Chapter 56: Everything will be fine

There are many things, unless you experience it yourself, you are destined to be unable to understand what it feels like.
Lu Zhengfei knew that Chen Qianqing was suffering when his parents died, but he did not expect him to be so painful.
It was a despair that would appear pale no matter how it was described. Only by experiencing it in person did you know what it was like.
In this life, without the involvement of Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing's parents were still dead. And still died in a car accident, on the highway leaving the airport.
It's like the in charge of destiny is mocking him in his own way, telling him that he must taste everything that makes Chen Qianqing extremely painful.
Chen Qianqing did not go to see Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang for the last time. This is the first time he has tasted fear when he came to this world.
The doctor said that Chen Qingyang was dead when he pulled to the hospital, and Liu Huamei died on the rescue station. Their death looks were not so good, Chen Qingyang's head was almost cut off, and Liu Huamei didn't go well.
The driver was also killed on the spot, and the cause of the accident was also simple and ridiculous. The driver was smoking on the highway while smoking, his right wrist was leaning on the steering wheel, and he did not respond when he encountered an emergency. He directly followed Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang. Moving car.
The reason is ridiculous, but it makes people laugh.
Chen Qianqing's entire body was hollowed out. He felt this kind of feeling only when Chen Qianqing died in his last life. His head was so blank that the people around him couldn't understand anything, which made him very tired.
Lu Zhengfei saw Chen Qianqing's reaction in his eyes. He knew that the language of comfort at this time was pale, so he just held Chen Qianqing and let him lean in his arms.
It's always weird that the two big men leaned so much.
The news of Chen Qingyang's accident soon reached the ears of Chen Qingyang's sisters and sisters. That night, Chen Qingyun and Chen Qingyu came.
Chen Qianqing didn't listen to what they said. He and Lu Zhengfei sat in the corridor in the middle of the night, and it was almost three o'clock before Lu Zhengfei helped him find a hotel near the hospital.
Chen Qianqing took a bath quietly, and with a wet hair, sat silently beside the bed.
Lu Zhengfei was worried about him. While taking a bath by himself, he kept watching in the direction of Chen Qianqing. Fortunately, Chen Qianqing did not respond until he came out of the bathroom after washing.
Lu Zhengfei sat beside Chen Qianqing and shook Chen Qianqing's shoulder.
After a long time, Chen Qianqing said, "Give me a cigarette."
Lu Zhengfei took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it over.
Chen Qianqing put the cigarette in his mouth, lit it with a lighter, and took a heavy breath. He said, "Lu Zhengfei, I'm a little scared."
Lu Zhengfei was stunned. He almost never heard such a weak word from Chen Qianqing. He said, "Qian Qing, there is me."
Chen Qianqing spit out the smoke in his mouth and looked at Lu Zhengfei indifferently: "Do you know what I am afraid of?"
Lu Zhengfei said: "What are you afraid of?"
Chen Qianqing laughed mockingly, he said: "I'm afraid, I know, but things can't be changed." For example, the death of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang, such as the injury of Chen Qianqing, such as their ending.
Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing's pale face, indifferent expression, and only felt distressed. He tightened his arms and said, "Chen Qianqing, I love you, and I'm willing to shelter you from the wind and rain."
When Chen Qianqing heard the words, he shook his head slowly. In the end, he said nothing, threw the cigarette in the ashtray, and lay down on the bed in preparation for sleep.
Lu Zhengfei wanted to do something for Chen Qianqing, but he found that there were few things he could do.
Chen Qianqing didn't sleep all night. As soon as he closed his eyes, fragmented pictures and sounds began to appear in his head. Those pictures and sounds were as real as they appeared in front of his eyes and sounded in his ears.
Lu Zhengfei didn't fall asleep. He hugged Chen Qianqing and wanted to use his own temperature to warm this cold man who seemed to be curled up.
Early the next morning, Chen Qianqing got up and said, "Lu Zhengfei, take me to a psychiatrist when you have time."
He couldn't hold it.
Lu Zhengfei was supposed to be happy, but now he is a little unhappy, so in the end he didn't say anything, just nodded.
No matter how sad you are, you still have to do what you need to do.
After having breakfast, Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing went to the hospital. Lu Zhengfei contacted the family with one stop and started preparing for the burial of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.
Chen Qianqing went to the nearby cemetery that afternoon and chose a cemetery. Prepare to bury Liu Huamei and Chen Qianqing together.
Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang died unexpectedly, not because they were mournful. They could n’t do anything according to local rules, so Lu Zhengfei sought someone to watch the day, and he was going to take them both to the cremation.
Chen Qingyang's sister made another trip during this period and gave Chen Qianqing three red envelopes.
Chen Qingyu Mingli comforted Chen Qianqing, but he was asking how much Chen Qianqing could get compensation. Chen Qianqing just ignored her and ignored her.
In the end, Chen Qingyun, who came together, couldn't stand it anymore, glared at Chen Qingyu several times, and pulled her away.
