Chapter 135: 11. Observation (6)

Since Li Lin took it out of the team and assigned it to Roland, the food in the can and the rucksack was very clear. Let the jīng spirits, especially the jīng spirits of the military system love and hate, and the field food that is frightened is waiting for Roland to experience the impulse of hitting the wall from the officer to the soldiers.
"Uh... the taste is a bit weird and not too bad."
Squeezing his nose, splitting the meat with a knife and fork as he read in the manual, with a sense of curiosity and a death penalty, it’s better than starving, Roland sent [the strange thing that looks like meat] into his mouth, After chewing for a while, he expressed the feeling that the unfortunate jīng spirit almost spit out.
They initially started with such feelings, and began a long and arduous journey with [lunch meat], a terrorist substance that should not even be mentioned by name.
In order to solve the embarrassment that the army’s march rations had nothing but dried meat and black bread, Li Lin [developed] field foods like luncheon meat for the army. Regardless of its portability, quality, and convenience for consumption, all sides have surpassed the air-dried meat that is as hard as wood and easy to oxidize and mold to become poison. But just like any new product that is about to come out, a series of experiments are needed before the birth to find a product form that achieves the best consumption ratio under cost control.
Since it is food, the simplest and fastest way to experiment is of course to try it. Since then, the jīng spiritual army is the top staff officer. Down to the service soldiers, all gloriously became the great forerunners of the military food revolution-the victim of Li Lin's poor cooking, and the upright white rat for the horror food experiment.
Although Li Lin's cooking is only part of many reasons to hate luncheon meat. But at the first tasting meeting, except for Li Lin who didn't care about swallowing the sticky stuff. After the tragic scene of [the glorious death] under the dark cooking of all the staff, the army seldom unanimously issued a strong request: under any circumstances, the highest commander, please do not stay close to the kitchen 300 meters.
[It costs money to eat a small stove in the cafeteria, and it’s terrible to eat the colonel’s dinner! 】80% of the submitted report is not enough to write this kind of irrational words in bright red fonts. It is also covered with handprints. It has always emphasized the disciplinary system and the upper and lower levels, and the regular defense force is the development goal jīng Ling armed forces. This kind of thing is really unprecedented.
After that, after cooking by professional guys, the taste of the finalized product after the improvement based on the opinions of the army was finally much better. What Roland tasted at the moment was the successful food that composed loyal praises at the cost of a large number of jīng Lingpu Street. Unaware of various tragic backgrounds, he used the lack of education to eat and praise while letting jīng spirits who watched images from afar reveal the sad expression that hemorrhoids only have.
[Canned mass killing xìng weapons], [Spirit meat], [Shrunk meat], [Some kind of suspected meat] the lethality will not be known to Roland until after eating a third of canned meat, boy Cover the flipped and twisted iron sheet back. Put back the stuff with jīng spirit language [butter] written on the bag, and keep in mind the teaching of father [don’t overeat] to avoid two tragedies-tasting the horrible taste of margarine and can’t hold it anymore The spirits spit out breakfast.
After having breakfast, drinking water, and planning to take the next step, Roland froze.
What to do Where should I go?
Facing the first time in life is also an extremely important choice. The boy's thinking fell into a stalemate that was difficult to advance and retreat, the lovable purple eyes looked around the empty one, and occasionally the bushes and woods that roared with a roar of birds and beasts froze.
First of all. He couldn't determine where he was. Since his memory, Roland has rarely moved out of the life circle of Bode Village. Li Lin took him to the camp of the convoy again in a comatose state. If you can use the constellation like a sailor to determine the position of a dusty self on the vast earth. Or if there is a map and compass in the rucksack, things will become easier. But Li Nadu did not have time to impart the knowledge of Roland and passed away, and Li Lin mastered Roland's whereabouts and every move through special means, no matter where Roland went to find him. In addition, he did not think that a 5-year-old child could read the map with a compass and he was not prepared.
