Chapter 914: Twelve. For the motherland (19)

() The ideal is beautiful because of the ugliness and cruelty of reality.
In turn, under the ideal transcendental beauty, the reality is more heavy.
Especially when ideals are impacted by reality, the gap will become particularly strong and strong enough to subvert the three views accumulated by a person for a long time, and make him mentally collapsed.
The nib rotates in random circles on the white paper, and the disordered lines faithfully show the author's state of mind.
("It doesn't matter what you do"-that's how it is.)
The words of self-deprecation echoed in his heart, but Roland couldn't smile bitterly about it, knowing that self-abuse and self-abandonment were bad escape behaviors, but he just couldn't cheer up from depression.
Someone once said that
growth is the process of breaking through in the real world, and gaining self-knowledge by discarding ideals and childishness
. Regardless of whether this argument is too absolute, Roland at this moment can feel the bitterness and weight behind this sentence.
Even if he was seriously injured in the battle and suffered a defeat, he could swallow the defeat, and while regaining his experience, he revived and waited for the opportunity. Even if it is an overwhelming political struggle, at most it will only make him feel tired, but he will never give up lightly. But after witnessing many fresh and ugly plays, the strong heart also seems to age rapidly overnight, just like an old man who gave up everything.
;
greedy;
sin;
Immoral;
All of this is true interpretation in front of his eyes, no escape, no excuse.
Most people will only feel sick about these things, and may produce subtle or even negative emotions, but in essence they still feel that this is "a very far away thing from themselves".
For Roland, who raised an anti-flag against Li Lin, all this was like experiencing a spiritual storm.
Changing the world is a difficult and long task-Roland knows this well, he does not think it can be completed by generations, or decades or even hundreds of years. In the struggle against the system established by Li Lin, it will take at least a hundred years or more before there is a chance for a turnaround, not to mention finding a way different from the present and from Li Lin.
At least create an environment in your own hands that allows different ideas, leaving room for debate and discussion-this is Roland's goal.
Rather than rushing to Li Lin for martyrdom and turning to ashes, the seeds of possibility should be left to take root for a long time and hope in the future-this is the most feasible solution after Roland exhausted his thoughts. Perhaps it will be questioned for being irresponsible and being reprimanded as cowardice. In the final analysis, I have never really shouldered heavy responsibilities, I have not experienced the trembling that every action may cause the tragic decline of tens of thousands of lives, I have never faced a powerful opponent that can ignore all sentient beings like a typhoon and tsunami, and who really has Ability is qualified to say that he has a better solution?
Now, this tiny wish seems to be meaningless.
With room for debate and discussion, and room for improvement, will humanity move in a better direction?
After witnessing many ugly plays, Roland asked himself.
Corruption is not new to him. Roland had long been aware of the dark side of the development of the consortium. Before, he thought that it was only the dignitaries and the consortium that collaborated in the trading of power and money, but when he saw officials from the civilian class as big as fishing, drinking famous wine stored for decades, he drunkly said, "I'm afraid, I don't make money." "Uneasy", "When the officials don't make money and are sorry for their hard work", Roland felt a crack in the ground under his feet. When he saw the military logistics and the Ministry of Finance accept bribes from the consortium and announced that the 901th anti-tank chariot troop had successfully won the bid through the "bid" and would continue to receive priority and sufficient supplies, his foothold completely collapsed.
joke? farce? Funny drama?
Roland couldn't find words to describe what he witnessed.
It is not new for two warring nations to have a blind deal under the table, exchanging spies, creating spies and elements, smuggling contraband, trafficking in humans...all things that violate morals and laws, and seemingly absurd and crazy things are righteous Under protection. But this... For example, who can believe that when Jin Guo and the Southern Song Dynasty engaged in war, Wushu paid money to bribe Qin Hui to give him a priority supplement to Yue Jiajun's full military pay and equipment? Is this a surreal world?
Does such a human society really have the meaning to continue to exist?
Leaving the possibility to such a human being, will it really breed a better future?
It is more desperate than a future that will be defeated by Li Lin or hoped for a distant future with almost no end in sight.
-After all, speech is just speech, and seemingly sacred and inviolable legal provisions will be artificially distorted or even trampled on. As long as human beings are still human beings, the ugly and sinful karma that existed from ancient times to the present will continue until they are destroyed. This is human nature and the limit of humanity. To transcend these, there must be a transcendental human being to implement protection and management measures for this population.
What humans have learned from history is that they haven’t learned anything. Throughout history, the same mistakes have been repeated over and over. If we use the learning ability as the benchmark, humans are not as good as monkeys. As for logic and rationality, it is far inferior to social creatures such as bees and ants.
Rather than letting mistakes accumulate, it is the right way to control from the source.
The sound of lack of ups and downs echoed faintly in the ear, and the certainty contained therein was more important than ever, urging Roland to unconditionally agree.
