Chapter 18: Big failure

After eating all the ice cream, Wang Jiexiang found a place to wash his hands.
There was no one around, and she thought of the phone card on the sole of her feet.
There is a piece of grass next to the sink, and the card is buried here. As long as it is not seen, it will disappear unconsciously.
Wang Jiexiang quickly pulled out a few weeds and began to dig the soil with his feet.
Not long after digging, she was interrupted by someone.
"What are you doing?" Yin Xian's voice came from behind.
"me."
With strenuous exercise and guilty conscience, Wang Jiexiang panted and made up: "I'm looking for treasure."
"..."
Yin Xian asked, "Are you still eating lunch?"
"Eat." She hurriedly covered the soil and came out from the grass.
Wang Jiexiang returned the wallet to Yin Xian, he didn't even look at it, and stuffed it directly into his pocket.
"You and He... Sister Xiaoshan, have you finished talking so soon?"
Yin Xian said dryly: "Children don't care about adults."
"Humph."
Wang Jiexiang didn't bother to talk to him more, lest he choked her by saying "Who is not a passerby in the world" like last time.
The two were silent all the way, and arrived at the cafeteria.
To be honest, Wang Jiexiang doesn't like coming to this place. Mainly, after she found out how many people in her background looked exactly the same, she felt panicked every time she came to see them.
"I'm curious about one thing."
Lined up, Wang Jiexiang suddenly thought: Can Yin Xian see the abnormalities around him?
"Look..." She whispered to him: "The man behind us, and the table on your right, the third man from the past. If you compare them, do you think they look alike? ?"
Yin Xian shook his head: "It's not like."
He can't tell!
Wang Jiexiang thought it was a pity: If he could see it, he would definitely be shocked.
Lined up to them, Yin Xian asked her what kind of set meal.
Wang Jiexiang ordered a taste that he hadn't eaten before: "Fish-flavored pork rice."
With their meals, they sat down at the long table in the corner.
His work clothes are dirty and there is nothing to worry about for the time being.
Wang Jiexiang moved his chopsticks and ate happily.
"Engineer Yin."
The workers at the same table spoke to Yin Xian before leaving the table.
"Let's go to the factory first, and you will see the newly delivered car later."
He should be fine.
Everything went smoothly, Wang Jiexiang moved his foot quietly.
The phone card was still lying on the soles of her shoes, holding her.
"When the food is ready, you go to the factory and I want to follow you."
Yin Xian resolutely refused: "I have to work, you are playing ball in the open space."
"It is common sense not to exercise right away if you are full."
"Well, then you just stay in my office."
Wang Jiexiang stopped talking.
He noticed her low air pressure and said: "You are obedient, I will buy you ice cream again."
It's okay not to mention this. When he mentions Wang Jiexiang, he doesn't make a call: She was shut down by him for so long, and he didn't buy the ice cream he promised to buy. He went to secretly call, and everyone was gone.
"How can an adult be like this?"
The grievances accumulated in the past few weeks suddenly exploded.
"For children who are already well-behaved, ask him to be more obedient and honest. In order to save trouble, let the child stay quiet, let him play by himself, and lock the door to shut him. Tell the child, don't care about adults, to block the child. Mouth. The kid will be rewarded by coaxing the child, but he did not buy it in the end. If I really can buy ice cream, I should ask what flavor ice cream I like!
When he was a child, he obviously hated the adults who treated him like this, but when he grew up, he became such an adult.
Yin Xian put down his chopsticks and stared at her.
"Your adults often lock you in the house? Tell you to leave them alone? Want you to be obedient? To you?"
She was angry with her arms akimbo and ignored him.
He smiled slightly and relaxed.
"I see, I will take you with me."
Wang Jiexiang still ignored it.
He asked: "What kind of ice cream do you like?"
"Milk flavor." She said.
Yin Xian asked her to stay in the office for a reason.
The place where he works has a strong smell of engine oil and is mixed with people. All kinds of problematic cars were hoisted by the machine, waiting for inspection.
Wang Jiexiang sat on the old wicker chair that Yin Xian found for her, and was out of step with the surrounding environment. Workers passing by gave her strange glances.
Yin Xian wore the uniform dark blue overalls of the whole factory.
With too many people, she struggled to tell which was his back.
The big fan blew, his brain fainted by the smell of engine oil, Wang Jiexiang yawned.
How long have you not slept?
Although the world will reset, her physical state will not reset, she will feel hungry and sleepy.
I have been hanging my heart in front of me, running around to do this and that, without thinking about sleeping at all. Suddenly I was sitting free now, and sleepiness gradually came up.
"can not sleep!"
Wang Jiexiang punched himself in the stomach.
With round eyes, she went to look for the bright back in the crowd.
Looking for it, she held her cheeks, her upper and lower eyelids began to fight.
"can not sleep……"
Wang Jiexiang had a dream in a daze.
She dreamed that she was waiting for Yin Xian to return home in their house.
He stayed with others to socialize until late, and when he came back he was already asleep on the sofa. Yin Xian murmured "Why are you sleeping here?" He picked her up and carried her back to the bedroom.
She wanted to ask him why he came home so late, but it was very comfortable to be held by him.
Therefore, she planned to scold him when she woke up.
"Yin Xian..."
Dreaming, she lifted her eyelids.
The opening of his eyes allowed Wang Jiexiang to see a ceiling with no lights on, and the bright moonlight came through the window.
"Where is this?"
She was so frightened that she quickly got up and looked for the light switch.
The light was on, it was a place where Wang Jiexiang had been... Yin Xian's office.
The door was opened from the outside, and she turned around in surprise.
It's him.
Nothing happened! Not reset!
Wang Jiexiang sprinted to Yin Xian's side and grabbed his sleeve: "Where have you been?"
