Vol 3 Chapter 46: : I forbid you to be okay
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To My Dear Mr. Huo
- Meditative Moon
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- 2021-02-27 09:22:09
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Mr. Li dare not say that Li Qianxue is wrong. He probably understands what his daughter thinks.
But tossing like this now can really achieve the effect she wants? Or does it really make her want to understand?
In case Su Chenghui was tired and refused to accept the move, he decided to retreat. If that's the case, what about Li Qianxue? After all, she and Su Chenghui are both young.
Li Qianxue was silent, looking at her father, she shook her head: "Dad, if that's the case, it can only prove that we have no fate."
If you miss it, you miss it.
"Qian Xue?" Father Li was distressed when he saw his daughter like this. Li Qianxue felt okay, but there was something else to tell Master Li.
"Right. Dad. Su Chenghui has been running Rongcheng over the past few days. He is thinking of reducing Su Peizhen's sentence. If there is no accident, Pei Zhen may come out after a while.
The news surprised Master Li. He looked at Li Qianxue.
"You don't want Pei Zhen to come out?"
"No."
Five years is not much different from two years.
"that--"
"I just feel sorry for Qing Sang."
Obviously Su Peizhen hurt Su Qingsang, but because of her past mother-daughter relationship, she has not broken off her relationship with Su Peizhen. Now if she is reunited with Su Chenghui, she must deal with Su Peizhen often.
She didn't want to hurt her daughter.
"Qingsang is a good boy, she should not mind."
Father Li knew what she was thinking, and he felt guilty to Su Peizhen. But such guilt is much greater than guilt for Su Qingsang.
"She doesn't mind me."
Li Qianxue looked at Mr. Li, not afraid he would know his mind: "Dad. Do you know? I thought something could be done, and I wanted to let it go, but I found it really difficult."
Midnight dreams, those past, those nightmares.
"I found that I couldn't do it." Forgiving the two words was too light, but it was really too difficult. She is not a saint, she really can't do it.
"Qianxue."
Father Li knew her knot, and he didn't persuade him later.
Su Chenghui stood at the door, and the handbag with the dessert in his hand seemed heavy at this moment. He stood at the door for five minutes, and after there was no sound in it, he pretended to push in the door as if nothing had happened.
Looking at Li Qianxue, his eyebrows were still mild, as if nothing had been heard.
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Li Qianxue found that Su Chenghui is a little bit different recently.
After talking with Father Li that day, Li Qianxue lost the interest of tossing Su Chenghui. Seriously speaking, this man has always been intolerable.
This was the case before, and the performance of Su Chenghui recently made her feel that she could not see him through.
"What's wrong?" Su Chenghui placed the snack on Li Qianxue's desk: "Don't you say you like this snack? I'll buy it for you."
"no need."
Li Qianxue said at the time that it was like an excuse. Really want to eat, buy that dim sum shop and become Li's way, isn't it a word?
"I don't want to eat today."
"So, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you." Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue, his expression as gentle as ever.
Just like him since this time. Li Qianxue looked at him with such annoyance.
"I don't want to eat anything. Su Chenghui, what do you think of me?"
Su Chenghui paused: "Qian Xue. Are you angry?"
"I'm not angry, I just don't want to see you."
"Qian Xue? Am I doing something wrong?"
Su Chenghui's lips curled into a straight line, looking at Li Qianxue very seriously.
Li Qianxue became more and more bored. The better Su Chenghui did, the more she didn't want to see him.
"Su Chenghui, don't you have a temper?"
"..."
Seeing Su Chenghui's face is unknown, Li Qianxue stood up and pointed at Su Chenghui's chest: "Don't you see that, are I deliberately tossing you these days?"
Su Chenghui looked at her and heard her finally say something, he shook his head: "I know, but you are willing to toss me, I am very happy."
"Are you so cheap?" Li Qianxue said a little bit angry: "Why don't you be like before? Pretend you can't see me, ignore me, no matter what I say or say, you don't look at it It looks like. Su Chenghui, why don't you continue? "
"You know that I'm tossing you at all now, saying something awkward, I'm just taking revenge. Why, can you still pretend to be indifferent? Haven't you got a temper? Are you bones?"
"..."
"Why aren't you angry?" Li Qianxue looked at Su Chenghui, with anger on his face: "Why don't you have a bit of backbone? Why?"
"Aren't you the most arrogant? Don't you hate me the most? Don't you least want to see me? So what are you doing now? You say."
Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue, he suddenly reached out and held her in his arms.
Li Qianxue froze, and Su Chenghui's arm tightened, holding her tightly: "Qian Xue."
"Su Chenghui, you—"
"I don't hate you, and I have no pride in front of you. I won't pretend I can't see you. Qian Xue, you are my favorite person in this world. I can never ignore you."
"..." Who wants to believe it? Li Qianxue didn't believe it.
"Qian Xue. I know it's hard to make you believe me, and I know that in your heart you still have a lot of concerns, a lot of hesitation. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter whether you want to torture me or torture me . "
This is what he owes her.
