Chapter 1784: Fifteen. Aphrodite (27)

The footsteps of stepping on broken glass and cement fragments were getting closer, and the final step was next to the left ear. After a rubbing of leather cloth, an indifferent male voice sounded.
"...You were repaired thoroughly."
"Complete mess, completely saved."
Gerus smirked with a sneer, and his left eye shifted to Walgrevo squatting beside him.
"Don't say ‘don’t hurry to save me’ or ‘don’t be stupid’, did you let you down?

"To be honest, I really thought I could hear and see you in distress and ask me for help. Then I stood aside, smoking a good cigar and watching you turn a little gray."
Volgrevo took out two aluminum cigar tubes and unscrewed one of them.
"I don't have that brand of cigarettes that you smoke, can you just stop?"
"Some smokes are enough. The last cigarette comes from so much attention."
After biting a cigar and sucking a gulp, Gerles shook his head.
"Sure enough... everything is the same, I can't taste it at all."
"Yeah, for us, there is no real sense of being alive, smoking... What can we smoke? Loneliness? Life? We don't even know what nicotine is, how can we know what's there?"
The cigar's front end flickered, and Walgrevo's wry smile seemed to respond to Geralds, as if to laugh at himself.
Living is a wonderful thing.
Any living life will sing for survival, even depression patients, suicide volunteers, they once believed, and even tried to believe that "it is good to live", "to be born is too good" is such a simple and basic thing Until the last moment.
Even those who want to give up their lives will do their utmost to believe in the beauty of life and keep this last light. What about those false lives that exist like walking shadows?
Disappear, disappear. With the lights at this moment. Life is nothing but a shadow of walking, a clumsy celebrity on the stage gesticulating, and quietly retreating silently for a while. He is a story told by a fool, full of noise and commotion, but unable to find any meaning.
The most famous monologue in the famous tragedy is unable to resonate with life in the "Seven Sins". For a false life like the dewdrops of dawn, this paragraph is just to state a cold reality-the so-called "Seven Sins" "It's just Li Lin's shadow, a group of tools that act in accordance with the injected will and the instructions given, and they look like living puppets.
"Sometimes I think, what is the "big sin" endowed to us? Is it really a reflection of the observation of human nature? Is it just that we are unwilling to admit our own psychological compensation? Unwilling to admit that we are actually a false The phantom of it seems to admit this, and he is really miserable and hopeless. In order not to fall into a situation where even ants are worse, we can only fill our emptiness with "big sin"..."
The smoke gradually dissipated, and with only half of his face, Jerez looked at the gradually distant white horizon and showed a sad smile.
It is terrible.
This term simply exists for the current Geraldine.
Burned by the ultra-high temperature and then exploded by the collapse of space, it was completely a miracle that Gerles did not turn into ashes on the spot, but he could not escape the call of death after all. The body on the right side completely disappeared, and the remaining left body is also full of burned wounds. Along the edge of the wound, there is continuous separation and peeling of necrotic tissue. Those peeled fragments turn into a rainbow just before falling to the ground. The dust disappeared.
He is stepping towards the end step by step.
But there was no regret or hatred on his face, only an open smile.
"Arrogance, jealousy, anger, greed, lust, laziness, gluttony-all are self-protective instincts that we have created after maximizing the idea given to us by the adult in order to fill our empty self. Use false things To fill the emptiness...how can it be filled?"
"...So, we want to be our creator. Thinking that if we can become the perfect and always right adult, maybe we don't have to stay in such a sad and empty position now, maybe we can change the angle. Look at the world and yourself."
"You already knew?"
"It's impossible not to know?"
In terms of the nature of major sins, "arrogance" and "jealousy" are very similar.
When Jerez watched the various explicit behaviors of Volgrevo in the cold eyes, he also paid attention to Jerez's actions. Just as Jerez lists Volgrevo as the top three on the exclusion list, Volgrevo does not want to miss any opportunity to exclude "competitors."
What Gerers was thinking, why did such an idea arise-these Walgrewos are very clear, just like looking at themselves in the mirror.
"We just want to escape."
Gerus sighed, his left leg was disappearing, leaving him less and less time.