Even with these necessary knowledge. The corresponding meaning is also quite limited in essence.
The boy who lost his place has no idea where to go and what to do.
There are no parents, elders of relatives and friends who do not know, and there are no objects to talk about or even quarrel with. The empty world seems to be left without knowing what to do and feeling blank and powerless.
Do not. The purpose exists, and it is an indelible goal that cannot be forgotten in a sinister environment.
[Down with Siegfried Otto Li Lin. 】
An almost murderous anger erupted, and the pure face only seen in religious paintings was distorted by fierce anger. The character stepped on hard.
[Only this man... absolutely unforgivable! Never let go! 】
The words swearing revenge were recited in my heart. After the perspective was slightly shifted, the anger quickly extinguished and replaced with the feeling of emptiness and humiliation.
No matter how much resentment or hate the man, or even want to gritt his teeth and throw away his charity, starving to death does not matter the intense thought. -.- But at this moment, the materials provided by Li Lin, as well as the provocative scornful words at the time of parting, unconsciously became the most important motivation for Roland to insist on survival.
There is no intention of intervening in good faith with each other, but the result caused by the will of calculation and hatred is inexplicably with a touch of human warmth. Such a state of affairs has not been known to make outside observers funny or sad.
The irony of the state could not be passed to the hearts of the two parties who did not care or knew nothing. Roland stepped on the booklet and unwillingly dusted off the shoe prints, and re-added the "Wild Survival Tips" into the bag. . After sorting out, Roland once again carried slightly lighter luggage and took steps in different directions with Li Lin and the team.
The short stick that is not on the belt rubs against the skin uncomfortably during walking. The uncomfortable feeling of awkwardness seems to laugh at Roland. As a child, his emotions and behavior are so contradictory and futile in front of reality.
Without relying on Li Lin's things, Roland will collapse in the wilderness that no one wants in a day, and become the dust returning to the earth-such harsh reality cannot be denied and justified. The other end of the situation was to bow down to that hateful smile, not only using the food, water, and weapons provided by Li Lin, but also including not supporting it for 7 days, because of some inexplicable reason to die. That is also a disguised recognition that Li Lin is not optimistic about his conclusion. It's not much different from begging for help.
There is only one choice: no matter how hard or painful, no one will listen to Roland’s cry. Relying on Li Lin’s things or eating disgusting things, Roland can only survive these 7 days. Survive.
With the consciousness of unnoticed contradictions and stubborn resistance, Roland chose to move forward to the West.
My father once mentioned that the west of Lapland is an invisible sea, and the coastal area was once a pirate's nest. With the rise of maritime trade in recent years, ports from other countries where sea ships are anchored have gradually prospered and developed into In the city, there are all kinds of people gathered there.
[Prosperity] The definition of the expression and the scene depicted have not been formed in Roland’s cognition, but [many people] the concept is quite clear and is what Roland needs.
In order to get rid of loneliness and spread the message, the true face of V.E and Li Lin's evil deeds were exposed to the world.
Such thoughts flashed through his head. When the pleasure of revenge flows through the body. There was a faint smell of sweetness in the nasal cavity, the touch of the body snuggling, the palm of his own soul, without any falsification or solemnity. Just a pure and gentle smile, it's like—
"Impossible, absolutely impossible. That woman is Jīng Ling, or Li Lin's men, how is it possible! How is it possible, how is it possible..."
The sound fell abruptly. [How could it be the same as my mother] I struggled with my chest rolling and couldn't say it, knowing that Brun Hill was maintaining, caring, and comforting himself. It is clear that the spirit girl is betting on her pure goodwill without yīn depression, but the irritability and anger rooted in her heart do not allow herself to accept that goodwill, and she stubbornly resists the care from Brunnhill.
"She must be kind to me because of Li Lin's order. That's right, how could jīng Ling be friendly to humans? Before, it was also like, pretending to be chéngrén to deceive everyone..."
