Chapter 1: Thing of the past

When Chen Zhengfei entered the bedroom, Chen Qianqing was already asleep.
His body curled unnaturally, like a cooked shrimp, with long hair hanging down, covering his pale face, and the whole person was thin like a piece of paper.
Five years ago, Chen Qianqing was handsome, elegant, and played a beautiful piano. When he laughed, there was a beautiful dimple on his face. Like the prince in the movie, everything was so perfect.
But now, Lu Zhengfei walked over and touched Chen Qianqing's face.
Chen Qianqing was too thin. The shape of the bones could be seen faintly on his pale face. He was touched by Lu Zhengfei, and he conditionedly tried to shrink his body, and he made a slight sob in his mouth.
But in the end, he did not wake up, or was already awake, but he did not want to open his eyes.
Chen Qianqing has beautiful eyes, thick eyelashes, and clear eyes. When staring at you, it is like talking to you. Lu Zhengfei likes Chen Qianqing and prefers his eyes, but Lu Zhengfei will never get the attention of Chen Qianqing— Because his lover is blind.
The quality of Chen Qianqing's sleep is not high. He has been suffering from insomnia recently and had to rely on a lot of sleeping pills to fall asleep. Once this medicine has formed inertia, it is difficult to change it, so that now, without sleeping pills, Chen Qianqing cannot sleep at all.
Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing are infernal fate. Chen Qianqing doesn't like Lu Zhengfei. He doesn't even like men. It is Lu Zhengfei who used all his means to lock Chen Qianqing beside him, watching him go from blooming to withering, and finally dying.
It was Lu Zhengfei that caused Chen Qianqing to become such a culprit, and now he regrets it.
Looking at the dying breath, Chen Qianqing may leave him almost at any time. Lu Zhengfei regretted it. He regretted that he had used those means to Chen Qianqing and regretted that he could make things irretrievable, but there had never been any regret medicine in the world.
Lu Zhengfei regretted his death, but could not help Chen Qianqing's departure. He could grab Chen Qianqing from others, but could not compete with Chen Qianqing for his life.
"Well ..." Chen Qianqing awoke. He couldn't see anything, but he could blink. Those eyes that were supposed to be clear were gray, and his pale face looked particularly terrible.
"Qian Qing." Lu Zhengfei called softly.
Chen Qianqing heard that Lu Zhengfei's voice became rigid. The person in front of him was a nightmare of his life. He couldn't break the restraint and couldn't prevent harm. He could only be dragged to by this person called Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, am I going to die?"
The dead character was so sensitive at this time. Lu Zhengfei was totally deadlocked when he heard the word, and then smiled loudly: "Qian Qing, don't worry, you won't die."
Chen Qianqing was silent for a moment, and her blood-stained lips evoked a sarcastic radiance. He said, "I wish I was dead."
The reluctant smile on Lu Zhengfei's face disappeared instantly. Chen Qianqing could not see Lu Zhengfei's expression. If he could see it, he would only be happy in his heart.
Lu Zhengfei was unhappy, and Chen Qianqing was happy.
Chen Qianqing's physical condition has not allowed any toss. Lu Zhengfei can only endure even if he is angry.
Chen Qianqing saw Lu Zhengfei silent, and continued: "I'm also glad that my eyes are blind, so I don't need to see such a disgusting thing again."
Lu Zhengfei clenched his fists.
Chen Qianqing said: "Go away, you can't sleep here." Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and then mutely said, "Qian Qing, don't do this."
do not do that? After listening to this, Chen Qianqing only wanted to sneer. Lu Zhengfei was the original creator, but he always wanted to be a victim. In this relationship, Chen Qianqing was the victim, and he did not produce Lu Zhengfei from beginning to end. Any emotion-of course, except hate.
In order to get him, Lu Zhengfei not only threatened his family, but also imprisoned him as a pet. For Chen Qianqing in recent years, he has been suffering almost every day.
But it doesn't matter, everything is over now.
Chen Qianqing knew that he was dying. When he was lying in bed, he could feel that his life was detached from his body. If a person really wanted to die, no one could stop him.
Lu Zhengfei found the best doctor, used the best medicine, and even threatened him with his family, but Chen Qianqing continued to weaken every day.
Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing was thinking, but he had no choice but to say, "Qian Qing, you are so dead, how can you avenge me?"
After hearing a few coughs, Chen Qianqing laughed, but the smile was so vicious that he said, "Lu Zhengfei, I'm dead, isn't that the best revenge on you?"
Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you really think that your death is the best revenge on me? When you die, I can go to find my next lover. I have the money, the right, and I can't get anything."
Chen Qianqing chuckled: "You can't get me."