"If you don't believe me, you can continue to doubt me. If you want to test me, you can never forgive me forever. Even if you are happy, you have always been like this to me for the rest of your life.
"But Qian Xue, please don't push me away from you."
He had made mistakes, she didn't believe him, he understood.
He once vowed to use his second half of life to make up for his fault.
For him, the more tortured Li Qianxue, the happier he was.
Li Qianxue suddenly wanted to understand this. Su Chenghui wanted her to toss, and she wanted him to call him. The more she tossed, the more she could relieve Su Chenghui's guilt.
Li Qianxue who wants to understand, how can he willingly torment Su Chenghui again?
"Qian Xue, I once said that it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me in your life. Because, I don't mind. As long as you don't push me away, I will be happy."
"If you feel unhappy, you can just say, I can't do everything."
After finishing his speech, Su Chenghui carefully looked at Li Qianxue's wink: "Just give me a chance to stay with you, won't it?"
Li Qianxue looked at him, trying to say a word, but the voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he could not say a word.
She suddenly pushed him away, then turned away, and said coldly, "No."
"Qianxue?"
If Su Chenghui hadn't heard Li Qianxue's speech, he would never understand Li Qianxue's heart.
He wanted to say a few more words, Yang Rong came in, and he was looking for Li Qianxue.
"General Manager Li, this is the company's routine medical check-up arrangement in the second half of the year. You can sign it."
"Okay. Let it go."
"Also, you need to sign this document."
"it is good."
"There is one more thing, the planning department's advertisement has been filmed. With regard to the issue of planning, the planning department and the two managers of the marketing department have different opinions-"
"Take your time and let them come to my office and say."
"Yes."
Yang Rong finished all his business affairs and looked at Su Chenghui, who was standing still. There was a thought under my heart, wouldn't the two people quarrel again?
As soon as Yang Rong left, Su Chenghui was anxious to show his heart. He knew clearly that it was better to do as much as he could.
But Li Qianxue had a strong heart and a good background. He didn't seem to be able to do much for him.
"Qian Xue, you heard me."
"Su Chenghui--" Li Qianxue interrupted him, "you go back first."
"Qianxue."
"You are fine these days and you are not used to calling me. I want to calm down alone."
"..." Su Chenghui looked at her: "A few days?"
"I don't know." Li Qianxue really didn't know: "Su Pei really, don't you want to go to Rongcheng? You go."
She actually knew that Su Peizhen's case seemed to be in court these days. She did not believe that Su Chenghui was not concerned at all and did not want to see it at all.
"Qianxue?"
"Wait for Su Pei's business, we'll talk about it."
Her attitude was too resolute. Su Chenghui looked at her expression and thought of what she said that day, and eventually nodded.
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Li Qianxue then put all his mind on his work, and there are many things about Li's next.
She forced herself not to think about Su Chenghui for the time being, she needed time to figure it out.
Su Chenghui calls her every day to tell her where he is and what he is doing.
Su Peizhen's case started today. When Li Qianxue received Su Chenghui's phone call, she stood at the hospital door and did not move.
Li's employees have very good benefits, and organize medical examinations each year. Li Qianxue also experiences every year, but she has a dedicated personal doctor.
This routine inspection is really not interesting to her. He seemed a little nervous as Su Chenghui spoke on the phone.
After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. He was afraid he would work hard, but Su Peizhen still had to go to jail. That was not the result he wanted to see.
Li Qianxue didn't know how to comfort him, there would always be a process for everything.
"Since you hit me and do your best, then relax."
"Well." Su Chenghui nodded: "Qian Xue, I miss you so much."
Li Qianxue held the palm of his mobile phone tightly. I did not expect that at this time, Su Chenghui still felt that I hated this.
"When I'm busy these days, no matter what happens, I will return."
He said, "I want to return to you."
"Well." Compared with his excitement, Li Qianxue was much colder. She looked at the office door in front of her, and she wanted to hang up. However, Li Qianxue found that Dr. Zhong, who had been serving Li's family, did not look well.
"Doctor Zhong, what's wrong? Are you sick?"
"No, not me."
Li Qianxue would forget to hang up the phone.
"Doctor Zhong?"
"Qian Xue." Dr. Zhong looked less than fifty years old. He had owed a lot of respect to Mr. Li before, and had been in front of Li's personal doctor: "How long haven't you been checked?"
"I?" Li Qianxue thought for a while: "Last year. I have done so many things this year and haven't had time to do a medical examination."
When Dr. Zhong didn't speak, Li Qianxue couldn't help but was taken away by him: "What's wrong? Is it bad?"
"Qian Xue." Dr. Zhong greeted Li Qianxue and sat down. He picked up the video for her physical examination and showed her: "You seem to have a tumor here."
"..."
Li Qianxue blinked, thinking for a moment that Dr. Zhong was joking with her to lie to her.
She shouldn't believe it: "Doctor Zhong, you wait."