If it were in the past, Roland could not agree with the logic of throwing people into the zoo cage to protect him, now...
People will set goals for themselves, and the premise of this endeavor is that the purpose of the goal is meaningful. Whether it is to yourself or to others, a goal with corresponding value will be desperate. On the contrary, if this goal loses its meaning, the motivation to move forward will also disappear, let alone guard.
What about holding on?
Let the corrupted cycle begin again?
Can strong anti-corruption be solved?
Can civilians be replaced by civilians?
Can we break through the obstacles of law and power? .
After receiving enough education to improve the overall quality, will social problems be gradually solved?
--negative.
If one of the answers to the above questions is affirmative, then all the questions should not exist from the beginning, no, because this is equivalent to the denial of human nature, and the human race cannot even be established.
The unsolved answer is still unsolved after all.
Repeating the same thing over and over again, expecting different results, is crazy.
(What am I doing...what?)
The quill was forced on the document paper with a strong pestle, and it flew out curvingly, broken, and rudely, leaving behind a large black hole surrounded by chaotic lines.
(I...have been doing futile things?)
The fist was raised high, and finally it was unable to hang down, as if in the long sigh of hollowing out the body, the eyes were wet, tears blurred the empty eyes, and splashed silently into the ground.
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The petite body with a pair of ponytails was wrapped under the long lace skirts that overlapped each other, carrying the dinner plate and walking meticulously on the passage of the mansion, just about to hit the door of the house, just like waiting for him to come back, The door suddenly opened.
With many expectant eyes, the flower praying mantis almost backed away in an instant, and finally he shook his head, leaving the cold lunch intact.
"Is it still not working?"
Gloria slammed her fist in the palm of her hand, and the resentment and unrest that had accumulated for several days suddenly turned into impulse.
"No, I can't go on like this, I will go and talk to him right away."
"Do you use fists to preach?"
The spider coldly plugged in, leaning against the window sill and throwing a sneer at Gloria, his fingertip poking his head.
"If the fist can solve the problem, the world will be peaceful for a long time, and no problem will happen. How about occasionally using it here?"
"You guy..."
"Is it wrong to blame others?"
"Are you trying to do it?!"
"What about it? Do you want the old lady to wake up your muscular brain?!"
"you……!!"
"You two are enough! Is the situation bad enough?!"
The "ping" of the desk was cut in two, and the roar and blast of the explosion forced back the outgoing Mars. Under the watch of the dragon princess, Gloria put her fist down, and the spider swallowed her mouth, turning her face away. Aside.
In order to avoid the appearance of "Vice Leader" and affect the cohesion of the organization, Favna always plays the role of "strong support". Because of the force value and detached identity of the explosive table, a roar immediately quelled a chaos. .
But this is also the limit.
If there is another time, Favna can only calm her companions who can't think normally with her fists. Regardless of the organization's operation or cohesion, this is not worth trying.
"This time it was really set by him."
Favna sat down slowly, her interlaced fingers rubbing back and forth, her face full of unwillingness and helplessness.
Speaking of Faluna and Roland, Li Lin has always been vigilant, from various conspiracies to pervasive tricks, almost to the point of not eating and swallowing, unable to sleep at night, is to prevent the transcendental species from having something and nothing to suddenly surprise. ". But this time Li Lin's move is beyond their imagination, Favna is almost depressed, not to mention Roland, who has little experience in life.
Demonstrating the most incurable part of human nature in order to establish the proper conduct of one's own behavior and to deny the feasibility of Roland's claim-this can be said to be a psychological warfare and a silent debate.
"Yeah, let that guy taste victory again?"
The spider raised an eyebrow at Fafna, almost blaming it coldly.
"Perhaps we can use ‘losing in Li Lin’s hands is not shameful’ to comfort? The spiritual victory method is a solution.
"If things are so simple, Roland can adjust it without saying a word. This kind of mean words that don't help solve the situation doesn't matter how much you say afterwards. Solving the current problem is now the highest priority. Do you disagree?"
"No."
"Very good. Then I started."
Favna withdrew her fierce eyes and adjusted her sitting posture, and the heavy voice began to vibrate in the room.
"Everyone knows about Roland's current situation and our current situation. I won't waste time here. Our priority now is to clarify the enemy's purpose and how to solve this dilemma. Vernia."
The named girl put her hands down and stood up, her young face full of confusion.
"Isn't the purpose of the other party to fight Roland and make Charlieman lose his inspiring banner?"
As far as the current situation is concerned, this explanation is very reasonable, but it cannot bear scrutiny.
"If he has that meaning, he doesn't even need to do it himself, and he can order the Guards and the remaining seven deadly sins to go up anytime, anywhere. Winia, do you think we can bear it?"
"Will it be for the next battle to buy time, or for certain strategic and tactical needs, deliberately make this arrangement?"
