Chapter 132: "I only care about you"

Chapter 132, "I Only Care About You"
Can't find it.
Nowhere can I find it.
In the street near the rental house, even if it ran to a few streets, the park that I had been to... could not be found.
Zhuge has been sweating, sweat has wet the whole body, still can not find.
"Excuse me! Have you ever seen a girl who is tall, she... she is really beautiful, very cute, very sweet when she laughs... her name is Nina..."
The passers-by next to them asked one after another. Someone shook their heads and said that they didn't know. Someone simply walked away and waved straight away.
Zhuge suddenly felt dizzy, difficulty breathing, and supported the green trees on the side of the road. His legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he could not move.
For the first time in his life, he hated his physical strength so that there was only this... I hate that I didn’t exercise well. Clearly have a lot of time.
Panting, he has a feeling, Nana is on his side, where he is looking at himself silently.
She is thinking... she is not just clay.
Zhuge sat on the big horse like this, bowed his head - when he used it to dislike, and when he looked at Nanako with fear of approaching, whether it was like a knife, she had already put her feelings and her thoughts. Pierced?
Zhuge feels that he and those who have been degrading themselves all the time, those who once disliked themselves, seem to be no different.
People separated him from them with a colored eye... He also used the same gaze to separate him from Nana.
The same.
The same... I am the same with those people.
Although I have not said anything, I have never expressed it, but I have never forgiven those people... Naturally, Nanako has no way to forgive herself.
"My life... It’s really, it’s too bad."
Zhuge sat quietly, and the people on the street walked over and watched and continued. The face of the scum, he looks particularly vulnerable at this time... like a street tramp.
If you can't make Nanako forgive yourself... even if you look for it, it's just a waste of effort?
He trembled and reached into his pocket... The black card that had been hidden from the beginning of Nanako.
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Familiar pine doors, familiar bells, familiar shopkeepers, and familiar styles filled with a strange atmosphere.
After all, it is the third time.
The boss sat quietly here, as if he was waiting for his arrival early in the morning. Zhuge quietly opened the chair, and this time he sat down without asking others.
"Guest, is there anything I can do for you?"
"I want to find Nanako." Zhuge took a deep breath and looked at Luo Qiu seriously. His gaze had the firmness that he had not seen before. "I was originally not planning this."
Luo Qiu sat like this, "Please say."
Zhuge took a deep breath: "I started planning... I thought about what to exchange, I thought I could let Nana be forgiven. How can I forgive me as long as she can forget what I did to her?" hurt."
Luo Qiu said: "We can do this in this respect."
Zhuge shook his head and said: "But I gave up on this idea... I found that I didn't have that qualification. I have hurt her. If I still use her mean method to get her forgiveness, then I... then I What qualifications are there, I can continue to see her and face her. I don't have this qualification."
"I was scared at first, I ran away from her, I left timidly from her sight. I never hated myself for a moment." Zhuge smiled bitterly: "In the end, I still can't do anything... In the end I am still the Zhuge that has nothing to do. But this time...but this time..."
He said heavily and loudly: "This time, I hope to use my own efforts to let Nanako forgive me! So, I just want to know where she is."
Luo Qiu thought for a while, then slowly asked: "Guest, allow me to be curious to ask, how do you plan to get the forgiveness of Miss Nanako?"
Zhuge said, "I... I don't know... I just thought, how can I find her."
Luo Qiu nodded. "If you are looking for a guest, as long as she has the heart to avoid you, you may not find it for a lifetime. Do you believe it?"
Zhuge nodded and nodded.
"How long does it take to use your three-day life?"
Zhuge nodded almost without consideration.
"As you wish, respected guests."
Luo Qiu stood up at this moment and walked to Zhuge's side. He reached out and pressed his shoulders - the scene in front of him began to spiral away from Zhuge's line of sight.
When he recovered his sight, he found himself in the downstairs of the rented house he rented.
"This...here..." Zhuge looked at this familiar place: "Ninako...just here?"
Luo Qiu glared at the black cane in his hand and pointed to the top: "Incorrect, it is in your room."
"how is this possible……"
Luo Qiu said: "When you left, she came back. After you came back, she left early. She pinched the time for you to come back and prepare in advance."
Zhuge shook his shoulders. "She... she is one..."
Luo Qiu suddenly said: "It should not be boring. After all, this Miss Nineiko has more work recently than before."
Looking at the unclear Zhuge, Luo Qiu said from his own self: "I cleaned up the room every day, but I was afraid of being discovered, so after I cleaned it, I returned to the original appearance. I will watch you every day. The movie, the video, what I watched, and then deleted the record... and so on."
That must be... must be more lonely than ever?
Zhuge can't imagine... how did she spend those time.
"It turns out... I have done so much for me all the time." Zhuge looked at Luo Qiu: "I... I want to do something for her... I, can I still buy things from you?" ?"
"Of course! You have always been our respected guests." Zhuge took a deep breath: "I want to go to a place."
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TV station.
The diamond 120-second column program group live broadcast. As the city, no, it is the most popular program in the nearby provinces and it has a terrifying ratings.
On such a stage, even if you step down in ten seconds and eight seconds, there is enough capital to brag!
"Mr. Chen Jiaming is ready to come to you in a minute!"
Chen Jiaming took a deep breath, and after a minute, he will be on the big stage... fame! At that time, go to his mother's food company to sell the king!
Labor and capital must become a red man and make big money! !
Just a few bounces, and the tight nerves of the activity, Chen Jiaming began to adjust his breathing. But at some point, he seems to be in front of a flower.
Wiping his eyes, he saw a huge figure coming out of the locker room. Chen Jiaming sighed and said: "Zhuge? How are you here? This is the background... um, but you come to cheer me up? Hahaha! Thank you!"
Unexpectedly, Zhuge suddenly rushed to the front of Chen Jiaming, and then he picked up his fist and slammed it on Chen’s stomach!
"This punch is to delete your game!"
"you!"
Zhuge twitched his knees again, once again, on the other's abdominal cavity... Although it was a fat man, but the strength on the leg really could not be underestimated, Chen Jiaming immediately held his stomach. Knocked down, spit out bitter water, almost stunned in pain!
"This time... no reason, I just want to hit you!!"
"you……"
"What are you! I also saw you unhappy in the morning!" Zhuge took a deep breath, and suddenly the whole person jumped up and slammed down toward Chen Jiaming.
Such a heavy blow made the Luo boss next to him feel painful... He shook his head and his cane touched Chen Jiaming’s body, directly letting him sleep.
"Chen Jiaming! Chen Jiaming! Are you ready yet?"
"Quasi... ready!" Zhuge looked at Luo Qiu and saw that he did not reflect it. He quickly responded.
Without changing his clothes, he opened the door like this, walked under the gaze of the program assistant, and went to the backstage preparation of the stage. When he heard the introduction of the host, he went to the stage. on.
The host was stunned, but he couldn’t speak at once, but he stepped back step by step... and retreated to the edge of the stage.
"...this is not Zhuge?"
"Is Zhuge? Chen Jiaming?"
"Where...what?"
Under the spotlight, Zhuge walked step by step to the center of the stage. He had a wheat from the assistant. He glanced at the audience in the studio... there were more than 500 people, as well as the jury, and seven or eight. Camcorder.
He has never been seen in front of so many people, and he has never stood under the eyes of so many people - but he knows that there is not only that, but also the audience in front of the TV.
He couldn't imagine how he came here... fear and tension, so that he had been soaked with the palm of his hand, he had to hold it with both hands, lest it would fall.
Zhuge found that even if he spoke openly, he was extremely difficult... He subconsciously lowered his head and did not dare to look at the sight of the audience and the jury’s sight.
Nanako... looking at me.
Thinking of her alone, she stayed in the small house, silently taking care of it, and silently reverting things back to the original state. When Zhuge felt a pain in her heart, she raised her head.
"I... I am called Zhuge, and my full name is Zhuge Cong."
I am called Zhuge, I am not a pig.
"I... I was a very timid person since I was a child, not very smart, but also very fat. I failed the exam. I couldn't finish running for two hundred meters. Until I graduated from college, I even had a girlfriend. Also can't pay."
But... but now I have one who always cares about me.