After all, Li Qianxue was not scared at first: "What tumor are you talking about? Also, where is this? Why didn't I hear it too clearly?"
"This is the position of the stomach. When we gave you a physical examination, we found that there is a fibroid in your stomach. Preliminary judgment-"
"Doctor Zhong." Instead of not trusting the doctor, Li Qianxue believed more in herself: "This is unlikely. I have my own body, how can I have stomach problems? Would you check it wrong?"
"This is the result of our inspection. If you don't believe it, you can do another inspection."
Li Qianxue sat there, watching the extremely professional terminology explanations, and finally she shook her head: "Doctor Zhong, tell me directly, what to do next."
"Another detailed examination is performed to determine whether the tumor is benign or malignant. Regardless of which, we hope to be busy with results."
Li Qianxue stopped talking. She sat there for a moment but couldn't return.
She has always been self-disciplined and has good habits. But she did not expect that one day the disease would happen to her, or a tumor, usually cancer.
"Dr. Zhong, I see. Thank you."
Li Qianxue stood up. Holding the report, she thought about it, "That's right, don't tell my dad about this."
"Qianxue."
Dr. Zhong wanted to say something but couldn't say anything at this time.
Li Qianxue didn't need him to say anything either. She went straight outside, only to think about it halfway, and Su Chenghui seemed to be talking to her before?
The first time I took out my cell phone, I found that the call had been hung up. Li Qianxue breathed a sigh of relief. He was busy standing about Li Qianxue, shouldn't he hear? I think should not be?
Whether it is or not, Li Qianxue has no mood to control Su Chenghui now.
Holding the paper inspection report, Li Qianxue went home.
Mr. Li wondered how she returned so early today. Li Qianxue said that she stayed up late yesterday. She had a headache today, so she came home to rest.
"Then you go up and rest."
Everyone knows what Su Peizhen will get out of jail today, and Mr. Li naturally knows it.
Li Qianxue's physical discomfort is in the opinion of Mr. Li, that is the thing before the tangle.
He wanted to persuade a few words, but this kind of thing can only make the parties want to start. No one else can help.
Li Qianxue returned to the room and laid her body on the bed. Looking at the familiar ceiling above him. She just felt her eyes warm.
Unexpectedly, things suddenly turned out like this. She was less than fifty and usually had no physical reaction. How could she think that one day she would come to herself with a disease like a tumor.
With her eyes closed, even if Dr. Zhong said, the tumor may be benign. She also felt uncomfortable.
No one can really care about their lives, family.
This is true of others, so is she.
Tumor, how could she get a tumor well? She didn't understand, she simply didn't want to. Close her eyes, she thought a lot, a lot.
Modern social medicine is advanced, and even if she has a tumor, she will not die. But if it's a little bit like diffusion, or something else.
What if this family is in trouble?
Su Qingsang, Su Yuxin, think about it, miss it, and Mr. Li. What do these precious and precious family members do? How sad are they when they are gone?
Especially Mr. Li, with white hair and black hair—
Li Qianxue forced herself not to think, but could not restrain herself. She couldn't help thinking of Su Chenghui again.
That man said so much in the office that day, sentence after sentence, every sentence was very nice. It sounded like she would almost believe it. ,
But, it's only almost. Now, if something like this happened to himself, if Su Chenghui knew, what would he think?
Or, if he really has something, what will Su Chenghui do?
Li Qianxue never felt this way. Her consciousness was a little dim. Although she was awake, she always felt unconscious.
Stupidly, she closed her eyes and rested. But always woke up because of a bit of fresh wind and grass.
Repeatedly, she opened her eyes a moment later, and when she looked at the person in front of her, she frowned.
"Su Chenghui?"
She still remembered that it seemed to be dreaming. In the dream, Su Chenghui said a lot, and this will see him. Li Qianxue has a feeling that he does not know whether he is in the dream or in reality.
"Qianxue."
Li Qianxue's hand was tightly gripped by Su Chenghui. He looked at her with pity in his eyes and a little eagerness: "Are you all right?"
"I'm fine." What can she do?
The medical report made her torn off. She didn't want to see Mr. Li. This will see Su Chenghui. She wants to withdraw her hand, but Su Chenghui clenches tightly and refuses to let it go.
"Qian Xue. It doesn't matter. China can't be cured, we can go abroad. I believe you will be fine."
Li Qianxue looked at him for a long time, and finally realized what he meant by saying, "You, you know?"
"Yes, I understand."
Su Chenghui nodded, without concealing his knowledge: "When I talked to you on the phone, you forgot to hang up."
"I--" Li Qianxue inexplicably guilty: "I didn't tell you."
"I know." Su Chenghui smiled. "But I'm glad you let me hear."
"Su Chenghui." Li Qianxue pulled his hand back: "What do you mean? I'm sick, I tell you, who knows how long I can live? If you don't want to be alone again, or stay away from me- "
The better three words were not spoken, and Su Chenghui kissed her lips hard.