hua's voice was a little excited, and Zhan Haoze hung up the phone but never felt sleepy again.
When I planned to get up, I realized that Shi Mengyu didn't know when he was standing at the door of the room and was watching him.
His eyebrows moved slightly, but soon he returned to peace.
Shi Mengzhuang bit her lip and turned her eyes away from Zhan Haoze's sturdy chest.
She turned away and walked quickly. If it wasn't for Zhan Haoze's good ear strength, he could hardly hear it, and Shi Mengxi said the word "eat".
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The restaurant is quiet. Shi Meng's house is small. The dining room is connected to the living room.
She was sitting at one end of the table, and opposite was Zhan Haoze.
She put two sandwiches in front of him, and a glass of milk.
She ate the sandwich in front of herself without looking at Zhan Haoze. How similar is the atmosphere at hand to 13 years ago?
The scenes are similar, but people are different.
She suddenly lost her appetite, took a few bites at will, and solved the sandwich.
He got up and didn't return to the room. He went to the living room without watching Zhan Haoze and turned on the TV.
She rarely watched TV, at which time the New Year's Eve party on the New Year's Day was rebroadcasted.
I don't know when it will start. Some satellite TVs scramble to hold New Year's Eve party every year.
She didn't change channels, she just stared at the TV for a while until a very surnamed female voice came over the phone and sang with that very textured voice.
[A lot of bridges, a lot of romance, a lot of people are sad, so gathered and scattered, I ca n’t see it for many days; I just kissed you just now, do you like it?
Otherwise why keep holding my hand, you said you really want to take me back to your hometown ...
Slowly like you, slowly get close, talk to yourself slowly, walk with you slowly, slowly I want to cooperate with you, and slowly give me to you. 】
Shi Mengxi couldn't help but started to take a walk again. Those bridges were really not romantic, but she really wanted to walk with Zhan Haoze slowly and wanted to give her slowly.
She turned to look at the direction of the dining table, and found that Zhan Haoze didn't know when it was finished. He got up and walked to the sofa.
She was watching him, and he was watching her. He also saw TV.
Xu Shih's gaze was too direct, and Zhan Haoze came to her and sat down.
He took her body into his arms, lowered his head, and kissed her lips directly and accurately.
Shi Mengzhang blinked and did not refuse. Zhan Haoze overwhelmed her body on the sofa, and Shi Mengzhen carried his weight and raised his hands around his neck.
The location of the sofa is not small, but it is a bit reluctant to accommodate two adults.
In order not to fall, she hugged him tightly, and he hugged her body tightly.
There was no air conditioning in the living room. Shi Mengzhen was actually a bit cold, but it was only a bit cold, and it quickly warmed up.
When his clothes were torn and his body was hit by him, Shi Mengxi flashed a bitterness in her heart. At this time, she suddenly noticed something.
Not only Zhan Haozhe likes to do this, but she also likes it.
Because only this time, only when he is integrated with her, will she have the real sense that he is her elder brother.
Or only this time, the elder brother is her.