Chapter 49: Pretend to be a pearl? Zhu Zhongzhu?

Chapter 48 Pretending to Beaded? Zhu Zhongzhu?
"I just want to be with you."
He unfastened his front flap with one hand, dived into the tunic and took out something, groped around my neck, with a warm breath and his unique ink fragrance, fell heavily on my chest before.
I looked down and held out my hand, slowly rubbing, as if my eyes could not be seen, and rubbed it bit by bit in disbelief.
That's the bone carving deer my mother gave me, the wax seal is tightly closed, indicating that it has never been opened.
"Miao'er, I won't compete with you for our children." He lowered his head and pressed his nose against my nose. His eyes were glaring, and he made me feel like I was looking at me, and my breath slowly brushed my cheeks. "I don't want this Lu family's wealth either. Without you, I'm as poor as I am. I'm ten times as much as Lu family's wealth. It's nothing but a downright punk door family... In the past, I did a lot of wrong things...I decided Many wrong decisions chilled your heart..." His arms held me a little bit without a trace, prudent and careful, "But, Miao'er, may you listen to me?"
I clenched the deer pendant and looked down.
He hugged me tightly, leaning his jaw against my shoulder, preventing me from seeing his face, and his voice shook with a trace of imperceptibility, "Miao'er, don't leave me alone, don't let me fight every night again Facing the hard and cold coffin, I couldn't keep the corroded corpse that was only corroded by an inch, and the cone engulfed the bone...I can stay within the distance that I can hear it, is it okay?"
I looked at the pomegranate trees outside the window and sighed in a low voice, "Durian seeds, sage, why did you make me take the medicine for more than two years, but let me give birth to the night? And did you know that those medicines may make me unable to bear children in this life?"
"I know." He said with a deep voice, and his tone was decisive. "That is why you and I have no life, and you can't let your life be a treasure. The emperor doubted me for a long time. If you are pregnant, mother and child will be poisoned. . I can’t let you get involved in this risk.

He turned his head a little, and a mole that was almost invisible behind the ears was suddenly facing the corner of my eye. "Song Xiyuan's door-to-door begging was not by my advice. If I instruct him to marry you, how can I borrow the night to seek provocation? He was detained to ask at the Yamen, and then sent someone to burn the Hengcang of Songjiatianyi Pavilion? Just hate that he came to the door to greet you in advance.
"Perhaps you questioned that I was marrying you in order to attract the Shen family...I can't deceive you anymore now, yes, initially, I came to raise my family to gradually gather the forces of the Shen family... But, when I received that wild world When the Great Decree broke up the imperial edict of you and my husband, it was tantamount to the thunder on the sunny day, and I did not know if I was going to lose power to the Shen family, or because you saw my polite and alienated'Little Uncle' calling me like a throat."
"I asked myself to be calm and self-sustaining. However, when I was drunk at the Shen Family Banquet that day, I was full of miss in my mind... It was me, avoiding everyone to hold you in the account..."
"In the late afternoon of ten days, on the Wenshui River, when I saw you rescued by Song Xiyuan and held him in my arms, I didn't even think about it. I came forward to take you back under the eyes of all eyes. At that time, I Only then did I know clearly that this feeling turned out to be jealous... After that, I heard Song Xiyuan go to Shen's family to raise the relatives, and your father actually promised in court, so I thought it would be a blow to the chest, as long as I thought that another man would be like me Once I usually held you in my arms, I felt like I was burning all over the place, and my heart was suffering."
"In the territory of Yangzhou, the reason why Song Xiyuan dared to marry you into the door with great fanfare was nothing to me. It was the self-reliance of the royal family on his financial strength." He stopped, his jaw tightened, seeming to be very forbearing, "You entered the Song family For more than two months, I couldn’t keep a good night and night, and wanted to break into the Song family with a sword and rob you. However, it is easy to be brave for a while, but what happens in the future? I have to force myself to suppress myself and make long-term decisions."
"The doctor who diagnosed the pulse of the Song family and prescribed tonics for me was the person I inserted. As long as you were prescribed daily tonics for you less than two months after entering Songmen, you were diagnosed as having a pregnant woman, but it was hidden. Report, tell me first, as soon as I heard about the approximate time you were pregnant, I knew it was the blood of you and me. Although I have been letting you take the medicine for two years before, I heard you have my The bloodline, except for the unexpected ecstasy full of hearts, and no other thoughts, only hope that the child will fall to the mother and the child are safe."