Shaking the ice cream in his hand, he said, "The milk flavor you want."
Take away the ice cream and tear the package. She pulled his sleeve in one hand and ice cream in the other, still in shock.
"I fell asleep in a chair?"
"Yes."
"Why don't you wake me up?"
"You slept soundly. I don't know what you dreamed of, but you smiled."
He remembered something and asked her: "Did you see the phone card in my wallet?"
"Did you call?" Wang Jiexiang held his breath.
"Well, I wanted to make a call with my dad, but the phone card in my wallet is gone."
She patted her chest: okay, okay.
"Are you going to talk to your dad about part-time work?"
He stared at her weirdly: "How do you know?"
"Um," Wang Jiexiang lied cheeky: "I heard what you said to Sister Xiaoshan... You said you don't want to be an engineer, you want to sell, and you have to resign."
Yin Xian raised his eyebrows: "Did you listen or guess?"
"Didn't you tell her? I seem to hear it."
Wang Jiexiang looked at his wink and spoke carefully.
"But, doing sales will be very hard."
When she met him, he was doing sales.
"Even if you are not good at talking and dealing with people, in order to make money, you have to bite the bullet and get close to it. To accompany people to socialize, talk to others, give gifts to others, the business may not be possible. No personal time, the phone is always on On hand, you have to get through when you have a phone call in the middle of the night. You’re too busy to go to get off work, and you’re never off work.

It seemed that the description was too specific, and she scratched her head.
"Of course, I heard what others said. I haven't done sales before, I'm only twelve years old."
After a long silence, Yin Xian sneered.
"But I don't want to do my current job until I get old."
"After playing cards with this person, I will accompany another person to make mahjong. No one cares whether your work is done well or not. As long as you have a good relationship with the upper-level people, there is nothing to worry about. The work itself cannot bring me. Come to feel satisfied."
He paused, his eyes dark and irritable.
"What's the point? I ask myself like this every day I wake up."
"It's ridiculous, isn't it. I was arranged to take this road and put all my efforts on this road. Eating this bowl of rice is enough to eat until I die of old age. In the end, I find that I have no interest in this job at all."
Wang Jiexiang stared at Yin Xian's profile blankly.
He rubbed his sore eyebrows.
"What's wrong with me? Tell the kids these things."
"I agree with you," she said crisply.
"Acknowledge with what?"
"I think you did the right thing, you need to call your dad! You don't want to do your current job, you want to do sales. It's what you think is right and you want to do it, then do it. Life is alive, It’s precious to find something you want to do."
To say such serious words is hard for Wang Jiexiang. She thought while she said, wondering if she could express her meaning completely.
"If, I mean, if your father doesn't understand you and doesn't agree with you, then you can't avoid it, because you feel guilty for betraying his expectations. But life is your own, and you force yourself not to disobey anyone. If you live an unhappy life, you will always be unhappy. So, try to communicate with your father, and even if you fail to communicate, you still do what you want to do. Your idea is correct."
The child’s tone is too serious, and the words are round, like writing a propositional composition.
He laughed mockingly.
"It’s just like you said, it’s fine. I don’t know if it’s right or what I want. I’m not sure what I’m going to do, and I don’t understand what I will face in the future. Superficial thoughts. Maybe, if I am very rich, I won’t fall asleep, and I will feel emptied."
Superficial, he described his decision that way.
The words were harsh, like Wang Jiexiang overheard the "short-sightedness" his father said to him.
She knew now why she saw the confusion in his eyes at that time.
Facing the uncomfortable life and morbid work environment, he struggled, he struggled, and instinctively wanted to break free.
When he paid the price of breaking with his family, the moment he hung up his father's phone; when he finally had the right to choose and face the future alone... Yin Xian discovered that he was not firm at all, and there was nothing in his heart.
His dad said that his short-sighted sentence, in a sense, he agreed with it, so he felt at a loss and lost.
"I got your calling card."
Wang Jiexiang took off his shoes and poured out a card.
Spreading his palm, she returned the phone card to his hand.
She thought: too difficult, Yin Xian. It's not the phone call that traps you, those accusations from your father, traps you, is that you have lost your direction in life. This undoubtedly requires you to think clearly, and there is nothing I can do.
He didn't look very surprised, as if he knew he was stuck with her before.
"I gave you my wallet then, why didn't you run away?"
"Have you ever doubted me?" Wang Jiexiang understood that he was treating himself as a thief again.
Yin Xian nodded: "The reason you want your wallet is strange. When you were asked which relative it was, you behaved strangely, and your behavior throughout the day was strange."
The bad acting skills were exposed, she said angrily: "You suspect that I am a thief, and you give me the wallet, you are even more strange."
"Probably because..." He scratched her nose: "Your expression is very embarrassing, and you are afraid of being asked."
"Oh, okay, you don't have to worry about me." Wang Jiexiang's mind was so confused, he planned to sleep quickly before the next cycle: "You leave me here, let me calm down."
"Do you have a home?" Yin Xian asked.
"Yes."
He asked again: "Do you know where your home is?"
Wang Jiexiang said his real hometown name.
"Where you are going by train, how did you get here? Are you trafficked?"
She sighed: "It's hard for me to explain to you."
Wang Jiexiang turned around and refused to continue the conversation with him.
Yin Xian turned off the light for her and closed the door.
She couldn't help being discouraged: Why didn't she do her best and listen to the rabbit. Helping Yinxian won’t help, so it’s better to think about which set meal you want for lunch next week.
a long time.
After a long time, Wang Jiexiang put aside his troubles and slept again.
The office was turned on and the lights came on.
Yin Xian called her to get up.
"Let's go kid, go to the train station. I've taken a vacation and will take you home."