"What we are discussing now is what exactly that demand is, don't use questions to answer questions."
"Maybe it's just a whim?"
"Don't confuse your former head boss with you, underneath your head is Miss Musca.
The heated discussion only lasted for half an hour before it could go on. In order to speculate about Li Lin’s purpose, the girls almost squeezed their imagination. All speculations seem to have their reasonableness, but none of them seem reliable of. At the end of the quarrel, everyone suddenly discovered that until now, no one could tell what Li Lin's ultimate goal was, and even this was not clear, and it was impossible to explore Li Lin's thinking.
Just when we were about to slide in some dangerous direction and crooked the building, everyone's thinking was stuck.
The reason is not complicated and can be taken for granted.
Because Li Lin is a "monster".
The spirit of Prince Louis is "strong as a monster", and the spirit of the late Bishop Richelieu is "strong as a monster". This kind of strength is not a big deal. It has been metaphorized, that is, "huge figure" and "strength beyond ordinary people"-this is the degree to which a certain value is amplified based on the usual standards of human beings. In contrast, Li Lin's spirit is a complete "monster". At first glance, it has the same appearance as humans, but underneath it is aliens that are completely incapable of pondering the form.
Almighty and omnipotent, with eternal lifespan and near absurd power, there is nothing he cannot do, he is right to do anything.
Such a man like a god.
What else is he to believe, what else can he pursue?
As he said, just to change the world?
Only in this matter, Fafna can assert that it is impossible.
From the beginning, I didn’t believe in anything, I didn’t expect anything from the future, I had a terrifyingly terrifying power, I didn’t have any desires, and I didn’t have contact with everything below him. Coordination to change the various malpractices in the world can only bring one kind of future: the absolute order under absolute domination, just like Yalfheim now.
Yalfheim can be said to be the most realistic reference to Li Lin’s spiritual structure. Its economy is highly developed, technology is far ahead, and the social system is running smoothly. It is undoubtedly a symbol of highly developed civilization, enough to leave in the history of civilization A place. But under the bright surface, it is a hierarchical pyramidal social system. All subjects decide their class according to race, origin, age, ability, adaptability and many other conditions. What kind of education should they receive and the assigned social division of labor, everyone plays the role of the machine in Alfheim Each part is under invisible control, and the parts are adjusted according to performance. Any member who cannot adapt or does not comply with the system will be replaced by ruthless elimination.
In terms of efficiency and stability, this may be impeccable, even if it has been running for thousands of years.
But this is also the worst result.
The unchanging future, the loss of all possibilities, the solidified society and the world-for the many lives that continue to be born and die, and step by step to the present, this is equal to denying everything before and also cutting off the possible future. All life stops at the designed "now" place, just like the dragon's past and present.
It is precisely because of contact with the outside world that Favna can understand how suffocating a society enclosed in a single value, how boring life is in that cage, and the limited
responsibility
and
fate
-defined way of survival. What a emptiness. In order not to let the world be blocked into such a system, in order to let the dragon clan get rid of that fate in her own generation, she decided to stand on the side of Roland and raised a flag against the agent.
Now that the first step has just been taken, is it all over?
Fafna couldn't accept it, and she couldn't accept the outcome anyway.
"The result is still back to the original point, we must consider how to comfort Young Master Roland."
The spider shrugged and raised its fingers against the dissatisfied and helpless eyes.
"Normally, after adolescent boys suffer setbacks, there are two quickest and easiest ways to comfort. First, the parental elders' unraveling and guidance."
Shake his head uniformly.
Even if the situation is twice as frustrating than they are now, they will not ask the dictator of "father's love as a mountain" to persuade Roland, which is basically the act of leading the weasel into the henhouse.
"...Method two. Consolation from the opposite sex-from spiritual to all-round."
The spider spoke without hindrance, and his tone was bland, as if he were chatting rather than a topic inappropriate for children. So that after two or three seconds, the girls had the proper response.
"Yeah, also, also, also, that is to say—"
"Paternity."
After giving Gloria a decisive response, the spider continued impatiently:
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, since I wanted to let the young master graduate from virginity... It's really uncomfortable, this feeling of being designed ~EbookFREE.me~ Come on.
The possibility can be said to be overwhelmingly low.
can--
If it is Li Lin
If Li Lin planned the whole thing taking this result into consideration from the very beginning, no matter whether or not he has formed an intimate relationship with Roland, it will leave the girls' hearts with haze and even scars. The girls who understood these couldn't help but shudder.
In any case, since Li Lin's strategy has already fallen into place, sighing and hesitating will not help, and only a positive move can break the situation.
"Okay, let's sit down and discuss it carefully."
With Fafna's long sigh, the long and intractable discussion was ready to start again, just as the endless cycle of the end of which could not be seen for a while began again, the door of the conference room was knocked. As Minerva's gloomy face appeared at the door, everyone foresaw something bad happening.