"It's just at the same time that there is a growing worry, lest you be persecuted by the royal family or the Song family. If the doctor tells the truth, you are pregnant in March, although you can confuse the emperor's eyes, thinking that neither I nor Song Xiyuan's son, keep the fetus in the belly. It’s your life, but your reputation will be humiliated, and you may fear that Song’s family is against you.

"I made a plan to let the doctor lie that you are pregnant in April, and everyone is known as my son. The Song family will not dare to hurt you, but it will not tolerate you. You can just return to the Pei family justified, to protect the emperor. It’s not good for your mother and son. Then I will find a pregnant avatar and put it in my house, hiding you in a safe and concealed place and waiting for delivery."
"Unexpectedly, Song Xiyuan also bought the doctor and said that you were pregnant for two months. Later, she attracted a doctor in the palace. It was unexpected that the doctor said that you were pregnant for three months, and did not support the Song family at all. Although relying on Song Xiyuan, he never rest assured that Song and Shen's two marriages will grow bigger and stronger, and they just want to take this opportunity to break up the two and kill the Song family."
"Song Xiyuan has only seen that the emperor only wanted to use the Song family, but fundamentally guarded against the sinister evil of the Song family and crossed the river to demolish the bridge. My two people have only formed an alliance since you returned to the Shen family since you wrote the book.
I moved unconsciously, but he seemed to know what I thought and thought, and said: "I and Song Xiyuan are not half-brothers and have no blood connection. The reason why the Mid-Autumn Night said to you that day, But I noticed that there was a change outside the wall, and at the same time, I learned that King Yu Ningping had sent people to win Song Xiyuan many times, so I guessed that the outside of the wall would be King Pingwang’s remnant, and I deliberately said to listen to them, with the intention to confuse them and give up the move. . What, afterwards..."
He hugged me tightly, like a nightmare reappearing in front of him, generally trembling slightly, unable to self, his hoarse voice only called my name.
I listened to his narrative silently, and let him take it slowly to return to calm, before he summoned the courage to speak softly, "The ones you said are too complicated, I don't understand. I only ask you a sentence:'Or copy or blame' But from your mouth?"
He suddenly suffocated.
I reached out and brushed the few soft hairs that fell on his forehead, "Yanzhen, tell me the truth. I believe everything you say today, just, don't lie to me anymore."
I lowered my head and saw that the larynx was gently sliding up and down on his slender neck. After a long time, he heard him start astringently: "Yes, I said it."
My heart cooled to the bottom...
"Then promised that the Shenjiapu noodles would be numbered 161, and the right to sell silk to the six provinces by the eighteen lines of the river to Song Xiyuan was also you?"
"……Yes."
"You dragged into the church that night with Miss Qin and refused to marry, in order to win the trust of the Shen family and let the Royal relax its vigilance?"
"...Yes, but it's not."
"The reason why you chose the Song family that is not as good as the Shen family to form an alliance is because the Song family is originally a royal insider, but you can make an internal response with you. Such a function cannot be matched by ten Shen families, is it?"
"……Yes."
"So, from the beginning, the Shen family was the prerequisite for the exchange of interests of your alliance?"
"At first, but not later, everything has changed..."
"It's me who broke up your overall layout?" I smiled and asked myself quietly, "It seems unlikely. Even I am pregnant with Xiaoer is in your plan, grass snake gray line ，Fuyanqianli, you have always been so many birds and chains, you love, you hate, love you, hate you, everyone is a carved shadow in your hands, according to your The script is controlled by the robe, and every play is seamless and seamless."
"The whole world, in your mind, but just a game!"
I slapped him and slapped him in the face with a slap in the face. My palms were paralyzed with palpitations. "You count me like this, why should I stay with you?"
He was beaten to the head by me, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding, and I felt a pain in my heart. I didn’t look at my face, I couldn’t hold my throat, "I don’t know who you loved, but I must be the one you hate the most. Otherwise, how can you be so cruel to me? For this palm, I will honor you for the entire Shen family for myself!
I closed my eyes and the room was silent. The breeze blew past the temples, causing a ripple of broken hair.
I gritted my teeth and said cruelly: "Not only this palm, today, you are alone in this old temple in the deep mountain, are you afraid that I will kill you?"