Murdered delusions, tangled and confused expressions were all fed back to Li Lin and Brenhill, ulterior motives and lack of sense. The legal guardian of xìng need not say more, Roland’s words really let self-positioning [adopted mother] horns The jīng spirit girl realized the kind of deep disappointment and sorrow when parents full of expectations found that the gap between their children and their expectations was huge, which triggered an emotion like anger.
Brun Hill’s first experience, as a mother’s troubles.
"I really hope he can understand things as soon as possible, and don’t continue to be [Rebellious Roland], Major-I hope so. But, things need to be done step by step, the world will not be able to complete the change in one day, and the correction of children’s probation is also needed. time."
When he tapped his finger on the table, at the monotonous rhythm, what entered Brenhill's sight was a calm, unfamiliar relationship with his father's concern.
"It's not easy to pull him out of the horns of thinking, let's be patient enough."
Father’s Love spoke in the tone of the sample record inside the worm cage. Although it was very correct and irreproachable from his standpoint, Brun Hill could still perceive the violation, and then became uncomfortable. induction.
"Colonel...don't like Roland?"
Unable to bear the sour feeling and inexplicable impulse, the almost stupid question echoed in the tent.
Does Li Lin like Roland? To be more specific, when Li Lin paid attention to the education of Roland, did he have the emotion that he could call "Father's Love"?
The answer is clear: no.
Up to now, there is nothing in Li Lin's performance that can be called "love". In the same way, after experiencing the tragedy of life, Roland also has no emotions other than hatred on Li Lin.
In such a state, it is impossible for such two to breed any normal emotional connection.
"He has the power to avenge me, and I need him to help accomplish some things, just that."
The lack of exclamation and plain statement of facts is not intended to cater to or sympathize. [Necessity] alone is sufficient reason, and there is no room for sorrow and sighing to talk in front of grand plans and actions.
"The world hasn't been so relaxed that the bitter hatred can be forgotten in a blink of an eye, and the child is not a cowardly person who deceived himself to escape reality, so--"
"Don't bet on people who are not destined to produce results? Such an education is destined to only teach radicals, and Roland may not grow as you expected."
Brenhill cut into the subject lightly, and the tent fell silent. Outside, there were regular shouting numbers and passwords to fill the embarrassing air with a strong background sound of barracks.
For 5 years, I have been with Li Lin by my side, silently looking at the back of the sole commitment, even if I have not been able to get the other party’s response to his love, but as long as I can be with him, I can accompany him. You will feel satisfied.
But I don't know from when, Brenhill hopes Li Lin can show more emotion.
After Roland, Li Lin also showed a slight deviation from hope. The calm tone of disappointment and anger sent out irrefutable feelings and doubts.
"Colonel, you cannot be as as Roland. Please examine your relationship further."
Or should we say that we are in a dilemma at a fundamentally opposite level? I didn't find my own problem. Is there only the other's problem in my eyes?
Too narrow and only consider Roland who he feels;
Overlooking the whole world from a height ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Li Lin who ignores the feelings of children.
"To look at things from the overall perspective, strengthen the organization, and promote the smooth progress of the business-the colonel's point of view and disposal methods are indeed correct, but the subordinates urge you to -"
It makes it difficult for the viewer to look directly, and can't help but want to bow her mother xìng Cui Tong emerged from the age of the jīng spirit girl, mixed prayer and sad sè tone, sincere, not in conformity with the status of a soldier The sound came from between lips.
"Even if it's a little bit, please give some care to Roland. You can't educate children by planning and strategy alone. If there are any offenses in your subordinates, please punish them. There are still official duties to deal with, please Rong Xianxing retires first."
After saluting, the girl hurriedly pushed out the tent, and the isolated space was dominated by Li Lin and the empty air alone.
"Originally, is it necessary to give and give before harvest? Can be included in the reference."
The hope of Brenhill could not touch the innate thinking that was deprived of important functions, and the ignorant king spit out empty conclusions.
"Observe-continue."