Vol 2 Chapter 1458: , Blame yourself!

With his head down, Yanzhu began to talk about everything about her in a self-blaming voice in confusion. EbookFREE.me
"I have always known that the life of the cursed son is more miserable than what I have heard...because I have experienced similar days before becoming the initiator...but After I became the initiator, I abandoned the previous life... I completely buried the past in the depths of my mind... I ignored those things, just like me before, still suffering The cursed children of ... selfishly enjoy the happiness they think they are. And... even if you meet someone you once knew, you don’t dare to recognize each other..."
"I don't even dare to say a word..."
"That's it, selfish I... have been enjoying these things that I shouldn't have enjoyed, it should be the life that everyone is enjoying together..."
"But I never thought about asking for help. Other cursed children like me change their lives...I selectively ignored those..." When he said this, tears were already streaming down Yanzhu's face. Full of face.
But at the next moment, she suddenly raised her head.
"But, just today, these things that were selectively buried by me were opened in front of me again. You know, when all the memories buried by my subconscious emerge, When I resonated with everything that happened before me, did I blame myself? How confused..." At this point, Yeonju’s face was full of self-blame, and there was another kind of remorse. Heartache and confusion. Look. Yarn, Chinese website
"I started to blame myself for why I have the ability, but I have not been able to help any child like me. I am blaming myself, why I can live such a happy life, but they are still there. There is no rubble, struggling in the 39th district where food is scarce."
"At the same time, I also began to feel confused. What is the purpose of our cursed children in this world. I don't understand, are we born to suffer, to act as monsters in their mouths, to act as biological weapons? , Is the waste that is thrown away after we use it... Is it true that we are really like what they said, will eventually become like those primitive gut animals, to attack humans? Then, we are desperately desperate now Exterminating the gastrointestinal animals, what is that? It is cleaning up our kind and protecting the enemy of'our'?!" At the end, Yanzhu was already a little hysterical, tears on her face Wandering unscrupulously.
(Here I would like to introduce to friends who have never seen pitch black, because the cursed son is because the mother ingested the virus from the oral cavity and caused the fetus to change. When these fetuses were born, their bodies It already carries a considerable part of the virus. However, because of the special physique, it will not burst out immediately, but has been slowly eroding. But if it is injected by the gastroenterologist during the battle If there are too many viruses, or if their own viruses have eroded to more than 50 degrees, then this cursed child will quickly lose his perception of the body and limbs. Then, the spirit will gradually change. Finally, the whole one Humans become gastroenterologists.)
Let her delicate little cheeks become like little cats.
Don't think Yanzhu is just a little loli about ten years old.
But in reality, after experiencing all kinds of hardships, she is mentally superior in some respects, even more mature than most adults.
But it is precisely because of maturity that I fall into such a horn.
I don't know when, Zhang Xiang already got up from the seat and walked to Yanzhu's body.
However, he didn't say anything about it.
Because Zhang Xiang knew that what the other party needed most was not this one.
Zhang Xiang just stretched out his right hand, and once again gently rubbed the side of Yanzhu with a special hair clip, and pinched the soft orange-red long hair.
"Fool, do you remember what I said in the afternoon? Don't think too much. There are too many injustices and injustices in this world. There are some things that you can change. But some things, but It’s not something you can change. Although, at the beginning, you might have done something wrong and ignored their existence. But, no matter who it is, as long as it is a person living in this world, All are selfish. You just made a mistake that most people make, and you don’t want your happiness to be destroyed like this. However, don’t you already know that you are wrong? Just know that you are wrong. Yes, it’s revised, isn’t it all right?"
"As for the purpose of survival, I have always believed in one thing. That is, no matter who comes to this world, he comes to this world with meaning. It's just that, Maybe we sometimes forget this purpose, or we can't find that purpose temporarily. But no matter what, as long as we persist, we will definitely find our purpose of living in this world. The present You have found a goal-to help those compatriots who are still in difficulty live better. This one may only be your temporary goal, but it is not a small step in your life. ?"
"As for the final protection of mankind, whether it makes sense, you have to ask yourself. If you think it is worth it, then everything is worth it. But if you think it is not worth it, then everything is meaningless. Everything lies in your heart. As long as you don't violate your heart, what if others say you are wrong?!" Zhang Xiang slowly stated all his thoughts.
"So, now, do you know what to do?" Zhang Xiang touched Yanzhu's little head and asked her.
At this time, Yanzhu gradually recovered his calm, the red light in his eyes disappeared, as if he had understood something and was no longer confused.
However, looking at Zhang Xiang in front of her, a trace of naughty flashed in her eyes.
"I don't know," Yanzhu said with a stretched voice.
In those big hazel eyes, there was hope to see Zhang Xianglu's stunned look.