Lu Zhengfei could not refute. During this time, he had been running for Chen Qianqing. He even wanted to die for Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing did not waver at all, but with the most indifferent expression, watching Lu Zhengfei toss, just like watching one is about to go The fish jumping in the dry pond was sad and pathetic.
Lu Zhengfei had no choice. In the end, he said to Chen Qianqing: "Qian Qing, if I die, would you be willing to survive?"
Chen Qianqing didn't speak, didn't move, like a puppet with no vitality. After a long time, he said, "Lu Zhengfei, the past can't be traced." Your death can't keep me.
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were indifferent. Chen Qianqing in front of him was so strange, and he was completely different from the one who attracted him at first, and he was the one who twisted Chen Qianqing a little.
Wrong things, wrong feelings, wrong time and wrong people, Lu Zhengfei finally cried in a low voice, the cry was extremely desolate, but did not make Chen Qianqing feel soft.
Lying in bed, Chen Qianqing's legs were disabled, his eyesight was blind, and severe depression made him hate this person named Lu Zhengfei, not to mention any shake caused by Lu Zhengfei's cry.
Chen Qianqing should have a bright future, but everything was destroyed by Lu Zhengfei.
All destroyed.
Lu Zhengfei knelt on the ground and wept, tears moistened the carpet. He knew that he was wrong, too many mistakes, and couldn't turn back. Chen Qianqing's laughter was soft, but he slammed into Lu Zhengfei's soul like a hammer. on.
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April is full of spring.
Chen Qianqing's funeral was a weekend, and few people came to the event. There were only a few acquaintances, not even relatives.
Lu Zhengfei was wearing a black suit with a black gauze on his arm. Compared with before, he looks a lot lame, and even has lame gray hair.
"Lu Shao." Lu Zhengfei's friend patted his shoulder: "Sorrowful."
Lu Zhengfei looked at the brand-new tombstone in front of him silently, and remained motionless.
The friend knew what was going on between Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing, and it was not good to persuade him, but he sighed and walked away.
After the funeral was over, Chen Qianqing was buried in the ground, and after everyone had gone, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.
"Qian Qing." Lu Zhengfei said: "I'm sorry."
The green trees draw new sprouts, the fragrance of flowers and birdsong make everything so beautiful, Chen Qianqing's smile is inlaid on the icy stele, and he smiles like a flower, making people feel like a spring breeze.
Lu Zhengfei's expression was very serious. He crouched down, rubbed the stone gently, kissed Chen Qianqing on the photo, and then took out his gun and pointed at his head: "Qian Qing, I'm sorry."
The touch was the sound of broken objects. The red blood was scattered all over the ground, and some splashed, contaminating Chen Qianqing's photo, but the smile of Chen Qianqing's photo became brighter because of these liquids.
Death is never the end of the story.
Lu Zhengfei didn't know what the world was after death, but when he struggled to open his eyes, he thought that death was a dream he had ever dreamed.
In the dream, Chen Qianqing lost his life in front of him, and in the dream himself, he took a gun and exploded his head.
The strong disinfection of the nose and the noisy sound made Lu Zhengfei feel uncomfortable. However, the most obvious discomfort was on his leg. Lu Zhengfei felt his own leg was very hurt, very painful.
"Qian Qing, Qian Qing ..." Someone was calling a familiar name. Lu Zhengfei didn't really open his eyes, he just felt that his whole body hurt.
"Qian Qing, Qian Qing." The voice was still screaming, and Lu Zhengfei was dumb in his heart, almost mad.
"Chen Qianqing." A low voice with anger and coldness: "Do you think you ran away? Next time, you won't break a leg."
Lu Zhengfei finally fainted.
Waking up again, I don't know how long it has passed. Lu Zhengfei opened his eyes hard and saw a white color-the ceiling above his head.
The smell of disinfection water was so strong. Lu Zhengfei turned his head and saw a needle stuck in his right hand, but he couldn't move at all.
"Mr. Chen, are you awake?" A nurse came to Lu Zhengfei's side, and said softly, "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were blank, and he couldn't understand the nurse's words for a while.
"Mr. Chen?" The beautiful nurse frowned in doubt, stretched out her hand and shook Lu Zhengfei's eyes. When she found that Lu Zhengfei's eyes were motionless, she was shocked, and hurriedly called in Lu Zhengfei's doctor.
"Mr. Chen?" The doctor seemed indifferent to see Lu Zhengfei's face, he said, "Mr. Chen, can you hear us?"
Lu Zhengfei remained silent for a long time, until the doctors and nurses were about to go crazy, and said dumbly, "What do you call me?"
The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in amazement: "Mr. Chen ... Are you ... okay?" 2k novel reading network