After graduating, I was only doing the most useless thing in a food company. I thought that I would probably be like this in my life...

"I want to work hard, but I am afraid of failure. Although I seem to be fine, I care about others' eyes all the time."
"I don't have extra activities, go home from work, I can't do anything after I get home. I play games, I watch anime... In the eyes of others, I am just an escapist."
"I am indeed a person who denies myself... I have been thinking about it all the time. Why have people always disliked me? But recently I suddenly realized that it is not that others are abandoning me... but I am abandoning myself. Himself."
"I met one...one is very beautiful and very cute, even knowing me, supporting me, looking down on me, will accompany me to watch those naive and ridiculous cartoons, and will watch me play games for girls."
"But I was actually abandoning her... I actually hurt her..."
"I am really the worst person..." Zhuge said here, revealing a self-deprecating smile: "Even just now, I directly stunned my colleague, replaced him, and came up here."
The director group at that stage immediately panicked.
The director slammed the table violently. "What are you panic! Lying in the trough! Continue to broadcast! This is the viewing! Continue to continue!!"
"...Remembering, she has been doing a lot of things for me silently, and I seem to have done nothing for her."
"So, please give me a song time." Zhuge silently lowered his head: "Let me say what I want to say... I want to express, my apologies, my thoughts, everything I have... Come out... I only care about you."
"If you haven't met you."
"Where will I be?"
"How is the day?"
"Do you want to cherish life?"
Nana, I am sorry. just now……
"Maybe know someone"
"Being an ordinary day."
Now, please look at me... look at me, I am here.
"Do not rush in time"
"I only care about you"
"Be willing to infect your breath"
I won't be afraid of anything anymore.
"So I... beg you... don't let, don't let me, I leave you!"
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"Zhuge..."
Crying.
She sat in front of the TV, and the program that suddenly turned around made her stunned at first, but when she saw the clumsy figure appearing, she never left her sight.
I covered my mouth with my hand... I didn’t feel enough, and then I grabbed my mouth with my hands.
"Zhuge... I really want to see you."
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