A pair of slender hands caressed my face, carefully rubbed my cheeks bit by bit, and said indifferently: "No matter what, as long as you no longer cry."
I lifted my jaw, and there was a water stain sliding down the cheek to the ground, and then I realized that I was full of face. I stretched out my hand and smiled, "How can you always be so gentle and affectionate like this? Like heaven and earth, in your eyes...I'm alone."
"Miao'er, it's not'like', it's the truth." He said hoarsely, and his voice was almost pious and humble. "Since you left, I waited for your soul to dream every night, but I never expected even a corner of the back, I Knowing that you must hate me into the heart, even if you are away from the soul, you are stingy into the half step of my dream...In the past, I did a lot of wrong things, hurting you to the deepest, and asking me to regret it, now you can give me one more time Opportunities for correction?"
I clenched my chest and slowly opened the deer pendant: "Do you know what is 椟, what is a bead? This Lujia property is clam beads. I was only a wooden crepe for beads. Today, even if you are willing to stabilize in the mountains Under the premise of no worries about money and being a foolish person who buys and repays the beads, should my cheap wooden box be grateful to Dade?
"Miao'er, why do you always be so self-deprecating?" He frowned. "You are neither gui nor bead, you are just you. Shen Miao and Jiang Shan, Shen Miao is in front, Jiang Shan is in back. Today I allow you , It must be done." His eyes were clear and firm to me, as if he wanted to "look" into my eyes.
I caressed my heart, and there was a tide rising and falling between my chests, and I didn't know what to say for a long time.
He didn't say anything, and quietly surrounded me. A pair of dry eyes in front of the Buddha in the afternoon was like a spring. Lest I miss the sound of Ding Dian's speech.
The intent eyes, the inadvertent movements with one hand and one shot, the momentum is still there, as if it is not like a blind person at all, it is that I am so close, if I have not seen it before, now this kind of stare at all No clues can be seen. It’s just that the eyes that deliberately tried to capture my eyes revealed his bravery. Yeah, how could a proud and graceful person like him tolerate the defects of his eyes. He tried to track my position according to the voice, trying to make his eyes Concentrate on clearness as usual, trying to make people ignore his blindness...
I lifted it high, and my instinct slapped a slapped hand down again, but it seemed to have my own consciousness. Instead of hitting him on the cheek, it was too light to catch his eyes." What's wrong with your eyes?"
When I finished speaking, I wished I could bite the tip of my tongue.
At that moment, I knew that my heart was softening, and before I rallied to ask him, his fierce momentum was pouring out. I didn't hate such a person, but also hate this person who can always hit me.
His face turned white, and he turned his head down and grabbed my hand. "It's nothing, it doesn't matter." At the next moment, holding my palm a little bit cooler, the expression on his face became more and more troublesome. "Miaoer, I I can’t see you, but I still have ears, I can hear you, and I can touch you..." The last sentence is too light to hear, "Or, do you despise me like this?"
Between the eyebrows is a deep self-abandonment, the whole body is stiff.
Seeing him win the bill with a calm and light wind, and countless but indifferent strategies in his chest, he has never seen him so fragile. Knowing that he cannot be forgiven, knowing that he should not be forgiven, but...
I sighed.
In an instant, he could hear his breath suffocating in his ears, his eyes seemed to be lightened by the Buddha's fingers, and it was transparent and bright like a dip, and if there was a clear wind crossing, the old ashes were swept up in the sky, and after the annihilation, it was like Haoyue. It's clear, but it's very hot. It's like a torch scorching the prairie, and the water is flowing and flowing, so people can't force it.
He slowly extended his other hand one inch by one and overlaid my hand, and Meng Xiao generally spoke carefully and whispered softly: "Miaoer, you just...are you concerned about me?"
"No!" I turned my head and denied.
But seeing his face dim, my heart spread through a layer of obscurity, and Zheng Zheng struck with pain, and told me to bend over to cover my chest.
"Miao'er? Miao'er! But I'm sick?" Sensing my movements, he let go of my hand and clutched my hand vainly, gently touching my spine as he said, "Miaoer No, no, no, I won’t force you anymore. It’s just... Don’t leave me again, okay?"
"Stay within the distance that I can hear and touch, is it okay?" The narrow eyebrows are full of piety, and there seem to be endless Jiuqu gullies.
Those eyes, I knew I couldn't see it, but I was finally detained...
He hugged me tightly, "I will never make you sad and disappointed."
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