Chapter 40: To achieve yours

From the moment Chen Qianqing pressed Lu Zhengfei's face to the mirror, he hadn't talked, staring stubbornly at the broken lenses on the ground, which looked nothing like nothing.
Lu Zhengfei had no choice but to tie Chen Qianqing's hands and hold him in his arms, knowing that the doctor was here, he released Chen Qianqing's hand and let the doctor deal with the place where Chen Qianqing's hand was cut by the glass.
Ruan Wenhong saw Lu Zhengfei like this, and sneered, "Lu Zhengfei, your head is still bleeding."
Lu Zhengfei said impatiently: "Don't talk to me, if you can't do so many things."
Ruan Wenhong said: "Do you think I want to control it? Okay, go home and come out of the closet, how about love?"
Lu Zhengfei didn't say a word, just a tightly frowning brow revealed his mood.
Chen Qianqing was covered with bandages in his hands and sat silently in Lu Zhengfei's arms. It seemed that Lu Zhengfei and Ruan Wenhong could not hear the conversation.
Chen Qianqing's wound was dealt with, and the doctor came to check Zheng Zhengfei's wound on his head and said, "A detailed examination is needed. I don't know if there is a concussion."
Lu Zhengfei said impatiently: "Pack first and then talk."
The doctor didn't say anything when he saw the symptoms. He disinfected Lu Zhengfei's head and was bandaged.
Lu Zhengfei wanted to ask what Ruan Wenhong said to Chen Qianqing, but he was afraid to ask directly, so he had to put on his clothes casually and hugged Chen Qianqing with a somber expression.
Ruan Wenhong looked a little helpless looking at Lu Zhengfei's back. He said, "Lu Zhengfei, if I know you have today, I will take you abroad if I say anything."
Lu Zhengfei's mother basically lives abroad and rarely returns.
Ruan Wenhong saw that Lu Zhengfei was indifferent to what he said, and he was anxious to smoke.
Chen Qianqing felt very tired, the whole person seemed to be put into a ball of paste, and was constantly stirred by others. Everything around him was blurred, and his ears seemed to be blocked by something. People around him talked. His voice sounded like a humming roar.
This feeling is better after I get on the bus.
Chen Qianqing was lying on Lu Zhengfei's legs, his eyes were half closed, his face was pale, and the whole person looked very bad.
Lu Zhengfei looked in his eyes and hurt his heart. He touched Chen Qianqing's sweaty face, bowed his head and kissed Chen Qianqing's forehead, and whispered comfortably, "Qian Qing, I'm not afraid, I'm here."
Chen Qianqing didn't say a word, as if the soul had detached from her.
Lu Zhengfei brought Chen Qianqing home, put him on the bed and went out to call Xu Shaoren.
Xu Shaoren listened to Lu Zhengfei describing Chen Qianqing's situation on the phone and hesitated: "He must have a serious psychological problem, but it is not clear whether his personality is split ... Lu Zhengfei, have you not taken him for an examination?"
Lu Zhengfei smiled bitterly: "You think he might be willing to check with me?"
Xu Shaoren hesitated for a while. He knew that the best psychological treatment institution was abroad, but according to Chen Qianqing's temperament, it was absolutely impossible to agree with Lu Zhengfei to do this kind of treatment.
Xu Shaoren sighed: "I knew it now, so why was it?"
Lu Zhengfei still had a headache and a little dizziness. He smoked and said, "Forget it, if his condition does not ease, even if he is tied up, he will be abroad."
Xu Shaoren was silent for a moment: "What do you do at home?"
Lu Zhengfei wanted to say rightly that I could protect him, but Ruan Wenhong's arrival was telling him the fact that he was too naive.
A Ruan Wenhong can stimulate Chen Qianqing like this. If his family is so determined to hurt Chen Qianqing, he is afraid that he cannot protect him.
Xu Shaoren said: "Lu Zhengfei, don't you really think about it and be separated from him?"
Lu Zhengfei squeezed the phone in his hand and said nothing. After a long time, he spit out two words firmly: "Never."
Xu Shaoren sighed, "Where are you now? Let me take a look."
After Lu Zhengfei hung up, he hung up the phone, he threw his cigarette into the trash can, and turned into the bedroom where Chen Qianqing was lying.
Chen Qianqing slowed down.
Those excited emotions had been removed from his body, and at this time he became the calm him on weekdays, but his face was a little white, and when he saw Lu Zhengfei come in, Chen Qianqing said, "You're all right."
Lu Zhengfei reached out and touched his tight head, shook his head and said, "It's all right, how are you feeling?"
Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's face and said, "OK."
Lu Zhengfei said: "What did Ruan Wenhong tell you? Qian Qing, that woman really has nothing to do with me, do you believe me? You feel bad, I can, but don't hurt yourself."
Chen Qianqing then found that his hand was injured. He looked down at his bandaged hands, and there was a kind of pain in his eyes.
Lu Zhengfei thought Chen Qianqing had a pain in his hand and said, "Don't worry, it will be fine soon."
Where did Chen Qianqing feel pain, he was just sad that he hurt the body.
Lu Zhengfei said: "Qian Qing, would you like to accompany me on a trip abroad?"
Chen Qianqing didn't look up, "I'm not sick."