Chen Qingyu went out of the hospital door and complained at Chen Qingyun's grievances: "Sister, I didn't ask this intentionally, my brother left, but Qian Qing is still alive, isn't it for him!
Chen Qingyun snorted. She sneered: "Chen Qingyu, don't call me my sister. Did Qingyang give you less of a benefit while you were away? Do you remember his money for life?"
Chen Qingyu said, "What is it that I want to remember? Isn't Qian Qing still a child? This compensation has pulled people to cremate before the compensation is paid. What if the driver's account is left over?"
Chen Qingyun said angrily: "Otherwise? You have to let Qing Yang wait for the money to come down before entering the ground? Chen Qingyu, why haven't I found you so vicious before?"
Chen Qingyu sneered: "Chen Qingyun, what do you say, I tell you, don't pretend that you are here ..."
The two were in a noisy relationship at the hospital entrance and were met by Lu Zhengfei who just came to the hospital. After these few days, Chen Qingyu also knew Lu Zhengfei, hurriedly stopped, and greeted, "Oh, Xiao Lu, come to the hospital to see Qian Qing?"
Lu Zhengfei glanced at Chen Qingyu indifferently: "I urge you not to fix any moths."
Chen Qingyu was annoyed: "Will your child speak? I'm Chen Qianqing and his aunt. Why do you as an outsider tell me not to poke up moths?"
Lu Zhengfei answered the question, "Do you know if your daughter went to have a baby again?"
Chen Qingyu froze.
Lu Zhengfei said: "It is said that I have been pregnant for more than three months, and I am still a boy."
Chen Qingyu's face was extremely ugly for a while, and he didn't know how to refute Lu Zhengfei. He took a sip toward the ground and turned away.
Chen Qingyun's face was not very good-looking, and he greeted Lu Zhengfei and left.
Lu Zhengfei went to the hospital with no expression. How can he care about what Chen Xiaohui is doing lately? Those words just now are just casual words. Unexpectedly, Chen Qingyu was so unconfident about her daughter and left without a word.
In his bones, Lu Zhengfei is the kind of careful-minded person. He is usually forced to be generous in front of Chen Qianqing. Once someone else has provoked him, he will never tolerate ethics.
As soon as Lu Zhengfei entered the room, he saw Chen Qianqing sitting in a chair in a daze.
Liu Huamei has brothers, but they are far from here. It is estimated that it will take a few days to get over, so when Chen Qingyu and Chen Qingyun leave, the whole room is deserted. A sorrow and music seemed even more desolate.
Lu Zhengfei said: "Qian Qing, the time is set, and the day after tomorrow, we will be buried in a dozen days."
Chen Qianqing said: "Thank you."
Lu Zhengfei said: "Qian Qing ... If you feel uncomfortable, just cry." From knowing the death news of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang, Chen Qianqing did not shed a single tear, but even if there is no tear, it can make people get away from him. His face and spirit saw how uncomfortable he was.
Chen Qianqing gave Lu Zhengfei an indifferent look, and said indifferently: "I'm not Chen Qianqing, why should I cry."
Lu Zhengfei was dumbfounded.
Chen Qianqing did not explain what he meant by this sentence. He just got up, took out his cigarette, lit it and went out.
Lu Zhengfei knew that Chen Qianqing's mental state was wrong when Chen Qianqing masturbated in the mirror. Now, after listening to Chen Qianqing's sentence, it seemed like he was completely stunned.
Xu Shaoren's theory of personality split is obviously perfectly confirmed.
Since Chen Qianqing was interrupted by his leg once, the whole person seems to have changed. Not only can he not play the piano, but his character has also become softer, so ... all this is due to the split personality?
Lu Zhengfei remembered Chen Qianqing's look of indifference and disgust at him, and somehow his heart seemed to be stuffed and panicked.
Lu Zhengfei took advantage of Chen Qianqing's time to smoke, and sent a text message to Xu Shaoren, giving a brief overview of the situation here.
Xu Shaoren returned the text message in a second, and the sentence above was "Professional inspection, early treatment if you are sick"
Lu Zhengfei gritted his teeth. Although Chen Qianqing agreed to go abroad to see a doctor, there was no time at this time. But fortunately, Chen Qianqing has not been inclined to self-harm.
According to Xu Shaoren, as long as he doesn't die, everything is easy to say.
Chen Qianqing finished smoking, returned to the room and sat on a chair without talking.
Lu Zhengfei thought about it for a long time and didn't know what to say. Finally, he uttered a sentence: "What do you want to eat at night?"
Chen Qianqing gave Lu Zhengfei a silent look.
Lu Zhengfei: "..." Well, he also knows this topic is terrible, but it is better than saying nothing ...
As a result, Chen Qianqing actually answered Lu Zhengfei's question. He said, "Drink porridge."
Lu Zhengfei hesitated, because Chen Qianqing's heavy heart finally eased up a bit. He thought, as long as Chen Qianqing is willing to survive, he will one day come out of the shadow, right? 2k novel reading network