"Want to forget, want to run away, want to become someone else-this is actually the same thing. But the more we are, the more we deviate from the original goal, the farther and farther from the goal of'meaning to give ourselves life' ."
"...After fighting with him, did you find yourself feeling different?"
"Maybe there may be an illusion for a while."
Gerald has always hated Roland.
Obviously, it’s just a person. It’s just an extravagant talk about changing the world, but even a child who feels uncomfortable to kill. It’s clear that the adult’s support behind him can be smooth, and leaving the adult is nothing.
This is Gerald's initial impression of Roland.
At that time, Geralds couldn't talk about Roland or hate it, but had a sense of superiority to his inferior creatures and observed Roland in a condescending manner.
After the Battle of Rhein, the sense of superiority quickly disappeared, and a strong sense of inferiority and jealousy began to flood Jerez’s spiritual world.
Why not give up yet?
Why don’t you give up if you know you can’t win?
Why can a group of inferior ants have and talk about
tomorrow
?
"Every time I see them talk about the optimism that will be revealed tomorrow, I feel hated at the bottom of my heart. It seems to be uncovering the scars, reminding me of what kind of existence I am. Especially Roland's kind of deadly grasping one A little hope that I would not let go, it made me angry."
Even without Li Lin’s support, even against Li Lin, or against the entire world, those people didn’t give up hope. They chased hope, and the former servants looked like strong sunlight, stinging like deep-sea fish. Gerald stayed in the dark as usual.
If those people didn't know that they were actually just pieces in the emperor's hands at that time, if the emperor clearly and unequivocally expressed his favoritism towards Roland, Gerles might still be able to maintain his superiority. But this is not the case.
In the despair of destiny set by people, people have not given up hope and survival.
"This battle has a little bit of private revenge. There is nothing to complain about when things have failed now. But..."
"but?"
"I think it's great to have someone I know around when I finally leave, and it's nice to chat a little."
Unconsciously, the horizon in the far east had revealed the dawn. When the first ray of sunlight shone on Gerles, he had only his chest, left arm, and left face.
"Are you going?"
Walgrevo stood up, his face not looking in the direction that Jerez could not see, looking up at the back in the morning light, Jerez smiled lonely.
"I'm going. You can use the core later. I believe that there are my, De Kiel, and Greet's core. Your future plans should be smoother."
"It didn't go well...who knows this kind of thing. I don't even know how long I can live and when I can die. The only thing I can promise you is the one until I die. For a moment, I will not forget the guys who left me to steal away."
"that's fine……"
The scattered rainbow light spread to the cheeks, in a colorful light, and the smile of Jerez's slightly closed eyes was bright and happy... The beautiful was heartbreaking.
Perhaps for him, this ending is the best.
Let go of all arrogance, no longer have low self-esteem, no longer fear, can disappear in the company of others, even if only one fellow of the same disease remembers him, he is already satisfied.
I am not alone~EbookFREE.me~I am not empty.
In the end, I still left something in this world.
Immersed in contentment and insight, the last ray of rainbow disappeared under the sunrise, leaving only two crystal clear broken spheres, one yellow and one green.
Somehow the light reflected by the two spheres is extremely shiny, and it looks like tears.
"...One more."
Stepping the cigar and picking up the proof that the same kind had existed in this world, Walgrevo said in a cold tone:
"Well, I am the one who can live to the end, or the one who is above? Or the little master who believes in the future and possibility of humanity? Let's witness to the last moment together."
Emptiness is not emptiness.
What is the value of life?
Why live?
Why fight?
There may not be a so-called answer to these questions, but Walgrevo believes that the value of their "seven deadly sins" is determined by their last-minute performance and perception.
It's good for Geralds.
Grete is also good.
De Kiel is also good.
Their dying performance is the best proof that they were alive and once existed in this world. Now that Volgrevo, who has integrated their wreckage into his body, is also inheriting their lives, bearing the proof of their long-cherished wish and survival, Volgrevo has no escape except to move on.
"Advance is also hell, and backwards is hell. Let me dance at the bottom of and see who the devil will stay in the center of the stage."
The two spheres didn't enter Volgrevo's palm. Finally, they glanced at the open space where Jerez lay. Volgrevo galloped through the ruins, and the afterimages produced by high-speed movement looked far away, just like It is a beast running wild in the wilderness.