Lu Zhengfei said: "I know you are not sick, I just want to take you out to relax." He and Chen Qianqing have been together for almost a year, and have never been to almost anywhere. Seeing Chen Qianqing's appearance, he just wanted to take him out Walking around can alleviate a little of the stress in his heart.
Chen Qianqing felt sleepy again. As soon as he was sleepy, he didn't want to talk, but he couldn't sleep, so he could only hold a face, looking silent and sad.
Lu Zhengfei looked distressed and had no choice but to take a sigh of relief, thinking that he must find a chance to rectify Ruan Wenhong once-if not for him, Chen Qianqing would not be stimulated like this.
Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, do you really love Chen Qianqing?"
Lu Zhengfei said, "If I don't love you, why bother with you." His world is much wider than Chen Qianqing. It is simply the difference between water and the sea. If it was not because he loved Chen Qianqing, he would have been Go to the world that belongs to him.
Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with an unspeakable sadness in his eyes. He said, "If you love him, how can you be willing to interrupt his foot?"
This is a question that everyone is wondering. If you love someone, how can you willingly hurt him?
Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, reached out and touched his face. He said, "Because if I don't interrupt his foot, he will leave me forever."
The young answer, the rash answer, was the answer Lu Zhengfei was convinced.
Chen Qianqing smiled bitterly, and suddenly found out why he and the original owner had such an ending-they were not suitable at all. The same stubbornness, the same unwillingness to compromise, and also like to use each other's soft ribs as armor, younger people do not even know what it means to take a step back and wide the sky, just to fight for breath and let the situation worse.
Whether it is Lu Zhengfei or Chen Qianqing, if they meet a softer opponent, they will not have that result.
If Lu Zhengfei is more patient, if Chen Qianqing is more forgiving ...
Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, if I tell you, I will never fall in love with you, will you still be with me?"
Lu Zhengfei nodded.
What else did Chen Qianqing want to say? Lu Zhengfei's cell phone rang. He escaped and looked at it, saying, "Qian Qing, I'll go out for a while, and you rest first."
Chen Qianqing closed her eyes.
Lu Zhengfei went out, opened the door for Xu Shaoren, and said, "You are so fast."
Xu Shaoren said helplessly: "I'm playing with Sun Baiqi, I heard something happened, shouldn't you come here quickly?"
Lu Zhengfei said: "He's resting inside. Would he like to go in?"
Xu Shaoren shook his head and said, "Please tell me in detail what the situation is."
Lu Zhengfei and Xu Shaoren sat down on the sofa and told Xu Shaoren all the doubtful things in his mind, including the changes in Chen Qianqing's attitude, and some small details that were not remembered at this time.
Xu Shaoren said: "You said that he was unwilling to play the piano for you, and that he would not play it?"
When he mentioned Lu Zhengfei, he was angry. He nodded and said, "He is not as easy to get angry as before ... he has a much better attitude towards me, just ... it can't be hardened."
Xu Shaoren didn't laugh at Lu Zhengfei this time. He said, "Did you tell me anything?"
Lu Zhengfei said, "He looks at himself in the mirror and calls his name ..." He still couldn't say what happened to Chen Qianqing facing the mirror.
Xu Shaoren said: "I suggest you observe him for a while. You have been busy recently. It is best to ask a special caregiver to guard him. I think his condition is really serious."
Lu Zhengfei said: "Can't he be hypnotized or treated without his knowledge?"
Xu Shaoren smiled: "Where is there such a in hypnosis? Generally, people do n’t believe this. Maybe people with mature minds can hardly be hypnotized unwillingly. Of course, it can also be used as a supplementary drug, but this drug has certain effects on the human body. hurt."
He heard it hurt, and Lu Zhengfei was relieved.
Xu Shaoren said: "I don't think it's easy for you. It's not good to see who is in love with such a stone man."
Lu Zhengfei said: "That is from your point of view. If it is Chen Qianqing's friend, I would only think that I am a pervert." At this point, he was quite clear.
Xu Shaoren said: "The advice I give is that you are busy after this time, and then tell him to open the door, but come out, I really think you should consider it again."
Lu Zhengfei nodded and said, "I will."
Xu Shaoren said: "Let's go, take me to see him."
Talking, the two entered Chen Qianqing's room. Chen Qianqing was sitting on the bed with his eyes closed, he heard his voice opened his eyes, and saw Xu Shaoren without surprise.
Xu Shaoren smiled: "It's been a long time, Qian Qing."
Chen Qianqing said: "I won't go to see a psychologist."
How could Xu Shaoren know that Chen Qianqing stopped what he wanted to say as soon as he spoke, he had to smile: "I didn't come to persuade you to see a doctor, but Lu Zhengfei was worried about you and asked me to come and see you."
Chen Qianqing gave a hum, and stopped talking.
After a while, Xu Shaoren only said, "Qian Qing, do you want to travel with Lu Zhengfei?"
Chen Qianqing said: "Where?"
Xu Shaoren said: "You can go anywhere you want."
Chen Qianqing didn't know where he wanted to go most, but he knew that the real Chen Qianqing wanted to go to City D the most, but in the end this wish was not fulfilled.
After a long period of silence in the atmosphere, Chen Qianqing heard it. The voice that seemed to belong to himself no longer said, "Go to City D." 2k novel reading network